Chapter 87 Chapter 87
The temperature is getting hotter day by day, and soon it's summer time again.
Shi Jian originally liked summer the most, and preferred to wear beautiful skirts in summer, but now she wears less, basically OL's classic outfit, a simple white shirt, with all kinds of small leg pants, wide-leg pants, and cropped pants......
The sun was dazzling outside, and Yi Mao's office area was still cool. The air conditioner was turned on too low, and Shi Jian ended the group meeting and put on the air-conditioned shirt again. Her team is all young people born in the 90s, the youngest is 93 years, a skinny boy, who is a new intern this year.
The new project analysis plan is still being adjusted, and during the break, everyone continues to brainstorm, Shi Jian took the flower tea handed by an intern and said, "Thank you." ”
She brought three interns with her this year, they are young, energetic, smart, all have their own ideas, and they are also very cute.
There is a boy who is a Japanese man, he talked about the Tianya playground that is about to open in Japan, and plans to take his girlfriend to play once recently, and then plans a few routes for everyone to help with ideas.
Shi Jian said to him, "Don't go recently. ”
The boy looked at her: "Why?" ”
Shi Jian: "Recently, the project has been very busy, so I don't give me leave. ”
The boy stretched out his hand to her, protested in a cute manner, and then howled exaggeratedly: "Okay, Sister Shi, I will continue to do my best for the project!" ”
Tianya Playground, in the afternoon, Jane leaned on the office chair, looked at the picture introduction on the Internet, and lost her mind for a while. Then she reached out and pressed her forehead, feeling as if she was about to lose consciousness again.
It's just lately that the feeling that drove her to become unconscious, has become more and more intense.
Shi Jian refused two party invitations in the evening, and drove back to Tianmei Jiayuan alone, she made herself two side dishes in the kitchen, and sat on the terrace of the sky garden to blow the cool breeze after the meal.
The lights were shining brightly, and the night was quiet, as if the whole city belonged to her alone, only more than that, the taste of the world that had nothing to do with it...... Shi Jian leaned on the wrought iron railing, when a person thinks of Ye Jiacheng, she still sheds tears, she can make herself strong, but she still can't resist sadness.
She still really wants to go to Japan, this is a strong idea that has come to her recently, she wants to see Tianya Playground, even if there is no Ye Jiacheng waiting for her there.
There is no appointment with stars, she still wants to go to an appointment.
"Shi Jian, baby, Shi Jian, baby ......"
Shi Jian dreamed of Ye Jiacheng again, almost the same dream as the last Valentine's Day drunk, the dream was so clear that it seemed to be touchable, as if it was a more real world.
In the dream, Ye Jiacheng seemed to be sitting in a very sunny room, the golden sunlight spilled obliquely from the floor-to-ceiling window, his hair was long again, and he looked like he hadn't taken care of it for a long time, so it was a little messy, but it didn't affect him at all that he was still a good-looking man.
So, what is Ye Jiacheng doing?
Shi Jian's ears clearly sounded Ye Jiacheng's voice, he called her baby, his tone was so sad, and helpless connivance, he said to him: "In the past, every time you lay in bed, you had to call you several times, Shi Jian, how many times do you call you this time before you wake up......"
Is she in bed again?
In the dream, Shi Jian also saw herself, lying quietly in a hospital bed. Surprise, in an instant, was like a tide surging in her chest, constantly impacting her, and finally turned into the most extravagant and slim possibility.
How she wanted to open her eyes, wake up and hug Ye Jiacheng. She and he were together again...... It's just that when she really woke up, she was still facing the bedroom alone.
Jiacheng, Jiacheng, Jiacheng...... Shi Jian kept calling her lover's name, and the only thing she responded to was the night hug.
The next day, Shi Jian used a hot water bottle to compress her slightly red and swollen eyes, and she was thirty-one years old in the mirror.
