What it's like to die.

It is like a drop of water falling silently into the sea, and it is silent and can no longer be found.

Jin Jidong has always been a very naïve person, and he also thinks he is quite brainless.

I only know that I am blindly impulsive, and I blindly do what I want.

Because no one has ever told him what is not okay, and no one has ever told him, it turns out that there are some things that he can't get, which is completely opposite to Jin Jiyan, he is naïve and terrible, unscrupulously trampling people under his feet, he knows good and evil, he knows that he is evil, he knows that no one will stop him.

So that's okay, right?

Because it has been blindly indulged for a long time, these are irrelevant and irrelevant, and they should not be taken into account.

All of this is very much in line with Jin Jiyan's meaning, so he also likes this well-behaved younger brother, he just needs to be well-behaved and find trouble.

"I'll tell you why when you're mature."

He can always recall Han Fang's look when he said that, indifferent, disdainful, and so cold, but it is also fascinating, there seems to be a kind of magic in his body, which can attract moths to the fire and want to get close to him.

It's just that he always likes to push away people who are close to him.

This realization made Jin Jidong annoyed and regretted that the way he met with Han Fang was too bad, and he would fight when he didn't say a word, and as soon as he remembered that picture, he touched his face with palpitations, and seemed to be able to feel the feeling of Han Fang's feet stepping on his face.

If time could come back, he hoped that Han Fang would be able to attack him lightly.

…… It seems a little crooked.

If he grows up, Han Fang should look at him more.

With this kind of thought, Jin Jidong wanted to work hard to make himself better, but he had always been pampered and simple, and even Jin Jiyan couldn't see through his malice, how could he see through the rest, like an ignorant child, who thought he could walk and was already very happy, but only to find that some people could run and jump.

His persistence stems from a person's name.

Jin Youwei obviously liked his spirit of striving for progress, and made a wrong lifelong decision, leaving him to Jin Jiyan to manage, hoping that their brothers would develop the family together, but in fact, on the first day that Jin Jidong arrived, he saw Han Fang, and at that moment all his thoughts were thrown away in front of this person.

He still doesn't know how to be mature.

Jin Jidong didn't know if he knew that this question was also mature in another sense, Han Fang didn't like him if he didn't like him, he thought so, but why was the other party in Jin Jiyan's house?

Jin Jiyan's attitude was ambiguous, and he even settled him directly in another place, should he thank his brother, at least remember him.

Jin Jiyan just treated his younger brother as a pet.

If you are well-behaved, then give more good rewards.

Disobedient, he doesn't need to be disobedient, and he will still make trouble.

Jin Jidong and Han Fang are the same as that simple brain circuit, his birthday is coming, probably just a few days, he didn't come to the UK at home, then he held a party in the UK, anyway, it was not undone before, Jin Jiyan would help him do it with a smile every time, Jin Jidong didn't need to worry, he just needed to have fun.

But now he made a request to Jin Jiyan, that is, to bring Han Fang over, unexpectedly, the other party agreed so happily.

Jin Jiyan has always counted when he speaks, so he said that he would bring it, so he would definitely bring people.

Jin Jidong thought so.

I started looking forward to his birthday.

He didn't know what was waiting for him, he only knew that he hadn't seen Han Fang for a long time, and even the other party hadn't opened his eyes to see him by chance last time, Jin Jidong's heart was a little lost and slightly satisfied at the same time.

The puzzle was dismantled, and in front of Han Fang was a piece of puzzle that was pieced together, and he was still holding a small piece in his hand, and he was a little hesitant at the moment and didn't know where An was, although it was just a very simple puzzle, but it was too big, and when it was all disassembled and piled up, Han Fang knew where the difficulty was.

…… Too many, too many people are dazzled.

Jin Jiyan was studying the recipe, and Han Fang deliberately found something for him to do in order not to annoy him, otherwise according to the other party's attitude of taking him to bed so much......

Han Fang suspected that he would die sooner or later.

Jin Jiyan looked at it for a while, and used his high IQ to understand how many grams of salt and how much monosodium glutamate were put on it...... In the end, he failed to understand, put down the recipe and turned his head to look at Han Fang, the other party was equivalent to being placed under house arrest by him, which they knew by heart, Han Fang also consciously didn't mention it, just looked like he was bored in life, and then he didn't know where to rediscover this puzzle, so he simply stayed in the living room and played while playing on the TV.

Jin Jiyan looked at him embarrassed, put the book aside, and then leaned over to look at it, Han Fang unconsciously sent him away: "Where is the pudding I want?" ”

"It's freezing in the refrigerator, and I'll be frozen later."

“……”

If he couldn't leave, Han Fang shut up and ignored Jin Jiyan intently.

The other party is very good, automatically help him put it together, Han Fang's entangled Jin Jiyan for ten minutes can get it done in three minutes, and then Han Fang simply put the puzzle and watched him put it together, without Han Fang's participation, Jin Jiyan's enthusiasm also began to decrease, holding a piece of the puzzle to see the pattern on it, he stopped, raised his eyes to look at Han Fang, "Ah Fang." ”

Han Fang, "I've told you a few times, don't call me, you want to call me with a surname, you always make me feel ill-intentioned." ”

"I had a bad plot against you." Jin Jiyan smiled indifferently, and reached out to hand over the puzzle piece, "Look." ”

Han Fang saw that it was a diamond ring.

