Chapter 446: Belated Repentance

Li Junhao couldn't sleep again.

Tossing and turning, he regretted that he had confessed his thoughts like this, but Xiumei, who had only known her for more than 30 hours.

- He didn't even tell the person he felt he should confess the most, although he also felt that Li Xiaoxue should have noticed it.

He felt like a fish, firmly biting on a beautiful hook. What is going to happen next, therefore, is out of his control.

Xiumei is really just out of enthusiasm, or just out of pity for Li Xiaoxue, it's okay, but if it is an ulterior motive, if it is her own purpose, he Li Junhao will become a card in the hands of others.

is also an actor in the same crew, and the complex between Xiumei of the female number three and Li Xiaoxue of the female number two should have some subtleties.

In the media, true and false, the deception between actors, he has not seen it, if one day, lace news is born, saying that Li Xiaoxue has an affair with a small drama, he is not the culprit, and he is also considered an "accomplice".

"Li Junhao, Li Junhao!" He had never hated himself so much, "Why are you so uncalculated?" You still don't know what kind of mind people have, how do you leave your own bottom? ”

He clenched his fists and slammed his heart twice, tears pouring out of his eyes.

He felt that he should tell Li Xiaoxue about such a situation, but he didn't know how to tell Li Xiaoxue,—— even if he knew how to talk to Li Xiaoxue, he shouldn't have such courage.

He felt that he had also gone through some worldly events, why was he so rash?

You must find the reason, it should be, it should be out of this affection for Li Xiaoxue.

Such a feeling, he also thinks, should be the most beautiful thing in the world. And the more beautiful things are, the easier they are to be used, such as simplicity, sincerity, kindness......

If he really uses Xiumei, it is also because of his love for Li Xiaoxue.

It's not because he feels a God-sent opportunity, it's not that he feels that the opportunity can't be missed, how could he be in a hurry to say something like that, which makes his heart twist like a knife at this time?

"If, misfortune makes me speak seriously, just because of love, Li Xiaoxue, can you forgive me?" He asked again, shaking his head again.

He can't forgive himself in the first place.

How could he forgive himself?

Because of him, if Li Xiaoxue is hurt, no matter what the reason, he can't forgive himself.

——

"It's not that you don't want to love, it's not that you don't want to love, you're afraid, love is also a kind of harm." This is an excerpt from a poet's sentence when a girl he once pursued rejected him.

At that time, although he also understood, he could not understand everything.

Now, he is likely to cause harm to his beloved, and he finally understands it completely.

And he finally understood it completely, and it seemed too late.

Even if he can tell Li Xiaoxue about the matter, can he take back the words he gave to Xiumei? If Xiumei really wants to spoil Li Xiaoxue, what can stop Xiumei's feet?

"She's still out of her zeal." He thought about it again, even though he knew it was just him comforting himself.

Such a fluke, he really just wanted to, or hoped for, and didn't dare to really hold it at all.

- How dare he be lucky in the matter of the woman he likes?

"I'm sorry, Li Xiaoxue. If you have been hurt by my confusion for a while, I am willing to make up for it with all I have. He said this again, but his mood was not better.

- Even if Li Xiaoxue only hurt a strand of hair, he actually felt that even if he lost his life, it would be far from enough.

- Every strand of Li Xiaoxue's hair, in his opinion, is also an indispensable and perfect part.

"Li Xiaoxue, are you really suitable for this circle?" In front of him, a more special proposition suddenly appeared.

He couldn't help but ask himself, if he was Zhong Youcheng, what kind of attitude would he have towards Li Xiaoxue's actions at this time?

Such an assumption doesn't seem to make much sense, but he did think of it, and indeed, he wanted to make such a comparison.

He wants to know what kind of essential difference he and Zhong Youcheng have in their treatment of Li Xiaoxue.

Such a difference in nature is of special significance to Li Xiaoxue. In order to get an answer that was closer to the truth, he didn't dare to be sloppy in the slightest, rolled over, and sat up.

He sat up straight, and every muscle showed his solemnity.

In this way, after some heart-to-heart and brain-wandering, the results he came to shocked him.

He found that if he and Li Xiaoxue were boyfriend and girlfriend, he would also have different opinions on Li Xiaoxue as an actor.

It turned out that he didn't want Li Xiaoxue to be in the entertainment industry.

But he still felt that there was still a difference between his unwanted and Zhong Youcheng's.

In his opinion, Zhong Youcheng is just out of a selfish idea and doesn't want Li Xiaoxue to show up in front of everyone, but he is out of a meticulous care, and he doesn't want Li Xiaoxue to be hurt in any way.

is also like what Xiumei said, Zhong Youcheng only regards Li Xiaoxue as a private item, and he, although he also wants Li Xiaoxue to be by his side all the time, for the sake of it, he can give Li Xiaoxue complete care.

