Chapter 52: Confession

Du Yifei's words made me completely unsure of how to continue, so I could only look at Du Yifei and say nothing.

Du Yifei was still talking about her thoughts: "You are a big fool, I have never seen a fool like you, people have always paid attention to you and liked you, but you ...... You don't know what a heartless guy...... Why don't you speak, do you have nothing to say? ”

I had a feeling that I wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, and said carefully: "Du Yifei, are you mistaken, when did you pay attention to me?" I feel like you've always been very domineering in front of me, why do you say that now? ”

Du Yifei looked at me in a daze, as if he didn't hear my words at all. I was about to say something more when I heard her whisper: "April 7 last year, after a rainstorm. On the side of the ten-mile long street, in the second and third secluded courtyards. Quietly smell the needle falling, and the shadow is together. ”

I was stunned, and suddenly remembered that this was a poem I wrote a year ago. I remember that I was alone in the school hospital recuperating from my injuries, and I felt very lonely and bored, so I wrote this poem. I just don't know how Du Yifei knew, and he remembers it so clearly.

Du Yifei looked at me in a daze, and then continued: "I also remember the three poems you wrote with the title of 'Written in the Exam' very clearly. At that time, I was taking the exam, I sat next to you, watching what you wrote, although I only glanced at it in a hurry, but until now, I can still read it word for word: Written in the exam (three songs): 1. Spring is lingering, tears ripple, the university is hopeless for the coming year, the dream is full of mountains and flowers, and the water is flowing. The mountains are green, the trees are Qianqian, and the grass is grassy and the farmhouse is green. The goose feathers flew in the laughter, and the fields were dripping. Second, he is lazy and lazy, and he always plays alone with fish. The green forest is empty, and the plantain is delicate. Forget about the grass and walk over. Draw for a living, forget about it. The haggard man is gone, and the rain is misty in late summer. Wait for the wind to get used to it, and chase the wind is also a blessing. 3. Sitting alone in front of the dark window at night, lonely crows everywhere are idle. Today's chessboard is full of schemes, and tomorrow's battlefield will lack paper and pen. usually laugh and talk about eternal things, and then cry and regret for thousands of days. Xiao Xiao's autumn wind is rising again, and he has changed the world to welcome the snow. Speaking of this, Du Yifei smiled: "Am I accurate?" Do you dare to say that I haven't followed you all this time? ”

I was completely stunned, this was all two or three years ago, I didn't expect Du Yifei to remember it so clearly. At that time, I felt that I would not be able to get into college, so I wrote these things with some emotion. Even I myself have forgotten about these things a long time ago, and now that Du Yifei said it, I remembered it again.

I was surprised and puzzled, and couldn't help but ask her, "What you remember shows that you really paid attention to me." But you say you like me, I don't understand. It's true that we are classmates, but when it comes to our relationship, the most ...... You know what I mean, we're not that close! ”

Du Yifei said without thinking about it: "Then do you remember a poem I wrote to you?" I wrote specifically for you:

Alone, playing alone, forgetting the world. Mo Dao has no friends, and his heart is tired! There used to be three watches, dancing swords and cocks, and getting ink and paint. Who cares about friends and neighbors!

The form is a companion, the shadow is a friend, helpless and speechless. The desk is dusty, lazy! It was the middle of the night when I opened my eyes and looked at the sky, hoping that it was still dark. Who knows my heart!

Suddenly, I heard the sound, I was overjoyed, and I opened the door and walked backwards. In front of the house, the withered vines and crows are drizzling! Looking at the three things, I forgot myself for a long time, and stood still. Provoke the boy to frolic and frolic Du Yifei read this unknown poem in one breath, and then said: "At that time, I invited you to my house as a guest, but you didn't come for a long time after you agreed. I waited for you to be in a hurry, so I wrote the first two paragraphs. Later, I saw you passing by in front of my house through the window, thinking that you were coming to my house, and I went to open the door with great joy, but I only saw your back in the distance, and my parents who happened to come back at this time. I was so emotional that I couldn't help but add the following paragraph......"

