58 Nan Ke dreams, bleak loneliness

It was already evening when He Naixuan returned to the 606 dormitory after class, and there was English self-study tonight, and Jia also "scrupulously adhered to his duty" and went to Yiju Garden to check the operation of the friend network.

Recently, I have been a little unbearable, and I have to go to class every day, and I have to go to Airspeed Star Time and Space to check the operation of the Internet café, and I have to always pay attention to updating some content of the friend network.

When He Naixuan came back, there was only one person in the dormitory, and Jiang Dongyu was chatting with the laptop he bought not long ago. He leaned over and saw that Jiang Dongyu was chatting with a netizen named **Xiao**.

"Hi handsome, do you need service?"

"Oh? What's the service! ”

"Three hundred in the middle of the night, five hundred in the night, all services are available, you are satisfied!"

"What kind of ones?"

"Young women, innocent college students, and glamorous girls, what kind of handsome guys need?"

"Do you really have any services?"

"yes, yes!"

"Let's have a college student!"

"I didn't expect you to like this, no problem!"

"I just happened to have an extracurricular analysis of the study of "Dream of Red Mansions" that I didn't write, so I took care of a college student to write it, remember, it's beautiful, and it doesn't bother ...... eyes."

“……”

If He Naixuan drinks water now, I'm afraid he will squirt out in one gulp, Jiangdongyu This guy is too depraved, so he has to find someone to save him.

"Fun, right?"

Jiang Dongyu smiled, clicked on a dialog box and started chatting, He Naixuan ignored him, turned around and walked to the side, picked up the water cup and began to drink water.

However, he felt that something was wrong, Jiangdong didn't bring glasses today! He Naixuan pointed to the glasses on the table and said, "What do you mean?" Aren't you nearsighted? ”

"Who said I was short-sighted?" Jiang Dongyu looked up and asked.

He Naixuan asked rhetorically: "Then why are you wearing glasses?" ”

"This flat mirror!"

"Minato!"

Sure enough, it's a well-dressed beast, so you have to pretend to be Sven. He Naixuan rolled his eyes and didn't want money, lying on his bed and feeling extremely comfortable.

It has been five days since the competition in the Internet café, and the results of the competition that day were really good, and the popularity of the entire Internet café has started a lot.

The only bad thing is Mi Ke, Guo Jing, and Moon, they lost and took the second place. Only took the prize of seven hundred, and there was no Viper Mouse. It is said that in the National University Star League, the best result of the Medical University in this division is to enter the top 32, while the best result of Jinda is just out of the group stage of the division. It's impossible to think about losing, the gap is a bit big. Otherwise, how could He Naixuan sweep Moon and them in the first place, and of course, there is also the reason why He Naixuan participated in the WCG Interstellar Qualifiers.

Originally, He Naixuan thought that he would have a chance to get close to Mi Ke, but after Mi Ke thanked him that day, he distanced himself. The day before yesterday, he watched Mi Ke enter the dormitory, and cheekily called Mi Ke, but who knew that the answer he got was that Mi Ke was not in the bedroom.

Well, he is a little self-inflicted, He Naixuan is very unhappy, tomorrow is the weekend, he turned off his mobile phone fiercely, and then prepared to sleep in the middle of the day.

The people in the dormitory don't know where to go, and it's really in response to that sentence, the people in the dormitory will only appear together at the beginning of the school year, the beginning of the school or some group activities. On weekdays, it's hard to get together.

Except for Jiangdong Yu Jia Ye, He Naixuan knows what the two of them do every day, and the others don't know much. However, it is said that Liang Yu is communicating popularity, and the student union is ready to recruit people.

He must not have been able to sleep well in the bedroom, so he decided to go back to Yijuyuan to sleep, he likes a quieter environment.

Back in Yijuyuan, Jia has also left, probably back to the bedroom, and the two of them didn't meet on the road. I thought I would be able to fall asleep immediately, but He Naixuan suddenly became a little scared when he saw the computer in front of him carrying the friend network in the book. Afraid of what?

The wind is strong and wants to destroy the forest! The heart is like water, but there is no ambition! The heart is like flowing water, but it is not without great ambitions! One is ordinary for inaction, and the other is for doing nothing but achieving nothing!