"I think we'll buy one when we want." Jin Jiyan said the word 'we' so naturally, as if they were very close to each other.

But Han Fang's expression was obviously wrong.

He looked at the ring with an uncertain expression, and saw that Jin Jiyan was a little puzzled, and then the other party said slowly, "Take it away, do you know what a psychological shadow is?" Stimulate me to try again. ”

Jin Jiyan: "......"

He really took it away and went on with the puzzle.

Han Fang still looked bored, but a sentence suddenly came from his ear, "Let's go to a place together at night." ”

Jin Jiyan said, "Jin Jidong's birthday dinner." ”

He is talking about Jin Jidong, not Jidong.

Han Fang didn't notice this detail, maybe he didn't care about it, he turned around in his heart and left it behind, he was silent for a moment, and replied softly, "Okay." ”

Jin Jiyan looked at Han Fang sideways, and couldn't help but reach out and touch his hair, it was as soft as expected, comfortable so that he didn't want to take his hand away, Han Fang's neck still had kiss marks, looking at it made him feel unusually satisfied in his heart, but he found that Han Fang adapted to all this too quickly, and there was almost no transition, so he accepted all this logically.

Han Fang didn't know what Jin Jiyan was thinking.

He can only say that Qiao Yu has helped him a lot in a sense, such as exercising his psychological endurance and teaching him what it means to wait for an opportunity.

In fact, luck can still help a person in some ways.

Han was relieved to think about it, and suddenly found that Jin Jiyan looked at him again, and he smiled casually at the latter, "If you look at me again, I will beat you." ”

His tone was also like this, which made Jin Jiyan want to kiss a little helplessly.

His eyes also carried a kind of helpless pampering and wordless connivance, which made Han Fang a little disgusted.

Tut.

He can only give up on himself, thinking that he is not the one who is being fucked anyway.

Jin Jiyan's care is meticulous, just like the monitor at home, when Han Fang stops and is active, he is quiet and extremely cute, but that is only on the surface, he can choke people as much as he wants, and his mouth is also powerful when he is in a bad mood.

If Jin Jiyan racked his brains to please him and praise him, Han Fang replied with a smile: "Yes, Qiao Yu also said so." ”

Jin Jiyan looked at the slightly cold look in his eyes, closed his mouth, and went to the corner to digest his feelings of being recognized.

Qiao Yu is a thorn buried deep in Jin Jiyan's heart, and he always has to be taken out by Han Fang from time to time to respond to the diaphragm a few times, and if he doesn't, he will not be honest.

Jin Jiyan's heart is resentful.

Sooner or later, he will scare Qiao Yu one day.

When the diaphragm arrived, Young Master Jin could only think silently.

Jin Jidong's birthday was in the hotel, and the scheduled time was eight o'clock in the evening, but it was already very late when they went out, almost half past eight, Jin Jiyan smiled indifferently, "It's okay." ”

Han was relieved to laugh, and he vaguely thought of a question.

Jin Jiyan has never been a person who will be late.

Eight o'clock in the evening.

Jin Jidong consciously packed himself from top to bottom to be able to go out to meet people, today is his birthday, there is a rose in the pocket of his jacket, bright and dripping, blooming very beautifully, holding it in his hand and looking down and sniffing, it seems that he can still smell the fragrance between his nose, he smells the flowers and thinks about people's eyebrows and eyes unconsciously softened.

I can see Han Fang today.

Jin Jidong's footsteps were a little excited, he directly picked up the car key and drove to the destination, his thoughts along the way were quite scattered, thinking about when Jin Jiyan would arrive, and thinking about whether they would have arrived, the speed of the car was unstable from fast to slow, and when he passed the corner, he was still thinking about Han Fang absentmindedly, he always felt that he was no longer a liking for Han Fang, but a pure obsession.

He wanted to see him now, and that desire had never been stronger.

He drove the car, a large truck came in front of him, he was immersed in front of him wholeheartedly, did not notice the truck deliberately turning towards him, and when he realized, it was the headlights that suddenly turned in front of him, stabbing his eyes subconsciously narrowed, and the hands controlling the steering wheel were a little unstable and swaying.

He could have dodged it.

But he was horrified to realize one thing, there was a problem with his car, he couldn't avoid it, he could only passively greet it.

Why.

Jin Jidong's world was left with only such a rhetorical question, his eyes were a little sour and wanted to cry, his surroundings seemed to have lost his voice, in fact, he was ringing in his ears, and something seemed to appear in front of his eyes.

It's not the face he thinks about.

When will this accident be discovered?

Jin Jidong didn't know, he felt that fate had played a joke on him, so he twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, his surroundings seemed to be in ruins, he closed his eyes tiredly and felt that the blood was flowing, but he laboriously raised his hand to take off the rose in his jacket pocket and brought it to his eyes, his hands were trembling, and his appearance was embarrassed.

He bowed his head and kissed the rose.

Even if you're not rare, I'm sorry I didn't get my heart into your hands.

Jin Jidong died on his birthday.

He still couldn't see the man he wanted to see.