I vaguely remembered this incident, but it seemed to be different from what Du Yifei said: "At that time, it was a picnic organized by the school, and I wanted to take some tools from your house to use them." Originally, I went to your house with a few classmates to borrow tools, but I didn't make it because I had something to do. It doesn't seem like you invited me to your house...... Besides, I didn't know that your family lived here, so how could I knock on your door when I passed in front of your door? ”

At this time, my brain was a little messy, and I couldn't focus on my speech. Du Yifei still insisted: "I invited you to my house." At that time, the classmates who borrowed tools were all sent away by me, and I am still waiting for you to come to my house to get tools alone to have a good chat with you! As a result, you didn't come ......"

Du Yifei spoke, looking unhappy. Hear her whisper, "When we were in high school, we were at the same table for a long time. I liked you at that time, and I wrote you notes, texted you, and even asked my friends to tell you clearly...... It's a pity that you haven't responded, and I don't know what you think, so when I was angry and anxious, I began to target you specifically and embarrass you...... Actually, I really like you, you...... Do you know? ”

I had almost forgotten about it, and I couldn't remember what was going on, and I didn't dare to continue discussing the topic at this time. So I didn't say much on this topic, but looked at Mr. Du and Mrs. Zhang, who had been staring at me strangely, and said with a smile: "Du Yifei may not be in a good mood, and what he said was a little unexpected for us...... You two spend more time with her, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first. ”

Before Mr. Du and Mrs. Zhang could speak, Du Yifei had already grabbed my hand hard: "You can't go!" What time is it, you have to go home for at least four or five hours, it's freezing and snowy, I don't worry. If you don't want to stay here, I'll go with you right now to find a hotel outside, rest for the night, and leave tomorrow after breakfast. ”

As soon as she said this, Mrs. Zhang's face immediately changed and she was very pale. Hearing Mrs. Zhang's angry voice, "You dare! Du Yifei, if you dare to go to the hotel with Jincang...... I...... I'll break your legs. ”

Du Yifei raised his head and said loudly: "I'll go to the hotel!" Don't you dislike Jin Cang is the son of a farmer, then I will be with the farmer, and see if you dare to force me to marry that Tan Jiahui in the future. ”

I knew that Du Yifei was raising the bar with her parents, so I couldn't help but persuade: "Didn't you already say it just now?" Your parents won't embarrass you about this anymore, and don't embarrass your parents......"

Du Yifei said with some grievances: "Then you stay, stay at my house for one night, and leave after dawn tomorrow." ”

I felt very embarrassed, and was about to refuse again, when I heard Mr. Du smile and say, "Jincang, it's our fault today, which makes you feel bad." In this way, you stay for one night, and we apologize to you. You see......"

I felt even more embarrassed, and when I glanced at Mrs. Zhang, who had never liked me very much, I stopped talking.

Mrs. Zhang looked at Du Yifei and whispered after a long time: "I'll ask Su Shihong to prepare a room for him, and you can talk slowly." ”

Mr. Du smiled, glanced at me and Du Yifei, and said, "Jin Cang, do you know how to play chess?" ”

I nodded, and said very humbly: "I studied for a while before, and I didn't do it very well, so I can count it on." ”

Mr. Du smiled "haha", turned around and pointed to the table in the living room: "Come, let's have two plates." Fei Fei is also a chess master, you and Fei Fei play together, I am confident that I can beat the two of you together. ”

I don't know what Mr. Du means, but I know he's trying to keep me. It's a bit late now, and I've already told my family that I'm not going back tonight. So I pushed the boat down the river and stepped forward and said: "Mr. Du must be a master here, I can barely walk a few hands, and I ask Mr. Du for more advice!" ”

Mr. Du laughed and said, "Young man, don't be polite." Fei Fei, you go and get the chess here, and you will go with Jin Cang in a while to see if my chess skills have regressed over the years."

Du Yifei let go of my hand and went upstairs happily.