He Naixuan is now lonely, and there is still a choice. He suddenly felt that all of this was unreal, as if he would lose it all in an instant.

Lonely? Does it mean that there is no one to accompany you?

The Buddha said: When you enter the Buddha gate, you will be cut off from the red dust.

Buddha's words: quit your relatives and become a monk, know your heart and reach the original, and solve the law.

Solving loneliness, turning it into the Dharma, turning it into a Buddha fruit, such a thing, the poetic style can't do it, and it can't do it.

He is just a cheater in life, and the unknown power allows him to be reborn in the world, or fight in another time and space, this is all fate!

For the Fa, there is nothing to gain inside, nothing to ask for outside, no heart is tied to the Tao and no completion, there is no thought, no action, no cultivation, no proof,

Shave off your hair and make it a sand door. Those who have received the Dao Dharma, who have passed away, begged for money, ate once a day, and spent the night under the tree, be careful not to do it again! He who makes fools is also love and lust.

The reason why He Naixuan can speak of this body is not that he wants to become a monk or see through the world.

Instead, he must turn himself into red dust, no matter how close he is to the people of this time and space, whether it is He Dad, He Ma, Mi Ke, or Jia Ye in the 606 dormitory, Jiangdong They can't get rid of He Naixuan's loneliness and loneliness.

Because, He Naixuan is not a person from this time and space, his essence and soul are destined not to belong to this time and space.

Indifferent? Disregard?

That's impossible! He Naixuan's heart was destined to be indifferent from the moment he cheated and became a reborn.

Lonely?

Lonely!

Want to go back?

Don't want to!

He Naixuan's mood suddenly became a little chaotic, he began to lose confidence, and loneliness made him terrible. He was afraid that one day he would suddenly wake up and find that everything now was just a dream, a dream of Nanke.

Nan Ke is a dream! Nan Ke has a dream, describing a big dream, or a metaphor for empty joy. It is often used as an allusion to impermanence.

He Naixuan really couldn't believe it, everything he did was really a dream, if he suddenly woke up one day and found that flying alone was still the miserable situation of the previous life, would he go crazy? As in the previous life, there was a movie called "Charlotte's Troubles", where the protagonist discovers that the end is a dream. In the end, there was nothing left, and all that I had gained was gone.

Afraid?

Fear!

If he is not afraid, He Naixuan will not believe in Buddhism, and often go to the temple to pray for blessings and burn incense.

Now that everything has been left behind by He Naixuan, all he has to do is to meditate!

If you don't have meditation, you can't do anything, if you don't do anything, don't do it in this life!

The choice He Naixuan faces is also very important, but the premise of everything is to solve his loneliness first.

If it is solved, it can be solved by choice.

If there is no solution, choose not to!

He Naixuan actually didn't know that his current behavior was very terrifying. His brain had already begun to spin rapidly, and his mind was highly concentrated. In the bottom of his heart, he has already hinted that if it can't be solved, everything will be empty!

Once He Naixuan can't get his own answer, he will become an idiot! The impact of the brain will make him lose all the ability to think.

Thinking about what?

How do you do it yourself? What the hell is this a dream? Or is it another plane? Or is it real?

He Naixuan is really lonely, if there is a person who is born again now, talking to him, and he says everything in his heart, then everything is not so troublesome.

The point is who is the reborn?

In addition to He Naixuan, will there be anyone?

Isn't it ridiculous to say such words as rebirth? It's okay to be regarded as a madman, but it would be miserable to be caught in a special department!

He Naixuan suddenly felt tired lying on the computer desk! So if you don't want to do anything more, you're lonely.

Close your eyes and meditate, but you can't get results.

He Naixuan picked up the teacup and sat aside, and opened a book on the side, "Tao Te Ching", on weekdays, He Naixuan would always open it and read it seriously when he was upset.

Everyone is bustling, such as enjoying the prison, like spring on stage. I am alone, and it is not a sign, chaotic, like a baby who is not a child, riding and riding, if there is no home.

The meaning of this phrase is that the people are so happy that they are going to participate. The banquet is like taking the stage in spring to look at the beautiful scenery. And I was alone, calm and indifferent. Chaos and chaos, like a baby who does not laugh and is tired and idle.........

Am I alone?

What does He Naixuan seem to have caught?

A dream of Nanke? Indifferent!

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