54.054 You are my weakness
Su Ke couldn't remember when he fell asleep, he was tired from crying, his body was tired, and he had a good sleep when he closed his eyes.
This sleep was dark, this illness this scene, coupled with the previous long night of unstable sleep, this sleep can be regarded as making up for it in one go. The body was hollowed out and filled with something. She felt like a lonely ghost, wandering outside for a long time, and this time she finally found her way to the underworld, and she could finally be reincarnated.
It was as if the newborn Su Ke slowly opened his eyes, it was dark in the morning, the surroundings were quiet, and there was a soft yellow candlelight outside the floor cover.
She turned her head to look at Shao Linghang at the end of the bed, his arms crossed in front of his chest, leaning on the edge of the shelf bed, closing his eyes and being slightly drunk. The brows are still furrowed as always, and just looking at this posture, you know that you can't sleep well or steadily.
She coughed lightly, and sure enough, she woke him up.
Shao Linghang came to the head of the bed, wanting to see how she was, but found that she had been looking at him with bright eyes open.
"Awake?" He leaned over, his breath fluttering down from above, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
Su Ke didn't answer, looked at him intently, and said after a while: "I'm much better, Master Hou can also rest." ”
It can be seen from her eyes with a bit of brilliance that she is really much better, Shao Linghang sighed in his heart for the "miracle effect" of King Jing, and sighed, "It's not too early, I'll go to the court later." After a pause, he asked her if she was hungry.
The corners of Su Ke's mouth pulled out a faint smile, "Master Hou, the water is the same water, and the porridge is the same porridge, if you don't hold it, it will become Laojun's elixir." You go and squint for a while, you don't have to guard me like this. ”
Shao Linghang was a little discouraged, and sat on the edge of the bed, half of his body turned his back to her, and his tone was sour, "I have lived so much, I have seen what it means to 'cut the knife and not spill the oil'." You remember the good of others, if I take a step beyond the thunder pool, you will blow your beard and stare at your eyes, and you will not give a chance. I have a book in my heart, and it's all my fault, right? ”
No, I can remember it clearly.
Su Kebai glanced at him, but he didn't look at it, his eyes had already turned away, and he was especially puzzled, so he moved back and glanced at it again. Coincidentally, he looked at it at a glance.
Shao Linghang was a little helpless, he couldn't help but think of the picture of snuggling together before falling asleep, she snuggled in his arms and cried bitterly without shying away at all, he patted her on the back, hugged her tightly and comforted her. The back, once as hard as a stake, was soft and obedient to his chest.
This can be said to be the rapid progress of the relationship between the two, but after his enthusiasm, he also clearly knew that Su Ke had such a temperament, and seeing her soft this time was the merit of hundreds of years of cultivation in front of the Buddha. Thinking about seeing each other again in the future is more difficult than cultivating to become an immortal.
Sure enough, this woke up and immediately put on a posture of settling accounts after the autumn.
"Your temperament is still good when you are sick."
Su Ke looked at his figure and always felt that he seemed to be thin, and there were many more folds in the place where his robe was bound by the belt. She thought back to every scene she woke up, whether it was day or midnight, he was always there.
The ghost lingers.
"Master Hou, I feel much better, let Mother Fu come in today and take me back." As if to prove that he was really good, Su Ke barely managed to hold up a little bit.
But Shao Linghang was addicted to wrapping in the quilt, and every time he saw her come out of the quilt, he didn't care about stuffing her tightly.
Su Ke, who was stuffed back into the quilt, felt that he was making a fuss, this inner room was actually very warm, and he was already lighting the ground dragon, plus ~ the two braziers that kept burning day and night next to the bed, saying that this inner room was as warm as spring, how could it be cold.
Shao Linghang has his own opinion, "When you sweat and don't shake your legs when you get off the ground, I'll send you back." ”
"I've been fine, I have never sweated since I was a child, and when the heat goes down, people will be fine." Su Ke told the truth, each person's physique is different, some people are infected with wind and cold, and after two nights of ginger soup, they sweat all over their bodies, and some people can only boil slowly. Su Ke is the latter kind, he didn't have a good foundation when he was born, his family was poor, and when he was a child, he had to walk around before the ghost door closed when he was sick.
