The tune of the first song that Ann knew was so decided, which was "White Dew". But Shen Yanru wrote the lyrics several times, and he felt dissatisfied.

At first, she wanted to write about the theme of Bai Lu, but then she felt that it was not appropriate. Because there is also a kind of warmth in the song that the rising sun shines on all things, and the feeling of flourishing vegetation, and finally the trembling blooming flowers and the rolling dew on the petals.

But in the final analysis, this song is not about how beautiful nature is, but about the people who live in such a vibrant environment. Their laughter, smiles, and smiles are so close to the environment that people can't help but envy and yearn.

Shen Yanru felt that she couldn't write suitable lyrics, probably because she wasn't that kind of person. She has a calm and indifferent temperament, is sensitive to her surroundings, and would not have been able to create so many excellent songs otherwise. But she herself is always like a bystander, unable to truly blend in with any environment.

But she knew who that kind of person was.

In the final analysis, the inspiration for this song lies in the beautiful morning in the small town, and the smiling face that An Zhizhi once showed under the morning sun. -- It's no more luster than a flower.

Shen Yanru felt that An Zhizhi was born to live in this place. She blends well with the surrounding qiē, and it looks so apt and natural. And she herself also has such a vitality and motivation that seems to never disappear.

This is a song that suits Ann Knowing, and it can even be said that it is a song tailored for her.

Whether it is An Zhizhi's personal expression or the smoothness when composing the song, the faint harmony between the two makes Shen Yanru look forward to this song like never before. But maybe it's because I'm looking forward to it too much, so I'm picky everywhere when I write the lyrics, and the result is not satisfactory.

The time entered May, and still didn't catch any thoughts, Shen Yanru couldn't help but be a little anxious.

Because after the song is written, there are many other things to prepare. If you keep stuck here, you can't arrange follow-up. And Ann knows that the time for the college entrance examination is very close.

An Zhi was keenly aware of Shen Yanru's anxiety.

Since the last time they got along, they understood Shen Yanru's intentions for him, and An Zhizhi finally figured it out, feeling that it was not appropriate for him to care about Shen Yanru's strictness like a child before. Then the faint atmosphere of estrangement between the two gradually disappeared, and the daily relationship began to become relaxed and pleasant.

So Shen Yanru's feelings changed, and she quickly noticed it.

"Is something wrong?" When she went to teach in the small park that day, she couldn't help but ask.

Shen Yanru shook his head and did not talk about his predicament.

She is such a character, she feels that writing lyrics is what she should do, so she won't bother An to know. If you don't do it well, just continue to invest in it, and you can always find the best way to perfection. And Ann knows that for now, it is enough to study her own schoolwork.

She didn't say anything, but Ann knew that she had eyes to see, and she quickly understood where this anxiety came from.

In fact, she has read the lyrics written by Shen Yanru, not that it is bad, but for Shen Yanru, who demands perfection, it may not be enough.

In fact, An Zhi also felt that it was not enough. She sang the tune a few times, but she always felt that something was missing.

But although she has also learned lyrics, in this regard, Shen Yanru's attainments are much higher than her. An knew that she didn't feel that she had the ability to teach her, because even if she did, she probably wouldn't be better than Shen Yanru.

But always find a way to ease her feelings, maybe relax, and there will be inspiration?

And to relax, it's a great way to go out and play.

After entering May, the school no longer makes up classes at every turn, and fully gives students freedom. Although the teachers still send out all kinds of test papers and homework, they don't force everyone to finish everything, as long as everyone makes up for their shortcomings. There are even students who apply not to go to school and go home to prepare for the exam. It is said that a person will be more focused.

In response to this situation, the school decided to hold a parent-teacher conference to communicate with the parents after careful consideration.

An knew that he had not intended to say this. She has no parents, and after three years, teachers and classmates have become accustomed to it, and no one will ask more. In that case, it doesn't make much sense to say it.

But now seeing Shen Yan like this, An Xiaoxiao felt that maybe he could find something else for her to do.

If you just let her go out for a walk, not to mention how to convince Shen Yanru, it is not easy to say how effective it will be. But this is this matter, she can't refuse, and she will definitely turn her attention to this matter. -- She will do her best in whatever she handles, no matter how big or small.

