Chapter 0038: Su Chen's Suffering
"Don't say sorry to me, if you want to say sorry, you can only say sorry to yourself, what you are sorry for is the effort you put in." How could the dragon soldier not understand his feelings, didn't he also say sorry to many people two days ago.
"But I, I'm the only one of the eight people who has been eliminated, and I can't get over that hurdle in my own heart." Zhang Xiaocheng choked up a little when he thought of his defeat.
"What's so hard to get by? Don't you think I'm fine right now? The dragon soldier turned around in a dashing manner, and a confident smile appeared on his face. He hoped that this would give Zhang Xiaocheng a little comfort.
But Zhang Xiaocheng seemed to have walked into a dead end, and still said to the dragon soldiers with a bitter face: "Company commander, you are different, you defeated others, and you injured people before exiting the game, and I was eliminated by the "Falcon", I have no face to stay in the Tiger Regiment, and I am ready to retire from the army this year." ”
"Zhang Xiaocheng, are you still a man? This blow makes you think of being discharged from the army, so is it that you joined the army to enter the "Falcon"? If that's the case, you get out of here as soon as possible, the reconnaissance company doesn't have bears like you. The girls chirp all day long, and there are many things. ”
After Zhang Xiaocheng was scolded by Long Bing, he seemed to be much sober. He was recalling his dreams before he became a soldier and the oath he took under the military flag after becoming a soldier. Zhang Xiaocheng silently recited the oath in his heart......
"I am a soldier of the Chinese People's Liberation Army, and I swear:
Obey the leadership of the Communist Party of China, serve the people wholeheartedly, obey orders, strictly abide by discipline, be brave and tenacious, not afraid of sacrifice, practice hard to kill the enemy, always be ready to fight, never betray the army, and swear to defend the motherland to the death. ”
Yes, a soldier must not be defeated because of this trivial matter, since he can't enter the "Falcon", then be an ordinary non-commissioned officer and contribute his greatest strength to the troops.
"Company commander, I know it's wrong, I will definitely train hard in the future and strive for better results, where to be a soldier is not to be." Zhang Xiaocheng said very firmly.
"That's right, don't cry with a sad face when it's a little, if it's a man, stand for me. Okay, let's go and meet the brethren of the special training team. ”
Long Bing and Zhang Xiaocheng walked to the playground, and Long Bing was very happy to see that Zhang Xiaocheng was able to get out of the shadow of elimination. On the way to the playground, Zhang Xiaocheng suddenly remembered what he had heard at "Falcon".
"Company commander, I heard that you were given a major demerit, is this true?"
"Well, that's right, there is such a thing, but there is also a good thing you don't know, I am now the deputy commander of the teaching battalion, so I don't know if it is a blessing to lose my horse. The regiment is still worthy of me. Isn't it the same for you, just after being eliminated, you were brought here for special training. ”
"Ahh You're promoted. Company commander, oh, deputy battalion commander, congratulations. ”
"It's better to call me a company commander, I think it's smooth."
"Company commander, I also heard, I heard that you broke up very often?"
"That's right, it's just that she proposed to break up, I haven't agreed for the time being, and I will never let go." ……
They had already arrived at the playground, and the commander of the ninth company was playing with the dragon soldier's car.
Zhang Xiaocheng happily went up to greet the brothers and hugged them one by one.
"How dare you drive the battalion commander's car, and where did this key come from?" Zhang Xiaocheng looked puzzled, the battalion commander who had just taught him was driving this car to pick him up. Now everyone is so bold? Or did the battalion commander become so generous and let them play with their cars casually? Zhang Xiaocheng asked a comrade-in-arms next to him.
"What happened to the battalion commander's car? Just open it. This is our Long battalion commander's car, what are you afraid of? ”
"Huh? He, he has a car, it's still such a good car. Zhang Xiaocheng pointed to the dragon soldiers who came over and asked the comrades next to him. Apparently he, like everyone else, was shocked by such news.
"How?" Long Bing asked him with a smile, which could be regarded as an answer to him.
"Great!" Men are all the same, they like guns and cars, and Zhang Xiaocheng is no exception.
A large group of them did not go back to the dormitory, but just played on the playground......
Long Bing and Zhang Xiaocheng came out of the shadows, but there were still people who couldn't come out.
In the "Falcon" special operations brigade, Chang Xiaoruo still had a haggard face and dull eyes. She couldn't sleep every night, she just kept writing in her diary, writing about her thoughts about the dragon soldiers.
I can't concentrate even when I go to work. She is a communications soldier, and her daily job is to take a group of sisters to busy transferring calls. Because she was not in a good state these days, she was often in a daze, and she didn't seem to hear any questions from the female soldiers.
This situation is getting worse and worse, and once I almost missed a big event. The captain of the information brigade saw that she was really not working, so he had to call Chang Kuan.
Chang Kuan is also very helpless about such a thing, in order to transfer his daughter to "Falcon", he has already opened the back door, and now his daughter is in such a state, one is worried about her body, and the other is also worried about her job.
