27. Youth Campus (7)
Can you still see the sun tomorrow? Reaching out to touch the warmth, Xia Qian slowly stretched out her hands, not only her wish, but also his.
"I still want to live"
"I still want to live"
Her consciousness gradually plunged into darkness, as if she heard someone calling her name in her ear, and saw a vague figure swimming towards her, warm and dazzling, like a beam of light illuminating the whole world.
"Drip, drip, drip-" Slow and rhythmic sounding, like the voice of the heart, Xia Qian was lying on the hospital bed in a coma, and in the depths of her soul, she saw the original owner sleeping in the dark, the handsome man, with countless red threads wrapped all over his body, his eyes closed, and he seemed to be asleep.
As if hearing someone approaching, Xia slowly opened his eyes, saw Xia Qian's face clearly, and showed a miserable and beautiful smile, "I didn't expect to be discovered by you, my secret." β
"Hmm." Xia Qian held his forehead, looked at those red lines, and said lightly, "What's wrong with your soul?" β
"These are my obsessions, I can't untie them, and the more I wrap them, the tighter they get."
"So what can I do for you? You don't have the regret to finish. Xia Qian thought for a while, and the sentence he had said flashed in his mind, "If I can be selfish to myself, maybe I won't have too many regrets." β
He didn't answer her question directly, and lowered his head, "But you and I don't have time-"
"It will definitely be in time, I will definitely complete your regrets!" Xia Qian couldn't help but move forward to him, grabbed his shoulder, and said firmly.
"Look behind you, what are those?"
Xia Qian turned his head and saw a shocking picture, how his body was lying on the hospital bed, with tubes inserted all over his body, bloodless, and his white and almost transparent face was covered with an oxygen mask, if it weren't for the dripping sound of the heart instrument, seeing Xia's father constantly comforting the new mother who was crying quietly, the calendar on the wall turned out to be more than half a year later, and she suddenly realized that time was running out.
"Now, it's time for you to go back, and I sincerely hope you can finish it." Natsu laughed softly.
"Yes." Xia Qian nodded, walked forward step by step, and when she reached the black and white blurred realm where life and death were intertwined, she suddenly turned around, "If I finish, where will you go?" β
"Hehβwho knows?"
"Young Master, you've finally woken up." As soon as he opened his eyes, he heard Steward Jiang's familiar voice, with a hint of hoarseness. As if aware of his gaffe, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and muttered, "Thank goodness you're finally awake." After he came to work in the Xia family, he saw a small, soft baby, and liked it at first sight, treating him as his own child, taking care of him with all his might, growing up slowly, watching him go to school with a schoolbag on his back, and make friends, but God was so unfair to him, he endured inhuman pain at a young age, and used a lot of drugs, but he still couldn't stop the speed of heart failure, and other organs are now helpless.
"What about my father?" After not speaking for a long time, Xia Qian's voice was hoarse and a little ugly, his throat was sore and he couldn't help coughing a few times, Steward Jiang hurriedly brought a glass of water and persuaded: "Young master, you still don't speak, the chairman is outside." β
"Take me to him." She has to get out of here, time is running out, and instead of staying abroad for treatment, it is better for her to return home quickly.
"Young master, you," Seeing Xia Qian holding his weak body and wanting to pull out those instruments, Steward Jiang held his arm, turned around and saw Father Xia standing outside the door, and saw Xia Qian wake up, his expression was a little moved, his eyes flashed with tears, he opened his mouth, and said for a long time: "You are awake." β
"Father," Xia Qian retreated to the bed, looking up at the haggard man in front of him, as a parent, he used to have a lot of things to be sorry for the original owner, but after all, the blood is connected, and he doesn't want to leave regrets. Now that the father and son can see each other for the last time, they still have to say what they should say, "I want to talk to you about something"
Familiar scenery, familiar people, familiar smiles, but this scenery is not in her figure, from a distance I saw the two figures talking and laughing out of the school gate, I wanted to come forward to say hello, but I felt that it was not important.
Xia Qian leaned against the wall and waited and waited, looking at the slow westward slope of the sunset, the students of the school went home one after another, and the person she was waiting for finally appeared.
"Rui," Xia Qian called, stood up straight, and turned around.
This familiar voice, Gu Yunrui let go of his backpack in surprise and slipped to the ground, the person he thought he would never see again suddenly appeared in front of him, he didn't stand firm for a while, shook his body, and a stream of hot tears flowed out of his eyes, he couldn't help but wipe and wipe, crying silently: "Xia, I thought I thought I would never see you again." β
"Idiot." Xia Qian stepped forward, patted him on the shoulder, and her constantly trembling body made her feel distressed for no reason, she opened her hands and hugged him, and said softly, "I'm sorry for worrying you." β
Unable to suppress the sadness in his heart, as well as missing him, Gu Yunrui hugged him back and cried bitterly.
