The editor said that it will be on the shelves next month, and although the results are not satisfactory, I still want to finish it, and I expect more than 2 million words.

How long have I been writing books, I started in 2013, and more than two years, I started by writing a journal.

The first signed book was the underworld, which was written for 300,000 yuan and was blocked, and I was still working in an electronics factory at that time, but I already had this dream.

The second book was signed for an online game, one million words, and the whole book earned thousands of dollars, I didn't give up and continued to write.

When I conceived this book, it was in May, and I refused to apply twice on other websites, and I wanted to give up, but in the end, I still didn't, I took more than 1,000 yuan and went to Xi'an bungee jumping!

Crazy for two days! I came back to continue repairing the car, and in the second half of the year, I signed a contract, and the freedom of bungee jumping made me sober.

I'm just a rural kid, I repair cars, and now I don't repair them for the time being, and I'm drifting north in Beijing.

I know I'm a person who longs for freedom, maybe it's ridiculous, but I know I have a dream of becoming a freelance writer, a dream that is far away, but I've been holding on for more than two years.

How far will it go in the future? I don't know, but I know that I don't dare to give up easily, the situation at home is not good, I want to reduce the burden on the family, I have been charging and learning, I graduated from secondary school, and my academic qualifications are here, sometimes some knowledge is not clear at all, I have to check a lot of information.

Talking so much to you, I actually want to cry, this is from the heart, more than 300,000 words are free, I don't earn a penny, I can only earn some money when I put it on the shelf.

But if I don't meet the regulations, I won't be able to make much money, which means that the book is basically free, and it is not enough money to recharge.

Saying this is not pretending to be pitiful, but I am really wronged and want to talk to you.

Every day is so hard and tiring, I come to Beijing to stay for three months and save some money to go home. Now I work as a security guard in a bank, and I want to work in a newspaper, but my education is ......

At work, others look down on their eyes, what is the cheapness of pulling their fingers at every meal, the stupid look of cooking by themselves, are men tired? Tired, what to do when you are tired? I also cry, but no one else knows.

I love to write books, I don't want to give up, and when I write this heartfelt statement, I want to write one sentence after another, just because my head is in chaos.

Go to bed early and go to work tomorrow! I work during the day and code words at night, just for a dream, I am very happy, but I am also unlucky!

Please respect everyone who has a dream, please respect everyone in every industry, even cleaners, security guards, waiters, they all have their own stories!

Finally, I would like to say that I should smoke less cigarettes and drink some alcohol to support me, Xiaofeng is very grateful!

It's snowing in Beijing, winter is here completely, everyone remember to take care of themselves! I am tired!

―2015-10-22 23:56 Zhichun Road, Haidian District, Beijing!!

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