Chapter 81 Jinyi returned to his hometown, set up a flagpole, and the wind blew the flagpole and smashed his mother

October Pregnancy Nursery Lang,

Erlang has entered the officialdom.

Brocade returned to the hometown flagpole,

The wind blew the flagpole and smashed the mother.

In the early morning of the Qingming Festival, Fan Ermao opened the door of the hall and heard the crows chirping as soon as he entered the courtyard.

Ermao didn't go to breakfast, and went into the back room to push out the bicycle and go to the set.

When he came back, he saw Ermao carrying a big bag of things into the house, and put the bag on the strip table when he entered the house, and this bag was the lamp paper incense, wax, cannon, knife head meat, fruit, wine and other sacrifices he prepared, he thought about it a few days ago, and said that if the eunuch did not come back, he would go to the grave to burn paper. So he rushed to the market early in the morning.

After coming back, Ermao saw that it was still early, so he sat down at the small square table boringly, his fingers kept tapping on the table, and he was uneasy. He thought to himself that this eunuch was really angry, when was the time, and those who burned paper or not did not come to a letter, and they were in a hurry to die. Ermao was restless, not sitting or standing, not having any appetite in his stomach, sitting there staring blankly at the door and thinking.

I saw that it was half noon, and there was no movement. Ermao thought to himself, it seems that he will not come back, so I should go to the grave by myself. After thinking about it, he got up and went into the kitchen, added two bowls of water to the pot, covered the pot with his hand, then bent down and grabbed a handful of dry firewood, squatted down, lit it and threw it into the stove, watched the fire ignite, and then refilled two handfuls of firewood and grass, stood up and walked towards the hall.

Ermao took out the knife head meat from his bag, turned around and went to the kitchen again.

When Ermao had soaked the meat of the knife, he carried it into the hall and put it on the table, turned around and went into the inner room to find the basket, and put the prepared sacrifices into the basket. Then he turned around and came out, closed the door and walked out of the courtyard, put down the basket when he got out of the courtyard, locked the door, and then bent down and picked up the basket and turned around to leave.

After taking a few steps forward, Ermao couldn't help but put his hands on the pergola and looked up at the sky. I saw Yin Hongsun shuttling through the clouds and crawling into the sky with difficulty, thinking that it was time to burn paper, and thinking about stepping up.

Just walked a few steps, I heard the sound of the car horn at the entrance of the village, Ermao walked forward quickly, and before he walked on the main street, he saw a black car coming.

Ermao staggered to the side, and before he could come to his senses, the car had stopped beside him. Then the door opened, and a person got out of the car. To use the mouth of the person who looks at the face, the only person who sees this life is: tiger head and swallow jaw. The sun and the moon are from the angle, the rhinoceros runs through the top, the eyes are fixed, the two phoenixes are facing the sun, the phoenix pavilion is inserted into the sky, the hands are hanging down the knees, the mouth is big and the fist is large, the tongue is long and the nose is long, and the tiger walks the dragon. The appearance of great nobility. This is what the person said, if there is a person who looks like this, it will not scare people to death, that is, the exaggeration of the face person, he said let's listen to it and laugh it. Although it is a bit too much. But the widow's son did have a high forehead and bright eyes, long phoenix eyes and eyebrows, a high nose, and thick lips. With a round chin, she looks like her mother, and she is handsome and handsome in her stability. The generosity reveals the old and serious, giving people a feeling of not being angry but mighty.

Ermao was looking at the widow's son, and heard the widow's son Zhu Eunchen smile and say unhurriedly: "Brother Ermao, why are you going?" ”

"Go to the cemetery and burn paper!"

"Oh, wait, don't worry, let's go into the house first, and we'll go together later." As he spoke, he walked to the door of his house.

The widow's son walked ahead of her, and the chariot drove forward. Ermao came back to his senses, hurriedly ran forward with the basket, ran to the gate in one breath, put down the basket, took out the key from his pocket and opened the door, and then picked up the basket and stood at the door to watch Zhu Eunchen walk steadily. His heart was empty, and he didn't know whether it was surprise or where to start, but he just watched the car drive to the door and stopped.

