Chapter 347: Words You Can Only Say Behind Closed Doors
When the dog left, he suddenly felt in his heart, he found that his mother loved to cry very much in her life, especially after being paralyzed in the kang! I remember one time after going to school, he found that his slingshot was missing, and he wondered if he had dropped the slingshot on the kang when he was undressing, which is very likely. So after the first lesson, he went home to look for a slingshot.
The dog ran all the way home, and when he quietly walked into the house, he suddenly heard the sobbing sound in the house, and heard the call of the mother's mouth, father, mother, where are you. Oh, this is my mother missing my father, if you want to say it, I haven't seen my grandmother when I'm so old, and he doesn't even know what they look like.
Since then, the dog has been paying special attention to his mother's face, which often has tear stains on his face. She cried when her father was angry with her, and she cried when she was disobedient, although the reasons for crying were different, but the dog today realized that her mother was crying about the bumpy and sad fate of her life.
This is the first time that Gou Yu thinks about his mother, the first time he thinks about the suffering of this family member, he suddenly feels that his mother is very pitiful, and he feels that he should treat his mother well. Thinking like this, he suddenly felt that he had stepped out of the strange circle of selfishness, and began to know that for the sake of others, could this be the standard of growing up?
The dog came to the well room, but saw that there were people above and below the room, and they were doing their best. Half in front of the house was a slab shelf across the east and west, and at one end of the shelf stood a strong man, and the people below threw dirt on the shelf, and these two men threw the earth onto the roof, playing the role of a setter, and they were the most tired of this kind of work. Even so, the people on the roof kept shouting at them, hurry, hurry, I didn't let you eat in the morning!
"Have you eaten?" The fourth aunt asked when she saw the dog come in.
"Ate the fourth aunt." The dog is very regular, and there is no naughtiness in the past.
"Yo, I said leftover, what's going on today, ah? Not your emphasis? The fourth aunt tilted her neck and looked at the dog leftovers and said.
"Left, didn't you just finish drinking milk, ah? Why are you so well-behaved? A strong man on the splint shouted at the dog.
As soon as the dog heard this, he was angry, I don't speak seriously, you say I don't grow up, I talk seriously, you say I'm still drinking milk, what do you want me to do?
"Your dad is dead, let your mother's fart! Can you grow this big without drinking your mother's milk? What are you stinking about, aren't you going to eat a few more years than me? Gou Yu unceremoniously threw the words over!
"Dog leftover, what you said is wrong, I also tell you, when I was a child, my mother had no milk, I grew up drinking hundreds of milk and eating hundreds of meals, if you don't believe it, just ask, who doesn't know, isn't it the fourth aunt? Look at me, I'm like an ox! Look at you again, the big ones in the milk are soaked, and the weak ones are like dry sticks, and you have the ability to come up and compare? Hahaha. ”
"You are also worthy of doing this kind of physical work, this young master eats by his brain, you don't panic when you say that, the shell Lang sneezes, does it stink!" The dog returned to his normal state, began to talk again, and put his hands in his trouser pockets.
"Hahaha, that's right, this is your dog's leftovers! Dog, don't be serious when you talk, you feel very twisted when you're serious, it's not fun at all, and the big guy has no place to find it if he wants to have fun. ”
"Okay, get to work, it's a lot of fart!" The fourth aunt yelled at the shelf, and then said to the dog left: "Go find the bean sprouts, there is a lot of work on the stove, go find some work." ”
"I'll look for Uncle Yao." Gou Yu said.
The fourth aunt glanced at the old Yao who was working on the roof and asked the dog: "What's the matter, are you looking for Uncle Yao?" ”
"My mother called him."
The fourth aunt said "oh" and said, "You go, I'm busy there, don't worry about this, I'll tell him when I'm done with this pile of soil." ”
The dog left "um" and went.
After an hour, a large pile of soil under the bottom was finally finished, and the fourth aunt said to the people below and on the shelf: "Everyone will rest, drink saliva and smoke a cigarette, and wait for Da Zhuang Dad to get off the cart of soil." ”
"Go down and rest, and leave two or three people in the room." Lao Yao is the steward of the house, and the soil on it should be flattened and smashed to find the slope, and it doesn't take so many people, so he said to the big guy.
"Lao Yao, come down too, I'll talk to you." The fourth aunt said to the roof.
Lao Yao glanced at the fourth aunt and came down without saying a word.
"Go, Wanruo called you." The fourth aunt said.
"What's the matter?"
"The dog didn't say anything."
Lao Yao turned his head to look at the dog leftovers on the stove, picked up a pack of cigarettes on the table, took out one and lit it, and said to the fourth aunt: "I'm going." He disappeared into the shaft room.
"What's wrong?" Lao Yao came to Wanruo's house, sat on the edge of the kang and asked Wanruo.
The husband and wife of the past used to be a pair of lovers who were so loved, and when they couldn't love anymore, they were forced to separate! The separation is so magnificent and alarming, and it is so magnificent and infinite! When Wanruo heard the sonorous footsteps in the courtyard, her heart was in ecstasy, and she couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes!
