"How?" Zhong Youcheng looked at Li Xiaoxue's stunned expression, but he added a little more sourness, and asked bitterly, "Let me tell me, isn't it?" ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head sadly: "I really don't know what you're talking about!" ”

"You don't know what I'm talking about?" Zhong Youcheng smiled bitterly again, "Are you so naïve that you don't even know this?" This kind of thing happens almost all the time on this earth, and you say you don't know? If you really don't know, you can search for it on the Internet, and the relevant information is really overwhelming. ”

"Which man do you think I ...... with" The following words, Li Xiaoxue couldn't go on anyway.

And this is only half of what he said, which is enough to stimulate the little heart in Zhong Youcheng's thin body: "What, did I say you wrong?" ”

Looking at Zhong Youcheng's grief-stricken face, Li Xiaoxue's tears couldn't help but sway in her eyes again: "I really don't understand why you think of me like this." I came into your life without asking for anything, and I wanted to grow old hand in hand with you, is it that in your heart, I am such a woman? ”

Zhong Youcheng did not directly answer Li Xiaoxue's question, but slowly turned around again, looked up at a corner, and after calming down a little, he said earnestly: "Xiaoxue, such a formal art exhibition is not a formal art exhibition at all, the reason why I didn't agree to do it at the beginning is because I already knew that there would definitely be a lot of 'sayings' in it." ”

"There's really a lot to say. But what do you have to bear Zhong Youcheng with these many statements? Li Xiaoxue said in her heart, and thought about the painful experience of being like she had been stripped of a layer of skin during this period of time, and her voice sank: "Speaking of which, this is indeed not a serious art exhibition, and it is even more 108,000 miles away from what you want." However, it is for such an art exhibition, do you know how I spend my days these days? You are still busy with your side of things every day, on my side, when I get up in the morning, it seems that a lot of things are waiting for me, and when I go to bed at night, I still feel that there are a lot of things that I haven't done. Even if you really sleep, you are also anxious, and you are busy with endless things. ”

"I thought," Zhong Youcheng confided in Li Xiaoxue, but as if he turned a blind eye to Li Xiaoxue's busyness all day long, he turned a deaf ear, still holding on to his "vast" thoughts, sighed for a long time, and then said, "Our love will stimulate my greater enthusiasm for creation, let me realize my dream as soon as possible, and complete the mission entrusted to me by God, but just to make your mother happy, so that your mother can accept me as your son-in-law, all of my have been completely disrupted."

"Similar to this kind of art exhibition, before, I really didn't disdain it at all, but, for the sake of you,—— I really don't want to say it, and for the sake of your mother,—— I had to give in and start such a funny game in the world.

"This kind of art exhibition is not an artistic act at all, but a farce that only satisfies some shady interests.

"I don't really know if I'm going to get some of the benefits of it, and even if I do, I won't be happy.

"Who is going to be the real winner in a scam?

"It's just a dark box operation.

"And such a black-box operation, just? There are only all sorts of unimaginable things, and? There's nothing that can't be done.

"Xiaoxue, I really don't want to wade into such muddy waters, but I have to say that it is for you,—— oh, you may also say that it is for us, for our children,—— I waded in.

"In this, everything is no longer what it was, and in it, the rules of justice are completely rewritten.

"Despite your and Cao Yingying's repeated persuasions, I actually feel ashamed that I have become such a person who sells fame and reputation.

"Even if I were to make everything I get from here my charity, as I said before, I would not feel any glory in me.

"Any money obtained by extraordinary means, in my Zhong Youcheng, will always smell of copper!

"Doing good with copper-smelling money is like stealing money from someone else's pocket and giving it to someone else. It's as if positive and negative energies are mixed together, and in the end, they can only cancel each other out.

"There's really no value in it.

"It's a lot of all sorts of calculations, and the end result is only zero.

"Xiaoxue, you should know that I am a person who values the quality of life very much. Any meaningless life, for me, can only be physical torture, mental torment.

"I really don't want this to be the way I live after we're together. I had everything about art, like, inadvertently thrown away.

"Zhong Youcheng's life, which has lost his art, will only be an out-and-out tragedy.

"Zhong Youcheng, who has lost his art, has also lost himself.

"Really, I'm completely no longer the Zhong Youcheng I used to be.

