Chapter 20: Messy Heart

After Han Haitao left, Li Xiaoxue's heart was unusually chaotic,—— not because of Han Haitao, but for Zhong Youcheng, it was unusually chaotic.

From beginning to end, in terms of emotion, Li Xiaoxue felt that she hadn't done anything bad to Han Haitao, but why she panicked like she did because she received a phone call from Zhong Youcheng in front of Han Haitao, she really couldn't figure it out.

It stands to reason that Li Xiaoxue also feels that she should let Han Haitao know about Zhong Youcheng's existence, although many details between her and Zhong Youcheng are not easy to tell Han Haitao.

Just talking about the very, very legitimate model that she has done for Zhong Youcheng a few times, Li Xiaoxue feels that Han Haitao is still acceptable. And between her and Zhong Youcheng, isn't that all? As for what happened that night, at least, it wasn't out of her Li Xiaoxue's original intention.

"It was just a spur of the moment. Oh no, what a whim? It just happened without you knowing. No, no, no, how unknowingly? It's ......" Li Xiaoxue made excuses for what happened that night in her heart, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong, and the more terrible she felt. What does it mean if you don't know it? Isn't it more undesirable than impulsive? It's not impulsive, it's not unconscious, is there anything else forced in it? No, no, absolutely not. But if that's not the case, what is it?

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to deceive herself, but she always felt that she was deceiving herself. Li Xiaoxue also wanted to understand the matter between herself and Zhong Youcheng more than once, but really, the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.

If you don't think about the matter between herself and Zhong Youcheng like this, Li Xiaoxue feels that it is normal. However, the heart is her own, the brain is her own, but she can't control it no matter what. She really doesn't want to think about it, but she always thinks about it.

The more I think about it, the more chaotic it becomes.

The more chaotic it is, the more annoying it becomes.

Li Xiaoxue was upset and scratched her head vigorously.

"Why? Why is it so clueless? Li Xiaoxue asked herself, "What happened to me and Zhong Youcheng?" What happened to me and Zhong Youcheng? Why didn't I even dare to answer the phone for him? ”

Li Xiaoxue suddenly hated herself again, and she felt that she was doing it to herself.

"Whatever!" Li Xiaoxue thought angrily, so she turned on her phone, "You can fight as much as you like, I'm afraid of you!" ”

Who knows, Li Xiaoxue's mobile phone rang after searching for the signal.

Li Xiaoxue was still startled by this ringtone.

It was actually Han Haitao who called.

Han Haitao had already left the bar at this time, sitting alone in the car parked on the side of the road, and he had been troubled for a long time for Hu Bin's words.

Although Han Haitao couldn't accept Hu Bin's remarks, he also felt that they were not completely unreasonable. It's similar to the words that men are not bad and women are not loved, and he has not heard them, although he often scoffs at them, in reality, he has also witnessed them.

Hu Bin, who suddenly met by chance, was the first one. Not to mention the virtue of the escort girl just now, just as a woman, if you really want people to choose one from him and Hu Bin, Han Haitao thinks that he will be completely defeated. For Li Xiaoxue, he really cared for him from the inside out, and after a few years, the marriage proposal ring was still stacked in his hand. And Hu Bin and the like, just like Hu Bin said, just a few words may get a girl done.

In front of Li Xiaoxue, Han Haitao was not impulsive, not without "bad" ideas, but as soon as he touched Li Xiaoxue's pure eyes or watery skin, the devil in his heart quietly retreated. He can't hurt Li Xiaoxue in the slightest. Even if he only hurt Li Xiaoxue's hair, he would feel that his heart was stabbed with a knife.

However, Han Haitao at the moment, what he is most afraid of is that he can't grasp Li Xiaoxue.

"Don't think my words are unpleasant. As the saying goes, words are not coarse. There's a saying, I don't know if you've ever heard it. If you want to keep a man's heart, you must first keep a man's stomach. This is naturally said to women. For men, I also summed up a similar sentence, which is called that if you want to keep a woman's heart, you must first keep a woman's body. The heart is a woman's spirit, and the body is a woman's substance. Philosophically speaking, matter comes first. Women are emotional animals in the end, and if you want to conquer a woman, you must first start with the sensibility of a woman. As for where the sensibility of women is, I don't need to say. I think, you know. And once a woman is emotionally satisfied, she will not be so discerning rationally. This is why good women follow bad men, and flowers are inserted into cow dung. The body does not walk with the mind, but the mind can only walk with the body. Don't say all those stupid things that you can't get your body and your heart. I don't know how many people have been mistaken. A woman, the most exciting thing for a man, is only an external thing in the end. Face and body are a woman's greatest capital. This is something that women themselves know better than men. If it weren't for Li Xiaoxue's beauty, would you be so attentive? These words of mine are all the experience that I have summed up over the years, and in general, I am not willing to teach them to others. Today, so I will do my best with you, one is to think of our friendship with classmates for many years, and more importantly, I don't want your flowers to be snatched from cow dung......" This big article was given to Han Haitao by Hu Bin at the time of parting, although Han Haitao thought it was very disdainful, he was still touched.

"Xiaoxue, what can't you say to me?" Thinking like this, Han Haitao dialed Li Xiaoxue's phone.

Li Xiaoxue saw that it was Han Haitao who called, so she hesitated for a moment before answering it.

The phone was connected, and it took five seconds to say that no one spoke.

"Didn't you sleep?" In the end, it was Han Haitao who asked first.

"Nope." Li Xiaoxue replied simply.

"Hmm......" Han Haitao paused again before saying, "You don't seem to have fully agreed to going out." ”

"Didn't you say you could? That is, I don't know if I can take a leave of absence. ”

"Well, you don't have to worry. I'll do it. ”

"Okay."

"Also, I thought about it again, let's go together."

"Look at it."

"Hmm......" Han Haitao paused again, "That's it." You go to bed early. ”

"Okay. You also go to bed early. ”

"See you tomorrow, then."

"White."

Hung up the phone, Han Haitao's mood eased a little, and he drove home, Li Xiaoxue's side, I don't know why, it seemed to press a stone on his heart.

It was nearly midnight.

Li Xiaoxue is still sleepy, holding the mobile phone in both hands, lying on the bed with her clothes, always feeling that it won't be long before the phone will ring.

The mobile phone is always quiet, before Li Xiaoxue, as if she is asleep.

"What is he doing now?" Li Xiaoxue lay down for a long time, and couldn't help but think like this again, and thinking like this, she may not have realized immediately that what she was thinking about was not Han Haitao, but Zhong Youcheng.

"He's painting." Li Xiaoxue let her thoughts, and then when she thought about it again, there was really a scene in front of her of the skinny Zhong Youcheng holding a paintbrush and concentrating on creating in front of the dark green drawing board.

"He's not going to be mad at me, is he? I lied to him. Li Xiaoxue thought like this again, and in front of her, there was a hysterical and crazy Zhong Youcheng again.

"He'......, hey!" Only then did Li Xiaoxue realize that she was distracted, and her heart suddenly turned over the river and Haiti after a period of discomfort, tears welled up, crying out of her voice

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