Do it all over again?

What does it mean to start over? Bai Hetaro looked at Zhuang Yan blankly, not knowing what to say?

She actually didn't understand what Zhuang Yan meant, did she come over again, did she mean to go back to the past?

In the past, although she liked Zhuang Yan in that unequal relationship, because of the disparity in the identities of the two people, she always felt that Zhuang Yan and her were unequal.

"I ......," she hesitated for a moment.

Zhuang Yan lowered her eyes, she seemed to know that Bai Hetaro hadn't understood yet, "Do you understand what it means?" ”

"Ever again?"

"The meaning of starting over is that I want to start ...... with you again" Zhuang Yan's gaze was fixed.

Bai Hetaro was stunned, and after a long time, she understood what Zhuang Yan meant.

"Start over? What to start, you ......" Bai Hetaro lowered his eyes and didn't say a word for a long time.

She felt like she was so poor in words.

Zhuang Yan suddenly asked, "You like me, right?" ”

"Yes." Up to now, Bai Hetaro will no longer deny her feelings, she does like Zhuang Yan, she has no way to deny this, and she can't deny it.

There is no doubt that Zhuang Yan knows, and she also knows how to grasp her weakness.

"Yes, I like you, Zhuang Yan, now I can't deny that I like you, even if it's already this time......" Bai Hetaro raised his head and looked at Zhuang Yan, his eyes wet, "I won't deny it, even if you don't like me now, you can't deny it." ”

Zhuang Yan heard Bai Hetaro say this, she raised her eyebrows: "Really?" Are you so sure I don't like you? ”

She leaned down, the breath of roses approaching, and Bai Hetaro couldn't help but close her eyes, but she felt that her lips were kissed by the other party.

They exchanged a kiss, a kiss that I don't know how to describe.

Bai Hetaro slowly opened her eyes, and Zhuang Yan in front of her looked at her expressionlessly, her dark pupils reflected her own reflection.

Such a frightened self that seems to be hurt at any time.

But Bai Hetaro knew that she was not so vulnerable, and she was now able to withstand the damage.

"Zhuang Yan," Bai Heyu raised her head and looked at Zhuang Yan bravely, she asked, "What do you mean by asking me this?" Do you want to be with me? What do you want to do? She asked so many questions, but she didn't feel scared or afraid, but her voice revealed desperation, the desperation of knowing the answer, but still asking it.

Zhuang Yan smiled, she stretched out her thumb and index finger, gently rubbed Bai Crane Taro's chin, and then, raised Bai Crane Tao's chin slightly, forcing Bai Crane Taro's gaze to meet her own.

Bai Hetaro heard her attached to his ear, and said slowly in that low and hoarse voice, "What do I want to do?" Yes, you're right about one thing, I do want to be with you. ”

At that moment, Bai Hetaro's pupils constricted.

"Bai Hetaro, let's be together, it's not the kind of foster relationship before, do you think that's unfair to you? I understand that I understand you, I understand you, if you are willing to accept it, from now on our identities are equal, oh, actually, you don't need to accept it, our identities are right from the beginning, but you don't think so. ”

In Zhuang Yan's consciousness, the transaction is mutual, and there is no high or low.

"Reciprocal?" Bai Hetaro smiled, her smile was a little bitter, but she was a little excited because of the little hope revealed in Zhuang Yan's words, but she couldn't help but retort, "Maybe it's only you who think it's equal......"

There is another sentence behind her, she feels that there is no need to say it, she wants to say, if you are not in a lower position, and use the status of the superior to consider the feelings of the inferior, then you will never know their feelings.

But, now, there is no need to say that.

These are nothing, now, her heart is full of sweetness, what did Zhuang Yan say? She wanted to be with herself.

And it's not the weird relationship it had before, it's a reciprocal relationship - at least as it sounds like now, no matter what happened before, now, they can be together.

Thinking of this, Bai Hetaro's face slowly turned crimson, and Zhuang Yan thought that her appearance was very interesting, so she laughed and said, "So, do you agree or not?" ”

"I ......" Bai Hetaro hesitated a little.

Zhuang Yan asked, "What, do you still need to hesitate?" You like me, and I happen to mean a little bit to you, so why don't we be together now! What is the saying? Youth is short, well, what's the next sentence? ”

Bai Hetaro smiled: "Have fun in time, probably." ”

"That's right, it's just to have fun in time," Zhuang Yan patted her thigh, "Let's have fun now." ”

Zhuang Yan said, hugged Bai Crane Taro, Bai Crane Taro was startled, and before she could react, she was so slammed into the bed by Zhuang Yan, she screamed, but Zhuang Yan had already pounced.

