Qin Xu was actually surprised when he saw Zuo Xiaoyan. Qin You has lost his memory for three years, and there is no longer Ning Shao in the center of his brain, and the part about Ning Shao between them, the threat and oppression of the change in the relationship at the beginning, are all blank, despite this, Qin Xu has to be careful, Ning Shao is an absolute forbidden area, once touched, it may hurt his life - whether it is Qin You's or his own. Their lives are connected, and on the line that bears the lives of the two of them, there is a sharp knife named Ning Shao, which may make them lose their support and fall into the cliff at any time.

In the past month, it has been enough for Qin Xu to carefully avoid Ning Shao, and try to figure out how the part of Ning Shao's memory that has been lost in Qin You's eyes is completed, and how they, the two of them, have developed to this point.

A kind of higher than cousins but not lovers, able to enjoy the beauty of being together, to indulge the desires of the body, to indulge in the guilty pleasure brought by the joy of forbidden fish and water, but always retain the softest corner of the heart. They are like two perfect and compatible bed partners, without that sense of belonging to someone they love...... Of course, this is Qin Xu's feelings about him based on all the information in this month, and Qin Xu is somewhat defeated.

Just like those people in the harem, maybe it's not appropriate to describe it like this, but it's this feeling, they/they naturally have feelings for him, but more, I'm afraid it's still for themselves.

Ning Shao disappeared from Qin You's memory, those oppressions naturally did not exist, the two of them were completely natural, and somehow evolved like this...... Although he forgot about Ning Shao, Qin You actually didn't really love him anymore, no, maybe Qin You also loved him subconsciously, but it was never unforgettable.

It's just that you love me, just because he is His Majesty, he wants to maintain this relationship, but Qin You can't resist, and the change of this relationship is not bad for Qin You himself, but there are many conveniences, enjoy the favor and favoritism he gives, everything is open to say, no longer have to be nervous, to guess anything. Because I can't change it, I willingly accept it. This is not love, Qin You trusts him and relies on him, but there is always a thin line between him and true love.

Maybe everyone has a different definition of love, and maybe some people's expression of love is trust and dependence. Such words seem to make sense, Qin Xu can't believe it, he used to be Ning Shao, he knows what it's like to be loved by Qin You, and he knows the expression of Qin You's love. The current Qin You is really like a rumor, the beauty hidden by Jin Wujiao, the pet held in the palm of his hand, makes actions that follow his mind, in exchange for more favor from him, to maintain an abnormal but seemingly loving and sweet relationship between them.

This feeling made Qin Xu anxious, uneasy, and even sleepless at night. He once persecuted Qin You to maintain such a relationship, even if it was only superficially peaceful, as long as the relationship developed according to his own ideas, but now he finally tasted the bitter fruit.

Qin You woke up after sleeping for so many years, Qin Xu never believed that it was a strange force, and he always had a conjecture in his heart - Qin You must have come back because of something in his heart, and the other end of the thread of this longing was not tied to his body. Then sooner or later, the truth will come to the surface like paper that can't hold fire.

And at that time, where should he and Qin You go?

So this time the temptation is not only to see if Qin You will show jealousy because of this, but also to use this as a breakthrough to break through the relationship between the two.

When chatting with Fang Yijun for a walk, Qin Xu was actually not so confident, he was actually very worried, worried that Qin You would pretend not to know about it, or show that he didn't care if he knew, and even laughed lightly, and brushed this matter aside, it would be a real nightmare - love is naturally not selfish monopoly, but if there is no exclusivity for a person, there will definitely be no love.

Qin Xu never expected that the surprise would come suddenly, so much so that he even showed obvious emotions, such joy is not a good thing for an emperor, but what to do? I can't suppress the joy in my heart no matter what! Xiao You'er was afraid that he wouldn't be in a hurry, so he sent a message to call him, which inexplicably made Qin Xu realize a kind of thing that he had seen when he recalled Ning Shao's memory, Ning Shao had a good temper and was often entangled by the villagers to delay time, and at that time, Qin You would use one or two pieces of sugar to support the child, "Sir, my mother told you to go home and cook." ”

The warmth and warmth of home.

After six years, being able to experience it again made Qin Xu almost cry, not because of the feeling that he had never experienced, but only remembered after Ning Shao's return, not because of sadness. It's this feeling, which is already tear-jerking, no matter how invulnerable a strong person is, his heart is soft, and the slightest movement in this soft place is enough to make people cry in an instant.

To be needed, to be loved. How wonderful it feels.

