An knew that he didn't need to rest, and Shen Yanru was not polite. After the eighth exam, she booked a ticket for the ninth to fly to Shanghai. Before that, they had to take a car from the small town to the provincial capital to change planes.

So early in the morning on the ninth day, the two got up to pack their luggage.

It wasn't until this time that An Zhixiao found out, but after living here for about three months, the things accumulated by the two of them were already considerable.

Shen Yanru's habit is that when he travels on business, he always carries his luggage with him. Especially if you don't have an assistant's hand, it is always very cumbersome to go through the check-in procedure. When she arrived, she brought a small suitcase with only a few clothes except for a laptop and a guitar.

As a result, I didn't buy anything here, but now I can't fit two suitcases.

Ann knows the same thing. When she moved to Shen Yanru, she basically had no luggage. is probably used to living in a fixed place, so she has always been a backpack to walk the world, and there is nothing cumbersome around her.

As a result, I lived here for a while, and when I packed up my things, I almost couldn't fit a suitcase!

Ann knew that he didn't believe in evil and moved things out one by one to check, what was the extra thing that couldn't fit it?

A few sets of clothes were bought by Shen Yanru after she moved over, saying that it was a company welfare. A few books are related to music theory, and she reads them when she takes a break from studying to relax her brain. Other than that, it's all gadgets, drinking cups, small fans, facial cleanser, moisturizer, toothpaste, toothbrushes, mouthwash cups...... It doesn't seem to take up a lot of space, but in fact, it is a lot to clean up.

In addition, there is a thick stack of manuscript paper, which was written down by Shen Yanru when he had a sudden inspiration, and after sorting it out and entering it into the computer, these are equivalent to waste manuscripts. Originally, Shen Yanru planned to throw it away, but An knew that it was very meaningful, so he put it away.

Ann knew that she had grown so big that she didn't know how many places she had changed, but this was the first time she had experienced the feeling of "moving", the more things she packed, the more she was reluctant to throw away, and finally the suitcase was stuffed to the brim, and some of them couldn't fit it.

She had to ask Shen Yanru, "Sister, how many catties is the weight of the plane luggage?" ”

"Carry-on baggage is limited to five kilograms." Shen Yanru, who was also worried about this, looked at his box, and then looked at An Zhizhi, thought about it and said, "I guess I want to consign, so just bring it with me." ”

Anyway, the first-class checked baggage allowance is 40 kilograms.

So An knew that he happily packed everything.

But after taking it away, An knew that he suddenly felt a little reluctant in his heart.

This is the first time that An Zhi has had such a reluctance. For her, living in a fixed place has become a habit, and it is the same wherever she lives, anyway, it is just a place to sleep, as is the case with the high bed and soft pillows in the four-star hotel, and the same is true for the "bed" made of two tables in the flower shop.

Since she can remember, she has lived in too many places, and there has never been one that makes her feel nostalgic.

So leaving the village to go to school, An Zhi will not be reluctant. Leaving the countryside and coming to the city, An Zhizhi also took it for granted.

In the past, An Zhi felt that maybe it was because his heart was colder and harder, so he couldn't feel those soft feelings, right? After all, life is compelling, so she really doesn't have the leisure to give birth to those melancholy thoughts.

When he had just moved to Shen Yanru's place, An Xiaoxiao also didn't think that this place would be anything special.

Not to mention that this is just a hotel room, coming and going, and there shouldn't be any feelings.

But maybe it's because I've lived there for a long time, or maybe it's because I'm different from the people I live with, but in short, this room has gradually changed from a "sleeping place" to a "home-like place".

Although the time of living here is quiet and boring, almost every day is the same, but when you think about it, you find that every place seems to have a memory.

Trivial, but unforgettable.

You can pack your luggage and take it away, but you can't take it away from the days you have experienced here.

Shen Yanru put away his things, turned his head and saw An Zhi in a daze. This situation is indeed rare, so she can't help but walk over and ask, "What are you thinking?" ”

"I ......" An Zhi came back to his senses, and subconsciously wanted to hide his thoughts. So I made a random excuse, "I'm thinking, where will I live after I go to Shanghai?" ”

Perhaps she felt that this reason was not very convincing, so she added, "I heard that after signing the contract, the company will arrange staff dormitories, right?" But we don't have a lot of people in the studio, do we have staff dormitories? ”

Not that there are not a few people, to be exact, but only three.