Mr. Du said seriously at this time, "Please take a seat." Whatever you want, it's like it's in your own home. ”

I felt that he had something to say to me, so I sat down and said straight to the point: "If you have something to say, please speak directly, and I will know everything." ”

Mr. Du smiled "hehe", quite embarrassed: "It seems that you are very smart and have been seen, so I won't hide it." To be honest, although Fei Fei has a strong personality, she is a very good girl and my only daughter. We hope that she can find a good husband, and we also hope that she can live a better life in the future. We have now signed her up to study abroad, so we hope that she can not think about her personal problems now, and she must finish her studies first. ”

I understood Mr. Du's thoughts, nodded and said, "Of course, studying abroad should be put first, and you are right. Du Yifei is still young now, and it is still early to talk about friends, so he can go abroad to study first, and when he has completed his studies, it is not too late to think about this matter. But this matter has nothing to do with me, if you want to say anything to me, please say it directly. ”

Mr. Du glanced at me meaningfully and said with a smile: "What I said has a lot to do with you, don't pretend not to know." To be honest, I have known for a long time that my family Fei Fei likes you, and if nothing else, you can see this just by the fact that she followed you to the very ordinary university where you are. ”

I felt a little sorry for Du Yifei, but I felt that this matter had nothing to do with me, so I said euphemistically: "That has something to do with me...... But what exactly do you want to say? Do you want me to persuade Du Yifei to study abroad? ”

Mr. Du nodded and said very sincerely: "Fei Fei takes care of you, so she refuses to study abroad, so I want to ask you to help us and persuade her." ”

I thought about it, nodded and said, "That's the case, that's okay, I'll talk to Du Yifei in a while." But I can't guarantee that she'll listen to me, so please understand. ”

Mr. Du smiled "haha": "I know this, it seems that you are also a little afraid of my Feifei, haha...... In fact, Fei Fei is very good to you, and has always cared about you, but she used the wrong method, which made you misunderstand her. To be honest, Fei Fei is a very sensible child, and she has been very sensible since she was a child, which makes me and her mother very happy, and many people have praised her for this......"

Before Mr. Du's words were finished, Du Yifei had already come downstairs, and she said loudly: "Dad, are you saying bad things about me?" I warn you, don't speak ill of me. In particular, you are not allowed to speak ill of me with Kanecang, so that he will look down on me if he knows about my troubles. ”

Mr. Du looked at me with a strange expression, but he still said: "No, no, how can I say bad things about you!" Come over and play a few games with me, Feifei, we haven't played chess together for a long time. ”

Du Yifei smiled: "Okay, but if you lose to me and Jin Cang in a while, don't say that we are two against one." ”

Mr. Du laughed, took the chess piece that Du Yifei brought over, and motioned for me to sit opposite him and start playing chess.

It seems that Mr. Du is a chess fan, and he is very interested in chess. His family's chess pieces are actually small leaves of red sandalwood, which are worth a lot of money. Even the chess table used to play chess is made of Huanghuali, which is made of wood of great value.

I watched Mr. Du put on his gloves, and I could only follow suit. Du Yifei said with a smile on the side: "My dad just loves to be exquisite, isn't he just playing chess, and what gloves do you wear?" ”

Mr. Du smiled: "I cherish my chess pieces, I'm afraid of getting dirty." Feifei, you make us a cup of tea, and use the can of dragon well in my room. ”

Du Yifei pursed his lips and said, "I knew that I was staying here to serve you...... Forget about Longjing, there is nothing to drink. I'll bring my favorite chrysanthemum tea to Kanecang. ”

I wanted to say that I don't like to drink chrysanthemum tea, but Du Yifei didn't give me a chance to speak at all, and as soon as she finished speaking, the person had already run away.

Mr. Du laughed, and while arranging the red chess pieces, he said to me: "I am older than you, use the red chess pieces, you have no opinion, right?" ”

I shook my head and said with a smile: "It should be so, Mr. Du, you are an elder, let's go first, I will follow you to see the moves, it can be regarded as learning." ”

Mr. Du nodded, raised his hand to make a move, and laughed: "Don't call me Mr. Du, my name is Du Siqi, if you don't mind, just call me 'Uncle Du'." ”

I wrote down the name and said with a smile: "Uncle Du, your first move is a killing move, then I'll jump on the horse." ”

Du Siqi didn't think about getting on another taxi again, planning to run another taxi corner. The two cannons came out in unison, and the murderous spirit was high.

