Cao Yingying parked the car downstairs at Li Xiaoxue's house, and Cao's mother said to Cao Yingying: "Go up and sit down, I made chicken soup." ”

"No," Cao Yingying said with a smile, "it's too late." ”

"It's fine." Li Xiaoxue's mother, who still had a stomach to ask, was just casually letting go, but when she heard Cao Yingying say this, she nodded, telling Cao Yingying that she had more time to come, so she got out of the car with Li Xiaoxue.

Watching Li Xiaoxue's mother and daughter enter the door of the building, Cao Yingying did not drive away immediately, but sat in the car alone, thinking a lot:

"Xiaoxue, do you really think that you can start your new life like this? I'm afraid, it's just your wishful thinking.

"The same city, the same people, how can you have a different life than before?

"Xiaoxue, I know that now you are in pain in your heart, and I also feel that you are more escaping, escaping from reality, escaping from feelings, and escaping from your own heart.

"Xiaoxue, you see that when you said that you completely let go of the emotions of the two men, the expression on your face was so resolute, and it was this superficial perseverance that showed your weakness even more.

"When there is a crisis in your relationship with Han Haitao, Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I really thought that our emotions had their own place. I thought this was God's destiny, I thought you had your Zhong Youcheng, and I had my Han Haitao......

"Oh, I'm sorry to say to you. I knew I shouldn't have said that, let alone thought like that, but, at that time, I really felt that this was the best ending for us.

"Xiaoxue, I really don't believe that you have no feelings for Zhong Youcheng. It's as if I don't believe that the sun will rise from any other direction than the east.

"If it's not because of Zhong Youcheng, why did you break up with Han Haitao again?

"If Zhong Youcheng is as handsome as Han Haitao, knows how cold and hot he is, and has an enviable job, I really don't believe that you will still decide like this.

"Xiaoxue, you should no longer love Han Haitao now. Even if you still love, so many things have happened, you really don't fit in and shouldn't start over. Han Haitao's mother is at least an obstacle between the two of you.

"Xiaoxue, whether you can believe it now or not, I still have to say that in this world, there is really fate. And your fate with Han Haitao was over when Zhong Youcheng appeared in your life.

"A person can step on two boats for some kind of selfish desire, but he can't love two people with the same sincerity at the same time.

"A heart can only hold one person, and the person you have in your heart is already your whole world.

Of course, you can also not help your own heart, you can not choose your own love, you can completely leave your own world behind.

"That's not surprising at all. There are too many such people and such things.

"Too many people would rather cry in a BMW than laugh on a bicycle.

"Too many people, in order to satisfy their own sensory enjoyment, give up their inner pursuit.

"There's certainly nothing wrong with that. After all, the world is material. After all, everyone has their own choices, their own way of life.

"I've been matching you and Zhong Youcheng because I see that you really love each other.

"Since you have given up this bicycle that can give you inner pleasure, you have the power and the ability to look for your BMW again.

"Soon, there will be a BMW in front of you. This BMW is completely scheming, and what you like should only be your appearance and youth.

"Your appearance and youth can be called beautiful, but this, especially for us girls, is too easy to pass away.

"Or, you can use your short-lived beauty to earn a lifetime of wealth, but your person will only be a shell.

"I really don't want you to be like this, and I think you shouldn't want to be like that yourself. So it's like this again, probably, it's all because of life. Life is also a topic that often feels heavy.

"Remember, someone on the Internet said that it is easy to live, it is easy to live, it is easy to live, it is not easy to live. Life makes too many people choose what they shouldn't choose against their will, and give up what they shouldn't give up.

"Xiaoxue, the last thing I want to say is that no matter what choice you make, the most important thing is not to regret it.

"There is no choice that does not require a certain amount of sacrifice. In the end, the best of both worlds is only a kind of spiritual comfort after weighing, and when you only choose material things, you don't care about any spiritual shortcomings. ”

After "talking" these things to Li Xiaoxue, Cao Yingying leaned back again, leaned heavily on the backrest of the saddle.

"Haitao." Cao Yingying only called Han Haitao's name for the first time in her heart, and after a fever at the root of her ears, Han Haitao's smiling face appeared in front of her eyes.

The face of Han Haitao who was smiling like this was what she saw many times when Han Haitao and Li Xiaoxue looked at each other, and it was also what she sketched and phantomed in her dreams many times.