Chang Kuan had no choice but to intercede with Chang Xiaoruo, and the captain of the information brigade was also very embarrassed, although he usually had a good relationship with Chang Kuan, but if something really happened, no one could hold it. Later, the captain of the information brigade proposed that Chang Kuan take her home, which would be considered a holiday.
Chang Kuan led his daughter home, and looking at his daughter's obviously emaciated face, he felt a heartache. I wanted to spend more time with her at home, but time didn't allow it.
Chang Kuan was really busy during this time, the special operations brigade had just recruited new recruits, and it had to organize training and write a training plan. And now there is a squadron leader missing, Su Chen.
Chang Kuan had no choice but to be ruthless, and after taking Chang Xiaoruo home, he hurriedly returned to the special operations team.
Chang Xiaoruo seems bored at home alone, so he can only release his feelings and narrate his pain by writing a diary.
While reminiscing about the bits and pieces with the dragon soldiers, she wrote a diary. Often halfway through writing, she was already in tears. Tears soaked the notebook and her fragile mind.
Looking at her former lover on her phone, Chang Xiaoruo wanted to call the phone, but she knew that she couldn't do it, it would hurt him. She could only pray silently, hoping that he would be well......
Su Chen also returned to the special operations team from the military hospital, but his hands were still in plaster.
Su Chen's return this time also made him feel what it means to be cynical. The soldiers, who had been very respectful to him, took a detour when they saw him, for fear of meeting him and greeting him.
First, everyone felt that he had disgraced the face of the "Falcon" and that the squadron leader of the dignified special operations brigade had lost to the commander of an ordinary reconnaissance company. The second is Su Chen's "escape", the soldiers have always despised deserters, Su Chen's behavior deeply hurt everyone's self-esteem, hurt the pride and pride of the "Falcon". The third is that Su Chen's "assassin" is disgraced by everyone. If you can't fight, you can use this way of treating the enemy to treat your comrades, who can tolerate this kind of behavior. This kind of comrade-in-arms, who can get along with him.
Su Chen was deeply injured, in the past, when everyone saw him, they would greet him warmly and call him "Su Squadron", but now everyone avoided him like a plague god, especially the other squadron leaders, who looked at him with a kind of contempt.
Su Chen was isolated by everyone, a group of people chatted happily there, as long as Su Chen passed, everyone immediately dispersed. Even when eating, most of the time, Su Chen was alone at a table.
Waste, coward, deserter became synonymous with Su Chen. Everywhere is a discussion of Su Chen, whether it is a soldier or a cadre.
Su Chen was extremely depressed, he was now like a ghost, often eavesdropping on what others were talking about him, as long as he was caught, if it was his own squadron, he would train them like crazy, and they would really not be able to get up. If it was someone from another squadron, he would add punches and kicks to others.
Everyone is miserable for such a mad dog-like person, but he is the squadron leader, and some people have heard that he is the nephew of the deputy political commissar of the military region.
The more this is the case, the more disgusted everyone is with him, and Su Chen has become an alternative existence of the special combat team.
Su Chen is also very troubled by his current situation, if he continues for a long time, it is estimated that his path in the special combat team will come to an end. For such a result, Su Chen did not deeply examine his mistakes, but instead imposed all this hatred on the head of the dragon soldier.
He hated the dragon soldiers, hated him for snatching the woman he liked. Hate him for disgrace and can't hold his head up in the special combat team. Hating him for ruining his future, he secretly swore in his heart: he must make the dragon soldiers regret being his enemy.
However, when Su Chen came back this time, he still had an important matter, that is, he confessed to Chang Xiaoruo, since the old man "promised" the dragon soldier to that Zheng Rou last time, Su Chen seemed to see hope, he was in the hospital, and he had been thinking about this matter.
So his injuries haven't healed thoroughly, so he is in a hurry to return to the special combat team, and those who don't know think he's a workaholic.
Even though he had decided to pursue Chang Xiaoruo, Su Chen still calmed down. He's going to wait, waiting for an opportunity......
Even though Su Lao promised in front of the old man that he would no longer be difficult for the dragon soldiers, Su Mingliang still felt the need to give some small shoes for the dragon soldiers to wear.
Deputy Political Commissar Su led a group of people straight to the Tiger Regiment......
The political commissar of the regiment commander, who was still in a meeting, suddenly received news that the deputy political commissar of the military region was coming to the LTTE to inspect the work. The two of them quickly stopped the meeting and arranged the welcome reception.
For a while, the Tigers were lively, everyone was busy preparing welcome things, and some people were busy cleaning. Even the regiment commander and commissar took matters into their own hands.
In the past, there had never been an officer above the rank of lieutenant general in the regiment, except for that time when Commander Zhong went to the training camp.
After a while, more than a dozen vehicles drove into the Tigers. The regiment commander and commissar hurriedly ran over......