I thought that Qin You didn't have himself in his heart, but he suddenly knew that Qin You actually cared about him very much, how could the contrast and impact brought by these two extremes make Qin Xu not excited? Even the kung fu of hiding emotions that he had practiced for many years of forbearance was broken in an instant, and at this moment, Qin Xu realized the comfort and beauty of being alive.

This kind of good mood lasted until Qin Xu walked outside the Xuanhe Palace, the door of the outer hall was naturally open, and there were still few people in the palace who were waiting, but as long as you took a closer look, you knew that the place was by no means cold, and the people who served were all very faceless people in the inner palace now, and standing outside the hall was the chief steward of His Majesty's side, Wang Youyi, afraid that he would not take care of it properly?

Seeing Qin Xu's return, Wang Youyou hurriedly knelt down and bowed, his face was gloomy, Qin Xu suddenly felt bad in his heart, waved his hand and called Wang Youyou, lowered his voice and asked, "How is it?" ”

Although the question was clueless, how could Wang Youyou not understand, the old face was the same as eating five bitter gourds in one go, "Back to Your Majesty, the slave doesn't know." When he heard the news, His Highness blasted the slaves out, and no one was allowed to enter, and no one was allowed to wait...... The snacks sent by the imperial dining room were smashed, and the slaves were afraid that they were not light. ”

Qin Xu was not surprised at all after hearing this, but he became more and more anxious, Qin You was angry and smashed things, it was the norm, if he didn't smash something, Qin Xu was afraid that he would suffocate, this thing was smashed, Qin Xu breathed a sigh of relief. Along the way, no matter how happy he was, he slowly digested it, and now he heard Qin You's anger, and he cleaned up the joy on his face - he was angry here, and seeing that he was in such a good mood, wouldn't he be even more angry?

He was angry, and he was the one who was distressed and tossed. Qin Xu shook his sleeves, tidied up his hair crown, adjusted his voice with a light cough, and turned into the usual Majesty who was not angry and arrogant, and ordered, "Ask the imperial dining room to make some fresh snacks and send them over, you wait outside, without my order, don't disturb." ”

"Yes, Your Majesty—"

Without waiting for the words to fall, Qin Xu strode into the house, no longer paying attention to the two people behind him, and knocked on the door at the door of the inner hall, there was no answer inside, Qin Xu didn't care, and pushed the door open, and saw a mess, broken porcelain plates, scattered pastries, pen holders, brushes, folds, paper weights and other things on the table were all scattered on the ground, which was worse than being a thief. If other people dare to make Xuanhe Hall like this, I'm afraid a hundred heads are not enough to cut off, at this moment Qin Xu only felt happy in his heart, and Qin You, who acted so straightforwardly, was also very cute in his eyes.

Ignoring these angry objects, Qin Xu's gaze did not stop, wandering around the room - he finally saw the figure that haunted him on the soft couch under the window, and he was sitting with his back to them at the moment, through the open window, not knowing what to look at again.

Looking for a place to stay, Qin Xu walked behind Qin You, bent down slightly, wrapped his hands around Qin You's shoulders, and put his chin on Qin You's shoulders. Whoever makes you angry, tell the royal brother, and the royal brother will help you call the shots. ”

Qin You didn't buy it at all. He pushed Qin Xu away and turned around and stood up violently, although his height was not as good as Qin Xu, his posture was high at this moment, his beautiful eyes were amazingly bright, one was a flame of anger, and it was a bright light ignited by anger.

So stark, so beautiful.

Qin Xu only felt that his breath was leaking a beat, his heart seemed to be hit, sour, crispy and numb, he wanted to moan, he thought, he probably loved Qin Yu a little more, and would love him more and more deeply in the countless days after that.

"Your Majesty really doesn't know?" Qin You stared at Qin Xu, "Or pretend not to know and come to see the jokes of your brother?" Such a coaxing gesture is really a whisper to comfort His Majesty, or is it said to the beauties of the harem? The younger brother was greatly affected by the emperor's grace and was terrified. ”

Even the imperial brother stopped calling him and called him His Majesty, which shows that he was really angry. This is much more angry than Qin Xu expected, even if Qin Xu confirmed that Qin You did have him in his heart, he would not be indifferent to the things he was close to others, Qin Xu could only show a helpless smile when he was happy, he just tried it a little, just walked with that Fang Yijun, not to mention the inappropriate behavior, he didn't have any other thoughts throughout the whole process, he was thinking about Xiao You'er, whether Xiao You'er would turn over the old vinegar that had been brewed for eighteen years, "What did Xiao You'er say, that Fang Yijun's imperial brother had no intention of him, and the imperial brother was ......"