Shen Yanru, Xuan Zihang, and her.

Needless to say, Shen Yanru and Xuan Zihang each have their own houses in Shanghai, so naturally they don't need to worry about their residences. Since the establishment of the studio, the only job is Zhang Tianjie, but Zhang Tianjie is not an employee of the studio, but an artist of Dingguan Entertainment, and there is naturally no need to worry about the residence.

So after such an explanation, An Xiaoxiao suddenly found that this was indeed a problem that needed to be solved.

Shen Yanru also seemed to be stunned for a moment. Her studio says it is a studio, but in fact it is similar to a shell company, and there are only two employees, she and Xuan Zihang, so naturally there will be no so-called staff dormitory.

But Ann knew that she had just gone there, and it was impossible for her to go out and live by herself. Not to mention that An knew whether she had the money to pay the rent, even if she did, Shen Yanru couldn't be at ease. ――In fact, most entertainment companies provide staff dormitories to facilitate artist management. Shen Yanruan knew that the planned future was very long-term, and this kind of small place naturally could not be ignored.

So she thought for a moment and said, "You live with me for the time being." ”

Anyway, in the next period of time, An Zhiyi's words and deeds must be controlled, and it is a matter of course to live with him, Shen Yan thought. It also makes it easier to work and communicate.

"Oh." An Zhi responded.

When I turned my head, I saw the large bed in the back room. A thought suddenly popped up in her mind: How many rooms does Shen Yanru's house have?

However, as soon as this thought came up, An knew that he suppressed it. The house that Shen Yanru bought definitely couldn't have only one room and one bed, and he should go to the guest room when the time came.

But no matter what, since he continued to live with Shen Yanru, the little melancholy that An Zhizhi had born in his heart before had almost dissipated. That is, change places, and then a qiē is still the same as before. Thinking about it like this, I don't even have to be reluctant.

Maybe what she is nostalgic for is not somewhere, but the person who is with her.

On the road of An Zhizhi's life, she has met many good people. These people have more or less given her some help and made her path go smoothly. So even if he lost his loved ones, An Zhizhi can still smile at life and develop such an optimistic and cheerful personality and a positive attitude towards life.

But in the final analysis, An Zhi knew very well in his heart that no matter how good those people were, they were not their own.

It's a mystical feeling.

is like the particularly responsible female teacher in junior high school, who used to take special care of An Zhi. Ann knew that she was living in a dormitory at the time and would not go home even on weekends. -- Because when I go back, I don't have a "home." There were so many people living in the village, but none of them were her relatives. When she went back, she was just causing them trouble.

So until the winter and summer vacations, An Zhizhi stayed in the dormitory and spent all his time studying. After the female teacher found out, she asked An Zhizhi to go to the house for dinner every weekend.

Anyway, the conditions of the rural middle school are difficult, and the teacher's dormitory is downstairs from the student dormitory, which is very convenient.

The teacher has a husband and children at home. The husband is also a teacher in the school, and the child is about the same age as An Xiaoxiao. Their home is not big, but the small house is very warmly furnished, and the life of a family of three is sweet and happy.

Every time An Zhi stepped into the teacher's house, he would spontaneously give birth to the idea that he was a superfluous outsider. Therefore, she is always cautious everywhere, and does not dare to let herself appear inappropriate. But even so, in the end, An Zhizhi still found that the children of the teacher's family began to vaguely reject themselves.

Also, if she had a mother, she didn't want to let her eyes stay on other people. This is a child's secret caution, and even the other party is very restrained, and he doesn't show it, but An knows that he feels it keenly.

Not your own, not your own after all.

From that day on, An Zhizhi began to understand what distance is.

She began to carefully control such a distance, and if she didn't get close, she would naturally not be injured. One can live just fine, can't it?

But if you look into it carefully, in her heart, does she really disdain it and don't want to enjoy and have that kind of warm environment and atmosphere? No, it's not that she doesn't want it, she just knows it's not her own.

If you can't get it, you don't have delusions.

But now, at this moment, Ann knew that she was standing in this room where she had lived for three months, and suddenly realized very clearly that she wanted to catch someone.