Facts have proved that Shen Yanru's state is not accidental.

Because until An knew that it was too late to see her and asked her to go upstairs to sleep, Shen Yanru's mood was not high.

Obviously, she didn't find the erratic inspiration, let alone write half a note, and the process of creating a new work was long and difficult.

Afraid that An knew that she was worried, Shen Yanru did follow her upstairs to wash and sleep, but she pretended to be in her heart, how could she not sleep?

In fact, for the industry that relies on inspiration for a living, staying up late is a normal state, after all, sometimes you can't find inspiration, so you can only spend more time. And sometimes I don't have enough time to find inspiration, so I have to work overtime.

But Shen Yanru has never stayed up all night since he found An Zhizhi. At first, it was because An Zhizhi was a high school student and needed a regular schedule, and if she drove at night, it might affect An Zhixiao.

Later, on the one hand, she was used to such a routine, and on the other hand, it was also because, with An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru rarely had the worry of not being able to catch inspiration, and to a certain extent, An Zhizhi even became the source of her inspiration.

In this case, she naturally doesn't need to stay up late to catch up with work.

So when this state suddenly appeared, Shen Yanru was still a little unaccustomed to it. Although she pretended to be in her heart, she actually fell asleep while lying on the bed. It's just that in the middle of the night, I was awakened by a dream for no reason. The contents of the dream were forgotten, and only the feeling of urgency still remained in my heart.

Shen Yanru couldn't sleep, so he couldn't help but toss and turn and affect An Zhizhi, so he had to get up and go downstairs in a daze.

She hadn't felt such a sense of urgency in a long time. Recently, it seems that everything around him is developing in a good direction, so smooth that Shen Yanru almost gets carried away, I really think that life has come to this point, and there is a flat river ahead, and there is no more difficulty.

Contentment is a feeling that can save people from suffering in many cases, but it can also make people lose their motivation to work hard and become one of the mediocre people.

Before today, Shen Yanru had even thought that there was nothing wrong with this.

She is an ordinary person, and living an ordinary life complements each other. What's more, she met the person who could be her companion in the dust.

But today, although what happened was just a small thing, Shen Yanru finally discovered that this was not the case.

She can't be willing to be a mediocre person, because An knows that she is not mediocre, her path has just begun, and it is the time to forge ahead, if she is a little slack, she may be left behind and will never be able to catch up again.

But Shen Yanru hopes that she can always be in parallel with An Zhizhi, and even always walk ahead of her, as her leader.

That's what she did from the beginning. She wanted to pave a smooth path for An Zhizhi so that she could just walk on it comfortably and not worry about anything else. If you are reduced to mediocrity, how can you achieve this goal again?

Thinking about it like this, how could Shen Yanru not have a sense of urgency in her heart, urging her to move forward quickly?

However, at the first step forward, she was stopped.

Among surpassing others and breaking through oneself, Shen Yanru believes that breaking through oneself is the most difficult. There are many people who have never done this in their entire lives, and even before that, she had been stagnant for a long time, almost thinking that her path had come to an end.

Although An Zhizhi's existence can always bring her a lot of inspiration, and even make her make a breakthrough unexpectedly, after all, it is just the beginning, and it still needs more time to explore and stabilize it.

At this time, it was really difficult for her to compose a song that was completely different from her own style.

Of course, this is not to say that Shen Yanru can't write cheerful tunes. With her musical literacy, no matter what kind of subject matter and style, it can be written. But it was only written out, and perhaps outsiders couldn't see any difference, but she knew that it was just a superficial thing.

That kind of thing can't even be called a "work" at all, let alone give it to An Zhizhi to sing.

An knew that when he woke up in the middle of the night, he found that Shen Yanru was not there. I thought she was locked in the video room again, but I didn't expect to just sit in the dark living room in a daze.

She thought about it and didn't turn on the light. It is said that in the dark, sometimes people feel more secure and have more desire to talk.

An knew how to increase his steps, walked to Shen Yanru and sat down.

Shen Yan came back to his senses, "Xiaoxiao? ”

"Sister, why are you sitting here without sleeping? Wondering how to write a new song? An Zhi asked.

Maybe it is indeed easy for people to let go of their defenses in the dead of night, or maybe it is because the self-reflection just now has been effective, Shen Yanru also realized that it is useless to spend more time on his own words, An Zhizhi is the source of his inspiration, so when she heard An Zhizhi mention this problem, her heart was very calm.