The twenty-one-year-old Shi Jian is like that, the thirty-one Shi Jian is the way it is now, and there will be a forty-one-year-old Shi Jian and a fifty-one-year-old Shi Jian in the future...... It's just that she can't see it anymore, and Ye Jia has become after the age of thirty-six.
Shi Jian felt that she had been a little abnormal recently.
It's just a dream, it's alive, it's dreaming again and again, and it's easy to believe it. Is there a possibility that as long as she flies to Japan, as long as the plane has another accident, she can go back?
Shi Jian understood that she was making a fool, and she knew even more how ridiculous her idea was, but she still opened the airline website where she had booked a ticket and bought a ticket to Japan on the 23rd. On that day, it was the 23rd, yes.
Sometimes, once a person has a certain mind, there is a tendency for wildfires to start a prairie fire.
At around 1 o'clock in the afternoon of the 23rd, Shi Jian sat in the waiting hall and waited, her mind was all Ye Jiacheng and Mr. Ye...... Until the little girl's milky singing voice sounded in my ears: "Little rabbit, open the door......
Shi Jian looked at the child, the little girl looked like a tiger, with an apple face, two braids, and was leaning on her grandmother's arms singing nursery rhymes, her voice was crisp, beautiful and real.
That's right, what she sees and hears now is the real thing. Real children singing, real smiling faces, real world ......
Shi Jian, wake up! Time is impossible to set things right, impossible......
Grandma looked at it and said with a smile: "We will go to Japan later, and send the child to her parents to play for a few days." ”
Shi Jian did not speak.
The little girl looked at her, then looked at her with a particularly affectionate look, and then turned back coquettishly, and said expectantly, "Grandma, will Mom and Dad come to pick us up?" ”
At a certain moment, Shi Jian only felt her heart shake violently, she looked at the surroundings, they were preparing to leave for Japan, some were returning home, some were traveling, and some wanted to reunite with their relatives...... Some of them had a smile on their faces, some looked down at their watches, and some of them were talking to their companions, and they were so energetic.
Shi Jian lowered her head suddenly, her chest hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and her grandmother immediately reached out to help her: "Girl, are you okay?" The little girl's voice also floated over, "Auntie, what's wrong with you?" ”
Shi Jian quickly stood up and ran towards the airport's control room almost like crazy. Shi Jian felt that she was crazy, no one believed the words of a madman, let alone how fantastical her words were.
In this world, there is a person who believes in her, and he still has the ability to stop this qiē.
When Yi Pei received Shi Jian's call, he was in a meeting, the meeting was long, and he also smiled when he heard a few relaxing words in the middle. Then the secretary took him. His personal mobile phone was in the secretary's place, and when he saw that the call was Shi Jian, Yi Pei first paused the meeting, stood up and left his seat, and answered the call: "Shi Jian, what's the matter?" ”
Today's flight to Japan has been cancelled at the short notice.
Shi Jian returned to Tianmei Jiayuan, and when she sat on the sofa, she lowered her head, not knowing what to say, Yi Pei looked at the boarding pass she was holding in her hand, and sat down in silence as well.
Shi Jian felt that she couldn't explain, she was very sorry, and she felt very lucky. She went crazy for that negligible hope.
Yi Pei still didn't speak, and his face was very strict. Shi Jian said that she was crazy, then he was also crazy, and the moment he knew that she was going to Japan was going to Japan, his emotions were out of control and suffocated.
What is he going to say to her, to persuade her not to be stupid? Who was he to persuade her...... He still loves her, he loves so much that he doesn't want to love anymore, and another woman can finally appear. However, she is still in this world. She lives alone, even if she lives well, he can't help but care about her, and he still has such and such thoughts in his heart.
Yi Pei once asked Shi Jian hypothetically: "If there was no Ye Jiacheng, would she love him?" Then she didn't even give him assumptions. She told him: "There is no if, Yi Pei, there is no if." ”
And now, just now, Yi Pei clearly realized one thing, she doesn't love him, she doesn't accept him, she loves Ye Jiacheng forever, it doesn't matter. As long as she is good, alive well, in the world he can see. That's enough!