"Bang-" There was another loud bang, interrupting Qin Xu's explanation, Qin Xu was stunned, but it was Qin You who angrily kicked over the small case on the side of the soft couch. How many years ago did it take to witness others lashing out in front of him like this? At first glance, Qin Xu was a little stunned, he didn't expect Qin Yu to wake up again, and his courage would become so big.

Kicked over the table and waited for a while, but he didn't wait for Qin You's anger, Qin Xu raised his eyes to look at Qin You, and his heart was all entangled in one place, only to feel that the tip of his heart was hurting.

Qin You's eyes were red, his beautiful eyes were stubbornly open, trying not to let those crystals appear, Qin You pressed his undulating chest, calming his anger, but Qin Xu was extremely puzzled at this moment, Xiao You'er ...... Why are you so angry, it's clear that things aren't so serious, aren't they?

He didn't touch any beauty's little hands, and he didn't have any ambiguity with others.

"Brother Huang, how can you do this to me?" Qin You took a deep breath, "What do you want to say?" Just a joke? Don't you know what the male and female concubines in this harem think of you? You know what they want, but you will still be happy with them, so what am I? If the royal brother has no intention of treating me at all, why did he provoke me in the first place? Qin You lowered his head as he spoke, his tone gloomy, "Everyone in the world knows that I, Qin You, am a playboy who doesn't do business, but I ask myself, I am ...... with the imperial brother During this period, I have never turned my back on my relationship with the imperial brother, dismissed a kind of concubine in the backyard, never messed with flowers, and sent directly to the self-recommended pillow, I was loyal to the imperial brother, I thought that the imperial brother was too, and he would not be involved in the harem, but now it seems that I was wrong. ”

"Brother Huang still thinks that today's matter is actually a trivial matter, right?" Qin You hung his head and smiled bitterly, only to feel that his waking up had turned into a great irony, "Maybe it's just me, I take myself too seriously." "I take this relationship too seriously, I believe in the emperor's love, I believe that Qin Xu really loves him, and I pity Qin Xu's infatuation.

If Qin Xu really wants to die for him alone, isn't it a simple matter? He Qin Yu is only a slightly special one of them, but he is not the only one. It's a pity, although he, Qin You, is a demon king of the mixed world, and there are countless absurdities before he gets along with Qin Xu, but I'm sorry, he is not a person who can live with grievances! Although that person is the emperor, as long as you want to be with him, don't think about the three palaces and six courtyards with three thousand beauties, he can't accommodate any of them!

But think about it, except for the appearance of the skin to be proud of, there is no merit at all, how can your majesty, who is praised by all the people, really fall in love with him? Foolish and stupid, what he says is just a dream, and what he does is just stupid things. Maybe when he is "dead", his state is the most perfect, and he will be remembered by Qin Xu for a lifetime.

Instead of being like this, waking up and becoming an unsightly person, and watching Qin Xu deal with the harem, even though he knew that nothing had happened - he was still crazy with jealousy! Heartache is dying! He didn't come back to experience this!

He wants to renew his relationship with Qin Xu and stay together for the rest of his life until he is old. Although Qin Xu, as His Majesty, can't abolish the backyard like him, at least in terms of soul and body, he should be like him, only guarding each other, not a concubine who has a personal relationship, and he does not shy away from dealing with ambiguous contacts.

He is a man, a stingy person, who will be sad. This is no different from infidelity.

Hearing this, the luck and shirking in Qin Xu's heart disappeared completely, and he looked at this matter with a correct attitude, maybe the matter is not big, but it is the nature of the matter. Now he finally understood that he was poking Qin You's heart, not only Qin You was distressed, but he himself was even more distressed, twitching and throbbing.

He stepped forward, hugged Qin You in his arms, knelt down on one knee in front of Qin You without any discomfort, raised his head to look at Qin You, flustered and anxious, almost incoherent, "I'm not...... I'm not, little yoer...... I don't have that kind of mind, I just ...... I'm just afraid you won't like me...... I just want you alone, everyone else is fine......"

"Little You'er, would you like to be my wife? There are three thousand harems, I don't want anyone, as long as you, the queen. Qin Xu looked at Qin You's eyes, almost pleading, and a request like an oath, which made Qin You's eyes widen for a moment. 166 Reading Network