33, respective scars

"Mijiu, you're really weird today. What the hell is going on?" Now Futaba really doesn't know what kind of expression to use to face Miku.,Before confirming what Miku is thinking.。

"Do you really want to know~?" Mijiu didn't have much reaction to the wariness shown by Futaba. She squinted at Erye, but Erye couldn't see the emotion in her eyes.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Hmmm!" Futaba hesitated slightly, but still made up his mind to listen. Futaba likes Mijiu very much.,At least she likes Mijiu that she's been with since yesterday.。 So she wants to really understand Mijiu and wants to know if Mijiu is really someone worth getting along with.

With the consent of the second leaf, Miku didn't immediately pour out her thoughts. She walked slowly to Futaba, gently lifting her chin and staring at her clear pupils.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Erye is very cute~" Meijiu, who has been watching it for a long time, jumped out of this sentence.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ W-what?" Erye didn't react for a while, and then he blushed and said.

She originally thought that Mijiu would discuss something serious with her, so she didn't really mind Mijiu's flirtatious/teasing herself. But not minding doesn't mean she's indifferent to Miku's behavior. Futaba is an introverted child, in other words, it's easy to be shy.

For Erye,It's a very shy thing to be stared at.,What's more, it's a beautiful girl like Mijiu who is staring at her.。 It's just that Futaba thinks that Mijiu's behavior is because the next words are very important, so he didn't show a shy appearance. And Mijiu suddenly praised herself for being cute, which made Futaba blush all of a sudden and was overwhelmed.

"Aren't you going to listen to me, Futaba?" Miku asked with a smile when she saw that Futaba was blushing and didn't know what to do.

"Ah, yes." Futaba came back to his senses. But I don't know why, Mijiu's words praising her cuteness have been lingering in her mind, and the flush on her face has never gone away.

It's strange, why is Mijiu so nervous just a little praise for herself?

"......" The two stared at each other in a daze for nearly a minute, but Erye couldn't wait for Mijiu to speak, and finally couldn't help but say. Mijiu, don't you want to tell me something?"

"I've already said it." Mijiu stared at her crystal-like eyes and said innocently.

"Huh? When?" Futaba is already in chaos.

Erye felt that she couldn't understand Mijiu's train of thought at all, just like she couldn't predict it when Mijiu bullied herself. More than once, she felt that her IQ was not enough.

She tilted her head slightly in confusion, but she didn't know how to ask Miku.

"Just now." Mei Jiu grabbed Futaba's wrist while holding it.,As if she wanted to convey what she said to Futaba clearly.,Whispered close to Futaba's ear.。 "I said because the second leaf is cute."

"So what the hell does that mean?" Miku's intimate contact and Rulan's breath made even the two leaves, who are also women, feel shy, and the already red face became even more red. She tried to hide her shame by raising her voice, but her red face was not convincing.

"Everything I did was because Futaba was so cute~" Miku held Futaba's hand and trembled with excitement. Before she knew it, Miku's own cheeks began to flush slightly.

"Mijiu, you're really getting weird." Despite what he said, this time Niba didn't struggle to open Miku's hand.

The tremor from Miku's hand calmed down Futaba a little. She shook Miku's hand with a slight force, intending to calm Mijiu as well.

However, Mei Jiu seemed to regard the second leaf's backhand as an invitation to the other party.,Slowly approaching the delicate red lips of the second leaf.。 It didn't stop until the lips of the two might touch at any moment.

The brain that had calmed down a little bit of the second leaf crashed again.。 Alas... What does Mijiu want to do?

But Mijiu seemed to ignore the two leaves that had begun to smoke on his head, and said to himself.

"Erye, do you remember the question you asked me--- what dissatisfaction I am with my current life." Mijiu said softly.

"Hmm... Hmmm!" Futaba, whose brain was blank, couldn't understand what Mijiu was talking about, and she could only nod her head like a chick to hide the tension in her heart.