She tried her best to restrain herself, she didn't want Lao Yao to see her tears at this time, she just wanted to leave her sweetheart a perfect self, and never let him worry about herself, she remembered what Lao Yao said to her very much, you are not a person from this door when you go out of this door, keep the previous in your heart, once you release it, it is a weapon to kill!
Yes, think about your stubbornness out of that house, your heart has not had a moment of peace, that shadow can never be erased, the more you try to restrain it, the more it swells, the heart is like a knife to make you feel painful, just in response to Lao Yao's words, it is really a weapon to kill? At that time, she was tortured so much that she wanted to say to Lao Yao every day in the bed, Lao Yao, I can't close it, there is no lock that can lock my heart, what should I do?
The doors outside were all locked, no one paid attention to the problem, and no one could have opened the shackles, and they had to bear the pain of not being able to close it alone! Especially when Haoran asked him why all this was going on, the thought that was in his heart completely collapsed!
She collapsed, Haoran also collapsed, this family completely collapsed, until today she has to make such a painful determination to arrange everything for herself, everything confirms Lao Yao's words, once you release it, it is the truth of the sentence "killing weapons!"
"It's fine." Wanruo didn't even look at Lao Yao, because she didn't dare to look at Lao Yao, in that case, the tears would definitely fall down like pearls strung together.
"If you want to cry, cry, don't hold it back, you'll have something wrong." Lao Yao took a puff of his cigarette and said without thinking.
"How do you know I'm going to cry, I don't! Woooooooooooooooo "When tears should flow, nothing can stop them, nothing can stop them, Wan Ruo cried bitterly!
"People love the old when they get old, not just you, but also me." Lao Yao was very understated when he said this.
"Why didn't I see that? You're all pretending, do you have the truth of my life? Woooooooooooooooo Wan Ruo cried like a coquettish.
"Hey! Wanruo, regret not being at the beginning! Tell me for yourself, who can persuade you, eh? If you're gone, you're uncomfortable, and I'm okay? Lao Yao took a puff of cigarette and said: "I don't want to come today, but I can't do it, half a life has passed, and no one can feel good in their hearts!" I don't have any other thoughts, I just think that you won't do this again in the future, we should all calm down. ”
"If nothing else, just for the rest of our lives to live happily, worthy of our previous choices, worthy of this family, and see who can survive to the end, this is what we have to think about."
"It's light, can you forget?"
"What can I do if I can't forget? Not alive anymore? ”
"I don't live, I don't want to live, I just don't want to live! Woooooooooooooooo ”
"It's okay if you don't say stupid things, huh? Remember what you said at the beginning, you are my person when you enter this door, you are still my person when you go out of this door, as long as I live, you will live, even if you can't be buried in a grave in this life, your hearts are still together! Lao Yao's words were a little high, and the sharp tone reminded Wanruo of the domineering inherent in Lao Yao's bones before!
Wanruo was stunned by what Lao Yao said, if this was put aside, Wanruo would have kept silent, but today she just wanted to speak, and she couldn't control it if she didn't want to say it: "You know to bluff me!" Woooooooooooooooo ”
"Okay, how old are you, and you're still like a child. There's nothing else to do, it's very busy in the well room, I took the time to come, don't think about it if I'm fine, I'm leaving. Lao Yao came and talked to Wanruo for a long time, but he didn't see Wanruo say anything serious, thinking that she just wanted to talk to herself, nothing else important, so she said.
Wanruo glanced at Lao Yao and said, "Can't you sit with me more?" ”
"This is a child's business, and it is when we need help from the family, so we don't care who cares? In this way, Rong Feng has nothing to do when she is idle at home, so I will ask her to come over and rest with you. Lao Yao got up and was about to leave after speaking, and then turned around and said to Wanruo: "You two talk well, don't be vindictive, you can't talk calmly at this age, how good it is to have a companion." ”
"I thought, then you still have that heart?"
"Well, that's good." After Lao Yao finished speaking, he turned around and walked away from Wanruo's house.
"Why did you come back so early?" Lao Yao walked into his home, and Zhang Rongfeng hurriedly asked.
"Let me tell you a word, go and accompany Wanruo, I just came out of her. You also know that there have been a lot of things going on in her family these days, she is in a very bad mood, there is often no one at home, and she is always thinking about it when she has nothing to do, how can this work? Lao Yao said to Zhang Rongfeng.
"It's also a thing, just go." Zhang Rongfeng said like no one else.
"Speak well! I tell you, don't take it for nothing. In any case, Wanruo is kind to you, you have to be content, don't look at others suspiciously. Besides, she's like that, what age is she, and she doesn't play anymore? ”
Zhang Rongfeng didn't dare to speak. Thinking about it, what Lao Yao said makes sense, people have been paralyzed for so many years, their children are so old, and the love of the two for one person is equal, what do you care? What else is there to worry about?
"Okay, listen to you, you go, I'll go right away."
Lao Yao heard it from what Zhang Rongfeng said, this is what he said from his heart, and it seems that what he said did have an effect. So, Lao Yao got up and walked out of his house.
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