"It hurts!" Xia Qian's head hit Qianliu's chin, and he couldn't help but cry out in pain. The two gasped in unison, holding their pain and looking at each other speechlessly.

"What's the matter?" She looked at him angrily and funny, and the paralyzed expression showed a painful expression, which felt a little subtle, but since he won the first place, he could go and fulfill his wish, what were he doing in her stall?

"Naturally, there is something." Qianliu showed his cardboard, and the fourteen chapters were printed on it, at first she didn't understand, why let her see this, she had already seen it, and she knew that he was the first, but the blazing eyes around her shot at her, and from time to time she let out a regretful sigh, and suddenly understood something.

"Me?" She pointed to her nose, looking puzzled, even if this answer was nine percent correct, she still couldn't believe why the 100,000 in her heart almost popped out.

"Exactly." Qianliu bowed slightly, and the girls around her screamed a little uncontrollably, and even asked a little howling: "Why her?!" ”

Xia Qian was a little speechless when she heard this, she looked at the student president for help, and sent an SOS message, but the student president responded with indifferent eyes, a "you can do it yourself" expression, and suddenly a wave of anger in her heart almost exploded, and she asked for this request to do the first prize, now it's okay, who she recruited to provoke whom, was named in public, and asked for KISS or something in front of everyone.

She bit it, but she has lived for thousands of years, and she has never seen anything in the world, just a kiss, there is no need to take it to heart. Xia Qian said so self-hypnotized, her body trembled slightly unconsciously, and she stood on tiptoe and leaned over to Qianliu, if there was a mirror now, she would definitely find how painful, tangled, troubled, and reluctant her face was.

Qianliu naturally saw her expression, and her heart was very bitter, could it be that she really didn't like kissing him so much?

At a distance close to his cheek, Xana's voice came, looking at the wonderful scene in front of him with a look of surprise, and called, "Xiaoqian?!" ”

His appearance was like a savior, everyone's eyes suddenly moved to Xia Na, and they praised one after another, and a beautiful man appeared, Xia Qian felt that the future was bright, and quickly pecked at Qianliu's cheek, and then took a few steps backwards, when everyone reacted, they looked back, Xia Qian was a few meters away from him, with a relieved expression, the scene just now, only a few people saw it. Some people didn't believe it, and the coaxing was going to be repeated, Xia Qian was about to speak, and he tried his best to endure his anger, at this time, Qianliu took the first step and snorted coldly, and everyone didn't dare to look up at him, as if they had suddenly pressed the pause button, and fell silent.

I don't think I've seen this anywhere, and more than once or twice. Xia Qian searched hard for the memories in his mind, after a long time, the tasks he had done before began to be gradually forgotten, and he couldn't remember it for a while, but he couldn't let go of this strange feeling in his heart, and he always felt that something was wrong. She raised her head in distress, just in front of his eyes as deep as the bottom of the lake, there were too many things in the eyes, through his eyes, she clearly saw her reflection in his eyes, such deep and charming eyes, full of magic, she was fascinated.

"Huh—" he chuckled a few times, handing over the cardboard full of stamps, "Keep it as a souvenir, see you next time." After saying that, he walked away without looking back.

He left in style, but left a big stall for her to clean up.

First of all, her brother interrogated left and right who that person was, where was the sacred, who was the eighteenth generation ancestor in the family, and how the family was so cloudy, and asked Xia Qian impatiently to tell him, it was just a game! After explaining a lot, Xiana understood, En'en nodded, and then wiped the ball, and asked her if she still likes Ren Chengze now, and changed her words to say that in fact, that man is quite good, and she will chase after her, and she will say a lot.

If it was just him gossiping, it would be fine, but I didn't expect him to tell Xia's father at this time, and a phone call came, saying that his daughter had finally learned to be flexible and began to pursue another boy, which was gratifying, he would take good care of his future son-in-law, didn't say a few minutes, and immediately hung up the phone, thinking that he was going to understand other people's family backgrounds, Xia Qian was angry and didn't call anywhere, what is going on?! Similarly, after Ren Chengze learned about this, he congratulated and congratulated her on successfully finding a new boyfriend, and repeatedly swore that she would never stop them from being together.

In this regard, Xia Qian smiled, from his words, she knew the answer she wanted, the original desire to be with him could not be realized. In this case, she will do her best to fulfill her wish no matter what.

I don't want to be called a game waste, she has practiced a god-level number, won a hundred battles in the ring, successfully entered the game finals, and was officially invited to the live broadcast PK match of real players, when she received the invitation, Xia Qian didn't have much joy, and everything should be, and Zhao Siwei felt that a piece of cake had fallen from the world, and she was lazily lying on the sofa with a snack and looking at the content of the invitation, all kinds of envy: "Xia Qian, your life is really smooth sailing, you are good-looking, and your head is so smart, Learn anything very fast, I suspect that there is nothing in this world that you can't learn, and your family background is good, Bai Fumei in the real sense, who married you is really fortunate in three lives. ”

"Really?" Xia Qian asked rhetorically by pressing the keyboard non-stop.

