Chapter 79: Taboo

"Brother, what's wrong lately, I feel very bad......" Wen Renxuan's eyes showed worry, rubbed Mu Ziqing's temples with both hands, and adjusted his posture slightly, so that Mu Ziqing could lie more comfortably.

On the green lawn, Wen Ren sat on the ground and let Mu Ziqing rest on his lap.

Mu Ziqing replied softly.

Two months have passed since the departure ceremony, and at the opening ceremony, there were two identical faces, one as the freshman representative of the junior high school and the other as the representative of the junior high school recruit, all the students were stunned, thinking of that scene, Mu Ziqing still wanted to laugh.

Seeing Mu Ziqing laughing, Wen Renxuan complained a little, brushed the hair in front of Mu Ziqing's forehead, and said, "Did you listen to me?" โ€

"Hmm." The slender hair tail swept over the eyelids, Mu Ziqing half-squinted his eyes, his field of vision became smaller, and the sky full of sunlight seemed to become less brilliant, Mu Ziqing said lazily, "My eyes have been very sore recently, I always feel that I can't see clearly when I look at people, and there are strange things in front of me...... But it should be fine, maybe I haven't rested well. โ€

Hearing this, he showed a worried expression, "Let's go to the hospital for a check-up after school in the afternoon." You also happened to have a full body check-up, but Auntie was too busy with her career to care about you. I really don't know how you got over the past ten years. โ€

"It's like a dream." Mu Ziqing got up and hugged Wen Ren Xuanlai on him, "I don't care, you can arrange it for me." โ€

Wen Renxuan smiled helplessly, wrapped his arms around Mu Ziqing's back, and his drooping eyes were deep, only the person in his arms was his only warmth, and he didn't believe anything else. If something unforeseen really happens, and there really is the curse of nothingness, he can only resist and protect this person, and no longer, he doesn't want to live in eternal cold, it is really terrible, and he can't feel that he is alive.

He knew that Mu Ziqing was the same.

Mu Ziqing closed her eyes, breathed gently, felt the heartbeat and breathing of another person, and felt happiness that she had never had.

They were twins, he knew. He always knew that he could feel his being.

It's strange, he doesn't have a single memory of Wen Renxuan in his head, but he knows that his existence is also waiting for his arrival.

Mu Ziqing recalled the day he first met Wen Renxuan, when he went home, he seemed to have overheard a terrible news, his calm queen-like mother was actually arguing with someone, and the other party to the quarrel turned out to be a woman who was two points similar to his mother's appearance - that was Wen Renxuan's mother Wen Renyue, who was also his aunt.

In the midst of their quarrel, they say that they are twin sons cursed by fate, and they can't let the two of them be together.

Mu Ziqing felt enlightened and cursed for a moment.

Because of his experience since childhood.

I can't remember it when I was very young, and my deepest memory seems to be in the hospital. After that, he went to school later than his peers, older than his classmates, but since he can remember, he is the person who is favored by everyone, although he is older, everyone is vying to take care of him first, and he feels very good at first, and enjoys this feeling, but when did he find out that it is wrong, yes, there are so many people in his environment, no one can be liked by everyone, even if it is his mother, there are many people who hate it, although he and his mother are not very deep, Mu Lang is too busy, although his life is arranged very well, But whether it is relatives or lovers, if there is no communication, the feelings will be weak......

Of course, Xuan Xuan is different, and he feels that he has always been with him.

That is, when he understood that if people like it, they must hate it, Mu Ziqing began to feel scared.

In his school class, no one hated him, he didn't worry about the cold or the heat, someone gave him water when he was thirsty, and someone gave him an umbrella when it rained...... There is always someone to help clean the desk, the cleaning is never arranged for him, the schoolbag is heavy, someone will help carry it, the school bus, always leave the best position for him, the classroom is also, his favorite position, the pair will not be changed to someone else to sit; This is too weird, and what is even more terrifying is that Mu Ziqing found that the classmates he hated gradually changed schools inexplicably.

Such a situation made Mu Ziqing feel panicked.

Immediately after that, an incident occurred, which was the โ–กโ–ก that really made Mu Ziqing hide himself.

It really made Mu Ziqing feel extremely frightened.

That year, he was in the fourth grade, a private school, and almost all of his classmates were the children of celebrities in the circle. He has a mother who is a public figure, and while his career is successful, it is inevitable that people will be jealous and hateful.

