Chapter 329: There Is No Other Way
"Hey, are you crying?" Xiao Zijun looked a little panicked and asked Cao Yingying. .
Cao Yingying was unwilling to admit such unwarranted tears to the capricious man in front of her, shook her head, and after gently pushing Xiao Zijun away, she turned around again.
This shaking the head, this pushing, and this turning all showed Cao Yingying's beauty in front of Xiao Zijun.
Xiao Zijun has been in contact with too many girls, or coaxed or deceived or intimidated and lured, and none of them escaped his bed. It was this Cao Yingying who slept alone in his bed for three nights, and as a result, he only had such a gentle kiss.
He had never seen Cao Yingying's skin as good on a girl. When he healed Cao Yingying's wounds, it was as if he was mending a beautiful work of art.
He treated Cao Yingying's wounds so carefully, lest the slightest mistake create a permanent flaw on this beautiful skin.
Before such a work of art could be repaired, the greed of his humanity had inadvertently taken over,—— and he wanted to keep this treasure of the world for himself.
Such possession, of course, is not just physical. If so, he will be able to get his wish when he places this piece of art on his bed little by little.
This is really not a simple kind of possession. It was so unsimple that even if he had a physical need, he still completely let Cao Yingying sleep alone in his bed.
This has never happened to the second girl. In Cao Yingying's body, it can be called a miracle.
That night, he never lost sleep because of a girl's insomnia.
After dealing with Cao Yingying's wounds, he sat alone on the sofa in the living room and couldn't calm down.
He was whimsical and thought of "retreat", although he may not be worthy of the word "retreat".
If he could, he really wanted to take such a treasure on his bed and go to live the ordinary life of ordinary people. Even if he is poor, he is really willing.
However, he also knew that when he chose his current life, he had no other way to go.
Too many people have not allowed him to go back to his normal life.
The words that Lu Xiao'e said without thinking about the love between men and women were also really formed in his mind on such a night.
Before this, he really didn't think about which girl he would have a liking for beyond "sex".
For Cao Yingying's skin, he only thought about it, and only did it, more to appreciate than to play.
The things you play with can be broken and thrown away at any time, and the things you appreciate will be especially valued for a lifetime.
A kiss that happened on the second night was something he himself hadn't expected. The whole thing he was walking like a sleepwalking, unconscious.
He didn't think about any infringement on Cao Yingying. If he wanted to, he could completely enjoy Cao Yingying's beauty as if he were hungry and pounced.
He only kissed Cao Yingying's face gently, and this gentle kiss on the face had already made him extremely satisfied.
In this life, such a kiss may only happen once to a person like him, and this is only once, in him, it is really enough.
Otherwise, he could have kissed again, and kissed again, not just his face.
Why can he be satisfied so easily, he himself even feels incredible, but he is really satisfied.
After a gentle kiss, he only quietly withdrew.
He knew that he should not be in the world of girls lying on his bed.
Quitting was his best choice, the only way out.
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"What, did it hurt you?" Xiao Zijun asked nervously again.
And this nervousness is the same as the panic just now, in Cao Yingying's opinion, it is all pretending to be and acting for her.
Cao Yingying once saw Xiao Zijun's trick in a pirated book of "How Do Men Soak Women", she was even more ashamed and angry, sobbed twice, and asked behind her: "Are you soaking me?" ”
Xiao Zijun didn't expect Cao Yingying to say such a sensitive word so directly, shrugged his shoulders, and said with a smile: "How can you say that?" I'm kidding you. ”
Cao Yingying's mind actually had a kiss that night, and when she heard Xiao Zijun "joking" like this, she felt even more aggrieved: "Are you so joking?" ”
Xiao Zijun is really used to joking with some girls, and he almost forgot that the girl in front of him was disdainful of jokes, and said nonchalantly: "No matter what, my jokes are not as big as your Miss Cao." ”
"Am I kidding you?" Cao Yingying asked puzzled, and then turned to Xiao Zijun.
Xiao Zijun looked at Cao Yingying with a crooked face, and said, "You have called me a heinous arsonist, you say, which of us is joking bigger?" ”
Hearing Xiao Zijun talk about "arson" again, Cao Yingying became serious again: "This matter really has nothing to do with you?" ”
Xiao Zijun looked at Cao Yingying's face for a while, and finally put away his cynical expression: "I told you no, did you believe it?" ”
"I don't believe it." Cao Yingying said firmly.
