Chapter 149: Cultivating Heart Demons

Iris is just a child after all, and he fell asleep when he was tired of crying and was coaxed by the bamboo basket, but he hugged the bamboo basket so that the bamboo basket had to sleep with him, but fortunately, Winston was embarrassed and guilty by his son's crying, but it was not good to stop it for reasons such as independence. The bamboo hoop asked the machine to take a wet handkerchief and wipe Iris face, and then fell asleep with Iris in his arms, he was not in the mood to accompany Winston to act unless necessary.

Pushing all the hair on Iris's forehead back, revealing a smooth forehead, the bamboo hoop kissed Iris's crying red eyes, closed his eyes and rested.

Bamboo hoop sleep is shallow, during the day was not able to sleep, I don't know if it is more relaxed next to Iris, but fell asleep, woke him up is the footsteps outside the door, bamboo hoop opened his eyes, his face was a little gloomy for a moment, soon disappeared, looked out the window The sky was completely dark, the bamboo hoop gently pushed Iris away, sat up by himself, so when the knock sounded Winston pushed the door in, what he saw was the bamboo hoop supporting the armrest of the mermaid chair, the moment he sat on the edge of the bed in the wheelchair, Winston was a soldier, He could see that it was a little difficult for the bamboo basket to do this action, but the skilled Cheng dรน was not low, and he thought that he often did this action.

Zhu Zhen didn't expect Winston to push the door in, after sitting in the wheelchair was much easier, he turned the wheelchair in the direction to face Winston, his eyes were a little dodgy, before he could speak, Winston spoke first, he frowned slightly, and there was some surprise in his voice, "Why don't you use the machine?" โ€

Isn't the specially customized machine to make life easier?

Lowering his head, the bamboo hoop's expression was blocked by his hair, his low voice seemed to tremble, his fingers grabbed the armrest of the mermaid chair, loosened it a few times, and replied, "...... I'm sorry, I, I want to do these things on my own, my own ability, I've been practicing for more than three months, I'm so proficient that I don't need to use a machine...... Sorry, don't be upset, I just think you're right...... I don't have someone by my side to take care of me all the time, and even if it's a machine, there will be times when I need energy......"

Trimester? That's not ...... Practicing before you come to the villa? At that time, the bamboo hoop was just mature and could transform its legs, right?

The rhythm of his breathing was a little disturbed, and Winston only felt a big stone pressing on his heart, and the words he had taught the bamboo basket suddenly became ridiculous. I don't understand anything, and I point fingers. Winston looked at the bamboo hoop in front of him silently, most of the mermaids were innocent and cute, he had done too many wrong things to make this mermaid so uneasy and panicked. Only then did Winston realize how hurtful his unintentional words were, and what kind of fate the mermaid had.

Winston took two steps forward, stretched out his hand to touch the head of the bamboo hoop, the bamboo hoop shrank, the thin back hit the back of the wheelchair, Winston's hand was stuck in the air, his fingertips trembled twice, Winston withdrew his hand and squatted down on one knee in front of the bamboo hoop, "Bamboo hoop, are you afraid of me?" โ€

The bamboo hoop stiffened, the green onion white fingers curled the joints on the armrest, it seemed that it was inappropriate, and soon let go, Winston's strange patience, attitude seemed to return to the original bamboo hoop when he first arrived at the villa, not as indifferent as before, and there was not much sense of shame because of mistakes, plain, this is more comfortable for the mermaid, Winston is afraid that his love will affect the mermaid again, after all, the mermaid's own opinion, too easy...... Drift.

If it weren't for the mermaid's cute and harmless character, it would be most appropriate to say that it was the rudder to see the wind.

"......" Zhu Zhen bit his lip, lowered his eyelids to cover his eyes, and looked fragile, as if he had mustered up enough courage, before he whispered, "I...... I do not know. โ€

After that, he raised his eyes and glanced at Winston quickly, but quickly lowered his head, and only the gentle voice unique to mermaids sounded low, "I hope to get your approval, but I'm worried about upsetting you." I also want to try to do something well, but I can be a bit stupid and can't do it well. At that time, too, Xia Fan wanted to help me, and I felt that since someone helped me, I would ...... Actually, I don't like this kind of self very much. Later, I thought about what you said a lot, and I felt that you were right, so I wanted to try to do a little more, but today ......"

As he spoke, his voice choked, and hot and crystal tears fell directly from the bamboo basket's eyes, and Winston's heart was as uncomfortable as wet cotton blocking, but the next words of the bamboo basket really made Winston's eyes dark.

"Winston...... I, I'm to you, now...... I'm very scared......" Takehoku curled up, "I think you hate me...... You're so capricious......"

Winston fell into an ice cellar. Bamboo hoop, afraid of him. Winston never thought of getting such an answer, since he entered the villa, he was not afraid of him, but was very positive, every time he saw him, he was very happy, and even on the phone, he was very happy and excited, the only time he was scared, it was also a misunderstanding that he was going to hit him, and then it was no different from usual, he never thought that Zhu Zhen would really be afraid of him.

All of his self-righteousness was broken by a blow from the bamboo hoop, and Winston wanted to give himself two punches, but he couldn't, and he couldn't frighten the bamboo hoop any more. Winston closed his eyes and took a deep breath, stood up and took three steps back, looking at the bamboo hoop from a distance and said, "Bamboo hoop, I'm sorryโ€”"

"I solemnly apologize to you for my previous mistakes." Winston bowed deeply, "I won't ...... again"

Looking at the uneased expression of the bamboo hoop, and the pair of beautiful eyes full of surprise, Winston realized that the words and assurances were so pale, as if a heavy weight had been pressed on his back, and it was so difficult to straighten up when he bent down. Winston closed his eyes and slowly got up, speaking a little slowly, as if every word was slowly grinding out of his mouth, "You tell Iris to get up, dinner is ready, I'll wait for you in the dining room." โ€

After that, Winston turned around, walked two steps and then turned back, the face of the bamboo hoop was hidden in the shadows, the small mermaid was thin, as if it was about to touch it, it would disappear into the night, the fair complexion looked like a cold feeling, Winston looked away, walked out of the room, closed the door with his backhand, and stood stiffly in the doorway.