"Futaba... After losing everything, no matter what I gained, I couldn't continue to believe it. You told me that I should cherish what I have now. But what do I have besides this voice and this power?"

Miku gently caressed a hand over her chest, rising and falling with the beat of her heart and the rhythm of her breathing. The flushed face said to the second leaf who was still flushed.

"Futaba, if I use this voice to keep you by my side forever, would you like to?" Mijiu asked, but he didn't give Erye a chance to refuse, and he hugged her hard again.

Mijiu is not a person who cares about other people's emotions.,The reason why Mijiu abides by the agreement with Erye.,It's just because she wants Erye to really like her.。 But just one day of getting along made Mijiu find that her love for Erye was a little inextricable, looking at Erye's every move according to herself, and the worried expression when she cared about herself, the possession/possession/desire in Meijiu's heart became stronger and stronger.

(I suddenly want to write about lilies...... I may be sick ~~XD.

But the ending shouldn't have much to do with Lily, although it's not going to be ~~~

Recently, something happened that led me to do some gay/research on homosexuality. I bought a novel about a girl's love, and after reading it, I felt a little brainwashed......... But I'm really not good at writing this kind of thing...... By the way, there are really few normal people in this world, and there are so many weirdos around......

This chapter is a bit of a whim, but trust me not to write this novel apart!)

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Although Mijiu's embrace was gentle, Futaba couldn't enjoy the warmth, because she heard the words she cared about the most.

Although the mind is still unable to think, the body has already reacted subconsciously. When Mijiu said that sentence,Erye's body paused,Began to struggle to get out of Mijiu's embrace。

"Why? Futaba, why?" Miku didn't care about the escaped Futaba.。 Erye's refusal has opened the deep scars in Miku's heart.,When you take off your idol identity.,Those who originally supported her turned their backs on her; Those who cheered her on were reluctant to trust her when she needed her most. Despair and anger at nothing filled her heart again.

"You made me aware of this, but now you're going to reject me, Futaba?" It was Futaba who made Miku realize the fact that she actually had nothing; It was she who made Mijiu realize that what she had was nothing more than the falsehood brought about by the "voice".,And even the power of the "voice" is not her own.,But the closest to the real of these falsehoods, the two leaves keep rejecting themselves.。

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On the other side, Erye was too flustered and couldn't turn his head, so he fled without thinking too much. Sitting on the bench, Erye gasped slightly, and lowered the temperature of his messy head.

"Whew." Exhaling a long breath, Futaba calmed himself down. Although the heartbeat is still fast, Futaba has barely regained the ability to think in his brain.

"Forever" is a sweet and heavy bondage. For lovers, it can be a very romantic thing if they can achieve eternity. But "forever" gives the impression of Futaba only pain and restraint, because freedom has always been what Niba yearns for the most.

Even if not all of them are good, at least she can choose who to stay with.

After a few observations,Two leaves also roughly understand the power of Miku.。 It is the magic of sound, the power to bewitch people's minds and even control the consciousness of others.

Although Futaba is glad that Miku is not doing anything excessive with this power at present.,It's just just enjoying the fun of being an idol and singing.。

But,Just now,Miku said that to Futaba.。 From Miku's eyes looking at her, she saw a strong and intense possession/possession/desire.

"Alas...... Miku, what do you really look like?" Futaba propped his chin in both hands and looked up at the blue sky outside the skylight. The swaying and serene sky and her chaotic heart are two very different colors.

Erye believes that Mijiu is not a bad person, and no matter how good an actor is, it is impossible to cover his emotions perfectly. The happiness, sadness, regret and excitement that Miku has shown from yesterday to the present are definitely not the products of acting. Even if Mijiu approaches herself with a purpose, at least she is willing to be honest with herself.

But for his own ideas,Two leaves don't dare to trust it completely.。 She worries that there will be places that she doesn't care about, or that she has been overlooked. However, such a conflict of reason and emotion made her conflicted about Mijiu's feelings.