So I've always been very concerned about myself, and I don't dare to get sick. Later, when I entered the palace, I didn't dare to get sick.
This time it was a pure accident.
Accidentally......
Shao Linghang seemed to think of this, and turned his head to look at her seriously, "The old warehouse is damp and wet, and I have been lying on my stomach for half a night, and the cool air accumulated in my body is not a joke." It's still snowing outside, so don't be strained, just take care of your body here. ”
He knew that the Fu family would not treat her harshly, but under careful care, she didn't get much better, and she was afraid that she would be dragged down when she went back.
Su Ke didn't want to have anything to do with him, and he didn't talk about it more than once or twice. said that she was difficult, and he was no worse than her.
"My body is looser and better, it's not a serious illness, a few girls are guarding in shifts, I can't afford it." Su Ke was in good spirits, and his mind turned faster than before. After a few days of careful contact with Shao Linghang, a lot of temperament and temperament have entered the brain, and at this time, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly raised, and his voice was soft, "I am occupying your bed here, not to mention, for four or five days, you haven't even slept all night, and I don't want to go." I'll go back to Fujia first, if you miss it, go to Fujia to take a look at me, and I'll miss your love. ”
Shao Linghang couldn't help but be stunned when he heard this soft tone, but after a while, his expression became intriguing, "What did Yuechan say to you?" Say that I eat soft or not hard, and I can control it lightly with a handle, so it's easy to speak? ”
Su Ke instantly held his breath, feeling like he had been caught.
Shao Linghang continued: "I don't know what kind of temper you have? Talk to me, when have you been gentle. When it comes to holding grudges, I'm even more than you. So you don't have to smile and pretend to me, I will eat their set, not yours. ”
Su Ke was so choked that he couldn't reply.
Shao Linghang said coldly, "You are here to take care of your illness, when can you go to the warehouse to pack your things, and when will you go back to the Fu family." You don't have to worry about the old lady, I have already preserved what should be preserved, and I have also picked out what should be clarified. When you are well, the old lady will not pursue you for anything. As for the tongues in the house, why do you think the Furui family has not been here, because 'you' are recuperating in the Fu family, and it is 'Hou Ye' who is sick in Hefeng Zhai. ”
"But I heard that ......," Su Ke swallowed, "the Hou Ye found me in the treasury that day, yes, someone bumped into me." ”
Shao Linghang shook his head, "It's Wushuang, it's okay." The wind has already spread out, and I will send you back to the Fu family directly, and I fell down after I came back with a cold wind. You take care of your illness in the Fu family, and I heal my illness in Hefeng Zhai. We have nothing to do with each other. ”
It's so irrelevant, if it really can't be related, she won't worry about it.
But apparently, everything he could have been done.
Su Ke lowered his eyelashes, not knowing what to say for a while.
The inner room suddenly became quiet again, and it seemed that the sentence "two are irrelevant" poked a hole in the hearts of both people. Shao Linghang sat on the edge of the bed with his head bowed, his arms on his knees, and he looked sulking.
After a while, he got up and pulled the charcoal from the brazier with tongs.
"Ke'er, do you know what Yuechan said?"
Su Ke's whole body stiffened suddenly, and she remembered for a moment what Love had said to her in her dream - he likes you and you don't like him, so you have so much fear.
Shao Linghang half-squatted on the edge of the brazier, and the faint light shone on his angular cheeks, showing a strange subtle bewitchment.
He said, "Kerr, what do you mean by the handle?" I care a little more, I see it more than others, and in the eyes of outsiders, this has become a weakness that can be grasped. I was most annoyed by the threats of others in my life, and the Tatars in the north used the people of the entire tribe as a threat, and I didn't even blink an eye. I ran away, and I saved the people. I looked at the territory I was holding and felt puffed up. But I now understand that the city and the people are not my weakness, I don't care, I am just a general's responsibility. But you're my weakness now. ”
He looked up at her, his smile a little bitter, "How far is this weakness?" Not only you as a person, but also everything related to you is my weakness. When others threaten me with things related to you, I am not annoyed, and I am not annoyed. I'm really afraid, not only to worry that you won't be hurt by my power and status, but also to worry about not touching your bottom line and making you even less willing to see me. In addition to these, I also have to worry about you not to be tempted by anyone~ Don't let me leave in the morning when you are still by my side, and you will be gone when I come back. ”
He threw down the tongs, got up and clapped his hands, and walked to the edge of the bed step by step and sat down, "Ke'er, others have used this weakness to negotiate terms with me, but I want to thank them." After all, on the bright side, where there is a mistake for people to see, they didn't stab the publicity, talk to me, what I can do, I will do it for them, and if I can't do it, I think of the law to do it for them. It's nothing. But I'm worried about those who didn't come to me. ”
He leaned over, and the figure blocked all the light, and he couldn't see her face clearly, only that the eyes were bright and clear, looking at him, waiting for him to continue.
