Chapter 201: No Regrets

"Are you awake......"

Wang's mother was worried by the bedside. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Old Mrs. Zhen slowly felt that the place she was in was on her bed.

"Miao."

Her voice sounded a little dry.

"I had a good dream, I dreamed of a child, and ......"

As if it were the name of Mrs. Xue, who had passed away for decades, Mrs. Zhen was actually not like an ordinary woman, she was always very tough, and since she was widowed, she didn't like to talk about her husband often.

Because Wang's mother has served her for decades, she feels that she is not normal this time.

I don't know what Zhen Guogong said to her, which made her so abnormal.

"Old lady......"

Wang's mother felt bitter.

"What a dream."

Mrs. Zhen struggled to get her to help herself up.

Looking at Mother Wang's eyes, there was a rare smile, and even the wrinkles on her face seemed to be smoothed out a little.

"I dreamed that when I was young, in that place in Suiyuan, I always loved to ride horses and run around, no one could stop me, after marrying him, I still couldn't pay attention, but every time I asked him to wait for me at the door of the house. That time, I had just conceived a child, and I went out to ride a horse, and when I came back, I saw him waiting for me at the door, and when I saw that I was going to dismount, he was angry and went into the house without looking back, and I was in a hurry, and I jumped off the horse and chased after him......"

That tall back is the deceased husband in the scene forty years ago.

It's just that forty years ago, her husband would turn around and hug her, deliberately reprimanding her with a straight face.

But in the dream, he went farther and farther, and he couldn't catch up......

No, no, he did go farther and farther, and he had been away from her for more than forty years without looking back.

"Miao, soon, I'll catch up with him."

Mrs. Zhen sighed leisurely, but with two points of relief.

Wang's mother knelt beside the bed and couldn't cry.

For decades, she sent away her husband and children, and Mrs. Zhen never talked about these, the drums and snowstorms on the northwest battlefield, she picked them all up after her husband fell......

She lived too tired, too tired.

"Alright." Mrs. Zhen's eyes returned to Qingming, "Go and take out the clothes in my camphor box." ”

"That's ......"

Wang's mother was surprised.

It's a costume that you only wear when you enter the palace.

She wants to go into the palace to see the Queen Mother!

Mrs. Zhen and the Queen Mother have known each other for decades, and they have had some friendship since they were young.

Zhen Lao Taijun is also after the gate, the name of the tiger girl spread all over the capital, and later followed his father to the border, but did not mind the Xue family's thin background, married Xue Yanji, and later her husband came out, and also made a lot of military achievements, after Zhen's father passed away, he continued to guard the border by his son-in-law, and the court also increased officials several times, but because of Xue's lowly background, he was still very looked down upon, and the palace did not attach much importance to his military merits, Zhen said to her husband very domineeringly:

What's so good about the capital, our family is in the northwest, who needs to see it!

Later, Hu Nu invaded and fought several times, and the father and son of the Xue family died on the battlefield one after another.

Instead, she broke her oath that day and returned to Jinling first.

Xue Jiao, who had just turned ten years old at the time and was still a child, took Xue Qi, who was younger than him, and pulled her sleeve with tears in her eyes and asked her: Grandmother, why did you leave? Why live in Jinling?

She didn't say anything, shook off the children's hands, and entrusted the two children to Song Xuanzhen's hands.

In fact, when Xue Jiao was seven years old, she took the child into the palace for the first time, and the Queen Mother had already hinted to her that the new emperor intended to abolish the Xue family.

Mrs. Zhen faintly felt that this was related to the Zhenguo Mansion.

Even if Xie Miao had just inherited the knighthood at that time.

Even if the emperor gave a plaque of "full of loyal martyrs" at that time, it was transported to Suiyuan.

Grace is grace, but that doesn't mean it's like.

Zhen, who had a flamboyant personality when she was young, has long since disappeared, and she knows that Jinling, which she doesn't like, will always be like this.

Under everyone, there is a heart that is different from the surface.

Even if the Queen Mother doesn't say it, she can see that the relationship between mother and son is very embarrassing.

"No, you can't."

She said categorically to the Queen Mother.

Even if the emperor wants to slowly run the Zhenguo Mansion, even if the emperor will abolish the Zhenguo Mansion sooner or later.

As the Xue family, which is in the same breath as the Zhenguo Mansion, it can't fall.

Her husband left her a lifetime of loneliness and countless burdens, but it was only a few years of warmth, and it was worth everything she had to pay for the Xue family and her descendants in this life.

She never regretted it.

Therefore, she can not have military merits, she can not have rights, she doesn't even want her own fate, Zhen Lao Taijun has gone out on behalf of her husband for the rest of her life, and she has killed countless Hu slaves, all of which can be avoided.

She just needs a safe Xue family.

Therefore, three years later, after holding Suiyuan again, she returned to Jinling and reminded this high emperor that their loyalty remained unchanged, and their power belonged to the emperor, but their existence could not be erased.

Later, when Xie Miao grew up, the Zhenguo Mansion and the royal family were naturally another story.

Mother Wang thought about the bits and pieces of these years, and couldn't help but sigh again.

In this quiet little Buddha hall, there is no sound at all.

There are no children and grandchildren around the knees, no laughter and fun, and not even the younger generations who say hello in the morning.

Mother Wang looked at Mrs. Zhen and just wanted to ask, is it worth it?

"It's been a long time since you've seen the Queen Mother, and she should miss you too."

Wang's mother said.

Mrs. Zhen looked at the dressing mirror and only said, "Ah Miao, remember to prepare osmanthus water for combing my hair, I haven't used it for a long time." ”

When she prayed to the Buddha, she had already said goodbye to these spices and fat powders.

Mother Wang answered, but she felt a flustered for no reason.

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Su Rong was preparing to go to Zhuangzi.

"The flowers and the moon and spring breeze are handed over to the shopkeeper Cao, and the account books of other industries are sent to Honeysuckle for checking, and then sent to me in a unified manner."

"Miss......"

Honeysuckle rubbed his hands together crampedly, feeling embarrassed by his responsibilities.

Su Rongyi smiled, "Don't worry, you are careful, you have studied for two months, and it is enough." ”

Originally, Su Rongyi wanted to teach her to read the accounts, and she would have a skill when she was older, but although this girl was interested in doing business, she couldn't sit still in front of the account book for a moment, so Su Rongyi had to let her.

Jianqiu knows some martial arts, and the responsibility of running errands and escorts is handed over to her.

It's honeysuckle, but she is very good at embroidery and cooking, and at that time, when Su Rongyi taught Jianqiu to read the accounts, she sat next to her, and she was so familiar that she could understand it at one point.

Although she didn't bring it out personally, she is indeed a manufacturable material, and Su Rongyi naturally does not hesitate to use people.

"Miss, Miss......"

Jianqiu ran in, "Qiu Ye and Song ...... No, and Mrs. Qiu, I have sent a message to invite you to come over. ”

Su Rongyi smiled, "I was busy with things ahead, so I should go and see them." (To be continued.) )