Chapter 70: Love Sickness and Death

After eating a tasteless meal, Gu Zhou was still a little flustered, he wanted to see Mu Yu immediately to calm the uneasiness in his heart, but he hesitated, because he didn't know how to face Mu Yu, how to open his mouth when he saw Mu Yu? It was the first time he was so overwhelmed, even worse than when Luo Qingge had been poisoned - at that time, although he was anxious, he was still calm, and his thoughts were clear.

Only then did Gu Zhou realize that in the face of Mu Yu, he couldn't even stabilize his mind, he was too weak-hearted.

When Meng Zhiyuan put down the dishes and chopsticks, he suddenly looked at Master Wei and asked, "Brother Wei, how many pairs of dishes and chopsticks did you send to Qingge?" ”

The Wei trainer was stunned for a moment, and was silent for a moment before saying, "Just a pair of chopsticks." ”

There are three side dishes, the bowls are easy to say, and you can also use plates, but there is only a pair of chopsticks...... Isn't that, Yu Yu and Qingge can only share a pair of chopsticks? Wouldn't that be a little too intimate? Although they are not too particular about walking the rivers and lakes, they still share a pair of chopsticks......

After asking Meng Zhiyuan, he realized that he was asking one more question, no matter how many pairs of chopsticks he sent, it didn't matter, did he? Now Qingge may be even happier like this. So Meng Zhiyuan fell silent and silently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.

Wei Lian stood aside with his eyes down, not knowing what to think again, looking a little unpredictable, but he quickly raised his head and helped Meng Zhiyuan clean up together.

Gu Zhou was stunned.

I was stunned for a while, and a touch of disbelief appeared in my eyes - Yu Yu and Qingge? How can it be? How can it be! When he kept laughing and denying it in his heart, Gu Zhou couldn't figure out what the tingling in his heart was—was he afraid of losing Mu Yu? Or are you afraid that you won't be able to get rid of Qingge? Or is it both?

Although Gu Zhou didn't believe it anyway, he couldn't stop the doubt in his heart, and at the same time of doubt, the original panic in his heart multiplied, which only made him extremely uncomfortable, and a feeling of betrayal arose, which made him blame himself on the one hand, and constantly deny it on the other, but it couldn't stop the anger in his heart.

There is as much anger as there is rebuke.

The suppressed feelings were almost about to erupt, making Gu Zhou want to shout and scream frantically, to vent his endless anger that he didn't know where to go.

But he couldn't. Gu Zhou tried his best to appease his feelings, he had to get out of here, he wanted to be alone and quiet. Gu Zhou stood up, didn't look at the Wei Trainer and Meng Zhiyuan on the side, and said goodbye in a hurry, "Both, I remember that there is something important...... If you don't accompany you first, please take care of yourself. ”

After saying that, he left with messy steps, and his back felt like he was running away. The Wei trainer looked at Gu Zhou, and the corners of his mouth were hooked a little mockingly, only when he lost it, he would feel panic. Fortunately, he already understood this truth. Thinking about how much Mu Yu relied on Gu Zhou when he first arrived in the Medical Immortal Valley, he showed his preferential treatment to Gu Zhou all the time, even though he was treated coldly and blamed, he never complained; At this stage, when Mu Yu saw Gu Zhou, he always hesitated and didn't dare to speak, always hesitated and didn't dare to act, Gu Zhou didn't realize that freezing three feet was not a day's cold.

The more you want to recover, the more you want to hold on, and the faster you lose.

A person always has feelings, so a heart will always hurt.

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Gu Zhou walked aimlessly in the Medical Immortal Valley, the more his heart sank, the more cold and uncomfortable his heart became, the Medical Immortal Valley where he had lived since he was a child, and now that he walked, except for those few buildings, the other scenes were so unfamiliar...... Only then did Gu Zhou realize that the time he spent in the Medical Immortal Valley in a year was actually a handful, and how lonely he would be when he was alone here!

The pain of being eaten by ants came densely in his heart, Gu Zhou covered his chest and squatted down on the road, letting the pain sweep through his nerves and affect his limbs, the tall figure was a little curled, and his throat was as uncomfortable as blocking a red-hot charcoal fire, unable to speak, unable to breathe.

Under the twilight, the figure was indescribably sad and decadent.

It was he who abandoned the Valley of the Immortals and abandoned the depression.

It was the first time for Gu Zhou to realize this so clearly.

No, no, he can't be so depressed, although he is a bastard, he is still a member of the Medical Immortal Valley, and Yu Yu has not given up pursuing him. He still has room to redeem.

Gu Zhou stood up, let out a long sigh of relief, his heart became heavier, he turned his steps, went to Mu Yu's yard, sat on the swing chair he built for Mu Yu when he was a child, and smiled bitterly with a sour nose - he was really a spoiled child, there were so many warm memories of playing together and relying on each other when he was young, but it seemed to be so far away from a world, just like in his previous life.

How greedy he must have been to become what he is now.