"I found that I was worldly, I found that I was sleek, I found that I learned to compromise!

"Such a Zhong Youcheng, I think, is not what you Li Xiaoxue likes, right? I can already feel your boredom with me in my bones.

"Is this my fault? This is the worldly, sleek, and compromised Zhong Youcheng. This is not who I am.

"Now I can't seem to get back to my former self.

"Now I can't let my hands tremble and record my extraordinary inspiration like I did in the past!

"Xiaoxue, our love really shouldn't be like this.

"Our lives should always be sunny, not like we are now, living in endless mediocrity every day."

Listening to Zhong Youcheng's bitter remarks, Li Xiaoxue didn't know who was laughing or what to laugh at, "hehe", she laughed twice, and she didn't know whether to say it to Zhong Youcheng or to herself, and lightly, she sighed again: "Everyone actually wants to live according to their own ideas, but there is too much helplessness in life, which makes people have to learn to forbear." ”

Zhong Youcheng thought so: "So helpless, it's all about people and things that don't need to be scrupulous!" We don't have to endure it! We don't have to bow to anyone, anything! ”

Li Xiaoxue sighed softly: "I don't want to either." However, if we don't, we will one day have problems with basic living security. If survival is a problem, how can the quality of life begin? In fact, where there is white, there is black, and where there is justice, there are conspiracies. The so-called unspoken rules are really everywhere, but if you want to turn into a butterfly and achieve yourself, you have to bear many things. ”

Zhong Youcheng turned around suddenly, his face didn't know when, and it was already full of tears: "Can you bear it unprincipledly?" ”

Li Xiaoxue saw that Zhong Youcheng was still questioning himself so much, and in the end, she let out the first shout in this conversation: "I didn't bear it unprincipledly!" ”

"You can't tell what you did last night!" Zhong Youcheng only bit this sensitive time period.

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to quarrel again, and she really didn't have the energy to argue: "Still, let's stop here." No amount of defense can change everything you do. As soon as you insist on it, you think that I have done something dishonorable, what can I do? ”

Zhong Youcheng was unwilling to end like this, there were too many words in this remark, not because of this touch, where would burst out: "If you still feel wronged, I am really speechless!" Xiaoxue, although my words tonight are a little heavy, there is no word, not for your good! I hope that what should be said, we will still be clear at this time! ”

Li Xiaoxue looked at Zhong Youcheng helplessly: "I really don't have anything to say, you must say something more, whatever." ”

Zhong Youcheng nodded solemnly: "Xiaoxue, you must say that you haven't done anything wrong, and I don't have any evidence in my hand, this time, I will believe you, and even, I can just go to your mother." There are too many words, and I don't want to say any more. I just want you to understand that everyone has their own bottom line. Everyone's bottom line is not easy to touch at will. ”

"Finished?" Li Xiaoxue asked impatiently.

"That's it. I'm going to go out in a while, so I'll go to bed first. Zhong Youcheng said this, rushed inside, and lay down on the bed first.

Looking at Zhong Youcheng's back, which was bowed like a shrimp again, Li Xiaoxue's tears flowed again.

"The bottom line?" Li Xiaoxue thought about Zhong Youcheng's two serious words at the end, and she couldn't say anything in her heart.

She really did the model's thing, she knew that she still had to hide it from Zhong Youcheng.

Zhong Youcheng's bottom line is that she will never be allowed to be a model, although she has also been Zhong Youcheng's model.

She thinks that this is not only Zhong Youcheng's narrow-mindedness as a man, all men should have such a threshold, or such a bottom line.

If it wasn't for the money, she would never have thought of pursuing such a career. She really doesn't despise such a profession, but she feels awkward when she really does it.

It seems that men who don't want their girlfriends or wives to be models really don't despise such a profession, but they feel awkward when they see their girlfriends or wives in front of everyone.

That's what she really thinks, so Zhong Youcheng doesn't want her to be a model, not only does she not complain, but she also feels gratified.

She is too reluctant to show her beauty to others, and there are also reasons for Li Mu. Since her body has become more and more feminine, Li Mu has strictly forbidden her to wear any tight-fitting clothing.

The most "tight" time for her, of course, was in front of Zhong Youcheng on that rainy night. It was completely the teasing of the rain, and because she was nervous, she fell into a world like Zhong Youcheng.