The flight that was temporarily canceled today will continue to take off tomorrow, and Shi Jian told Yi Pei about Tianya Playground, saying that Ye Jiacheng was in charge of the project over there at that time. Shi Jian took a breath and said, "Yi Pei, I won't be stupid, I actually understand very well, it is impossible to come back without a ......"
It's a bit ridiculous, but Shi Jian didn't say it. She felt that Yi Pei was really angry, and today's incident was really thanks to Yi Pei. In short, Shi Jian now feels that his brain is awake now, but he is a little incoherent.
“…… Do you want to go to Japan?" Yi Pei asked.
Shi Jian looked at the boarding pass in his hand and nodded: "I still want to go see Tianya Playground......"
Yi Pei nodded, not stopping her.
Shi Jian raised his head and said no more, until Yi Pei spoke: "I'll fly to New York tomorrow, the time is about the same, let's set off together." ”
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Is there a fate between two people, and how should it be calculated? After that, Yi Pei understood how rare it was for men and women to have a truly good fate. The word fate, in addition to fate, it also has a part.
At City A International Airport, Yi Pei sent Shi Jian into the cabin first, and looked at the back of Shi Jian queuing up for a long time. Shi Jian also looked back at him.
She can only be sorry for him, because he can't respond to his feelings, in fact, he is even more sorry, knowing that she can't respond, he also forcibly gave her his love, and he chased the result he wanted.
What is the love between men and women, the love between her and Ye Jiacheng is love, and he can't ask for it?
Yi Pei stood still, and seeing that he hadn't left yet, she smiled at him, her eyes crooked, as if to say: Yi Pei, goodbye.
Yi Pei suddenly thought of the snowman he and she built on the top floor of Yimao Real Estate many years ago, she reached out and pasted the snow on the ground, her face was red from the cold, and her eyes were bright like stars in the snow, he didn't know how to build a snowman, he was in a hurry, she suddenly asked him: "Mr. Yi, haven't you ever built a snowman?" ”
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Shi Jian got on the plane, and she bought an economy class ticket, the same as last time. The flight to Japan is not long, there is no need to buy first class, the last time she booked an economy class ticket, Ye Jiacheng also said with a special memory: "It turns out that I married a thrifty and housekeeper wife......"
The plane was about to take off, Shi Jian put the suitcase in the luggage compartment, and at the same time helped an old man next to him to put a piece of his luggage in the luggage compartment. "Thank you." "No, you don't."
Shi Jian sat down, took out his mobile phone and turned it off, looked at the machine in his hand, and was slightly stunned.
In the first class cabin in front, Yi Pei also sat down. The flight attendant lady who served next to her bent down and respectfully said, "Mr. Yi, good afternoon." ”
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"Mr. Yi, good afternoon, welcome to our ......"
Also on August 24, 2016, at this time, a plane was about to take off from Tokyo, Japan, Yi Mao's executive chairman Yi Pei entered the cabin and sat in his seat, he looked at the Lange men's watch on his wrist, and asked the flight attendant: "How long will it take off?" ”
"I'm sorry, Mr. Yi, it may take half an hour when it comes to air traffic control."
Sitting next to him was an acquaintance who had worked with him in business, and he quickly stood up, saw Yi Pei alone, and greeted enthusiastically: "Mr. Yi, are you going to Jingdong to play?" ”
"Private matters."
In the same plane, a well-known architect's wife turned on her mobile phone that had been turned off again, and she sent a cute message to her husband: "Jiacheng, the plane hasn't taken off yet, will I not be able to catch the banquet?" ”
Mr. Ye quickly replied to his wife: "Baby, don't worry, I will wait for you." ”
Baby don't rush, I'll wait for you.
Baby don't rush, I'll wait for you.
Baby don't rush, I'll wait for you.
This is the last message in Mrs. Ye's mobile phone; This is also the last chat record between Mr. Ye and his wife.