When the class bell ended, Cheng Xuanqing was still immersed in the fantasy of playing the guzheng at the graduation ceremony on June 20 with her golden finger skills fully open, and just as she was about to stand up for the curtain call, she suddenly heard someone tell her that it was her turn to carry food in the cafeteria today, so she had to temporarily interrupt her fantasy, stood up and walked towards the door of the classroom.

Yes, Cheng Xuanqing has liked fantasy since she was a child, she remembers that her skills began to have when she watched the legend of Nezha in the third or fourth grade of primary school, and at the flag-raising ceremony, she imagined that she was not standing in the team in a regular manner, wearing a school uniform that was as distinctive as everyone else and was drowned in the crowd, but wearing a Qiankun ring, wrapping her arms around the sky, holding a fire-tipped gun, landing on the playground on a hot wheel, and accepting the gaze of teachers and students from the whole school.

Later, I began to watch costume dramas and was used to thinking of myself as a prince, and was used to performing lively court dramas in my mind, once when Ms. Cheng was fascinated, she came to the sentence "Queen Mother" with one mouth, Ms. Cheng's expression at that time could not be described by the idioms "dumbfounded" and "dumbfounded" that Cheng Xuanqing had just learned at that time. That night, her father came to talk to her and said something that made a deep impression on her: "If there are some impossible things, don't think about them." “

At that time, she naturally didn't take her to heart, but when she grew up a little later, she remembered this sentence and felt that what her father said was very wrong, and that impossible things needed to be thought about.

So Cheng Xuanqing's hobby has grown up with her all the way, and it has not faded with the passage of time, but the role that has positioned herself has been updated with the trend, from Nezha and Harry Potter who saved the world to the prince and emperor who pointed out the country, and then avenged the bitter protagonist in the TV series, and even sometimes fantasized that he and idols became friends like paranoia.

Of course, she sometimes worries that she will one day become mentally ill because of this hobby, but fortunately, she did not go insane until she was reborn.

If you meet Cheng Xuanqing in the previous life, when she is alone, you can see how rich and wonderful the expression on her face is, it is that she is playing out all kinds of stories in her head, so she never feels lonely, she likes to be alone when she is very young, and then play against her supporting characters.

She didn't like it when someone came to interrupt her while she was wandering alone in an imaginary world, and asked her with pity how she was alone.

She doesn't understand what's wrong with being alone, she doesn't like to cause trouble, so her popularity has always been good, but there's no need to drag others to the toilet together, eat together, and walk together, right? Is this a symbol of good popularity? Don't you have your own business, and others don't have other people's business? Besides, can't you eat alone, and you need to be fed by others? Can one more person go to the toilet for you? Pulling a person to walk can carry you on your back or how to drop?

She is gregarious, but she also likes to be alone, and the gregarious world is everyone's world, and one person has a one's world.

But it's very strange that Cheng Xuanqing never imagined herself as a concubine and a princess, and later she thought about it, probably because most of the court dramas she watched at that time had men as the protagonists, and she was born to be the protagonist who was praised by the stars, the omnipotent protagonist, and the protagonist who could make a comeback no matter how low she fell.

In other words, it's not that we are born with the desire to be, but that human beings instinctively have more desire for those things that they lack more and more.

When she was a child, Cheng Xuanqing didn't worry about food and clothing, or her livelihood, but she felt that she was not taken seriously.

It was much later that she learned that in order to be valued enough, she had to be qualified to be taken seriously.

Nezha is valued because he has superpowers that can save everyone, the prince is valued because he has a noble rebirth, and Harry Potter is valued because he is the one who was chosen. - And she is not taken seriously because she is just an ordinary Cheng Xuanqing. People don't care who you are, they only care about what you can bring to them.

If she can be different from most people, then she can get the attention, the gaze that she wants.

Cheng Xuanqing still decided to try to practice the guzheng well, at least it was her first step to make herself different from others, whether she could use this short month to practice to the level of level six is another matter.

After a long, long time, after she was reborn, when she saw Huang Qiuyi's information in the agent's computer, she realized that the idea that she thought she was mature was actually wrong - it turned out that everyone still cared about who you were, but this person is no longer the real you, but the appearance in everyone's hearts, or rather, the template.

The political teacher in high school will explain this phenomenon in terms of market supply and demand, when the supply exceeds demand, only the goods that more perfectly fit the appearance of the consumer's heart will be selected. And those leftover, some will come to the market as "defective products" through guò other sales channels, some will return to the factory for repair, and even more unlucky, may be discarded.

The entertainment industry market, where supply exceeds demand, is so cruel that it perfectly adapts to the laws of economics, but there are still countless people who sharpen their heads and drill into it.

Of course, that's all for later.

"Cheng Xuanqing, I just heard Huang Qiuyi say that you are also going to participate in the performance of the graduation ceremony?" Cheng Xuanqing looked sideways at Zhou Chengwen, who was also carrying a bucket of vegetables in his hand.

"Hmm." Cheng Xuanqing nodded, "You also participate?" ”

Zhou Chengwen lowered his head, Cheng Xuanqing couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, but he knew that he was a little lost when he heard the tone: "I don't even take the graduation exam, I have to go back to my hometown tomorrow, and today is the last day to come to class." ”

"Oh......" Cheng Xuanqing didn't know what to say, her feelings for these elementary school classmates had long faded, and she naturally couldn't experience the pain of this separation, but it was a little uncomfortable to think about, after all, this was the first time they had parted with their classmates who got along day and night since they remembered and had their own clear sense of feelings, so they patted him on the shoulder with their free hand, "It's okay, come back and make a call to come out to get together later." ”

As soon as this sentence came out, she felt that as a primary school student, she was talking a little too ...... social. Fortunately, Zhou Chengwen didn't seem to care, what he cared about was another issue.

