Chapter 97: Panic

What is there in this world that can't say pain than the heart-wrenching last words of your beloved, and you can't say a word of rebuttal or comfort? Zhong Liwu's vision was blurred by tears, the last days brought him the most painful memories for the first time, revealing its cruelest side to Zhong Liwu, only after experiencing the most pain, people will grow.

Presumably, in the future, Zhong Liwu will become more mature, his own affairs will always pass, and this infatuation will soon be diluted. After only taking a breath, Josh tilted his body and glanced at Zhong Zizhen deeply, "Zhong Zizhen...... I'm sorry. ”

Josh's initial and final wish, the starting point of all the obsession confusion, finally dissipated with a bang after he apologized with his life.

Zhong Zizhen was nailed to the ground by that glance, as if he was hallucinating, although his face was as usual, his hands trembled, and he came close to break Josh's mouth, the back molars were clenched, angina pectoris made his internal organs hurt, his brain was like being gouged out with a spoon, and there were bursts of flowers in front of him, just when Zhong Zizhen thought he was going to die in pain, a stream of clear water suddenly burst out from his fingers and poured into Josh's mouth.

Only then did Zhong Zizhen feel that the colic in his heart was a little better.

Covering his chest, Zhong Zizhen knelt in front of Josh, hung his head and laughed lowly, laughing and laughing, tears fell from his eyes, he finally understood the strange feeling, he finally understood, haha-hahaha-haha-after that apologetic deep look, that heavy apology!

Originally! It turns out that Josh is too! He had been waiting, waiting for the moment of death!

Zhong Zizhen clenched his palm into a fist and hit the bottom of the steel plate hard, and a deep pain came from his finger bones, reminding him of his amusement - if Josh is like this, what is his behavior along the way?! Josh! Don't think that this is the way to escape! Don't think you can die!

***

Zhong Zizhen fainted, before fainting, he heard Zhong Liwu's uncontrollable cry, fool, what is there to cry about, Josh will not die, Lingquan excludes the zombie virus and repairs the wound, since Josh will not die, he will not become a zombie, silly child.

With a strange smile, when he "died", Josh cried loudly; When Josh "dies", so does the detachment. Zhong Zizhen thought to himself, he can finally face this problem, and he no longer cares about this matter, no matter what kind of person Josh is, he is already a village, and he doesn't need to mind all the things of yesterday.

Zhong Liwu looked at Josh's sliding hand, with a slight relieved smile on his lips, no longer the slightest heaving chest, without arousing a trace of air flow breath, both brothers were unconscious and lay on the ground, leaving him alone, facing this heart-wrenching scene.

"Josh ......" Zhong Liwu whimpered, reaching out to touch Josh's cheek, cold and piercing, losing his breath only in the blink of an eye, it became so cold, Zhong Limo knelt beside Josh, brushed the hair on Josh's cheeks, revealing Josh's pale and small face, burning tears dropped on Josh's face, down the cheeks like white jade, Zhong Limo's shoulders trembled, digging Josh out of the quilt, "Josh ......"

He once sighed that the end of the world gave him the opportunity to have the confidence to confess Josh, but now it is just irony at first glance, if he knew that this last world would eventually take this person's life, then he would rather he never like it, at this time, it would not be so painful.

Zhong Liwu held Josh in his arms.

The wound on his back healed. The tentacles are smooth and delicate feeling, what did my brother feed Josh, Zhong Liwu already felt that Zhong Zizhen had a secret, it must be something magical, it has a magical effect, Zhong Liwu hugged Josh, no matter how good the wound recovered, it could no longer make this body have a little more temperature.

He's dead.

He's dead! Already, never to see again!

A familiar voice came from behind the "Liwu ......", it was Du Yiming, Zhong Liwu did not look back, nor did he answer, but buried his head deep in Josh's neck, and from time to time water droplets fell on Josh's □□'s back.

Du Yiming drank so much spiritual spring water, and his ability was overdraft and extreme upgrade, he would not have woken up so early, but even if he was dizzy, he woke up early in a hurry, and as soon as he woke up, his heart was Josh, and when he got up, he saw Zhong Li's back, Xiao Suo was so powerful, he held Josh in his arms and crossed his neck.

Josh put his hands on Zhong Li's shoulders, hanging down, his arms were like white jade, and his five fingers were peeled onion roots, and he didn't seem to be infected, and the injuries caused by fourth-level zombies would completely turn into zombies in half a day. Finally a little easier, Du Yiming thought, maybe it was Josh's ability that cured himself - in this case, Josh's ability should be even more careful not to be exposed. Du Yiming took a step forward, her vision became clearer, and some bad premonitions welled up in her heart, what happened to Josh - her head hung so weakly?

What's wrong with the divorce? Why are you acting so weird?

Du Yiming's heart was beating so fast, he felt that his heart was about to jump out of his chest, his fingers were so tight because of love that he couldn't even bend his knuckles in pain, Du Yiming walked behind Zhong Limo, looked condescendingly at Zhong Liwu's Josh who was hugging him, and also saw Zhong Liwu's unbearable tears.

Suddenly, Du Yiming only felt a boom, and she was a little unsteady on her feet.

"Nozomi?" Du Yiming slowly squatted down, the slow movement was weird, as if his body was made of stone, just a squatting action, as if he wanted to use all his strength, and finally his eyes were level with Josh's head, Du Yiming's voice was empty and ethereal, light as a feather, I don't know if he was afraid of frightening Josh, or frightening himself, "Xiaoxi? ”

Stretching out his hand, Du Yiming held Josh's face, the temperature of the tentacles made him stunned, his fingers trembled, and he pulled away the hair that Josh was blocking his face, seeing the closed eyes and the relieved smile, Du Yiming's face was distorted for a moment, and his whole face was covered with terrible green tendons, as if he had fallen into some delusion for a moment.

