Zhong Youcheng didn't fall asleep again, and he still held Li Xiaoxue's hand and put it in his heart.

Li Xiaoxue looked at Zhong Youcheng for a while, and her upper and lower eyelids also fought. Looking at the time, it was almost early in the morning, thinking about sleeping for a while, before he gently pumped his hand back, Zhong Youcheng became aware, clenched it tighter, and a fleshy lump wrinkled between his eyebrows.

"What is it going to do, when will it be able to let go?" Seeing that Zhong Youcheng didn't wake up, Li Xiaoxue asked sadly in her heart, not wanting to disturb Zhong Youcheng anymore, and put her hand in Zhong Youcheng's palm, leaned against the head of the bed, and fell asleep indiscriminately.

It was just a nap, and a miserable scream woke Li Xiaoxue up again.

The screams came from Zhong Youcheng.

"What's wrong?" Li Xiaoxue asked in a panic.

"I'm uncomfortable! Uncomfortable! Zhong Youcheng said bitterly, his whole face twitched in one place.

"Where? Where are you uncomfortable? Li Xiaoxue asked again, and beads of sweat the size of rice grains hung all over her forehead.

Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's hand tighter, and pressed it to his heart: "Here!" Over here! ”

"How uncomfortable?" Li Xiaoxue was shocked and frightened, and cried.

Zhong Youcheng's face suddenly turned white into a piece of paper: "I was panicked for a while, and for a while, it was like a knife hinging back and forth inside." I, I'm really miserable! ”

"How so?" Li Xiaoxue asked, and at the same time, she also gave Zhong Youcheng a circle and rubbed her heart.

"Ahh

Li Xiaoxue almost scared Zhong Youcheng out of her soul: "What's wrong?" ”

"You! You! Are you going to murder me? Zhong Youcheng glared at Li Xiaoxue angrily, and his eyes were about to split.

"Me? How could I murder you? Me, I just want to make you comfortable. Li Xiaoxue said aggrievedly.

"You just want me to die! After I'm dead, you can still talk to that guy surnamed Han, and you can still talk to that little white face! Did you poison the ginger water you gave me? Yes, it must be. Otherwise, how could I be so uncomfortable? Your heart is really more poisonous than a scorpion! Zhong Youcheng said hatefully, and he was even more angry, and with a "wow" sound, a column of blood was sprayed.

The blood was dark red with a fishy smell.

Zhong Youcheng sprayed such blood directly on Li Xiaoxue's body, Li Xiaoxue was even more frightened, and only knew how to call: "Zhong Youcheng!" Zhong Youcheng! ”

Zhong Youcheng's breath was obviously much weaker: "Actually, I, I know, at all, you haven't really loved me at all, at least, you haven't loved me as much as I love you." ”

"Nope! No! Li Xiaoxue shook her head again and again, flatly denying it.

"I've never called you Xiaoxue, and you've never called me Youcheng. This is enough to prove that even if you love me, your love is limited. Zhong Youcheng said and coughed again.

As Zhong Youcheng coughed, dark red blood was still bubbling out.

"No!" Li Xiaoxue also defended, "I'm just not used to calling people like that." ”

"If you just want to leave me, leave, and you'll be fine. Why bother, do you have such a poisonous hand? Don't you understand the truth of paying off debts and killing people to pay for your life? Zhong Youcheng insisted that Li Xiaoxue murdered him.

"Nope! No! Li Xiaoxue shook her head vigorously and said, "I didn't!" I didn't! ”

"You ......" Zhong Youcheng only said this word again, and his body trembled suddenly, making the bed "squeak" and squeak.

"What's wrong? What's wrong? Li Xiaoxue was completely panicked by the squeaky sound, and pressed Zhong Youcheng's body hard, trying to calm Zhong Youcheng down.

Zhong Youcheng's eyes were even more wide-glazed, "hehe", and he only poured out his breath.

"Don't! No! Li Xiaoxue hurriedly stroked Zhong Youcheng's body again, wanting Zhong Youcheng to take back the poured qi back into his body.

Zhong Youcheng let go of his hand little by little, his thin body was completely soft, lying on the bed, more like an object falling on the bed, except for the occasional breath on the ground, and then he didn't move.

- No, his eyes were still moving.

His gray pupils gathered, and spread, and spread, and gathered again, wanting to see the world a few more times, and working hard to survive the last time.

"Zhong Youcheng! Zhong Youcheng! Li Xiaoxue knew that the man in front of her was gradually leaving the world,—— or, the man's soul had dispersed, and she would never hear her voice again,—— she still screamed, at least she wanted the man to know that even if she thought of leaving, she didn't have any intention of murdering, "You'll be fine, you'll be fine." Get up, get up. Our exhibition hasn't been completed yet, so how can you fall like this? ”

Zhong Youcheng's anger also weakened, and he seemed to be sighing.

"Youcheng! Friendship and sincerity! Li Xiaoxue finally called Zhong Youcheng like this, sad and sad, "Get up!" How about getting up? Get up, and I will never leave you again. I'm there for you every day, I cook you what you like to eat, and I make you your model. Arise, arise. Can you hear me talking to you? Your mission has not been completed, your value has not yet been reflected, how can you leave like this? You can't, really can't. You have not left your beauty in this world. Besides, what can I do if you're gone? What can I do with your drawings? Do you want to leave a permanent regret in this world like this? Friendship and sincerity! Didn't you want me to call you that? I'm calling you like that now, do you hear me? When you hear it, get up, or just say yes to me. I don't want you to leave like this, you're so young. Get up, and promise me. You know how much I don't want you to leave! Friendship and sincerity! Youcheng ......"

