Photo. Carefully rubbing only with your eyes, even with your fingers for fear of damage, what a precious photo it should be. The person on the photo, Xia Fan doesn't need to look at it to know who it is, the facts are already in front of him, it can never be him, when facing him, Winston is still a reliable man, not smiling, like many men in families, he doesn't love his spouse, but he can also take responsibility - probably Winston is like this now, and that's all.

In the same bed and different dreams, Xia Fan never dreamed that his relationship with Winston would become like this.

The next day, Winston was unusual, he still got up early to read the newspaper, and he just glanced away from the news of the bamboo basket, and at night Xia Fan paid attention, he pretended to be asleep, Winston really got up and went to the video room, but this time there was no gap in the door, and he no longer had the possibility of snooping.

It must have been, that he had slept too late the night before, making Winston so anxious that he didn't pull the curtains to death.

The people Winston really loves are all bamboo hoops. Such a fact did not make Xia Fan painful, for a while, he even wanted to stop remaining silent, and simply quarreled with Winston, questioning him and scolding him, and also thought in his heart, why is the bamboo basket so ghostly, since he is leaving, why not be thorough, and from time to time, he appears in front of them glamorously.

During that period of time, Xia Fan felt that he was about to go crazy, complaining about the sky, and even began to hate, he didn't know who he hated, anyway, there was a resentment in his heart, no one had to sue, but there was nowhere to go. Eventually, he went into the video room on an afternoon when Winston was out of the house, and didn't check how many bamboo baskets Winston had hidden, and if Winston wanted to hide it, he knew he couldn't find it.

He just connected to the Internet and found his favorite music website, and the name of Zhu Zhen was at the top of the list, and he clicked on it and chose a song that seemed to fit his mood very well, called "Shackles". But again, before the lyrics and songs were finished, he was already in tears, and he threw himself on the table and cried. At that moment, the face of the bamboo basket appeared in front of his eyes, what was wrong with him, so that he would complain about the bamboo basket who was completely victimized today when he discovered the facts?

Has he become, doesn't even know himself? Xia Fan suddenly looked back and found that his former self was standing at the crossroads of fate, looking at himself with a smile.

Xia Fan finally cleaned up all his feelings, and looked at the entanglement between him and Winston and Bamboo Basket from an objective point of view, only to find that the truth was cheap long before everything happened, Winston loved Bamboo Basket, but because of his arrogance and prejudice against mermaids in his heart, he didn't want to, and he didn't want to admit it. His own ideal partner is almost worlds different from the bamboo basket, he uses those to ask for the bamboo basket, and then finds that the bamboo basket can't do it at all, so he doubts himself, and the love that has not had time to be recognized is buried in the deepest and deepest part of Winston's heart, and it will not see the light of day.

And himself, who appeared in Winston's life at that time, experienced many things with Winston, which was in line with Winston's imagination of his partner, so he produced a "love" that even Winston himself had deceived him, and this false love finally surfaced after many years, but everything was irretrievable.

Winston married him, had a family, and had offspring, and on the bamboo basket's side, there was also news that Iris was in love with him, and everything was settled.

Xia Fan didn't know if Winston had found that his feelings for the bamboo basket were not simply guilty, but Winston's choice was already clear to him, Xia Fan didn't know how much perseverance Winston used to behave as usual in front of him, it must be ten thousand times more torturous than him.

A man who does hateful things will inevitably end up being sad and pitiful. Xia Fan respects Winston's choice, he shares the sin of betraying the bamboo hoop with Winston, but he can't share the rest, Winston will be tortured to the moment of death, Xia Fan doesn't know, but Xia Fan can't bear it, he can't bear to let Winston alone, and in the end he ends up alone, and - even if he knows this, his feelings for Winston have not changed, even if there is only a glimmer of possibility, he has to fight for it, isn't it.

Just like the man in front of him, he has created many miracles in the midst of many impossibilities, why, can't he fight for himself a little more, and write a miracle for himself.

Xia Fan followed the bamboo basket, thinking about it in his mind, until he arrived in the room, the bamboo basket stretched out his hand to invite him to take a seat, he sat on the sofa beside the bamboo basket, grabbed a glass of water on the table, his slender fingers grasped the cup, the knuckles were a little white, and the water in the cup trembled slightly.

The bamboo hoop did not urge, but just faintly, waiting for Xia Fan's action.

The slightly cool water sprinkled on the back of his hand, startled Xia Fan, he raised his hand and took a sip of water, put down the cup and took a long breath, finally stood up, looked at the bamboo hoop and bent down deeply, his voice was a little hoarse, but very solemn and serious, "Bamboo hoop, I'm sorry!" Really, I'm sorry to be so late for so many years. ”

Whether you accept it or not, whether you forgive it or not, this sentence of sorry is something I really owe you. I don't say it so that I can free myself, nor do I ask for your forgiveness, but I confess my mistakes to you, too...... You should have received it. Xia Fan lowered his bow and bent deeply, the bamboo hoop was impartial, and he also endured his bow.

