Chapter 221: Love is Unspeakable
Waiting for Li Xiaoxue in the hospital, it was actually not only Han Haitao, but also Cao Yingying.
Han Haitao waited for Li Xiaoxue for two hours, and Cao Yingying also hid aside and watched for two hours, until Li Xiaoxue appeared like a lost soul, Han Haitao pulled Li Xiaoxue again and didn't know what to say, Cao Yingying was really sad and sad.
The praying mantis catches the cicada, and the yellow finch is behind. If Li Xiaoxue is a cicada, Han Haitao is a praying mantis, and Cao Yingying is a yellow finch, there is another hunter who examines the overall situation, and this hunter is Xiao Zijun.
Seeing that Han Haitao, who he loved deeply, painstakingly just wanted to redeem the relationship with Li Xiaoxue that had passed away, Cao Yingying's heart seemed to be an invisible hand pulling back and forth again and again.
When it was really difficult to hold on, Cao Yingying really wanted to turn around and leave, but she was really anxious to know what the result would be for such a pair of former lovers in her eyes.
This result seemed to be more important to her Cao Yingying than the two parties, although she had roughly guessed what the outcome would be, she still wanted to see it with her own eyes.
This result really attracts Cao Yingying more than any suspenseful film and television drama. Whatever, in Han Haitao's emotional world, Li Xiaoxue's departure does not mean that she Cao Yingying can enter.
Finally, Han Haitao let go of Li Xiaoxue's arm, and Li Xiaoxue turned to leave.
It stands to reason that Han Haitao should also disappear from Cao Yingying's sight. But Han Haitao was just like a wooden man, standing in place, as if he was still deliberately reminiscing about something.
Cao Yingying really wanted to rush to Han Haitao, show her feelings for Han Haitao for the past few years, and tell her beloved man that in addition to Li Xiaoxue, there is also a Cao Yingying worth having.
In addition to her appearance, Cao Yingying felt that she had no place to lose to Li Xiaoxue.
As for Han Haitao's feelings, Cao Yingying thought that even if Han Haitao and Li Xiaoxue were good, Li Xiaoxue was not as good as one ten-thousandth of her. This alone can make up for any other shortcomings.
Her feelings for Han Haitao, in the words she wrote in her diary, are deep in the bone marrow.
She couldn't understand what she loved Han Haitao, and the more she couldn't understand, the more convinced she was of this relationship.
She also knows that if you love someone, you must make that person happy, so when she was sure that she was in love with Han Haitao, she added a little blessing to Han Haitao and Li Xiaoxue.
Such a blessing, in Cao Yingying's view, does not contain any impurities.
It's not her blessing to a friend, it's her blessing to someone she loves. Although this is also full of sourness, she knows that such selflessness will only be sweet in the end.
When she, Han Haitao and Li Xiaoxue are all old, she may be in the most suitable day, and she will reveal the emotion that she has been buried deep in her heart with the two of them. The wind and candles can be so calm with each other in the last years, and when you think about it, it is enough to compose a beautiful movement in the world.
Just because of the appearance of a Zhong Youcheng, the whole world, in Cao Yingying's opinion, is different.
Li Xiaoxue is sincere or fake, after all, she and Han Haitao are separated from each other in different spaces, one to the left and the other to the right. She Cao Yingying suddenly felt that she could love.
She even thought that if she could love, she could get love. Although she knew Li Xiaoxue's status in Han Haitao's mind, Li Xiaoxue had already empathized with her, and Han Haitao's heart would be empty sooner or later.
As long as Han Haitao's heart has an open space, she can jump into Han Haitao's heart like a bird getting into a cage.
However, Li Xiaoxue seems to be cast in Han Haitao's heart, no matter what anyone says, including Li Xiaoxue in question, Han Haitao is still infatuated and difficult to change.
And Han Haitao's infatuation not only discouraged Cao Yingying, but also made her love so much that she couldn't extricate herself.
"Haitao," Cao Yingying had already called her beloved man in her heart, "you are so stupid." You're staring at a decadent landscape, but you don't know you're missing out on more and better scenery. If you could give me a chance, I would definitely let you know what true love is and what happiness is......"
Cao Yingying was suffering like this, and her mobile phone vibrate, but she was afraid that her mobile phone would suddenly call, so that Han Haitao heard it, and she had already adjusted the call to vibrate.
Even if it was just a mosquito-like "buzzing" sound because of the vibration, Cao Yingying was still worried that Han Haitao not far away would hear it, and she didn't notice who called, so she hurriedly picked up the phone.
What came from the receiver of the phone was Xiao Zijun's somewhat mocking voice: "Miss Cao, it's hard for you to keep it well." ”
Cao Yingying's heart trembled, and she couldn't help it, so she looked around.
There is no Xiao Zijun's figure.
"Where are you?" Cao Yingying almost put the microphone on her mouth and asked quietly.