"You ...... yesterday Why ignore me? ”

When it comes to this issue, Cheng Xuanqing really wants to cry out for injustice, she really doesn't ignore him, she was a good old man in her previous life and added bun attributes, even if the kind of person who has a grudge and a grudge comes up to greet her, she will definitely respond with a smile, she just didn't react.

It's just that you misled me by pointing unclear, you shouldn't ask "why don't you come after me", but "why don't you come after me to play", so I understand! It's not good to start so suddenly, you should start by saying "Let's play the game of chasing people, you chase me, if you chase me, I'll ...... Give back your stationery bag" instead of grabbing my little broken stationery bag and running.

The gameplay of your elementary school students, as a young man who runs three and four, really doesn't understand and can't adapt to it.

But now Cheng Xuanqing can't say that, so she can only try to explain: "I didn't ignore you, I was joking with you, I was about to say that you didn't take the syrup in an emergency, why did I come to chase you to class, don't take it to heart." ”

Cheng Xuanqing felt that this little boy still had a glass heart, and he was still depressed after a day, didn't they all say that the little boy was forgetful?

She can only make up such a lie, when the tiger chased a beautiful woman with urgent syrup, the beautiful woman asked in a panic why you are chasing me, and the tiger said that because you have urgent syrup, the advertisement that was bombarded on TV in turn Cheng Xuanqing still remembers, so she used it casually. Although she only remembered the age of this commercial, she didn't remember when it was launched, and she only hoped that this commercial had already been broadcast at that time, so that her already cold enough jokes would not go to Antarctica.

"I see." Zhou Chengwen nodded, thoughtful.

Cheng Xuanqing took it as a letter, and was a little complacent, thinking that he was really witty, thinking that Zhou Chengwen and that beauty still have something in common, that is, they are both good-looking, in later words, they are Zhengtai, no wonder they were "ambiguous" with him when they were young.

On Saturday afternoon, when Teacher Wu came to return the piano, Cheng Xuanqing was playing "Mountains and Flowing Water", which was the song to be performed at their graduation ceremony.

In fact, Wu Xia was already a little mentally prepared before she came in, because she received a call from Cheng Xuanqing's mother last night, saying that her daughter had been practicing the piano very hard and unconsciously during this period of time.

"However, she doesn't play as well as she used to."

As soon as she heard the door of her home, Wu Xia had this sentence lingering in her head, and she felt that this sentence seemed to be a little euphemistic. Actually, it can't be called "playing", it can only be called "plucking", plucking the strings one tone at a time, one by one.

Cheng Xuanqing saw Teacher Wu walk in, hurriedly stood up and blasted her parents out, serving tea and pouring water to the teacher, and moving a stool to sit on the ground to offer courtesy.

"What's the matter with how you're playing?" Cheng Xuanqing listened to the stern voice of Wu Xia, who had not been seen for a long time, and secretly complained in her heart, so attentive still could not get rid of the fate of being interrogated.

"Teacher Wu, it's like this, one morning when I woke up, I suddenly wanted to play the guzheng, and I especially wanted to learn to play it well, but when I played it, I suddenly found that I couldn't!" Cheng Xuanqing licked her lips, "I don't know if you have ever felt that way, but I was afraid that I wouldn't remember a certain knowledge point during the exam, and I really couldn't remember it." ”

"That's because the knowledge points are not firmly grasped." Wu Xia mercilessly interrupted her serious nonsense, but fortunately, Cheng Xuanqing's meaning was in line with this: "That's right! That's it! You see, I used to practice the piano and was forced to practice, it was all perfunctory, and of course the basic skills were not solid, so when I really wanted to study hard, I racked my brains to think about how to play, and found that it was broken! Can't remember! Cheng Xuanqing clapped her hands, her eyes were very calm.

Wu Xia looked at Cheng Xuanqing with a calm face for a long time, and decided not to pursue this unbelievable thing, she didn't have any expectations for Cheng Xuanqing, a student, she was already playing badly, and she didn't care if it was worse, anyway, Cheng's parents didn't ask her anything, but they just pity the parents of the world, Wu Xia sighed: "Then what do you want to do?" ”

"Now I have a very difficult problem, our teacher is going to arrange for me to perform the song "Mountains and Flowing Water" at the graduation ceremony......"

Cheng Xuanqing's words were interrupted by Wu Xia again: "At your current level, don't think about it, really, if it's in your ...... Before the amnesia, let's call the unbelievable thing you said amnesia, and I can help you. ”

"Oh, it's not." Cheng Xuanqing waved her hand, "Of course I know that it is unlikely that I will be able to really perform at my current level, I mean, you teach me something to be tricky first, it's not to be tricky, it's just pretentious, it's not right...... Anyway, because we're a seven-member ensemble, I don't need to play very well, I just need to put my posture in a good position and not make mistakes. ”

After Cheng Xuanqing finished speaking, she didn't get a response, her hands were clenched into fists and her chin was clenched, and she looked at Wu Xia with big eyes blinking.