His throat was a little choked, and he suddenly heard a sound from the courtyard door in his ears, Gu Zhou raised his head for the first time, his heart was extremely nervous, he knew that it was Mu Yu who came back.

Mu Yu entered the door and suddenly saw such a figure, he was startled and almost sprinkled a handful of poisonous powder, but after a closer look, it was Gu Zhou, Mu Yu took the things in his hand, stroked his chest and said, "Brother Zhou, why don't you say a word, you scared me." ”

Saying this, Mu Yu's tone did not change much, there was a feeling of tiredness, and there was no strength.

In the hazy darkness, neither of them could see each other's faces clearly, so Gu Zhou didn't know Mu Yu's cold eyes, and Mu Yu couldn't see Gu Zhou's guilty expression.

Gu Zhou didn't know how to open his mouth for a while, did he not care about Mu Yu for too long, so now he knew that Mu Yu might be tired, and he didn't even dare to say a word of concern. But Mu Yu didn't ignore him, it was finally good news, Gu Zhou breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but also became more anxious.

"Yu Yu ......" I don't know if I pondered for too long, Gu Zhou's voice had a trace of dryness, and there was another different feeling when he spoke, which seemed very real, as if it was full of a lot of emotions, Gu Zhou thought, since Wei Lian Shi said that Mu Yu cried, then he really hurt Mu Yu's heart today, Wei Lian has no reason and no need to lie. But since Mu Yu is still willing to talk to him, it means that Qingge must have said a lot of compromise words in it, otherwise Qingge would not have to deliberately take him away, Qingge is really gentle. Mu Yu is close to Qingge because of this, it should be the most appropriate to use Qingge to provoke the conversation. Gu Zhou hesitated for a moment before asking, "How is Qingge, is he okay?" ”

In the darkness, mockery flashed in Mu Yu's eyes. Mu Yu took out the fire fold for lighting the fire from his arms, stepped forward and lit the stone candlestick not far from the swing, and suddenly the courtyard was lit with a faint light, swaying to illuminate the surroundings.

Mu Yu turned his head to look at Gu Zhou and said, "Brother Zhou, don't worry, Brother Luo is weak now, there are no other problems, before the next heart attack, I will try to find a way to treat it, at least I will take care of Brother Luo's body...... Other than that, I don't have a particularly good way to do it now. I planted the blood Ganoderma lucidum on the mountain five years ago, I also went to see it two days ago, and it will be ripe in two days, Wen Bu is the best, I will go and pick it back then, Brother Luo will be fine. ”

Gu Zhou listened to Mu Yu's answer, and felt a little bitter in his heart. It was all his own doing, but in the ordinary opening remarks, Mu Yu answered so cautiously.

"Use the blood lingzhi ......" Gu Zhou hesitated, "That's not a gift from the master to you to learn the Luoying needle method, it has just grown up in five years, so you will use it...... Don't you feel distressed? Gu Zhou had an ominous premonition in his heart, the blood lingzhi grew to ten years is the best time, picking and drying and grinding powder, it has a wide range of uses and effects, and together with other precious medicinal materials, it can even make a medicine that can cure all poisons.

It is picked in five years, and it has no other effect except for replenishing the body.

How precious Yu Yu is This Lingzhi can be seen from the fact that he goes up the mountain every month to see it, as long as the conditions are put in the right place, there is no risk for the growth of the blood Lingzhi.

Now I simply said it for Luo Qingge.

"I'm distressed." Mu Yu said, "But it's useless to feel distressed, Brother Luo's situation is more important." Although the blood lingzhi is scarce, it is not only me, but Brother Luo has searched all the places, and there is only one. ”

Gu Zhou's heart was suffocated. Trying to endure the uncomfortable feeling, Jian yì said, "Now that Qingge is in a stable state, if you don't use Blood Lingzhi next time, this time you will rely on the medicinal materials in the pharmacy to support the past." I don't know how dangerous the situation will be next time. ”

Mu Yu laughed, "I thought Brother Zhou was distressed and wanted me to keep it." There is no difference between using it next time and using it this time, it doesn't matter. I already have a grasp of Brother Luo's situation, I have a way to give it a try, and Brother Luo has agreed. ”

"Yu Yu, tell me the plan, I want to take a look, if it's too risky, don't ......" Gu Zhou frowned, he didn't want it to be a very risky plan, otherwise it would not be good for Mu Yu or Qingge, but it would be easy to have accidents. He didn't want this to be Mu Yu's angry move. Gu Zhou also disagreed with Luo Qingge, how could Qingge indulge Mu Yu like this?

"I don't." Mu Yu looked at Gu Zhou, and there was a wound in his eyes.

Gu Zhou had a dreamlike feeling, and looked at Mu Yu in surprise, he never thought that Mu Yu would say the word "no" to him one day, and being rejected by Mu Yu was even more uncomfortable than he imagined.