Xiao Zijun smiled again and said, "It doesn't matter where I am." It's Miss Cao's stay, and it doesn't seem to be a place. ”
Cao Yingying listened speciously: "I don't understand what you mean. ”
Xiao Zijun laughed even more heartily, as if he was watching a comedy in the world: "Miss Cao is really joking!" ”
Cao Yingying said unhappily: "I don't have the time, let alone the mood to make any jokes with people like you!" ”
Xiao Zijun's laughter continued on the phone for a while, but he still said happily: "I mean, Miss Cao shouldn't miss this best opportunity to warm his heart." ”
Cao Yingying really doesn't like anyone to point out any path to herself, especially emotionally: "I'm sorry, I think I know what I should do." ”
Xiao Zijun was really a rare joy: "Really? It seems that the reminder I gave to Miss Cao is really superfluous. ”
Cao Yingying also sneered: "This can be regarded as if you still have some self-knowledge." ”
"How about I make a bet with you?" Xiao Zijun asked so casually, leisurely, and seemed to have taken a sip of something.
Where did Cao Yingying have such interest: "I'm sorry to say sorry to you again, I have never had any good feelings about betting." ”
Xiao Zijun said seriously: "Let's bet on whether he will stand until dawn." I bet he would. ”
Cao Yingying felt that Xiao Zijun was joking, and what made her even more unhappy was that such a joke was actually made on the man she loved: "I said, I have no such interest." ”
Xiao Zijun obviously laughed from his nose again: "Miss Cao is not interested in such a bet, but she doesn't care about such a result, right?" ”
Cao Yingying didn't want to continue such a conversation, so she asked directly: "What do you want?" ”
"I wanted Miss Cao to show some initiative, but Miss Cao didn't listen. Since that's the case, forget it. It was cold at night, and Miss Cao paid attention to her body. After Xiao Zijun finished speaking, he was happy twice, and hung up the phone.
"Die!" Cao Yingying snorted angrily, put the phone away, and when she looked at Han Haitao again, Han Haitao seemed to have taken something and disappeared.
"Strange, what about people?" Cao Yingying muttered to herself, regretting that she didn't bet with Xiao Zijun, and when she was about to look around, Han Haitao's voice sounded behind her, "Cao Yingying? ”
Cao Yingying's soul almost frightened Han Haitao suddenly, and after turning around in a hurry, she still brushed her heart and gasped slightly: "Why don't you have a sound in the aisle?" It's going to scare me to death! ”
"I've met her again." Han Haitao was expressionless and said in a low voice.
"What encounter? I'm just waiting for it! Cao Yingying said in her heart, but asked on her lips: "What's wrong?" What did you talk about? What about her now? ”
Han Haitao's voice was lower: "I just want her to be good, why can't she understand?" ”
"I just think about you, but what about you?" Cao Yingying secretly complained again, pretending not to know anything, and asked Han Haitao, "What's going on again?" ”
Han Haitao shook his head and said, "She would rather work in a hotel than go back to the company." ”
"Back to the company?" Cao Yingying asked puzzledly, "Hasn't she already resigned from the company?" ”
Han Haitao said that the company wanted Li Xiaoxue to go back, and after learning it from Cao Yingying, he said: "I know that she left the company completely to avoid meeting me." I told her to let her go back and I left, but she didn't agree. ”
"It's really a sweet treat." Cao Yingying said again in her heart, and seemed to be a little unconvinced.
"If she really continues to do it in the hotel, won't she delay her life?" Han Haitao said sadly.
Cao Yingying also shook her head and said, "I really don't know what Xiaoxue thinks. ”
"Cao Yingying," Han Haitao said with some eagerness, "you can persuade her again!" Even if she really doesn't want to go back to the company, at least, she should find a 9-to-5 job with better conditions! ”
Cao Yingying sighed and said, "Xiaoxue can't say what's wrong with her for a while, and she can't listen to anyone's words." ”
Han Haitao also pleaded: "After all, you have been friends for many years. Persuade her, and she may listen. ”
Cao Yingying shook her head, and said in her heart: "I really want to persuade you, why do you have to hang yourself on a tree?" ”
"Okay, can you talk to her too?" Han Haitao said without giving up.
Cao Yingying really feels that the sentence "mourning is greater than heart death" can also be said in reverse, especially, for people like Han Haitao, being able to die a heart is at least a relief: "Words, I will tell her, it's just that I think I'm also talking in vain." ”
"I won't say it in vain, I won't say it in vain......" Han Haitao's eyes were obviously much brighter than just now.
Cao Yingying also wanted to say something to cheer up Han Haitao, looking at Han Haitao's situation at this time, she knew that even if she said it, it would not have any effect, and besides, she also knew that Xiao Zijun must still be monitoring her movements in the dark, and said to Han Haitao: "It's not too early, you can rest too." It's time for me to go back, too. ”
Han Haitao finally had a glimmer of hope, agreed, and walked to the hospital.
Looking at the back of Han Haitao walking, Cao Yingying was in mixed feelings, and suddenly it was strange that Han Haitao, who usually called "Xiaoxue", told him about Li Xiaoxue for a long time, but did not call Li Xiaoxue's name again.
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