Chapter 320: I owe an explanation
Su Rongyi listened to Shopkeeper Cao's description of the person's appearance, calculated the time, and guessed that it was the first snow field to leave the palace at that time. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
It turned out that he had also looked for Erniu's grandson.
Later, Erniu's grandmother passed away.
"Speaking of which, I don't dare to sue the government about this......
Shopkeeper Cao looked panicked.
Of course Su Rongyi knew, because this was Erniu's grandmother's own choice.
Su Rong thought about what Xueyuan told him at first, when he was a child, he saw his grandfather helping others to play Gu, because it was the patients themselves who asked for it, and they didn't want to live......
I want a happy death.
This is illegal, of course, but in some ways it is a mercy.
It is a sin to oneself, but it is indeed merciful to the other.
That's why Gu magic is considered an evil art.
Erniu's parents died early, only he and his grandmother depended on each other, it is conceivable that after his death, what will the old lady think, I am afraid that there is no love in life, coupled with the torture of illness, consciously dragging Su Rongyi and others, I am afraid there is no better way to relieve himself than death.
This is also a way for Hatsuyukihara to atone for his own sins.
The old man's last wish before his death was probably to go happily.
Shopkeeper Cao sighed, "But Grandmother Erniu did walk very easily......
Su Rongyi said: "Since it is someone's choice, we can't interfere. ”
She is not a savior after all, and she is not qualified to dictate the choices of others.
She wanted to save Erniu, but she didn't succeed, although she regretted it, she didn't feel that it was her sin, the child was not blessed, I hope the next life can be smoother.
Shopkeeper Cao continued: "The young man asked me to bring you a message. ”
Does Hatsuyukihara still have something to say to himself?
So why not write it in the letter?
Shopkeeper Cao said: "He said that when he was in Jiangning County, the shepherd boy first accidentally ate the poisonous fruit. ”
Shopkeeper Cao frowned, "I have no head and no brain, so I said this." ”
Su Rongyi understood.
What he wanted to say was that Er Niu had already eaten the poisonous fruit by mistake before he was tricked into Gu, so he chose him as a test subject for Gu.
He probably wanted to explain it before, but he couldn't say it, and before leaving, he still asked Shopkeeper Cao to bring her this sentence.
I actually feel aggrieved in my heart, and I want her to know.
Jinling and the two people who were tricked may also have some other reasons for being picked by him.
Su Rongyi smiled, but so what?
The results are already there, and it doesn't matter if the responsibility and fault are investigated, she doesn't have to worry about this matter, it is the first snow field that has been lingering.
Now that he should have returned to his hometown, Su Rongyi's own opinion is even less important.
"Thank you, Shopkeeper Cao, I understand."
Shopkeeper Cao didn't ask her what kind of dumb riddle this was, the owner told him to do it, and if he didn't tell it, he didn't have to worry about it.
Su Rongyi left Huayue Chunfeng and went outside the city, and asked Jianqiu to prepare yellow paper melons and fruits early in the morning to worship Mrs. Zhen.
She was not moved back to the northwest to be buried with her husband, perhaps because the burial was in a hurry, no one thought of it.
After all, no one in the Xue family cares about her now.
Looking at the words on the tombstone, Su Rongyi suddenly became a little distracted.
She has called her grandmother for so many years, but she has no blood relationship with herself.
No wonder she refused to admit herself at the time, who would know, thinking that Xue Jiao was dead and all the stories were over, but she didn't expect her to become Su Rongyi, so this story had to continue......
Presumably Mrs. Zhen realized it at that time, so she wanted to deceive herself and insist that Xue Jiao was dead.
Because she was not her own grandmother, she would kill herself at that time, wanting to protect Xie Miao in this way and solve his predicament at that time, but the situation was broken later, and her death did not help Xie Miao anything......
Su Rongyi's hand clenched.
She would rather die by herself than protect Xie Miao!
Because he is his own flesh and blood, he can deny her so coldly......
But Mrs. Zhen is a very contradictory person.
If she didn't have the slightest affection for Su Rongyi, as early as the beginning, she confessed to her that when Su Rongyi was Xue Jiao, Mrs. Zhen could tell Xie Miao, then Xie Miao's later troubles, now his left hand, will not be lost, and even Xie Wei may still be alive......
And she's just dying again.
Su Rongyi sighed.
Mrs. Zhen also wants to keep both.
Himself and Xie Miao.
But God destined that it was impossible for her and Xie Miao to have a win-win situation.
She will never give up the idea of revenge.
So, that's it.
Mrs. Zhen's love and hatred are also over. Just like Erniu's grandmother, when the elderly reach this age, they are easy to be cowardly, and the female general who killed Hu Nu when she was young has long since ceased to exist in the years of wind and frost.
"Grandmother ......"
Su Rongyi called her that for the last time.
She won't hate her and won't be grateful to her anymore.
This ancestral fate is not owed to each other in this life.
Su Rongyi stood in front of the monument, not moving for a long time, and the cloak on his body was blown by the wind.
She heard a voice approaching behind her:
"Miss Su, our young master is invited."
Su Rongyi turned his head and said very calmly: "Let's go." ”
A hint of surprise flashed in the man's eyes: "Doesn't Miss ask who my master is......"
"It's Bai Xu."
Su Rongyi said with certainty.
"Because, he owes me an account."
But just to confess.
She doesn't owe him favors, nor does she owe grace, but why did he let go like this, with Bai Xu's character, he took the initiative to make such a concession, it must be because what he wanted to do was not done.
And this matter must have something to do with her.
So, even if he doesn't come to herself, she will go to him, and there are some things that she always has to say.
And she also believed that Bai Xu had even guessed her identity a long time ago.
This meeting was not in Jinling City.
It turned out that Bai Xu lived outside Jinling City.
Elegant little yard, very much in his style.
When Su Rongyi appeared at the door of his tea room, he was cooking tea.
Su Rongyi took off his cloak and naturally approached him.
"Cousin, it's been a long time."
From that time when Mrs. Zhen went out of the funeral, she was half-taken to his yard by the Yang family, and the sound of the slim loquat tree in the yard being blown by the wind seemed to be still in her ears that day.
They haven't seen each other since.
He hides out of her sight, doing things she doesn't know.
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