"Yes," Zhao Siwei suddenly became stern and said word by word: "However, I think you are very slow to respond to other people's intentions. ”

"Oh, really?" Xia Qian raised her eyebrows and asked, after finishing the PK in the game, she turned her chair and looked at it, she wanted to know how she was in the eyes of others. Few people say this to her like this, Zhao Siwei is really a good friend, but it's a pity that the original owner didn't meet her.

"Well, maybe you don't realize that there are a lot of people around you who are very good to you, and have done a lot of things for you, whether it is in the game or in reality, you always keep a certain distance from them, not far or close, and there are some people who have admiration for you, not so much that you ignore their intentions, but that you are slow to respond, because you always feel that you have never been loved by the person you want the most, so you have been running away."

After a while, Xia Qian reacted, laughed loudly, and tilted his head to the side, "Are you sure you're talking about me?" ”

"Yes." Zhao Siwei had never said so strictly, and helped her eyes on the bridge of her nose, "Although I don't know what has happened to you and what trauma you have suffered, but life still has to go on, you have been guarding against others, refusing to open your heart, how can you get along with others sincerely?" ”

"Perhaps, you're right." Xia Qian lowered her eyes, what Zhao Siwei said was very reasonable, she was speechless. There is a sentence in which she was hit, but not all, she did not turn a blind eye to their intentions, nor was she slow to react, because she never got the love of the person you want the most, which involves all kinds of unpleasant things that happened in her life, those memories that are so long that even she almost forgets jì.

When she was a child, her family was very poor, and since she can remember, her mother has been quarreling with her father, and finally one day, she eloped with someone with money, leaving her and her father to live alone.

At first, her father was very kind to her, but as he got older, his career was not good, and the woman looked down on him for carrying a drag oil bottle, refused to marry him, and became more and more irritable, drinking, smoking, gambling, and self-loathing. At that time, Xia Qian was still in elementary school, and every time he came home from school and saw his father like this, he was worried and scared, but finally had the courage to take care of his drunk father.

As she grew older, her father's alcoholism became deeper and deeper, and she did not listen to her many advices, but her father complained about her, looking at her similar appearance to her mother, just like his young and beautiful wife, after a drunken time, he wanted to force her to comply. The first time I saw my father who was like a tiger and a wolf, a complete stranger, Xia Qian felt very scared, desperately struggled to escape, and spent a night trembling at a friend's house, although her father apologized the next day, but left an indelible trace in her heart, and the news of this matter spread far and wide, neighbors, classmates, and friends looked at her home and their eyes became obscure, and every time they saw her, they muttered something behind their backs. The teacher quietly asked her three times twice in her spare time if she had encountered any difficulties, and each time, Xia Qian shook her head and said no.

Things are spread ten, ten are passed on to hundreds, and each person passes through them, and the meaning conveyed is different. One day, several people claiming to be from the Society for the Protection of Children visited their home to find out the real situation of their home, and after making sure that it was normal, they repeatedly told Xia Qian to leave. When I thought that the rumors could return to normal after this verification, the nightmare had just begun.

I don't know when my father had mild delusions, hallucinations, delusions, and sometimes some crying and laughing behaviors, and she couldn't tell that he was suffering from mild mental illness, thinking that her father had been overly injured after leaving his mother. Slowly, he went from talking to himself, to overeating, drunk and manic, to beat her at every turn, to lock her in a small dark room, no matter how she tried to save her father, he became indifferent to the people, things, and things around him, and behaved more and more strangely. She couldn't stand it anymore and chose to call the police, the day she took away her father, her father's spirit was very normal, there was no illness, when the police and the doctor talked to him, he could answer like a stream, thinking that Xia Qian was lying, when she lifted her sleeves, the bruises on it silently accused some things.

The father suddenly burst into tears and apologized again and again, Xia Qian, who was already disheartened, looked at him indifferently, saw his gray hair, a little unbearable, and left a sentence lightly, "When you are well, go home again." ”

This sentence became the last words she spoke to her father, and shortly after he entered the psychiatric hospital, he became mad, and it is said that the doctor gave too much sedative, and died of shock on the spot. The hospital lost a lot of money to her, and she became very rich because she was poor, but she felt very unhappy, and before she was eighteen years old, she had been sent to the fence, and she suffered strange glances from relatives and classmates on weekdays.

Most of them are those who "look, look, that woman, who sent her father to mental illness with her own hands." ”

"Wow, that's scary, stay away from her."

"If his father is mentally ill, will she also be mentally ill."

Such words, Xia Qian listened and listened to it, got used to it, stayed up to the age of eighteen, didn't take half a penny of his father's compensation, studied part-time in college, supported himself with his capable hands over the years, and grew up, as for his long-disappeared mother, occasionally sent her some money to subsidize her life, but it was impossible to meet.