Bai Hetaro exhaled deeply, "You want to be with me, do you want to do this kind of thing?" ”

Zhuang Yan was a little innocent: "What's wrong with this kind of thing, isn't it normal to want to do this kind of thing, normal people have this kind of physiological needs." ”

How could Zhuang Yan be like this now!

Bai Hetaro just wanted to refute, but heard Zhuang Yan say in his ear: "Okay, Bai Hetaro, now we are a couple, you are my girlfriend, I am also your girlfriend, now, understand?" Is this kind of thing, I don't do it to you, do you need me to do it to others? ”

Bai Hetaro was stunned, she actually hadn't come back to her senses yet, this qiē happened too suddenly, she didn't know what to do with it at all, her brain was about to stop running, and it wasn't until Zhuang Yan asked again with a smile in her eyes that she nodded slowly.

As soon as she thought that Zhuang Yan was going to do this kind of thing with others, Bai Hetaro felt as if she couldn't stand it anymore.

I'm done.

Bai Hetaro couldn't help but hug Zhuang Yan's neck.

She has completely fallen, but now this feeling of falling.

She felt a little ...... Wonderful.

***

Probably because of the reason for not adapting to the water and soil, or something else, Bai Hetaro got sick the next day, she started a fever, not very strict, but she felt very uncomfortable, and now she was lying listlessly on the bed, Zhuang Yan stared at her and slowly drank the cold medicine, and slowly said: "Look, what I said." ”

Bai Hetaro put the cup in his hand aside and said, "Oh, what did you say, nothing?" ”

Zhuang Yan laughed.

"I was going to go with you to buy new curtains." Her tone was not without regret.

Bai Hetaro immediately thought of her gorgeous large curtains.

"Actually, I'm feeling a little better now."

Bai Hetaro said reluctantly.

Zhuang Yan glanced back at her, her gaze lingering on the world outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

It was pouring rain outside, and the sound of the rain falling was terrible, and the torrential rain washed over the ground, which was a little scary.

"Look at the weather outside, are you sure you're better?"

Bai Hetaro lowered her head again, she actually wanted to go shopping with Zhuang Yan, when she was in China, although she and Zhuang Yan often ate together, but that feeling was not good, if she could go shopping with Zhuang Yan, it would look more like a relationship.

After all, that's a date, isn't it?

In dating, Bai Hetaro has never thought about it, but now it seems that his dream has come true, and it is like a dream.

She slowly walked down from the bed, Zhuang Yan looked at her and asked, "Are you really okay?" Can you get out of bed and walk? Doesn't your head hurt? ”

Bai Hetaro shook his head, "It's not so fragile, it's not paralyzed, paralyzed can't get out of bed and walk, it's okay to turn on the heating in the room, it's not cold." ”

She walked to the window, slowly pressed her face against the glass window, slowly closed her eyes, and quietly listened to the sound of the rain outside, it was the sound of nature, she wanted to hear it.

Zhuang Yan didn't make a sound, didn't bother her.

She knows that Bai Hetaro sometimes has this kind of strange movements, which may give her some inspiration for her creation.

"Zhuang Yan." Bai Hetaro opened her eyes, and she suddenly opened her mouth to call, her eyes looked at Zhuang Yan fixedly, and her eyes were squinting.

Zhuang Yan walked over and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Bai Hetaro laughed, "Thank you, this is the last time I will thank you, because, now we are dating, right?" We're not going to have to be polite in the future, are we? ”

Zhuang Yan was stunned for a second, maybe a little longer, and then she seemed to remember something, and she said, "Yes." ”

"Well," she said pretending to be relaxed, "it's nice not to have to listen to your annoying thanks!" ”

Bai Hetaro laughed, her eyes fell on the gorgeous curtain again, and she said, "Zhuang Yan, your taste is really bad. ”

Ah, it feels good to say that.

Zhuang Yan was not angry, she said: "Who said that my taste is poor, didn't I fall in love with you, is it that I have a crush on you?" ”

Fighting with Zhuang Yan, Bai Hetaro can only stand at the bottom of the wind forever, which he has known for a long time, but he has not changed his life.

"Actually, if you buy curtains, you can buy them online." Bai Crane Taro said.

Zhuang Yan shook her head: "I don't like to buy things online, I don't like the feeling of not being able to see the real thing." ”

She looked out the window, the torrential rain was still going on, and the weather in New York was bad.

But there will always be a sunny day.

Zhuang Yan said: "When it clears, we will go to the fabric market, the largest fabric market in New York, you must not have been here." ”

When Bai Hetaro heard this, he didn't have much energy, and he was barely a little energetic.

Her gaze lingered on the dark clouds outside the window.

Behind those gray clouds, a glimmer of golden light slowly revealed, and it seemed as if the sun was really coming out.

It's going to be sunny.