The corners of his mouth hooked slightly, "Ke'er, you earn what you want, and I seek what I want." I just want that in the days to come, I will build a ladder for you, and you will not climb the tree by yourself. You are my weakness, and it doesn't matter if others come to hold it, don't stick a knife in me again. I can stand others, but you and I can't stand it. The taste of being attacked in the abdomen and back is really uncomfortable. ”
Su Ke laughed at his last words, as if he had been greatly wronged. She looked at him seriously and replied to him sincerely, "Why bother like this, wouldn't you be easy without my weakness?" ”
"I can't put it down."
I can't put it down. Just these four words, Su Ke's heart slammed. She doesn't know which of these four words makes her so uncomfortable, she has only known each other for a few months, the beginning is not good, the process is tortuous, and the ending is undecided, why can't she let it go?
He said so much, but he asked for a promise. This promise doesn't have to be sworn by the mountains and seas, just begging her not to deny him.
How ridiculous it is to say that a person like him, who has lived so big, has a weakness at the beginning, but he is still a hard bone who does not want to be a weakness.
Shao Linghang frowned, "You said something." ”
Su Ke rolled his eyes and suddenly asked, "What time is it?" ”
Shao Linghang was a little inexplicable, but at the moment, he didn't argue, took out his pocket watch and looked, "It's the second moment of the ugly month, and the fourth watch is the day." ”
"What time is it?"
"At the beginning of the year, I have to enter the palace and wait." Shao Linghang didn't know why, and looked at her in a daze after speaking, "I went out at the right time, what's the matter, what do you have to say is very long?" ”
Su Kebai glanced at him, snorted and said, "You still have time to sleep for a while, you can go to the warm pavilion to rest." I think it's much better, and you don't have to rush back from the Governor's Mansion. If you have something to say, let's talk about it when you come back from duty. ”
Actually, he didn't have anything to say, but if he didn't say that, he didn't know how long he would have to be entangled.
Shao Linghang pursed his lips, and was happy again for a while, "You really can't cut the oil with a knife, I dig out my heart and lungs, but you can catch up with people quite smoothly." ”
"I'm thinking about your body."
"Forget it." Shao Linghang knew that she was not sincere, so he turned around and hooked the pestle with his foot, "I'll sit here and squint, but it's you, go to sleep, sleep and raise people, it's better to get better quickly than anything else." ”
Su Ke felt that he was stiff, "I haven't slept for a few nights in a row, it's not a warm pavilion over there, why don't you squint here." ”
"Yuechan is in the warm pavilion."
"Where's the big kang outside?"
"Mother Sun is here."
"There's an Arhat bed in a moment."
Shao Linghang glared, "You feel it very clearly, when did you go down to the ground to walk the wind, I said how old is not good." ”
In fact, Su Ke has never been out of this inner room since he called Hefengzhai, but Yuechan and Mother Sun said a few words, and she also guessed the appearance of a Hou Ye's main house when she thought about the general appearance. It's not that hard. It's not an arhat bed but also a chaise longue, but according to this name, it is estimated that he will not use it.
She didn't answer, Shao Linghang didn't ask, and sat down on the pestle with her temper, "I choose a seat, and the bed outside is not used to sleeping." It's all bad sleep, it's better to watch you for the night. They sleep well and can take care of you during the day. ”
"Choosing a seat?" Su Ke looked at him, wrinkled his eyebrows and glared, "What do you mean, don't let me go, and choose a seat." Do you want to sleep here? ”
She reached out from under the quilt and tapped the mattress beside her twice......