"Haitao," she called out again, looking at Han Haitao's gently rippling smiling face, it became clearer and clearer, "I have been looking forward to calling you like this for a long time." Looking at you like this is something I never dared to think of before.

"I don't know how I fell in love with you, especially how I loved you so deeply, so deeply.

"I feel that every breath I take is closely related to you.

"Haitao, I really hope that one day, you can allow me to call you that.

"Calling you like this, my whole life is warm, as if bathed in the golden autumn sunshine.

"I don't know if you believe in fate, but, let me tell you, when I first saw you, I believed it. It was amazing, it made me defenseless, it made me surrender willingly, it made me feel like that sentimental woman, I felt like I had fallen completely into the dust.

"I never imagined that I would fall in love with my best girlfriend's boyfriend. But I fell in love, not only loved, but also loved in full swing.

"Only I know what I suffered.

"For whatever reason, although I love you so much, really, I don't want you to be separated.

"I keep blessing you as a way to warn myself not to do anything that hurts you.

"I don't want to hurt either you or Xiaoxue. I'm glad I did, at least, that I didn't let you, or the people around me, notice it.

"Such a fate, I can only say that it is the creation of people, and I can only bury it deep in my heart.

For this reason, I often wake up crying in my sleep, and such tears, bitter and bitter, but only I silently wipe them away.

"I didn't expect you and Xiaoxue today, and no one, including the two of you, thought of it.

"You and Xiaoxue have really reached the point of no return, you and Xiaoxue can no longer have a future.

"Haitao, what makes you stand up again is no longer Xiaoxue, and what gives you true love is no longer Xiaoxue.

"Haitao, the one who truly loves you, has come to you. She can give you everything she has. She loves you so much, she ......"

She, Cao Yingying, who had already made herself cry, suddenly thought that she was partnering with someone else to run a business related to her and Han Haitao's emotions, and she couldn't help but have a cold war.

"No way!" Cao Yingying said to herself, suddenly, sat up straight, and as if she couldn't wait, she called Xiao Zijun.

"They've broken up!" Without waiting for Xiao Zijun to speak, Cao Yingying said bluntly.

"Oh?" Xiao Zijun's tone was full of surprise, "Really? ”

Cao Yingying just said, "You can move on to the next step." ”

"Me?" Xiao Zijun said disapprerovingly, and smiled softly, "Even if this is the case, it should be us." ”

"I'm sorry, I don't want to do it." Cao Yingying said dryly.

"What, you're going to unilaterally tear up the contract? This is not the attitude that business should have. Although Xiao Zijun heard Cao Yingying's seriousness, he still said with some jokes.

Cao Yingying emphasized in particular: "I said that I don't want my relationship to be full of intrigue and tricks, what I want is a real relationship." ”

"Real feelings?" Xiao Zijun laughed again from his nose, "Feelings are feelings." Feelings are only divided into haves and haves, and there is no distinction between truth and falsehood. If you get it, you get it, if you don't get it, you don't have to say anything. Miss Cao, please be more practical. ”

Cao Yingying listened to Xiao Zijun's words, but still thought about it a little and said: "On this point, I think it is difficult for us to reach a consensus. I don't care what kind of means you use, but I just want to love with all my heart. I use my sincerity, even if I don't get what I want, I don't regret it at all. ”

Xiao Zijun also paused slightly, reminiscing about Cao Yingying's words, and then still smiled and said: "If you really choose to quit again at this time, I can make you regret it for the rest of your life." ”

Cao Yingying scolded Xiao Zijun for being "despicable" in her heart, knowing that Xiao Zijun had such a means, she asked again: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Xiao Zijun said impatiently: "I don't dare to guarantee what Miss Cao can get, but I promise that Miss Cao will not get anything." It must be easier to destroy than to build. ”

Cao Yingying was a little impatient: "Do you think you guys are so interesting?" ”

Xiao Zijun is still so slow and logical, but there is no lack of weight in his words: "It's not interesting, if Miss Cao definitely wants to try it, we don't care." ”

Cao Yingying gritted her teeth and said, "I really don't know what kind of three views you have, especially your brother!" ”

"Three views?" Xiao Zijun obviously brought out the taste of mockery, "I'm sorry, Miss Cao, we only care about what we can see right now." Listen to my advice, even if it is to manage feelings, in fact, you can't be righteous and angry. Think about it again, goodbye. ”

"But I'm ......" Cao Yingying spoke again, and Xiao Zijun had already hung up the phone.

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