32.Chapter 32:
Where An Zhi didn't know, there was another person who was crazy about this Weibo.
When Zhang Tianjie saw Xuan Zihang's Weibo, the whole person was not good.
Of course, it's true that she's not doing well lately. At the beginning, the company vowed that it could invite Louis, but Zhang Tianjie believed it. Of course, she didn't have that much confidence in the company, but she knew from other sources that a certain senior executive of the company was close to Louis.
So she thought it was a sure thing.
She didn't regret falling out with Shen Yanru when she fell out, because she knew very well what she needed to go up. At present, cooperating with Shen Yanru is still good for her, but it is obviously not as good as Louis.
Moreover-
There is one thing that Zhang Tianjie doesn't want to admit, but she can't help but admit that she feels that Shen Yanru herself actually has great limitations, and her future development is naturally limited.
This can be seen from the fact that Shen Yanru has been building the same route for himself for four years. This style is gentle and elegant, and it is very appropriate to sing love songs and some lyrical songs, which is why Zhang Tianjie became popular so quickly.
But she has seen Shen Yanru's new album plan for her, and it is still exactly the same style.
She's been keeping this style for four whole years, and it's time for a little adjustment. Because neither the fans nor the market will allow her to remain the same all the time, and it seems that there is no progress at all. Sooner or later, you'll be eliminated!
In particular, Zhang Tianjie always felt that he was not suitable for the style created by Shen Yanru. -- Maybe the voice is a little appropriate, but on the whole, she is born with a beautiful appearance, which is actually more suitable for singing and dancing than this shallow singing and whispering style.
And Louis is best at dance music.
If you want to make a breakthrough, you must leave Shen Yanru. Zhang Tianjie knows this very well, but she can't say this kind of thing anyway, in addition to making her popular because Shen Yanru is her mentor, more importantly-
She has a little bit of an outsider's mind about Shen Yan.
Because of such thoughts, Zhang Tianjie felt that he was willing to be restricted by Shen Yanru. As long as Shen Yanru is willing to be with her, Zhang Tianjie feels that even if he does not make a breakthrough, he will be willing to take this route all the time.
But Shen Yanru had clearly sensed her thoughts, but he always pretended not to know. Even if she pressed forward step by step, she still pretended not to find anything.
Zhang Tianjie originally thought that he could wait forever. Shen Yanru may not like her, but she doesn't like others either. What's more, he is always a little special to Shen Yanru, right? As long as she continues like this, she will be able to impress her one day.
However, after knowing from the company that he might cooperate with Louis, Zhang Tianjie's mind was not so firm.
Between love and future, which one should you choose?
For the ambitious Zhang Tianjie, this is not a choice question at all. Because when she has a great future, when she stands on the top, love naturally can't escape from her palm.
But she forgot about it, Shen Yanru herself was already standing at the top, and she was neither moved by her, nor cared about the future she might have. So when Zhang Tianjie lifted Louis out and tried to suppress Shen Yanru, the matter itself was irreversible.
At that time, Zhang Tianjie was still holding her breath in her heart, wanting to wait for her to become famous in the future, and then appear in front of Shen Yanru, make her regret it, and let her understand what she had missed.
However, the reality is not as rosy as imagined. The cooperation with Shen Yanru was terminated, but the contact on Louis's side was not smooth.
This incident brought a great blow to Zhang Tianjie, especially after the whole thing was exposed, and Shen Yanru clearly expressed his attitude. Although the company did not mean to hide her, it also asked her to make fewer announcements during this time and concentrate on preparing for a new album. After a few months, things faded down, and it was time to release a new album.
But Zhang Tianjie was not satisfied, because the company did not invite Luis, and the level of substitutes was not high, let alone Louis, even Shen Yanru couldn't touch the edge. For such an album, launching it is tantamount to ruining her own star career.
At this time, I heard that Shen Yanru brought a newcomer.
The news that Ann knows is uploaded on the Internet, and you can see it when you open a web page. Even if Zhang Tianjie doesn't pay attention, maybe she will hear the news, not to mention that she is very concerned about this matter? She really wanted to know why Shen Yanru chose that newcomer, and where she was better than herself!
Zhang Tianjie has been paying attention to this matter from beginning to end, and when she saw the video of An Zhi's welcome party, she already had a very uneasy feeling in her heart, as if something was stirring in her heart, making it difficult for her to be at peace.
Zhang Tianjie couldn't tell what this mysterious feeling was, but she didn't like An Zhi, who brought this feeling, and now she can be regarded as disgusted.
Until today, seeing these photos, Zhang Tianjie finally understands what that ethereal and difficult feeling is.
An knows that he is very similar to Shen Yanru.
Maybe other netizens and fans saw that video and only thought that An Zhizhi was imitating Shen Yanru. But Zhang Tianjie was able to confirm that it was not imitation at all - Shen Yanru could not be imitated at all - that was An Zhizhi's own appearance, just because An She was very similar to Shen Yanru in her bones, so she looked very similar.
This is especially evident in that poster-style photo.
