Chapter 9: The Beginning
The end is the best start, and after a live performance, you can look forward to a more perfect performance when you finish a new performance. The end of winter represents the advent of spring, the revival of all things, and the blooming of spring.
Yang Zi and the little fat man's half an hour is over, but it will definitely not be the last time for the two, don't be immersed in it after the performance, you have to learn to let go. An old star once said that you can't be confused in and out of the play, a good actor must learn to distinguish between inside and outside the play, otherwise life will become a mess. Otherwise, if you play a drug addict, do you have to try it in reality? So if you want to learn to perform, you have to learn to figure it out. And many of them can only rely on fantasy and observation, but they can't really try, so it will be very difficult to be a good actor.
In and out of the play, Yang Zi and the little fat man did a very good job, and it can also be said that the two of them have no heart and lungs, anyway, now the two have gone to the fast food restaurant to eat sundaes.
"Ah Zi, how are you preparing for next month's physical exam? And the exam of the cultural class, alas, it would be nice if I could not take the exam, just think about the endless books and things that I can't read and learn every month, why do you say life is so painful? How nice it would be if we could not learn! "While eating the sundae super big, while pretending to talk about life here, this is the little fat man after the live broadcast, he will also have broken thoughts, and there are a lot of troubles, but it is extremely real.
"When you become a school bully or a god, you won't complain so much, and you will feel at that time, why is there so little time, why can't you give yourself more time to enrich yourself." Yang Zi smiled and replied casually. As a member of the scumbags, Yang Zi once had an idea with the little fat man, and after gaining a foothold in society, he found that everything in this world can be earned, only his own knowledge cannot be earned, and only what he has learned is the foundation of his own foothold.
But Yang Zi also knows that at the age of fourteen or fifteen, everyone has a rebellious heart. They all think that they are the only ones in the world, and the children of other people's families in the mouths of parents are not convincing, and they never think that they are worse than others in their hearts. Even if your academic performance is not good, it's just that you don't want to learn, and you never think you're rebellious but where to go.
Therefore, Yang Zi didn't plan to give the little fat man an education class, at most, when he studied by himself in the future, just let the little fat man accompany him, this kind of subtle effect may be better.
"I don't understand the world of scholars and gods, and I don't want to be that kind of person, become just learning for the sake of learning, it's stupid!" After hearing Yang Zi's words, the little fat man didn't care at all. The so-called two alien creatures have always been respectful in the heart of the little fat man, just like the top few in their class, the little fat man has always been disdainful.
The circles are different, they can't play together at all, let the little fat man integrate into their circle, the little fat man will be awkward, and they may not be welcome, even if there is a beautiful woman among them, it is the same, in the world view of the little fat man, there are so many beauties, and it is not necessary to stare at a tree.
It's not that good grades are dead reading, it's just that there is no common topic, different ideas, different values, and nothing can be enjoyable.
"Actually, don't you think it's a bit silly for the two of us to talk about the world of scholars here? After all, the two of us are not in that circle at all, and we don't know what they think, and the discussion here is just wishful thinking between the two of us. Aren't we stupid to talk about these things that have nothing to do with us! Yang Zi suddenly found that he was very ****, and he could still talk about these topics with a fourteen or fifteen-year-old child, isn't it okay to find trouble. Yang Zi, who reacted, immediately stopped talking with the little fat man, and just wanted to finish eating the sundae and then go back to their respective homes.
"Ah Zi, the sundae is very delicious, can you eat another one! I rely on your vanilla-flavored ones that seem to taste better than my strawberry-flavored ones! The fat man's sundae had already eaten clean, and looking at Yang Zi, who still had half a sundae left, his mouth swallowed his saliva unconsciously. The expression of wanting to want and wanting on his face made Yang Zi embarrassed.
"Eat if you want, don't look at me, I'll buy you another one." Yang Zi was embarrassed by the little fat man's expression, as if he had been abused, it was too embarrassing.
Knowing that he could eat another one, the little fat man's face immediately bloomed, and his eyes were no longer staring at Yang Zi's sundae, waiting for Yang Zi to take out ten yuan from his pocket, and immediately rushed towards the cash register.
Looking at the movements of the little fat man, and then thinking of the rescue of the little fat man, Yang Zi shook his head with a smile, sure enough, he is still a child!
When the little fat man rescued the scene, he said that he was not moved, it was definitely a lie, at that time, Yang Zi was thinking in his heart, who crossed over, the gap is too big, what about the treatment of the protagonist?
Now seeing the little fat man's side of the child, Yang Zi can finally be sure that the world is still normal.
After the little fat man finished eating the second sundae, the two got on the bus and went back to their respective homes.
When I got home, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, and after eating some snacks at random, Yang Zi lay on the bed, recalling every bit of today, especially when I was performing, where was the problem, Yang Zi was thinking alone. After thinking about some problems, Yang Zi turned on the computer and watched the half hour seriously four or five times today, from the first time he was embarrassed to watch the embarrassing scenes, but the fifth time he could pointlessly point out the shortcomings to the computer, Yang Zi's heart at the moment has been baptized several times.
But when he finally fell asleep, Yang Zi was still not sure, the next time he came to power, whether he could not make mistakes, at this moment Yang Zi found that what he needed most was improvisation and knowledge of abundance, only in this way, when the situation appeared in the future, he was not confused, and now he has a mask to wear, but it is impossible to say that he will wear a mask for the rest of his life.
At this moment, Yang Zi finally realized what his first love said, responsibility, a man's responsibility, the original time, Yang Zi thought that the so-called responsibility was only between the family and the affection, and now he realized that a man should handle everything well, so that his shoulders can become the support of others, make himself strong, and nothing is a matter, before he can say: "It's okay, there is me!" ”。
Only in this way can he be said to be a real man, Yang Zi found that there are too many places he needs to learn and change now, and it is impossible to succeed without the knowledge of the seal. Now is just the beginning, and Yang Zi also believes that he will definitely be able to do better in the future.