"You don't believe it, and why are you asking me all this?" Xiao Zijun asked in disappointment, and shouted excitedly, "You must think that the matter has something to do with me, so you should go and report me!" ”
Cao Yingying emphasized: "I am very serious about this matter with you! ”
"Very serious?" Xiao Zijun's eyes were smeared with oil paint, and they turned red when he landed, "This is your seriousness?" If you are really serious, you will question me again after you get the evidence! ”
Cao Yingying knew that she was just a temporary speculation, and it was indeed unfair to Xiao Zijun to "question" so much because of such speculation, but she would rather blame Xiao Zijun for herself than Xiao Zijun to make things bigger and more outrageous.
The family business that Boss Qian and his wife have worked so hard to save, as soon as the fire is gone, even if Cao Yingying, who is an outsider, sees it, she is full of sorrow.
It's really just that this ruthless fire has devoured all of Boss Qian, and you can only blame Boss Qian for his ill-fated fate, and if this fire is completely caused by man-made malice, it will really be more than a few sighs.
And it was Xiao Zijun's words that did such an evil thing, and Cao Yingying felt that she couldn't get rid of it.
Even if he is not Xiao Zijun's accomplice, he is also Xiao Zijun's pawn.
Who told Xiao Zijun that the boss of Qian lent money to Li Xiaoxue? Isn't it her Cao Yingying?
She really wanted to tell herself that the whole thing was purely accidental, even if it wasn't, it had nothing to do with Xiao Zijun, but she really said it to herself, and she knew that she couldn't believe it.
Fooling yourself and others is sometimes really hard.
What she wanted from Xiao Zijun was for Xiao Zijun to tell her calmly that the matter had nothing to do with him Xiao Zijun.
Attitude, in her opinion at this time, is more important than anything else. Although Xiao Zijun has repeatedly denied that he has anything to do with Boss Qian, his attitude has always been wrong.
Xiao Zijun's attitude made Cao Yingying feel more and more that Xiao Zijun was the mastermind behind the scenes.
It's just that questioning without evidence is always powerless, especially for people like Xiao Zijun.
Cao Yingying, who looked at Xiao Zijun silently for a long time, finally eased some of her emotions, and said softly: "I also know that it is very inappropriate for me to ask you like this." It was also you who told me that you want Boss Qian to become a pawn of yours, so I have such suspicions. Of course, I don't want this matter to have anything to do with you, I don't want you to make things more and more harmful because of a Li Xiaoxue. Originally, what we did at the beginning was ridiculous. ”
"Ridiculous?" Xiao Zijun obviously couldn't accept such a statement, "How can it be called ridiculous? Where is the absurdity of the situation that I have worked so hard to build? In my opinion, as long as the purpose is achieved, how to do it is right! ”
Cao Yingying also couldn't accept Xiao Zijun's point of view, shook her head and said: "But I feel more and more that we are writing a tragedy in the world step by step!" ”
Xiao Zijun no longer allowed Cao Yingying to deny himself like this, grabbed Cao Yingying's head with both hands, and said vigilantly: "But I have to tell you, it's just what you think!" It's as if you think that fire was set by me Xiao Zijun, but you personally think! ”
Cao Yingying shook her head vigorously in Xiao Zijun's palm, cried, and said the words that she had always held in her heart: "Our starting point is wrong, we have deviated too much on this wrong path, I am afraid that the final outcome is beyond our control!" Emotional matters could not have succeeded through conspiracy. Let's take advantage of the fact that we can still control it, let's stop it, okay? ”
"Are you crazy?" Xiao Zijun grabbed Cao Yingying's head harder, "It's because you do things unfavorably again and again, so we can make such a big circle!" Now, this circle is about to come to an end, and everything will be back on track, you still say such uninformed words! I'm telling you, we can only go forward, and there is no road behind! Even if there is, it's also the circle you draw! That's not a circle you can go back to, you know? ”
Cao Yingying still wanted to shake her head, but she really grabbed Xiao Zijun so much that she couldn't move, crying and asking, "Why do you have to choose me to do such a thing?" Why are you doing this to me? ”
Xiao Zijun, who never allowed himself to spoil things emotionally, said viciously: "I don't know why I chose you." When I knew I had chosen the wrong person, I realized that I had no chance of changing it! ”
"Leave me alone." Cao Yingying begged, "Let me go, okay?" Whatever you want, please let me go. I have nightmares every day because of what I'm doing, and I really can't stand it. ”
Xiao Zijun resolutely shook his head at Cao Yingying: "You really can't go back." Trust me, follow me, and your good fruit. ”
This book is derived from reading books