"Don't dictate my treatment plan, or I'll die, you can see it however you like." Mu Yu said, "If you don't believe me, don't ask me for help in the first place, and don't hand Brother Luo into my hands." ”

Gu Zhou was speechless.

He also had nothing to say, his careful thinking was pierced fiercely, he was so despicable, on the one hand, he hoped that Mu Yu would do his best to cure Luo Qingge, but on the other hand, he was doubting Mu Yu, questioning his treatment plan, disliking his treatment methods, and belittling his treatment process.

Mu Yu walked towards the room, until he reached the door, raised his hand and was about to push the door in, Gu Zhou stopped Mu Yu, "Yu Yu!" ”

The distance of just a dozen steps made Gu Zhou feel that he was separated from Mu Yu by thousands of mountains and rivers before, he could no longer catch Mu Yu, and he was losing Mu Yu.

This realization made Gu Zhou feel painful, and almost subconsciously, he stopped Mu Yu.

Gu Zhou couldn't suppress the emotion in his heart, he looked at Mu Yu's back when he stopped, and with the last luck, he asked, "Yu Yu, are you kidding?" How could you not heal Qingge? Gu Zhou's voice became a little light, with a tentative taste, and some pretended to be light, "Yu Yu, aren't you, don't you like Qingge very much?" ”

Mu Yu turned his back to Gu Zhou, and his thin body shook, as if he was about to fall. Gu Zhou's heart was clenched, he took a step forward, but was nailed in place by Mu Yu's words later, Mu Yu smiled, there was a kind of relief in his voice, and a stubbornness with a crying tone, "Yes, I like Brother Luo." I'm going to marry him and be his wife. I will cure him at any cost, are you satisfied now? ”

Gu Zhou thundered like five thunders, "...... What did you say? ”

Mu Yu did not answer.

In Gu Zhou's eyes, not answering like this is a tacit acquiescence, Gu Zhou smiled, his eyes were dyed with cruelty, "Why did you marry him, depressed." Think about it, you can't go out of the Immortal Valley for the rest of your life, and Qing Ge is in the outside world, with his own home, other family members, and a good reputation, will he give up so many to stay with you in this isolated place until he decays? Are you dreaming? ”

Seeing Mu Yu's body swaying again with his words, as if he was about to fall down at any time, Gu Zhou did not have the pleasure he imagined, but the pain was like grinding ink, getting thicker and thicker, and he was about to force him to breathe.

"Even so, I'm willing to be his wife for a day." Mu Yu raised his voice and said tremblingly, "I like Brother Luo so much, he will indulge me, he will notice my love for the first time, he will make me happy, I just like ......"

"Nope! I don't allow it. Gu Zhou interrupted Mu Yu, he didn't want to listen to it anymore, he was afraid that he would go crazy! Why, why did the last thing he wanted happen, was it punishing him?!

Mu Yu straightened his back, "I regard you as my brother, my closest person." But don't want delusions to dominate my life, dominate my life! As long as Brother Luo is willing to marry me, even if it is one day, I will keep the feelings of this day, and I will not be lonely when I grow old and die alone in the valley! ”

"Senior brother, let's go, I don't want to see you now." After Mu Yu said this, he opened the door and entered the house, closed the door with his backhand, and separated himself and Gu Zhou in two worlds.

When Gu Zhou heard the salutation, it was like thunder, so that he could barely stand, and a buzzing sound sounded in his ears, making him feel like an iron nail into his brain, looking at the closed wooden door, Gu Zhou's heart was occupied by sudden pain, as if he couldn't feel his heart in zài.

Why? He obviously wanted to redeem it, why did it become like this? Gu Zhou looked at the sky, the dark sky, and the oppressive clouds oppressed, making him breathless. Gu Zhou wandered unconsciously, and walked outside Luo Qingge's room, the light in Luo Qingge's room was on, but he didn't want to go in.

Standing like this, Gu Zhouling stood with his body bent, at a loss, and stood for some reason.

After a while, Luo Qingge noticed the situation, stood up and felt a little dizzy, Luo Qingge stood for a while, laughing a little helplessly, Yu Yu said don't get up suddenly, otherwise he will be dizzy, how can he ...... Shaking his head, Luo Qingge looked at the figure printed on the door and window, walked over and opened the door.

When Gu Zhou heard the movement, he turned around and saw the gentle smile on Luo Qingge's lips, and he couldn't hold back the sadness gushing out of his heart anymore, and hugged Luo Qingge, who was hugging him, and muttered, "Qingge, Qingge, I only have you left." I'm only left with you......"

Luo Qingge's smile froze.

It's a big smell of alcohol. There was no way to talk to the drunk, Luo Qingge directly clicked on Gu Zhou's acupoint, and with all his might, he helped Gu Zhou to the bed, took his clothes, and prepared to go to the side room to sleep. Walked to the door and turned around, took the paper windmill at the bedside, and then went out of the house and closed the door and left the room.

He was the only one left...... No, he's not his. In this case, even if you are facing a drunk, you will not be able to accept it.