Although Xia Qian came back, she didn't go to school, but invited Gu Yunrui to accompany her on the street.
"Where are we going?" Gu Yunrui asked in a low voice, lowering the cap on his head. He was held by Xia Qian along the way, and many people on the road were looking at them, feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Go somewhere fun, alright, here." Xia Qian suddenly stopped, stood in front of a video game city, and pointed to the eye-catching signboard.
"Why are you here?" Gu Yunrui didn't understand, he asked him to ask for leave to come here to play.
"I never had a chance to come here, I wanted to go in and have a look." Xia Qiansong loosened the scarf around his neck, there were quite a lot of people in it, most of them were young people, full of vitality.
In desperation, Gu Yunrui followed and walked in, and when he saw Xia Qian skillfully putting game coins into the two game consoles, he was stunned and said, "Are you sure you want to play this with me?" β
"Exactly," Xia Qian handsomely posed a POSS, propped up on the steering wheel of the game with one hand, with a slightly provocative taste: "Maybe you will lose." β
"Hmph, I've won." Gu Yunrui sat down unceremoniously and raised his chin.
A few hours later, the two of them came out of the video game city, Xia Qian's face was relaxed and happy, on the contrary, Gu Yunrui was lifeless, with a stinky face, unknowingly thinking that others owed him millions.
"I didn't expect you to be so good at playing, I didn't know I wouldn't play with you if I knew it." Gu Yunrui touched his head in annoyance.
"I didn't have a chance to show one or two before, but now it's okay, I'm coming back from abroad to recuperate, and I can compete again in the future." Xia Qian smiled, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future.
"Are you really well?" Gu Yunrui's eyes stayed on Xia Qian's face, his face was a little gloomy, what happened that day was vivid, the doctor said that if it was a few minutes late, I am afraid that even today, he would not be standing here talking to him.
"Of course," Xia Qian looked away slightly, looked into the distance, and said lightly: "Thanks to a kind person who gave me a good heart, it will not be a problem to live for ten or eight years." β
"yes, that's great." Obviously he should be very happy, but I don't know why, Gu Yunrui always felt that his heart was blocked. Why, when Xia Qian was sent abroad for treatment, he desperately wanted to know what was going on with him, but Uncle Xia refused to give him a message, and even Steward Jiang didn't reply to him. Worried day and night, he wanted to fly to see him, but found that he didn't know where Xia Qian was recuperating, and he never seemed to really know him from beginning to end. He has always been silently giving.
It's been like this since he was a child, he is an honor student in the eyes of his teachers and classmates, he is his follower, in order to stand next to him openly, he doesn't know how much effort to pay, he also knows, he did a little wrong question, or simply didn't come to the exam, all kinds of sick reasons, when he was able to stand side by side with him, he made a lot of concessions, but at the same time, he was obviously so good, but God deprived him of his life, so that he could not be like ordinary people, jumping around, before, they could climb trees, hide and seek, play in the water, Not anymore.
Can he really get better, and why is this hope so ethereal. Gu Yunrui fell silent, and suddenly said, "Xia, you can promise me one thing. β
βοΌβ Xia Qian looked sideways slightly.
"Don't leave silently in the future, okay?" Gu Yunrui couldn't help but lean his head on Xia Qian's shoulder, the fine bangs blocked his vision, and cast shadows on his face, as if pleading: "In that case, in that case, I will be very lonely alone." β
Xia Qian's body couldn't help but stiffen for a few seconds, the original owner's body couldn't last long, she came back just to say goodbye, she couldn't do this request. After a long time, she patted him on the back a few times, and her tone was a little distant: "Rui, what are you talking about, we can meet again tomorrow, and we will see you again in the future." β
"En," Gu Yunrui nodded heavily.
On the way home, the glow of the setting sun shines on the riverside, sparkling, spring is coming, the grass on the riverside sprouts green buds, and unknown flowers are rushing to open, a good scene of vitality.
"Now, Rui, stay with me for another day tomorrow." Xia Qian suddenly stopped on the bank of the river, looked into the distance, and opened his mouth casually.
"Tomorrow? There's a mock test tomorrow. Gu Yunrui frowned, but when he looked sideways, he saw Xia Qian's fair, clean and almost transparent face, and the afterglow shone on it, which was beautiful. He shook his head, waved away those bad thoughts, and changed his words: "Okay, then tomorrow will be in the old place." β
"Yes!" Xia Qian raised her head slightly, with a smile on her face, but in the next second, she suddenly couldn't laugh, and the familiar screen appeared.