What makes Zhang Tianjie even more concerned is that if these photos are indeed scenes of Shen Yanru and An Zhizhi getting along in private - in fact, she has already determined this, not to mention that the last photo was clearly taken at Shen Yanru's house, which is already very revealing, after all, she has only been to Shen Yanru's house a few times - then she has already understood why she doesn't like An Zhi.
She was like her natural enemy, and she easily won Shen Yanru's love and trust.
What she failed to do in four years, she did.
It turned out that she thought she was special, and in Shen Yanru's place, it was nothing at all. Shen Yanru's knowledge of An is really special, which can be detected just by looking at the photos.
Even netizens can see it. So she has followed Shen Yanru for four years, even though the two have many fans in common, there has never been such a thing as CP fans. Ke'an knows that he has just debuted, and these people have begun to automatically pull CP for them.
Envy, jealousy, unwillingness...... All kinds of feelings were repeated in Zhang Tianjie's heart, making her uncomfortable.
Why?
……
Ann didn't go home for a whole week.
Although he knew that there were many things to be busy with just after the start of school, and it was possible not to take care of them, Shen Yanru still felt that something was very wrong.
Because even if she took the initiative to contact An Zhizhi, send a text message or make a phone call, An Zhixiao always seemed to be in a hurry to end the topic, and would find excuses to prevaricate if she didn't say more than two sentences. "I've got something to do", "I'm going to class now", "I'm in the library", ...... In short, when a person wants to reject another person, there are simply a lot of reasons that can be found.
Shen Yanru didn't want to believe that An knew that this would be the case, but the fact was that she couldn't believe it.
What's going on? It's normal when I leave.
What happened that night, she remembered later? No, even if you think about it, it shouldn't be that kind of reaction, after all, those conversations seem to have deep meaning, but they are more like meaningless small talk.
As for things on the Internet, Shen Yanru himself doesn't often go online for leisure, except for occasionally surfing the Internet to brush up on the relevant comments of the song "White Dew" on a big music list, there is nothing else. After the Weibo account was handed over, I didn't think about registering a small account, let alone planning to peep at the screen.
And whether it is Zhou Yu or Xuan Zihang, it is obviously impossible to remind her of this.
So now, Shen Yanru still doesn't know anything, so naturally he can't think of it.
Fortunately, a week passed in her entanglement, and An knew that she would always have to come back, so Shen Yanru decided to test it out at that time.
If she had a choice, Ann knew she wouldn't want to go back. It's not that he doesn't want to see Shen Yanru, it's just that he hasn't figured out what he thinks in his heart yet, for fear that he will become more confused after seeing Shen Yanru and be seen by her.
At this time, An Zhizhi was very glad that his class schedule was full, attending classes during the day, previewing at night, and doing the homework left by the teacher, and the day passed like this. There was simply no free time for her to think nonsense.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and when the weekend came, she had to go back.
When she called, Shen Yanru said that she wanted to drive to pick her up, but An Zhi sternly refused. It would be nice to be able to meet a little later, and a few more minutes to do psychological construction.
So An Zhizhi squeezed the subway again and felt the population of an international metropolis.
After entering the community, An Zhizhi's pace became slower and slower...... When I got to the door, I finally couldn't help but stop.
In the past, when she read ancient poems, when she saw the sentence "I am more timid about my hometown, I dare not ask anyone", I always felt that it was difficult to understand. If you return to your hometown, shouldn't you be full of anticipation and eagerness? Why are you cowardly?
It's just that she is adrift by herself, and she can't seem to pick out a place that can be called her hometown, so she naturally can't feel such feelings.
However, at this moment, An Xiaoxiao suddenly understood the word "cowardice".
It is precisely because of excessive expectation and eagerness that I dare not take a light step, for fear that every qiē in front of me is an illusion, and it will collapse at the first touch. It's like she's right now.
Obviously, she could enter the house as soon as she pushed the door, she knew that Shen Yanru was waiting for her, she missed the comfort and comfort of living in this house, but the more she was so, the more panicked she felt in her heart.
She couldn't help but think if only she hadn't been aware of that possibility.
In that way, she will still be able to show her feelings in front of Shen Yanru unscrupulously as before, regard herself as Shen Yanru's relatives, and get along with her naturally and comfortably. Instead of being in a dilemma as it is now, indecisive.
I desperately want to go further, but I am afraid to break the peace and tranquility of the moment with my own hands.
I was even more afraid that Shen Yanru would penetrate her thoughts at a glance, and then show an expression of disgust, and from then on, she would distance herself from her, and she would never be able to get close again.
But no matter how tangled it is, you still have to go in.
An Zhizhi took a deep breath and raised his hand to ring the doorbell. - She actually had the key, but she was so nervous that she forgot about it.
The door quickly opened, revealing Shen Yanru's face, and when she saw her, her expression softened in an instant, "You're back?" ”
Dressed in a simple cotton T-shirt and trousers, with a Doraemon apron tied around her waist, she had a homely vibe all over her body, and stood in the door looking at herself.
An Zhizhi only felt as if he was being hung high, and his heart suddenly relaxed, and he fell to the ground with a "bang".