The school has another daughter of the actress, who is in the second grade higher than Mu Ziqing, in the sixth grade, and usually takes care of Mu Ziqing. But the actress has a very bad relationship with Mu Lang in private, and this girl also hates Mu Lang. One day, on the occasion of Mu Ziqing's absence, he openly scolded Mu Lang for being indecent, maybe it was whose mistress, the shameless junior. There may also be a junior for many people.

These words were heard by Mu Ziqing, who passed by the door of their class and was about to go to physical education class.

It was the first time Mu Ziqing heard such ugly words, and she was naturally very angry.

That girl is usually a very arrogant character, and has always taken care of Mu Ziqing very well, Mu Ziqing didn't understand why the girl said such things behind her back to insult his mother, he remembered the moment he appeared, the whole class was quiet, as soon as the girl saw him, she suddenly became very flustered, Mu Ziqing didn't say a word, the girl had already hurriedly ran to Mu Ziqing's side, apologized and comforted him, all the classmates in the class were nervous, and began to comfort Mu Ziqing.

Of course, he would not forgive so lightly.

The little girl was really anxious, and kept apologizing, Mu Ziqing stiffened and didn't speak, and the girl cried all at once. It was at this time that Mu Ziqing felt scared...... Before he appeared, the girl said such a thing, no one refuted, and there was a voice of approval, but a second after he appeared, she suddenly changed her attitude.

It's weird.

If it's one person, it's fine, but all the people are undoubtedly biased towards him.

They didn't think there was anything wrong with the little girl's words, but they comforted him one after another, not wanting to make him unhappy. Mu Ziqing was afraid, the people around him were like monsters, it was terrible, Mu Ziqing's brain was buzzing, and he fainted.

When I woke up, I was in the school infirmary.

There was no one around, and the doctor's face was kind, saying that his condition was okay, it was low blood sugar. Mu Ziqing nodded, a little unhappy in his heart, he found that it seemed that many people were very good to him, but when he really wanted to be alone, there was often no one around him.

Mu Ziqing was surprised to find that he had no friends at all.

Mu Ziqing pressed his heart, he was never lonely, although it was just an ethereal feeling, but he could really give him support.

Mu Ziqing was very gloomy when he got out of school, he went around the campus for half a circle, he didn't want to go home, Mu Lang wouldn't be at home, but at this time, he found the girl who was surrounded and bullied by five or six people. It's terrible, that girl was bullied voluntarily, she apologized and accepted the punishment at the same time, the reason was that Ziqing fainted.

This made Mu Ziqing panic, afraid of being discovered, and he went home soon.

But this matter is far from over, this girl no longer appears by his side, but he always remembers the way this girl accepts punishment, after a long time, when he asked this girl again, they said that she also transferred schools, Mu Ziqing was very surprised, went home to check on the Internet, the actress announced that she would retire from the circle, because her daughter had severe depression, she had begun to self-harm and self-abuse, and her suicidal tendencies were very strict, she had to stop filming and take her daughter to the United States-Federation-Commonwealth for treatment.

Mu Ziqing began to test and expressed his preference for a certain food, so even the classmates who usually hate that kind of food will feel very fond of it, but they will give it to him first; Expressing Xiร n's disgust for a certain vegetable, so that it can no longer be seen, although these are fake, everyone ......

The things he likes are liked by everyone, and the things he hates gradually disappear, either disappearing from his sight or disappearing into this world, and all the people still spoil him around him, but no one really cares about him, and no one cares what he really wants.

Suddenly understood, Mu Ziqing was afraid, feeling the ethereal feeling in the depths of his mind, he was very proud at the beginning, no one else had a wonderful partner he had, he kept what he had never said to others, that feeling like a fake, was his only truth, not swayed by his preferences, and gave him real comfort.

Since then, Mu Ziqing has hidden herself and never expressed her preferences, as if she is enjoying all this pampering and happy life.

It was a curse, and if someone sued him, he would never doubt it. cursed him to live in false pampering, only a little truth in his heart, not lonely but lonely, so uncomfortable.

Now, finally, his proclamation came to his side, and every qiฤ“ curse was dispelled.