Although he didn't express his attitude towards Xia Fan, people should have their own perseverance, Xia Fan is indeed sorry for him, he can afford this ceremony, Zhu Zhen thought, if he avoids it, it is a caring gesture, which will make Xia Fan even more uncomfortable. Since he was so arrogant when he left, he doesn't have to act like a matter now.

The people who are really trapped in the past are now the only ones left in the drive.

Xia Fan lowered his head in front of the bamboo hoop, bent deeply, and continued until he felt that the apology in his heart was conveyed, and then he straightened up, "Excuse me, I'll ...... first"

As he spoke, he turned around and prepared to leave. The bamboo basket did not speak, did not say forgiveness, and of course there would never be a little ugly face, because ...... That's a bamboo hoop, he has experienced so much, and with his unique gentleness, he has healed many people in this empire, and perhaps among them, there are stubborn mermaids who suppress the insistents. had expected it, and he had already said that he was not here to ask for forgiveness, even if Zhu Zheng said forgiveness, it was impossible for things to go back to before nothing happened.

There are some things that can never be undone.

Just like Winston's choice, and like his choice, there is a bamboo basket in front of him.

"Xia Fan, do you love Winston?" The bamboo basket took Xia Fan's hand before Xia Fan left.

Xia Fan turned around in surprise, he, he thought that Zhu Zhen disdained to talk to him...... Reflecting on the bamboo basket's question, Xia Fan was a little stunned, then showed a smile and nodded, "Yes." I love him. ”

"Really? You didn't answer right away. Zhu Zhen raised his eyes and looked at Xia Fan, "Have you deceived yourself?" Every day is to imply that you love him, don't covet superficial harmony and make yourself miserable. ”

"You-" Xia Fan opened his eyes wide, looked at the bamboo hoop in disbelief, and suddenly felt that there was nothing strange, probably his relationship with Winston, so that people who really have love indulged in love and enjoyed love In the eyes of those who enjoy love, the flaws are obvious, the bamboo hoop can see that he and Winston do not have that kind of atmosphere, it is very ordinary, compared to the bamboo hoop and Iris, the bamboo hoop will see through, it is not strange. He tugged at the corners of his mouth and shook his head, "I'm just making sure of my own answer, I love him." ”

From the beginning of the military academy, Winston paused in front of him; He struggled hard and finally stood in front of Winston; became Winston's alternate lieutenant and learned what kind of person Winston was; was impressed by Winston's personality charm, and really fell in love with Winston from the bottom of his heart; Or in the end, choose to accept Winston and bear the sins together.

There is joy and there is torture.

Now it seems that there are more moments of torment. But if you really love people, maybe you really don't care about these things. Xia Fan's expression was indifferent, as if it had come naturally, as if he had said the most ordinary truth. Seeing Xia Fan's performance, Zhu Zhen sighed deeply in his heart, Winston was really lucky to have the affectionate Xia Fan.

"Is it worth it?" Zhu Zhen sighed slightly, also stood up, and looked into Xia Fan's eyes.

Xia Fan pondered for a moment, pulled the corners of his mouth and shook his head with a smile, "I don't know......" His eyes rolled slightly, "I have to try." ”

The bamboo hoop let go of Xia Fan's hand, but there was a rumble at the door, but it was Iris who came in a rage and grabbed the bamboo hoop, "Run away, I can't find you, I'm in a hurry!" The bamboo hoop hurriedly stroked the hair, Xia Fan stood aside, looking at this scene and smiling, but his heart was slightly astringent, and after a while, there was no one, Iris was worried about the bamboo hoop, and he ......

Leaving the room silently, Xia Fan left the space for Iris and Zhuji, and closed the door when he went out.

It wasn't until Xia Fan left that Iris pulled the bamboo hoop out of the door, and asked angrily, "What is he doing here?" Apologize? Hypocritical, if you want to apologize, you should have acted back then, and after waiting for more than a hundred years, you didn't bully him so much that you forgave him immediately. Don't look at him pitiful, for there must be something hateful for whatever cause and effect, and it is all deserved. ”

Zhu Zhen smiled slightly, "You." ”

"I accepted," Takehoku pinched Iris's cheek and let Iris take him out, "his apology. He has already been punished with the severest punishment. "I made a mistake for the sake of love, and when I was wrong, I found that I didn't get love," but I will never accept Winston's apology. ”

As soon as he turned the corner, he saw Winston standing there like a stone sculpture, and he must have heard what he had just said. 166 Reading Network