The car door opened again, and a dignified woman with clear eyebrows came down from the back door, and saw the woman get out of the car and smiled slightly, and shouted to Ermao in a clear voice: "Brother Ermao, my mother is back, come and help her back to the house." ”

Ermao was stunned at this time, and quickly ran into the house to put down the basket and ran to the front of the car, at this time the machine on the car was helping the widow get out of the car with the eunuch's daughter-in-law, and Ermao trotted up to help the aunt get out of the car.

I haven't seen my aunt for more than a year, Ermao has an indescribable feeling in his heart, he can't care about looking at his aunt anymore, so he saw his aunt take a foot with difficulty, her body trembled and slowly moved to the side of the car little by little, and landed on the ground, and then slowly turned around and stretched out her hand to hold her son's hand, her body trembled and stood up, grabbed the car door with her other hand, and dragged out the other foot with difficulty. Ermao saw that he understood most of the things in his heart, and he didn't want to think so much, so he reached out to grab his aunt, but he felt that it was inappropriate, hesitated, turned around and squatted down, and said, "Auntie, I carry you on my back." ”

"Ermao? You don't have to carry it, and your aunt can walk. ”

"Auntie, come up, I'll carry you on my back." Ermao didn't move, very firm and motionless.

"Alas, my aunt hasn't gotten to the point where she can carry her back to the house." The widow removed her hand from the car door and pushed Ermao away.

"Auntie, come up, I can carry you."

"Mother, let Ermao carry it." The widow's son said.

"Alas, what are you backing?" The widow saw that several people were waiting for her and no longer insisted, let go of her son's hand, put it on Ermao's shoulder, Ermao raised her ass and put her aunt on her shoulder, her hands reached back and grabbed her aunt's legs, and her back straightened up and lifted her aunt's back, "Auntie is much lighter." After walking a few steps, it was these words that flashed into Ermao's mind.

When I entered the hall, I saw the widow patting Ermao on the shoulder and saying, "Let me go to the small table." ”

"Medium." Ermao walked to the small table, then turned around and gently put down the aunt, the widow's son followed, moved the small stool behind his mother, and reached out to help the widow sit down slowly. Ermao let go of his hand, got up to leave, and when he walked to the door, the widow and daughter-in-law were walking inside, "What are you doing?" Brother Ermao. ”

"I'm going to make tea."

"No, don't worry, sit in the house first, the eunuch still has something to say." Qingxiu's younger siblings looked at him and said seriously.

Ermao looked at his younger brother and sister very seriously, hesitated for a moment, then returned to the house and stood opposite his aunt, and then looked at the eunuch with inquiring eyes. Zhu Eunchen stood beside the widow, glanced at his mother and then looked at his daughter-in-law and said, "You greet your mother at home, and I will go to the cemetery with Ermao." After that, he glanced at Ermao and said, "Let's go, let's go burn paper." ”

"Medium." Ermao agreed and went to the table and picked up the basket, turned around and walked out of the house with the widow's son. When she went out, the widow's son looked at Ermao's basket and asked, "What did you bring?" ”

"Knife heads, paper money. The cannons are braided, and the incense wax is all brought. ”

"Oh, I've got some with me, and I'll take them all in the car."

"Medium." Ermao followed the widow's son out of the door.

When they went out of the gate, there were many people standing outside the gate, all of whom had heard that the widow's son had returned, and came to see the excitement. The widow's son greeted everyone with a smile, and when he saw the older one calling his aunt and aunt, and seeing the younger one smiling and saying hello, the widow's son greeted him. Then he looked at the driver standing in front of the car. The widow's son motioned to him, and the man immediately went to the back of the car, opened the back of the car, and leaned down to take something.

Ermao walked to the back of the car, and the man began to load things into the basket, and soon the basket was stuffed to the brim and sank a lot.

"Alright, let's go." The widow's son looked at Ermaodao.

When Ermao touched the gaze of the eunuch, his heart trembled unconsciously. This gaze gave him a feeling of being suppressed. He didn't dare to make head-on contact. This was something that had never been done before, the eunuch was already a mature man, and his demeanor was elegant.

Walking out of the village, the widow's son said as he walked. "Brother Ermao, how are you doing lately?"

"Okay, okay."

"Okay, that's fine. Brother," the eunuch screamed and startled Ermao. He looked at the eunuch in a daze, and followed him blankly. I heard the widow's son continue: "Brother Ermao, I will trouble you again in the future." ”

"Brother, look at what you say, what's the trouble, that's not what I should do."