So after returning to the hotel that day, An Zhizhi pretended to inadvertently put the parent-teacher meeting notice in his hand on the coffee table, and then "accidentally forgot to put it away", which was naturally discovered by Shen Yanru.

; "Parent-teacher conferences?" She asked when she sat down on the couch after dinner.

An Zhizhi pursed his lips and nodded.

Shen Yanru seemed to think about it for a long time, and after careful consideration, he spoke, "Do you need me to attend?" ”

An Zhi glanced at her, and said tentatively with a smile, "You go to hold a parent-teacher conference for me, what kind of parent are you?" I don't have an elder as young as you. ”

Shen Yanru's brows moved slightly, "I heard that there are also brothers and sisters who hold parent-teacher conferences on their behalf." Call me sister, have you been wronged? ”

Ahn Zhi's eyes widened.

Although this was her plan, she didn't expect that Shen Yanru would be so happy. However, since she said so, Ann knew that she naturally had nothing more enjoyable. She called out with a smile, "Sister! ”

The painful Cheng dù simply made Shen Yanru suspect that he had been trapped.

The parent-teacher conference was scheduled for Friday afternoon, and after the meeting, everyone had a whole weekend to discuss and decide, and then report the results to the school on Monday, which was a very reasonable arrangement.

After lunch, the students spontaneously returned to the classroom to tidy up the tables and chairs, and at the same time communicated with a little excitement. Everyone attaches great importance to this last parent-teacher meeting of the high school.

An knew that he was mixed in with these people, and suddenly became nervous.

Obviously, I am already a mature adult, and I often feel that I can't join the topic of my classmates at all, but at this time, this nervous and expectant mood is the same as everyone.

Even An Zhi was more excited than others. Because from the day she went to school, there has never been a "parent" at the parent-teacher conference. The old people in the village administer justice for her and send her to school, but after all, she is too old to move around. This kind of thing An knows has always been to tell the teacher by himself, just forget it. People in the small place know the roots, and the teacher also knows the situation at her home, so she doesn't force it.

An knows that he never envies others lightly, and he has been like this since the first time. Because she knows very well that even if she envies herself, she will never get it. As time went on, as she got older, she once felt that she could handle these things calmly.

But it's not.

It wasn't until today that she realized that she wasn't actually unenvious.

Not only is it envy, An knows that he is jealous of every peer around him who has a sound family!

That kind of love is almost engraved into her bones, and if it comes out, I'm afraid it will make her crazy. Perhaps it is precisely because of this that it was suppressed in the deepest part of An Zhi's heart, and it was not allowed to show even the slightest sign.

The disguise was too successful, not to mention the teachers and classmates, even she herself was deceived.

Now, An Zhizhi is finally able to turn over this kind of love that he didn't know much about before, and bask in the sun without feeling embarrassed.

Because she doesn't need to envy others anymore.

Although Shen Yanru is not a parent in the real sense, her willingness to appear in such an identity at this moment is enough to feel relieved.

It's not like she hasn't met good people.

In fact, from childhood to adulthood, in addition to the life given by God, almost all of the good people she met during her growth process. The simple neighbors in the village, the elders who presided over justice for her, the teachers who took special care of her and were responsible, and even the bosses who worked and met after entering the city, almost every one of them was very good.

Therefore, although Ann knows that although she lacks all kinds of material and spiritual security, she still grows into the optimistic and positive appearance she is now, because she knows that the world is actually very beautiful, and she does not have to let herself fall into the whirlpool of self-pity.

She is easily satisfied, so she is content.

It's just that if someone gives something better, of course, they can't help but get close and touch it.

Just like at this moment, with such a secret joy, waiting for Shen Yanru to appear in this classroom as a "parent".

Because Ann knows that she has never shied away from it, most of her classmates know about her situation. Therefore, at this time, everyone will deliberately avoid her and not stimulate her. On the contrary, this allows An to know that he can savor such a novel feeling without being disturbed in any way.

Maybe...... She thought, I will do it all over again to make up for these regrets and fill them up one by one.

She waited for Shen Yanru, and now Shen Yanru came to her parent-teacher conference again.

Shen Yan is like Shen Yan is like Shen Yan Ru.

She might be her lucky star, right? An Zhizhi thought.