Prologue
Life is always joking with people, whether it's cynical or serious. When all ideals and happiness are annihilated by life, you will understand that fantasy is strong. You who rape life are always strong by life. Traitor.
When he was young, Yule once fantasized that he could save the world like Superman, just like Ultraman fighting little monsters, eating, sleeping, and fighting bad guys every day.
When he was a teenager, Yu Le aspired to become a big star, make friends with his favorite male stars, fall in love with his favorite female stars, and experience a different life.
When he grew up, he studied, worked, got married, and had children.
The fantasies and aspirations of the past are just the bitterness of reminiscing, and the ordinary life seems to be the true nature of life.
Yu Le got married at the age of thirty-one, and his married life was very dull. Like most people, Tong Guò works hard to support his family and is eager to take out a loan to buy a sky-high house in Teikyo.
But his sensitive and literary heart was always in turmoil. He was always bored with the immutability of life, lamenting that he was a flying insect wrapped in cobwebs, living a life of powerlessness and despair.
His wife, Zhang Jing, is a doctor, and her workplace is far away from her residence, so it takes three hours to commute to and from work every day to change to the subway, and she gets up early and returns late every day.
The birth of a child has become a rare bright color in Yule's life. But the burden of taking care of the children fell on his shoulders.
Every day after work, watching the children becomes the whole of life, feeding, scrubbing, and pooping and urinating. He loves sports, he no longer has time to run, and his body gradually becomes richer, becoming a big fat man that he can't imagine.
Later, Yule got tired of this patterned life.
On a bright spring day, he picked up his backpack and began to travel around, going to Tibet, Yunnan, Sichuan, and wherever the scenery was good. In the end, he went to the Mogao Grottoes in Gansu.
After visiting the Mogao Grottoes, perhaps it was the religion, mystery, and freedom shown in the murals that stimulated him, and Yu Le always felt that there was a kind of calling in the dark.
Following the call, Yule left the pedestrians and walked into the depths of the desert for three days and three nights.
His lips had already been sucked white, and they were dry into cracks and dead skin. Although he was hungry, after the most uncomfortable period, he only felt weak, but he didn't know that he was hungry.
In a daze, Yu Le complained: If I hadn't come to Mogao Grottoes, if I hadn't been stupid to feel the call, and I would have been willing to live a plain life, maybe I wouldn't have died here quietly. Hehe, the dullness of this life will eventually be buried because of a momentary passion.
As he was about to close his eyes, there was a faint explosion in his ears. He looked up at the sky above him, the sun shining a blazing white glitter, and there was only a white expanse in front of him.
With a "bang", a falling object from the sky smashed on his head.
As soon as his eyes were dark, he knew that life was not passing away quietly, but that there was an unheard of and unseen explosion to see him off.