I saw the move, the defense was tight, and I didn't give Du Siqi any chance to kill me in seconds as soon as I came up.

Du Siqi's chess is very good, but he pays too much attention to the ending, the murderous spirit is too heavy, and the loss of chess is the foundation of cultivating sentiment.

I learned to play chess from my father at a very young age, and at first I only focused on the ending, regardless of the process. Later, I met several chess masters, and in the process of consulting with them, I slowly realized the true meaning of chess, and no longer only looked at the ending, but paid more attention to enjoying the process.

After Du Yifei made us tea, she kept watching me play chess with her father. From time to time, she interjected from the side and told me a few tricks of Du Siqi. also said that Du Siqi would bully newcomers, and he didn't dare to play chess with real masters at all.

Of course, Du Siqi would refute Du Yifei, so we finished three games in the excitement. I lost all three games, but I enjoyed it. Although Du Siqi won all three games, he was shouted "headache" by Du Yifei.

Du Siqi went to rest early and didn't even eat dinner. Du Yifei's mother didn't come to dinner either, I don't know if it was the events of the day that made her linger and what she ate was not delicious.

Du Yifei and I had a big meal accompanied by Su Shihong, and then went back to the living room to watch TV and chat.

Su Shihong is old, and he didn't talk for long before he went to rest, I originally planned to rest, but Du Yifei just didn't let me, so I had to talk again. As a result, we talked for a long time, and did not go to rest until ten o'clock in the evening.

When I got up the next morning, Du Yifei had already gotten up and was waiting for me in the living room. Seeing me coming down, Du Yifei immediately said, "Have you slept well?" We'll go out for breakfast in a while, you prepare it first, and after breakfast, you won't come back, go directly to your house. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Are you going to my house?" ”

Du Yifei nodded: "Actually, my parents have been to your house a long time ago, but you were not at home at that time." Now let's go again, one is a return visit, to your parents for the New Year. Second, I also want to visit your home. How's that, are you welcome? ”

I can only smile bitterly, how dare I say that I am not welcome: "Welcome." But you don't have to go, the weather is bad, there is a lot of snow on the road, the buses are not open, and it is not easy to drive by yourself, it is very dangerous. ”

Du Yifei glared and said loudly: "Of course I have to go, otherwise how would I know where you live, and how will I find you in the future?" ”

I remembered what Du Siqi said to me yesterday, and I was ruthless and said, "You know what the use of where I live? I'm going to school in a few days, and you're going to study abroad, and we'll have very few chances to meet in the future, so we don't need to know where I live. ”

Du Yifei looked at me as if he was in a daze. I continued, "Your father told me that you are going to study abroad. We'll really see each other in the future...... You should also prepare, always pack your belongings before you go abroad, and don't go to my house. ”

Du Yifei's eyes were red, she gritted her teeth and held back, not letting the tears flow. Hearing her say very sadly, "Is this your own meaning, or did my father force you to say it?" ”

I couldn't help frowning and took a deep breath: "I'll tell you the truth, I already have someone I like, so ...... Please don't do that, okay? ”

Du Yifei's tears finally flowed out, and she shouted almost hysterically: "I don't believe it, you lied to me!" I'm not going to give up, I'm going to catch you......" She cried so hard that she picked up something from the living room and threw it around, as if she was going crazy.

Du Yifei's voice quickly attracted Du Siqi and Mrs. Zhang, and they looked at Du Yifei, who was sad and crying, and they were all very helpless.

I didn't know what to do, I looked at Du Siqi, waiting for him to speak, but unfortunately he didn't seem to see my eyes and didn't speak at all.

Only Su Shihong whispered to me: "I'll send you out first, Miss will be fine for a while." By the way, if we still go to your house, how can I contact you? Leave me your home phone number. ”

I wrote my phone number to Su Shihong, and then followed Su Shihong out of Du Yifei's villa.

My motorcycle was still with the doorman, so I declined Su Shihong, who wanted to give me away, went to the doorman alone to pick up the car, and then rushed home.

This time, I completely Du Yifei, and I don't know if she will really go abroad to study. Otherwise, I'll see her at school in the future, and I'll be done.