35, Reasons for disgust
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"Y-Why are you here?" Finding out that it was Wuhe Shidao, the second leaf immediately turned his head to the other side, and wiped away his tears with his hand, without taking the handkerchief from the young man.
"Uh... JustγI just happened to walk around.,And then I saw Futaba you're sitting here crying..."Shido was a little hesitant to tell the truth, but after thinking about it, he still told Futaba like this.γ
The whereabouts of the two leaves were discovered by the members of the Ratatosk department.,Use the technology of the World Tree to monitor the streets of Tiangong City.,Just like the hand puppet that was trying to find Shiito No.γ
Of course, "......" Erye couldn't believe his nonsense. She knew that Shidao couldn't tell her the truth, so she simply went straight to the point.
"What's the matter with you?" Despite the crying, Futaba still tried to make his voice sound cold.
Shidao doesn't know why Erye is crying here with rain pear blossoms, in his impression, when he met Erye twice, this young elf was extremely wary and independent and strong.
"That, that, Erye, are you willing to tell me why you're crying?" Although Shido didn't know why Futaba was crying, he only knew that he didn't want to see anyone crying in front of him, even if he didn't like his own Futaba.
"Hmph." Erye didn't pay attention to Shidao. But because of his appearance, it made Erye forget about those heavy things for a while, and the tears stopped.
"Ahaha, ha." Shidao smiled awkwardly, Erye ignored him, and he didn't know how to take the next word. Encouraged by the words of the evening strings.,Asked the location of the second leaf in the piano with a hot head.,And then rushed over, Shidao didn't prepare anything to talk about with the second leaf.γ
Just when the atmosphere became awkward, it was surprising that it was Erye who spoke. Although the content is still like that, it is full of disgust and wariness of Shidao.
"Wuhe-san, why do you keep pestering me, just because I'm an elf? Is it true that the elves are so annoying that they have to hunt us down even if they don't do anything?" Futaba gritted his teeth and said. Although he said so, he knew very well the reason why people hated elves.
People who have been torn apart by spatial shocks, people who have been killed by the AST and elves fighting, people who have been killed for some reason or no reason like "Nightmares". If the people around you die for this inexplicable and wonderful reason, who can still have a good impression of the elves?
Just like some elves also hate humans, although not many people know about the existence of elves, but those who know about the existence of elves have disappeared at the same time after learning about the disasters brought by elves to humans.
"......" Shidao was silent.
It's not because he was surprised or deeply experienced by what Erye said. As the closest human being to the elves and able to understand them objectively, Shido knew exactly what a pathetic creature the elves were. They have similar appearances and feelings to humans, but they will never be recognized by humans because of their powerful power to bring calamity. Shido saw on Futaba's face the same expression that appeared on Toka's face when he first met Shika------ expression of despair and hope that felt powerless for change, but longed to grasp that glimmer of light.
"There is nothing wrong with the elves themselves, it is this power and the greedy humans who want to take it from it! Why is it that when we are born, we are confronted with fiery explosives instead of tender care, and we hear vicious curses instead of joyful blessings? What do you think we're doing wrong?" Futaba's mood is obviously not very stable. She just wanted an outlet, or an answer, to answer her inexplicable sins.
"It's obvious that they are firing at me, obviously they are so weak, and they are so vulnerable that they will keep pestering. Why is it that we are never asked why we are here, when it can be resolved peacefully, but we must only know about our scruples after the sacrifice. Doesn't that make me feel stupid here?" The tears suppressed in the tear ducts turned out of his eyes again, and Futaba didn't want to show his unbearable side in front of a nasty enemy. It's just that the heavy guilt makes it impossible for her to continue to maintain the stiffness of her face, and at the same time, it twists her heart bit by bit.
She began to become disgusted with humanity and with herself for doing wrong things. The grievances that had accumulated when I was a human came to mind. Greedy parents, monotonous life, forced desire to change, closed and lonely heart. These grievances haunted her mind like a black breath, making it impossible for her to continue to think from the perspective of human beings, and selfishly wanted to seize only her own happiness.
Erye didn't know when her heart had become so fragile and vulnerable, just a little stimulation and pressure was enough to make her give up thinking and rely on her inexplicable strength. It may be that the tolerance has reached the limit for so many years, and the fact of taking the lives of others with the power of the elves has become the last force that crushes that boundary.
Kill this entangled hidden danger in front of you.,And then go to Mijiu.γ There was only one sentence left in Erye's mind at this time, and he kept persuading her to give up thinking.
Shidao was in a hurry and didn't know how to comfort Erye, but he didn't notice that there was something wrong with the look on Erye's face.
"Er, Erye, don't be so pessimistic, not everyone hates elves as you say. There will still be people who can accept elves. It's like...... Ahh Before Shidao finished speaking, a palm blow containing the spiritual power of the elf smashed him against the wall. The pain of the strong blow to his back caused Shido to cry out in pain.
"Shidao be careful!" At the same time, there was a delayed exclamation from the headset.
However, there was no time for Shido or Koto to react more, and like a belated alarm, the alarm of the space earthquake sounded immediately. And both Koto and Shido understand the other meaning of this alarm---- AST attack!
And the people around him didn't care about this unbelievable scene, and hurriedly rushed to the nearest shelter.
"Two... Two leaves. With his back still aching, Shido reluctantly stood up. The name of Futaba was muttered in his mouth.
Shido felt that Futaba's palm was like he really wanted to kill himself. He could still feel the scorching fire of rebirth burning in his body, repairing his wounded internal organs. If it weren't for the spiritual power of the Flame Elf sealed in Shidao's body, an ordinary person who took this palm would have died directly on the spot.
Shidao doesn't feel that he has offended this elf to the point where the other party wants to kill him.,And when he saw Erye,,The other party's crying heart-rending appearance,Shidao doesn't think that Erye really wants to kill himself.γ Like Kurumi, she's crazy because she's too sad; The second leaf is because he is too helpless and becomes desperate.γ
"Shidao, the mood value of the second leaf is very strange. Why don't you do this today, and I'll let Lingyin teleport you back?" From the headset came a worried inquiry. Although Kotori is a new type of tsundere, but in the face of the time bomb of the second leaf, she is still very worried about the safety of Shidao.
"No need, let me go. I've promised Yushin and Yakuya, I'm going to save Futaba no matter what!" Shidao's voice did not hesitate at all. Seeing the appearance of Futaba, Shidao also remembered the agreement he made with Shika, Shiitono, the Eight Dance sisters and his sister Kotori ----- save these elves who were isolated by the world!