"yes." She nodded and asked Ann to know, "What do you think is cheerful and funny?" ”

Cheerful and interesting, Shen Yanru knows these two words.

But only to know. She has been an emotionally restrained person since she was a child, which stems from her family education, and everyone in the family behaves gracefully and restrainedly, which also affects her.

In Shen Yanru's memory, he never even laughed. Because in her cognition, this kind of behavior is actually a bit rude. Maybe she doesn't mind others making it, but she definitely can't do it herself.

As for fun, as a person with a serious personality that makes people think that he is cold, many times Shen Yanru can't get the points of those small jokes that are popular on the Internet, let alone appreciate them with a relaxed and happy mood. Because she always wants to be more serious and analyze this matter in depth, instead of laughing like others.

So this time, what Shen Yanru wants to break through, strictly speaking, is not his own music style, but his own personality, attitude towards life, and some more subtle things, which may be called three views.

Subverting yourself, that's where it's hardest.

Simply looked for answers from An Zhizhi.

For An Xiaoxiao, this question is too simple, "I think many things will make people happy, but if you want to be happy, you have to be very happy, right?" ”

"When will you be so happy?" Shen Yanru asked.

"Of course it's time to play." An Zhizhi said.

When it comes to happiness, of course, it is easier for children to get. Probably because I didn't think much and was very content, "When I was a child, I lived in the village, and the adults didn't care much about the children, so we often went into the mountains together. There are a lot of good things to eat and play on the mountain, and for us at that time, it was like an inexhaustible treasure trove, so we would have fun every day. It is human nature and instinct to eat and drink and play with one's heart. Sister, what were you like when you were a child? ”

"I've been receiving an elite education in the system since I was three or four years old." Shen Yan said.

As you can imagine, her childhood was accompanied by a variety of lessons, and there was no so-called play.

An Zhi turned his head and looked at her sympathetically, it was so pitiful, she didn't even have a childhood. It's really embarrassing for her to let such a Shen Yanru write cheerful songs.

His eyes rolled, and an idea suddenly popped up in An Zhi's mind, "Sister, let's go out to play tomorrow!" ”

"Where to play?" Shen Yanru was puzzled.

"Go to the playground!"

It makes sense that this place is so popular. An Zhizhi felt that with Shen Yanru's personality, it was unrealistic to suddenly ask her to plunge into a game. So she felt that she had to break something about Shen Yanru first.

Is there anything better way to do that than with extreme sports?

In the extreme environment, the human body will be mobilized to the highest, which itself is a kind of "breakthrough self" movement, in this process, people will easily release themselves because of the huge external stimulus, and get a sense of pleasure and achievement.

It will be easier to make a breakthrough physiologically and then psychologically.

Of course, Shen Yanru didn't need such a big stimulus, and An Xiaoxiao felt that for the time being, a roller coaster and other stimuli should be enough. As long as Shen Yanru is allowed to abandon the shell that he has been putting on his body on weekdays and devote himself to games and play, he will naturally be able to understand what it means to be cheerful.

"Why did you suddenly want to go out?" Shen Yanru didn't know that An Zhizhi's brain hole was so far, but when she thought that she might want to take herself out to play, there was a slight rejection in her heart. Because she didn't think it was for her.

However, Ann's answer was, "We haven't gone out on a date yet, let's go together!" ”

"On a date, going to the playground?" In Shen Yanru's impression, it should be a rather noisy place, could it be that these are all the things that young people like now?

"That's right! Go to the playground during the day, then go for a candlelit dinner followed by a movie. Perfect process! An Zhizhi said.

Hearing her say this, the rejection in Shen Yanru's heart disappeared, and a slight sense of anticipation began to rise.

Appointment...... Is it?

She doesn't know how to like someone, and all the previous preparations came from the strategies on the Internet. However, most of those involved were before they were together, and as for how to get along with lovers, Shen Yanru, who had always thought that he was going to fight a protracted war, had obviously not thought of such a far place.

But if Ann knows that he likes, "Okay, let's go to the playground." ”

An Zhi showed a smile, compared a V in his heart, and then leaned over and hugged Shen Yanru's arm, "So in order to be more energetic tomorrow, go back to sleep with me first?" ”