Zhong Youcheng only wants possession of Li Xiaoxue, but he is full of love for Li Xiaoxue.

"How could I be equated with someone like that?" Finally coming to the conclusion that these were different, he slowly lay down again.

He lay down again, still because of his sloppiness, he couldn't comfort his heart.

As long as he can't fully prove that Xiumi is really well-intentioned, it will be difficult for him to completely forgive himself.

And the only one who can confirm Xiumei's this, or maybe it's just him holding hands with Li Xiaoxue.

"Li Xiaoxue, are you willing?" He asked again in a frenzy, only to find that the sky was gradually brightening, but the dream was getting farther and farther away.

……

Cao Yingying was carrying Li Xiaoxue, and she was about to park the car in front of the crew, and at a glance, she recognized Li Junhao's car.

stepped on the brakes, Cao Yingying's brows also furrowed, and she couldn't help but ask Li Xiaoxue: "What's going on?" ”

Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying was asking Li Junhao, so she said casually: "He is doing drama here." ”

"When?" Cao Yingying felt even more like something serious, and asked in shock.

Li Xiaoxue still replied casually: "The day before yesterday." ”

"A camera assistant who came here to do drama? It's unbelievable. Cao Yingying tried her best to pull on Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue smiled lightly, and said puzzledly: "Who knows!" ”

"No one can know, but you Li Xiaoxue can't!" Cao Yingying said sternly.

Li Xiaoxue's face sank downward: "What does this have to do with me?" ”

Cao Yingying was a little anxious: "Can you say it's none of your business?" If you still have a brain, use it to think about it! ”

Li Xiaoxue couldn't stand it, shook her head violently, and said bitterly: "Forget it!" I really don't want to think about these issues anymore! ”

"If you don't think about it, the problem doesn't exist?" Cao Yingying and Li Xiaoxue shouted, "Everyone has followed here." People don't come here to digest food! ”

"Feet on him!" Li Xiaoxue also shouted.

Cao Yingying was even more angry, as long as Li Xiaoxue could understand: "But his heart is on you!" ”

Li Xiaoxue's heart was so confused that she almost went crazy: "Could it be that this is also my fault?" How about him, can I manage it? ”

Cao Yingying sighed, eased the extremely tense air in the car room and her own emotions, and said to Li Xiaoxue: "Xiaoxue, I know, you don't want things to be like this." And I'm just giving you a wake-up call. ”

"Yingying," Li Xiaoxue said solemnly, "I really don't want to think about emotional matters at all now." ”

"I understand. However, there are some things that are not clear. If you can, I think it's better for you to make your meaning clear to him. In this way, not only will you have less troubles on your side, but you will also be responsible for his side. Cao Yingying nodded to Li Xiaoxue again, and helped Li Xiaoxue push open the car door, "I'll come to pick you up after work." ”

Li Xiaoxue said "um", waited lazily, and got out of the car.

Watching Li Xiaoxue enter the door of the crew, Cao Yingying closed the car door, thought about it, took out her mobile phone, and called Xiao Zijun.

"Miss Cao, I am really honored to receive a call from you." Xiao Zijun said jokingly, and asked seriously, "You will take the initiative to call, there must be something to surprise me, right?" ”

"Xiaoxue, they are divided." Cao Yingying said dryly.

"Oh? Is it? This is really exciting news. It's just that it's so exciting, and for a while, it's unbelievable. ”

"With your secret control, what else is not sooner or later?"

"Passing the prize."

"It's just that there is one more thing, maybe, and it is not what you expected."

"Oh? Miss Cao is really happy and worrying. ”

"That Li Junhao should have launched an emotional offensive against Xiaoxue."

"This is really a wave of caiping, wave after wave." Although Xiao Zijun said this, there was no hint of surprise in his tone.

"I think that's all I can do for you."

"Miss Cao is too modest. I know better than you know what you can do for me. ”

"I'm not joking with you!" Cao Yingying shouted, and after saying such a voice, her stomach seemed to be stirred by something, and she was aggrieved and cried, "Please, let me go, and let Xiaoxue go!" ”

Xiao Zijun deliberately confused and said, "Miss Cao, what's wrong with you over there?" Like, it's hard to feel good. ”

"It's over! It's all over, don't do it again! That's it! Xiaoxue's side, it's already messy enough. Cao Yingying cried and pleaded.

"If I say it right, you're still in front of the crew. I hope you should hurry away so that no one will be suspicious of you. Xiao Zijun reminded calmly again, and hung up the phone.

Cao Yingying also held the phone to her ear, and her vision soon became completely blurred with tears.