He's dead? How could it be...... Dead again? He didn't have time...... Again! Again! Again! Lost him! A silver light appeared in Du Yiming's dark eyes, lost again, lost again! Why? Why! Even, he hasn't come before to tell Josh that he loves him!

Around Du Yiming, there seemed to be something gathered in the air and it became extremely dangerous, Shi Yang only looked in the front mirror for a moment, and was frightened by the pair of silver eyes and screamed, "Brother Yiming!" ”

The sharp scream woke Du Yiming up, the silver light disappeared at once, all the power in the air disappeared, Zhong Liwu also turned around and sniffed, "Josh said, he yearns for freedom and wants to travel on the sea......" said, and finally shed tears again, and said, "Brother Yiming, Josh said ......"

"Shh Du Yiming blocked Zhong Liwu's remaining words, took Josh from Zhong Limo's hand, checked Josh's wound, and found that there was no trace of damage, so he let out a long sigh of relief, hugged Josh tightly in his arms, lowered his head, put his lips on Josh's forehead, and then put his forehead on Josh's forehead, and closed his eyes deeply.

Just now, something appeared in his mind that made him understand the meaning of "again", but he felt that it was not that simple.

What is extra in my mind is the affairs of another world, I understand Zhong Zizhen's defense of Josh, understand Josh's attitude towards them, understand Josh's wishes, and understand ...... The pain of having to live. Josh cherishes life and must not want him to die.

Du Yiming closed his eyes, but he always felt that there was something else, and it shouldn't be so simple. He seemed to have forgotten something most important.

Zhong Li looked at them in a daze, and couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in his heart.

***

When Zhong Zizhen woke up, he was already at the base, and there was a somewhat haggard Zhong Liwu beside him, Zhong Zizhen stood up, Zhong Lizhen reacted, and immediately gave him a glass of water and walked out, without saying a word, it was difficult to hide his sadness.

After being stunned for a moment, Zhong Zizhen thought, it shouldn't be, Josh is fine, this kid looks like this...... was a little uneasy in his heart, Zhong Zizhen didn't care about drinking water, he really wanted to call someone, so he saw Du Yiming coming over, he was also silent, handed him some things and walked out.

Zhong Zizhen looked at the things in his hand.

This is the torn paper from the notebook, folded three times to look very neat, his name is written on the front, it is Josh's words, beautiful and clean words, and the corners are also very clean, Zhong Zizhen thought, could it be that Josh's kid did not die, but ran away from home and left a letter? Zhong Zizhen wanted to laugh a little, but he couldn't, his face was heavy, and he wanted to press a big stone in his heart, and the paper in his hand was as heavy as a thousand pounds.

[Brother Zizhen, please forgive me for calling you like this, it is estimated that it will be the last time.

By the time you read this letter, I'm no longer at the base.

A qiē is causal. I didn't really understand this until now.

Do you remember the first time I saw you? Next to my university fountain, at that time, I fell on the ground, fell hard, I am not a careless person, I have never fallen on the ground, it is not that I am careless, in fact, at that time, my mind seemed to be suddenly stuffed into a lot of things, some pictures flashed, and in there, it seemed that there was you. My brain could no longer coordinate my body, so I fell badly.

After that, I tried to understand what that mass was, but none of them succeeded.

Until that day. The day I first saw the zombies, I had a dream that night, a very strange dream, there were you, me, and Ambiguity in the dream, the three of us together, but also to escape this terrible end times, but all the way to B City, encountered a lot of difficulties, we overcame it, you have the ability, metal, Zhong Liwu also has later, there is still space. All was good until—I saw that I had awakened an ability, a very terrifying ability—to heal.

Not only will they heal their own injuries spontaneously, but they can also heal the injuries of others through guò一qiē □□ contact. I'm so scared. Then the dream woke up, and I began to comfort myself that it was just a dream, and what happened in reality also comforted me that it couldn't be true.

Until the facts in the dream came true one by one, I was still running away, until that day, when I met a very powerful zombie, my eyes changed, Zhong Liwu was injured, you asked me if I was injured, I was afraid to die when I saw it - the injury on my arm was actually healed.

At night I dreamed again.

This dream is even more terrifying, I killed Zhong Liwu, because he discovered my ability, I was afraid that he would accidentally leak his mouth, and then he was threatened by Qiao Quan and killed you and Brother Yiming.

The reason why I was able to successfully kill Zhong Lifu was because he liked me very much in his dreams. It's okay to call it love. So I asked him the next day, and he answered me seriously, his pure and passionate love was exactly the same as in his dream, and he calmly went to death. Finally made me realize that this is not a nightmare, this is real.

Because my mentality, in the beginning, was no different from the dream me.

But dreams are different from reality, and this qiē has a different starting point - it is all in you. So I guessed that you also have those memories, let me call him a past life, so it all makes sense.

When I first joined your team, I knew you were on the lookout for me, even though I didn't care at first. After I realized it, I started to try, I killed you, the sin is great, and I want forgiveness.

I know I don't deserve or get your forgiveness.

But I still want to say to you - I'm sorry. Take me to convey it to Zhong Liwu, thank him, it was he who saved me and gave me salvation, thank him for loving me. I still don't love him.

I hope you didn't see this letter at the time. But if you see it, it must be, I've been liberated, I'm happy, days with you.

-- Josh on. 】

Zhong Zizhen's hands trembled, and he fell to the ground with a bang, and big tears finally fell to the ground.