283 The Soul Returns
Mu Yu glanced at him uncomfortably before closing the door, You Yunzi turned his back to him, looking at the word "Jing" hanging on the wall, he couldn't help but wet his eyes a little again, it seemed to be just a small step, how difficult it is to retreat, how easy is it to accept? This is not a matter of one sentence, once you choose to compromise, all the things that follow will become an imminent matter and a difficult matter.
Master is already so worried, from now on he must face forward even more, otherwise he will not fail Master's painstaking efforts? Mu Yu made up his mind that no matter what happened in the past, the important thing is always the present and the future worth looking forward to. Clenched his fists, Mu Yu turned around and raised his eyes, and saw Luo Qingge waiting quietly in the courtyard.
The footsteps stagnated for a while, Mu Yu had a thousand thoughts in his heart, to be honest, how could he not be surprised when he saw Luo Qingge at first glance? After a little reflection, you can guess what is going on, if possible...... He really doesn't want to see any old acquaintances, and even if he decides to let go of the past, it is not so easy to be unmoved at all.
Among all the people back then, Mu Yu's feelings for Luo Qingge were the purest, most special, and most complicated.
Luo Qingge was the first person besides Gu Zhou and You Yunzi to let Mu Yu experience the kindness and tolerance from others, and the goodwill born from this, further exchanges can reach the point of mutual trust, mixed with Qing β‘β‘ Mu, who has died before she sprouts and thrives, in the best place, abruptly drew an abrupt end.
If you want to save Luo Qingge, you have to sacrifice yourself, it's not that you haven't hated such a fact, hating fate for making people; is also full of hatred and resentment towards Meng Zhiyuan and Gu Zhou, who are pressing forward step by step, but there is no moment when he really resents Luo Qingge himself - Luo Qingge has always been very good to him, but Luo Qingge, who can't know the truth at all, is not easy when facing him, he is full of grievances, fear and panic, but he still has to pretend that there is nothing-
Of course, in the end, he made his own decision, he was helpless and willing, but he just had to recall the time back then, in front of Luo Qingge, there was always a tiredness and grievance, which was really very contradictory, knowing that he must not reveal the truth to Luo Qingge, but because Luo Qingge did not know, it was even more painful.
Mu Yu breathed a long sigh of relief in his heart, no matter how slow his steps were, there will always be a time when a road will come to an end. Luo Qingge is in front of him, his face has added a bit of the temperament of a mature man compared to back then, and he feels like a spring breeze as always, but his current mood is no longer excited.
His eyes flickered twice, Mu Yu took a step forward and walked in front of Luo Qingge, only to find that there was a little blood on his clothes, and Mu Yu didn't dare to look at Luo Qingge, only staring at a bush of weeds at his feet, just because he was missed, so he didn't want to see the old acquaintance, this kind of vicissitudes of life will only make people feel lost and at a loss," ...... Brother Luo. β
This was a somewhat cold attitude, which made Luo Qingge's heart feel astringent, he had experienced more than Mu Yu, and he soon understood - Mu Yu and You Yunzi were alone for half a day, even if You Yunzi avoided him and didn't mention it, I'm afraid he would mention it, his depression ah...... Always too kind, embarrassed for others.
Stupid, I volunteered, you don't have to feel guilty about it. Luo Qingge looked at Mu Yu, his heart was soft, and he felt a faint pain, he was stupid and didn't realize the pain under Mu Yu's disguise, and the escape under his busyness made Mu Yu die so miserably, for which he was guilty enough.
I never had the luxury of expecting Mu Yu to wake up one day, everything naturally doesn't matter. And now, all the years he has been in the Medical Immortal Valley, the decisions he made at the beginning have become shackles, and they have all become the burden of love regardless of Mu Yu's wishes, whether it is such a ridiculous worship of heaven and earth, or such a resolute request to stay in the Medical Immortal Valley.
The air was still for a second, and Mu Yu felt that his heart was about to stop beating - no, Mu Yu laughed miserably, it was not going to beat in the first place, is today a day destined to cry? Mu Yu didn't dare to raise his head more and more, his body was stiff and he didn't dare to move.
Luo Qingge saw a drop of crystal falling, flashing with the dazzling light of the sun, his breath was suffocated, the hand that weighed as a thousand catties and had been trying to lift but couldn't move, intuitively twitched, and then gently lifted it, slowly placed it on the top of Mu Yu's head, carefully stroked Mu Yu's white hair, and saw that Mu Yu was not disgusted, he pressed Mu Yu's head on his shoulder, and sighed, "Fool." When you wake up, you don't have anything to say to me? β
Even the heart, which doesn't beat, feels pain. Mu Yu grabbed Luo Qingge's sleeve, maybe it was because Luo Qingge's voice was too warm, or his tone was so relaxed, or maybe it was because he was dizzy from the sun, and he obviously felt that he didn't want to say it anyway, it was so easy, just like water going down, and naturally confided, "Brother LuoβI don't want to be like this-"
was sad, almost drowning Mu Yu's whole person.
He didn't want to. He did want to leave a trace of survival in the hearts of others, but it was never like this - to be imprisoned in such a small place by his death, and give up his good years. He didn't want to do this, especially this person was Luo Qingge, whom he had always respected and liked.