"I'm relieved to have your words."

"What's the matter, eunuch, what's the matter?"

"Yes, something, my mother is sick." The widow's son said this, his eyes glistening with tears. Then he walked in a deep tone and talked about the situation of the past few months. He said that at the beginning of this year, his mother suddenly had a fever, and his head was hot, so he sent his mother to the hospital, and received treatment in the hospital.

"The surgery was successful, but you may have heard that the success rate of liver cancer is very low, and the malignant tumor grows quickly, there is no capsule on the surface, it has no clear boundary with the surrounding normal tissue, it is highly invasive locally, and it can metastasize through lymphatic vessels. You may not understand this way, but the general meaning is that liver cancer has no obvious therapeutic effect after surgery, but will accelerate the metastasis of cancer cells, that is, my mother's disease cannot be cured. ”

"That's where it started." Ermao listened and listened to the legs that couldn't move, the two legs were heavy as if they had been filled with lead water, and the basket in his hand was so heavy that it was about to fall to the ground. Ermao's face was pale, his tongue was like boiling water, and what he wanted to say was in his mouth, but his tongue was not bent, and he couldn't shout if he wanted to. He could not speak, only pulled his heavy lead-filled legs, and followed the eunuch to the cemetery with great difficulty, step by step. When he arrived at the ancestral cemetery of the eunuch's family, he couldn't hold on any longer, and sat on the ground with tears rolling in his eyes and his head buzzing. Then he didn't stand up, buried his head in the crotch of his trousers, grabbed the soil with both hands again and again, pinched and grabbed a handful, and so on and so forth, until the eunuch burned the last piece of paper, walked up to him, and stood in front of him, and he only saw the eunuch's feet.

"Brother Ermao, my mother already knew what disease she had, and she was originally hospitalized, but since she knew what disease she had, she resolutely disagreed to stay in the hospital again, and insisted on going home, no matter how she said, she couldn't be moved, so I only worked hard for you, my mother is very bitter in this life," Zhu Eunchen said this, Zhou Zheng's face shed two lines of tears, and he choked up and continued: "Brother Ermao, the greatest sorrow in life is: the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the son wants to raise but the parent is not there." I can't accompany my mother to the end of her life. I hope that in the last period of my mother's life, you will accompany her old man well, let her go happily and happily without regrets, brother, your great kindness I Zhu Eunchen remembered, I will repay it in the future. Zhu Eunchen said that tears flowed down his handsome cheeks like rain. The eunuch's heavy words were like a solid stone smashed on Ermao's heart, smashed one pit after another, and Ermao's heart was aching. Ermao slowly raised his head, and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth for a long time, "You can rest assured." After saying that, the tears that swirled in his eyes finally poured out, and two lines of hot tears slid down his cheeks, and then he shook his head and twisted it to the side.

"Brother Ermao, the organization has already talked to me, let me preside over the work of a county, the work will be busier in the future, there may be fewer opportunities to come back, you have to worry more. The ancients said: Loyalty and filial piety cannot be both. There is no loyalty and filial piety in the new society, but I can't accompany my mother to the last journey of my life, which really makes me unable to let go. Fortunately, the place where I'm going to work is not far from here, and I will take the time to come back to see my mother often. Brother Ermao, I've tired you again, this great favor will definitely be repaid in the future. ”

"Don't worry." It's still the same sentence. As he spoke, he buried his head in his crotch again, and tears were dripping down, soaking the ground.

By the time they were on their way home, the sun in the sky had already penetrated into the black clouds, and the dark and dim cloud dragon had come from the southwest. Ermao looked up at the sky and said, "Are you still living at home today?" ”

"I can't stop it, I'll come back after I arrange work."

"Then let's go, let's go, it's going to rain this day."

After sending off the eunuchs, Ermao went into the house and looked at his aunt and asked, "Auntie, what do you want to eat, I will do it." ”

"Sesame leaf noodles. I haven't eaten for the old days, and I miss me to death. "Auntie, let's talk, let's talk.

"I'll go with the noodles." Ermao said let's go into the back room to find sesame leaves.

Two lines of hot tears flowed down,

I see that I am about to lose my mother.

Even though there are ten million taels of gold.

There is nowhere to do filial piety and it is in vain. (To be continued......)