Mijiu's behavior is indeed a bit excessive. want to have everything that someone else has; I want to force Futaba to stay by my side.。 Although it's not that the second leaf is unwilling.,It's just that she hopes to make a choice of her own will.,Instead of being forced to be what they want to be like before.。

However, after pondering for a while, Futaba found that she didn't seem to have such a right, because her hands were stained with other people's blood. Although it is the other party who sees each other first; Although she just wanted to give humans a warning from the elves; Although her purpose is to make the greedy humans see the truth, and make them understand that in the past, the other elves did not have the mercy of killers when dealing with enemies who were obviously too weak to attack them. But no matter how many reasons there are, it can't hide the fact that Erye killed those people with his own strength. Those ASTs may have been wiped out under the arrows of the two leaves condensed with huge spiritual power, or they may have fallen asleep after being smashed into hard objects by the great force. And that arrow wasn't caused by Erye's miss, but she really shot it with that feeling.。

Futaba can't blame Mijiu's selfishness, because she's the one who is the most selfish. Taking the lives of others based on their own opinions may even make humans hate the elves even more. What right does she, who caused this situation, complain that she just wants to monopolize her beauty nine?

Futaba can't bear the sins of his actions.。 She wanted to fight for the elves, but what she had to bear was much heavier than she thought. Even her actions upset the balance created by the other elves. After all, if they want to, they can do it at any time, as they also have the power.

By now, Erye herself no longer knows whether her actions are right or wrong, and she doesn't know if she should dare to regret it. What she did did did not bring peace at all, only to expand strife. It is the most naΓ―ve to think that this is the right and self-righteous self.

"Iβ€”What the hell am I supposed to do...? "Think of the people I killed, each of them had their own happiness, or someone who cherished them, and yet I ruined it all. Although they are bad people in the eyes of the second leaf, but their actions are not the same great evil?

The arrival of peace must be accompanied by sacrifice, which Erye still knows. But at that time, she didn't act according to that belief, she just killed people because she wanted to do it at the moment. In the end, she should bear this sin and devote herself to the peace of men and spirits; Or is it just to shirk her responsibilities and live a comfortable life?

If that's the case, it's actually a good choice to let Miku control her consciousness. It can not only make Mijiu satisfied, but also allow herself not to continue to worry about the wrong things she has done. Futaba thought to herself, and huge tears dripped from her eyes.

Crying can't solve any problems, but the nerves tense in the second leaf due to the pressure make the corners of her eyes gradually blur, and she can no longer resist the heavy tears swirling in the corners of her eyes.

Why did you become so weak? Obviously, I came alone before this, and I never shed a single tear even when I encountered great difficulties and pressure. It's because he has done something irreparably wrong; Or did Mijiu make herself stupid because of her gentleness?

I don't know, I don't know? Erye just wants to cry without thinking about anything now.,Forget all the heavy things in your head.,Nest in the warm arms of Mijiu like a fool.。

There are a lot of people coming and going in the square.,Erye doesn't want to let others see his embarrassing appearance.。 She turned her head in a less crowded direction, muffling her choked sobs.

But the appearance of the second leaf is easy to attract the attention of passers-by.,And such a cute little girl crying alone.,Soon attracted the attention of passers-by.。

(This chapter was written after I finished reading "True Beauty Nine.") After reading it, I found that Meijiu was so pitiful...... Before that, all the information about the U.S. 9 went to Wikicheck. It seems that my understanding of Mijiu's character is actually not very thorough? I can't simulate Mijiu's thinking at all...... So I decided to write my own way... Try to give Meijiu some benefits...... As for the witch of the Seven Sins... I haven't started watching it yet~ I feel so troublesome...... Lots of manga and light novels I want to read. Anyway, are there any more recommended novels or fanfics??? If so, just hit the book review, okay?? There is a shortage of books! Looking forward to having a girl being molested/teased or funny. (Author: Are you sure nothing strange got in?)