The bamboo basket listened to the sound of the door being slammed shut, and only raised his head for a while, raised his hand and touched his face, there was no weakness in his eyes, and there was an indescribable coldness in his emerald green eyes under the light.

Touched the side of the waist, the warm-up paste is a good way to hide the storage of the bracelet, Xu is mermaid's body is too soft, the bracelet is pressed and embedded in the gap, plus wide clothes, it is really difficult to find if you don't touch it carefully, but the bamboo hoop has to be careful, Winston is different from Iris, just being vigilant is a world of difference, Iris is full of trust in him, even if he holds it in his arms, he will not doubt it, and Winston has no good impression of him, and now it is far from the time to be exposed-

I only hope that his fear can keep Winston, who doesn't like him, at a distance.

After tidying himself up, the bamboo hoop pushed the wheelchair to the side of the bed and called Iris up, this time, Iris hasn't eaten dinner yet, what should I do if I'm hungry.

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Iris was very tough this time, saying that he wouldn't talk to Winston, and then he didn't say a word to Winston, and he didn't even say the most basic etiquette, although Winston didn't care, but he didn't say much, there was a stiff silence between father and son, and Iris looked very embarrassed, Iris was angry for him, and it was definitely a lie to say that he wasn't moved, and he didn't want Iris to be like this because he was really moved.

He could see that Winston still had a high status in Iris's heart, otherwise he wouldn't have done it, sulking, and Iris's own was not happy.

Bamboo tells Iris that Winston has apologized, but Iris persistently disbelief, saying that he will not give up lightly until he hears it with his own ears. Even if Bamboo Basket seriously told him that it was true, Iris shook his head and refused, and as long as there was an occasion where Winston was there, no matter who it was, even if it was his closest Bamboo Basket, who tentatively talked to him about Winston and guided him to talk to Winston indirectly, Iris did not accept it, nor did he answer the call to do his own thing, in his impression, he did not need to be pointed out by others, he had to realize that he took the initiative to admit and correct, and apologized under the words of others, it was not a real apology.

Bamboo Hoop was also very helpless about this, he didn't want to force Iris, and he didn't want Iris to feel that he had been standing on Winston's side to speak for Winston, which would make Iris sad, so he didn't talk about it anymore. Iris's thoughts could not be conveyed to Winston, and the relationship between the two was in a state of cold war.

Winston was not macho, nor did he beat Iris impatiently and obediently - and their Leicester family never taught their children that way. Winston is fully aware of the severity of the matter and takes Iris so seriously that he goes home so often that Iris ignores it.

Later, after the bamboo basket stopped saying good things about Winston, his attitude was even more tough, not only did he not talk to Winston, but he also did not allow the bamboo basket to talk to Winston when the three of them were there, and he stuck to the bamboo basket all the time, so that Winston's mouth became a real ornament - no one at home talked to him.

Realizing this, Winston brought Xia Fan to his home, and Xia Fan was easier to talk to than Winston to Iris in the bamboo hoop - Iris would not be rude to Xia Fan, and the bamboo hoop would not be afraid of Xia Fan. And this method was provided to him by Xia Fan, so that he could understand the overall situation, so that he could understand it better and solve this problem perfectly.

Xia Fan's arrival did ease the atmosphere at home on a certain extent, Xia Fan was originally an acquaintance of Zhu Zhen and Iris, Iris also has a good impression of Xia Fan, plus Xia Fan can speak well, and he understands a lot of things, and unconsciously the atmosphere is very well adjusted, several times, Iris almost spoke to Winston, but in an instant he realized that he would ask Zhu Zhen to take him upstairs.

Zhu Zhen looked more and more distressed for Iris, he knew that Iris had been shaken, but because of him, he didn't want to say yes lightly.

Winston is like riding a roller coaster, up and down for a while, needless to say every disappointment, but he also knows that he can't be in a hurry, and he doesn't force it, as long as the child still has a pimple in his psyche, their relationship will one day face a breakdown.

Xia Fan was very keenly aware of the focus of Iris's change, and he had a new plan in his heart, and he was originally most worried that Ires would not agree, but instead became the least worried problem.

As a result, the time for Iris to come home from school will be postponed every once in a while, and Mr. Butler will be notified in advance that he does not have to pick up people, and on weekends, Iris will also be picked up from the door, and sometimes it will be dark before coming back, Xia Fan and Iris seem to be getting more and more acquainted, from the fact that Iris is no longer afraid to get along with him, it is more and more natural to see that the relationship with Winston has eased a lot, and Bamboo Hoop looks relieved - Iris is finally no longer as uncomfortable as before.

But for Iris to keep silent about what they went out to, Zhuzhen felt a faint sense of loss, and always felt ...... Iris, gradually moving away from him.

The bamboo basket likes to soak in the water more and more, the cold water will make him feel calm, Iris can't be a child forever, there will be such a development one day. It's just that what makes the bamboo hoop feel cold is that fate has turned countless times, and it seems that it still twists back to the original line-

The bamboo hoop is lonely. It's so sad.

Yes, from beginning to end, isn't he alone, and his destination has always been only one place.