"Xuanxuan ......" Mu Ziqing pushed Wen Renxuan away, tilted his body and lay down, pillowed on Wen Renxuan's lap, and raised his eyes to look at Wen Renxuan, "Is that magical old man in your family really saving zร i?" โ€

Wen Renxuan nodded, "Hmm." It seems to be true, and everyone in the family respects it, but I've never seen it before. โ€

Mu Ziqing burst out laughing, "Then you dare to say that it's true, what about the Divine Stick Family?" Because you have to deceive others, the people in your own family will not tell the truth? โ€

"So it's like." Wen Renxuan said that he also laughed, "You are so bad, your mouth is so poisonous." โ€

Mu Ziqing pursed her lips and smiled a little proudly, thinking of her many years of life, she sighed, and felt that it was very good to be like this now. If it was before, he said who was a god, it was ......

"It's really like a dream, when you come to me, it's like I'm waking up." Mu Ziqing opened her eyes again and smiled very happily, "You say, are the two of us born by my mother, or by your mother?" โ€

Wen Renxuan thought for a moment before replying, "Maybe it's the two of them?" โ€

Mu Ziqing laughed again, "Tease me again, it's impossible, they are all women, how can they give birth to two boys?" Are the two of us actually girls? Ha ha. Mu Lang said that he passed on Wen Renxuan to his sister Wen Renyue, who lost her child.

Wen Renxuan saw Mu Ziqing's happy smile, and also laughed, unlike Mu Ziqing, in addition to feelings, he did know that he had twin brothers very early.

From the mouth of his mother, who was devastated by his love. From the mouths of their family's dead. The magical old man in Mu Zimu's mouth.

The Breaker said.

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ The forbidden twins, burdened with the generosity of fate. โ€

"They are born with magical powers, a cruel gift from the gods, double is existence, double is death."

"The separation of the two phases can't stop them......" The old man's vicissitudes of life closed his eyes and sighed deeply, "Injustice, injustice...... There is a lot of fog and fate, don't let these two children see each other until they become adults......"

"Fate will grant them eternal happiness, accompanied by eternal loneliness."

"Only in this way can the two children be safe, and ...... in the future" is a heavy sigh and a fate that cannot be broken.

If two people are together, one of them must be hurt, which is also the reason why Mu Ziqing was two levels shorter than him in their childhood, Mu Ziqing was once fatally injured, so their mother, according to the orders of the Deadman, forcibly separated the two of them.

After separation, it was really safe, he was feared by everyone, his brother was favored by everyone, and shun was synonymous, but happiness? No, this is torture, they live in an absolutely false reality.

Lonely? Well, it's lonely. There is a person you know that he is in existence, he can't communicate, he can't meet, you know that he knows you, and you know that each other is the closest person, but there is no more lonely than that.

Now, they are adults. Wen Renxuan looked at Mu Ziqing, and thought in his heart, even if it was ......

"Xuanxuan, shall I sleep for a while?" In front of Mu Ziqing's eyes, there was another alternation of black and white sparks, flashing his headache, Mu Ziqing closed his eyes again, pillowed Wen Renxuan's legs and fell asleep gently, maybe he couldn't sleep at night, so he ...... With Xuanxuan here, you can sleep well.

Who would have thought that the slight eye pain at the beginning would follow so many things after that. That's the real curse.

***

Mu Ziqing took advantage of the time when the darkness was constricted, gently stroked Wen Renxuan's cheek, and thought to herself, maybe they both cherished the happiness of being together too much, so they didn't pay attention, no, they didn't care about the tragedy and approached.

The pure white soul has long since left, and the power left behind has also been absorbed by Wen Renxuan, and the darkness is shrouded again, the color has not changed much compared to last time, but the sense of depression in the space has been reduced a lot.

After getting along in the dark for a long time, Mu Ziqing had long been aware of all the details of this room, and sat down on the chair next to the bed, Mu Ziqing took Wen Renxuan's hand and put it on his face, "Xuanxuan, brother is back." โ€

"This time I met again," Mu Ziqing muttered, "My dream is more real than my life, and I also think it's a little funny, knowing that it's not alone, I thought they were alone...... Strange, right? But I already know what to do. โ€

Mu Ziqing was about to say something, but there was a sudden distortion in the air, and a jumping flame appeared out of thin air in the darkness, and Mu Ziqing put Wen Renxuan's hand away.

Standing up, Mu Ziqing looked at the soul that came.