Zhong Youcheng left the last sigh to Li Xiaoxue and the world.

"Youcheng! Friendship and sincerity! Li Xiaoxue saw Zhong Youcheng's pupils completely dilated, screamed twice, and fell on Zhong Youcheng's body.

——

"Light snow! Light snow! Zhong Youcheng's voice sounded in Li Xiaoxue's ears again.

Hearing such a voice, Li Xiaoxue was even more shocked, hurriedly straightened her body, and looked at Zhong Youcheng again, Zhong Youcheng's eyes were full of surprise.

"What's wrong? Xiaoxue, did you have a nightmare? Zhong Youcheng saw that Li Xiaoxue just looked at him in a daze, and asked with concern.

Li Xiaoxue realized that her hand was still in Zhong Youcheng's hand,—— Zhong Youcheng's palm was full of sweat, and this sweat could no longer be said who came out.

"What did you dream about?" Zhong Youcheng asked again.

Li Xiaoxue hadn't completely come out of the dream just now, and only shook her head at Zhong Youcheng.

"You just called me Yucheng, didn't you? I've grown so big that no one has ever called me that except for my family. Zhong Youcheng said a little excitedly, hurriedly, and corrected, "Oh, no." Look at what I said. Aren't we just a family? ”

Li Xiaoxue sighed again and asked softly, "What do you think?" ”

"Very kind. Xiaoxue, you should have called me that a long time ago. Zhong Youcheng said dryly.

Li Xiaoxue shook her head again and said, "I'm asking about your body and your illness." Do you feel better? ”

"Oh," Zhong Youcheng smiled, "it's much better." It's much easier than before. Before, I really thought I couldn't do it anymore and was going to die. ”

Hearing Zhong Youcheng's mouth say "death" again, Li Xiaoxue couldn't help it, so she trembled and said with some reproach: "I just suffered from the wind and cold, why did I say it so badly?" ”

"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng kept stroking Li Xiaoxue's hand in his palm, "I said it, you may not believe it." Before, I was hallucinating. I felt like my life was passing away little by little. I ......"

"Alright." Li Xiaoxue didn't let Zhong Youcheng say any more, "When it burns badly, you will hallucinate or something." Now, since it's fine, let's not talk about it anymore. ”

"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng shook his head again, happy, and continued with Li Xiaoxue, "People often say that only when you lose it, you will know how to cherish it." Although my death was only an illusion for a while, after such a time, I suddenly found that I had a deeper understanding of life. I used to be,—— I still mean before I met you, I only regarded art as the whole of my life. After being with you, although I have also shifted some of my focus to you, the most important thing in my heart is art. And it was the hallucinations like before, which took me on a trip through the ghost gate, and I finally understood that you are the most important thing in my life. ”

Li Xiaoxue's heart told Zhong Youcheng that he didn't know what it was like, and Zhong Youcheng still shook his head: "Don't say that." Art is always the most important thing you should care about. ”

"Nope." Zhong Youcheng said resolutely, "There is no illusion like before, I must think so." But, Xiaoxue, do you know, when I feel like I'm about to leave this world, what I can't let go of the most is not the artistic talent that God has given me, but you, and your relationship. ”

Li Xiaoxue's eyes involuntarily turned red again: "Don't say that, okay?" ”

"What I said is true, and everything comes from the bottom of my heart." Zhong Youcheng said, raised another hand and touched Li Xiaoxue's face, "I'm so muddy, why did I beat you?" ”

Li Xiaoxue's tears, like a flood that burst the embankment, gushed out.

Zhong Youcheng broke his liver and intestines, took one of Li Xiaoxue's hands, and hit him in the face.

Li Xiaoxue was shocked, withdrew her hand, turned around, and cried even more.

"Xiaoxue, forgive me. Whatever I did wrong, forgive me. Zhong Youcheng begged like this, and also shed tears.

Li Xiaoxue covered her face, "whining", and just cried non-stop.

"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng hugged Li Xiaoxue's waist again, "I'll go out to work tomorrow to earn money!" I don't want you to be so aggrieved and do something like that. I am your man, I will feed you, and I will not let you suffer any more! Light snow! Forgive me! ”

Li Xiaoxue felt that Zhong Youcheng's every word was like a sharp knife cutting at her heart, and she couldn't stand it, so she grabbed Zhong Youcheng's hand and wanted to get out.

How could Zhong Youcheng let go, only hugged Li Xiaoxue's waist tighter: "Don't leave me!" Don't leave me! Without you, I would never die, and I would only live like the walking dead. Light snow! Please! ”

Li Xiaoxue almost couldn't breathe for Zhong Youcheng, turned back in pain, and slammed her fist at Zhong Youcheng again and again.

Zhong Youcheng let Li Xiaoxue's rain-like fists fall on his body, as long as he tightened his arms, locked Li Xiaoxue's waist with his arms, and made an eternal branch with Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue cried and complained, thrashed, and lost the slightest strength, crying, and fell on Zhong Youcheng's body.