He admitted that at the beginning, he said that he was happy with Luo Qingge, but under Gu Zhou's stimulation and injury, since Gu Zhou couldn't see that he liked Luo Qingge, then he wanted to say that he not only liked it, but also wanted to marry him! Just to give Gu Zhou a hard knife, just like Gu Zhou stabbed him in the heart.
Later, as the situation gradually became uncontrollable, Mu Yu's feelings for Luo Qingge became more complicated. If he has a good impression of Luo Qingge, it is true that he has not changed from beginning to end, but it has not reached the level of private life - he never refuted it at that time, because he knew that there was no future, and he gave himself a little hope and comfort in his heart, and he also had selfish intentions...... wanted to use Luo Qingge to torture Gu Zhou, but he didn't expect that he finally failed to survive the two levels of Gu and Yu Jie, and unfortunately lost his life, and Luo Qingge, who was tired, ......
How can he afford this sincere feeling? And how will he pay it back?
In the way he is now? Or is it a state where you fall asleep and fall asleep, you risk going crazy and poisoning people close to you? To put it simply, "Treasure of the Cold Moon" has been practiced to the third level, he has never been exposed to these since he was a child, and he has missed the best age to practice martial arts, how easy is it to say?
Just imagine, when you are sleeping soundly in the middle of the night, you suddenly encounter such a scene, wouldn't you be scared to the heart? Just think about Wei Lianyang's colorless and sweaty face before...... Now that he has become like this, he feels ashamed of himself in the face of his old friends.
The clearer it is, the more guilty it becomes. If it could be explained back then, why do we have to face such a predicament today? But I can't refute it, let alone apologize...... Luo Qingge treated him sincerely, if he really said it, wouldn't it be chilling? After all, it's not worth it, for people like him.
"Don't cry, look at you, an adult in your twenties, how can you still be like a child," Luo Qingge felt that the wound on his body that was whipped by You Yunzi was hot and painful, and there were two kinds of pain in his heart, but his tone was still calm and warm, "It's really reassuring." In fact...... When I saw Yu Yu, I also have some things that I want to tell you. β
It's just a trip back to before that tragedy.
As long as the person in front of you can be happy, then what is it? He had to let go of everything, he could let go of everything, didn't he take it from Yu Yu, wasn't it enough? Luo Qingge held Mu Yu's shoulders, gently pushed Mu Yu away, and looked at his red eyes, which were full of seriousness, "I want to say thank you." β
"For so many years, I have always wanted to say this to you in person, and now I finally have the eyes to say this in this lifeβif I also die, and forget the past after drinking Meng Po soup, it will be too late. Thank you for saving my life. "It's not so much that love you adds unnecessary sorrow and melancholy to you, it's better to ......
Luo Qingge touched Mu Yu's cheek lovingly, and raised his chin slightly, so the Wei Trainer walked away silently, there are so many opportunities in the past few days, and he is also trapped in himself, except for today's abnormal movements, he has never even peeped in the dark. Luo Qingge knew that when the Wei trainer saw Mu Yu later, he would definitely not tell his feelings.
Everything is just a return to the original fairness, because after losing once, you know what is the most important.
Mu Yu's eyes widened in surprise, and he forgot to breathe for a while, thank you? This seemed to be a matter of course, although the method was tragic, he saved Luo Qingge's life, but this seemed to be too light and fluttering than he imagined, making him feel as unreal as a dream.
Seeing this, Luo Qingge smiled, scratched Mu Yu's nose, gently wiped away the two tears on Mu Yu's face, and said with a smile, "Why are you stunned?" There's someone waiting for you outside, so go talk to him, right? I'll go back and wash up and come back to you. β
Mu Yu was a little hesitant, he only thought who Luo Qingge was talking about, but ...... Luo Qingge smiled again, pushed Mu Yu's back, and said in a low voice, "Go ahead." β
Mu Yu took a few steps forward along the way, Luo Qingge looked at him quietly, the corners of his mouth were hooked, he was still a gentleman, Mu Yu pursed his lips, after all, he turned around and threw himself into Luo Qingge's arms, moving gently so as not to touch Luo Qingge's injury, and whispered in Luo Qingge's ear, "Brother Luo, I am the ...... I am, thank you. β
Luo Qingge sighed softly and patted Mu Yu's back comfortingly.
Seeing Mu Yu walk to the gate of the courtyard, the Wei trainer was really waiting there, Luo Qingge smiled, although there was a loss, but probably this is the feeling that the years are quiet.
Although there are still many difficulties ahead, there may be more collapse and despair. It's good for this moment, so that he can laugh easily for a while. Luo Qingge thought so.
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Not long after Luo Qingge left, a carrier pigeon flew in with fluttering wings and landed on the second floor window coffin pecking the edge of the window, You Yunzi raised his head and took out a letter from the feet of the carrier pigeon, the handwriting was familiar, which made You Yunzi feel shocked, blowing a cool breeze by the window, and he couldn't come to his senses for a long time.
The author has something to say: Come on, Brother Luo finally has a bit of a role qaq, but the martial arts chapter is about to end
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