"--Teacher Chu?"

Before Chu Songluo could speak, Lu Wanwan hurriedly defended: "Don't call people around!" This is...... It's a friend of mine. ”

Lu Yuancang looked incredulous, but Chu Songluo said: "It's nothing for him to know, you have a good relationship, and it's too troublesome to hide it." - Good evening, Lu Yuancang. He said as he erected the rabbit ears back and pinched her cheek, "Lately grown, huh?" Secretly crying from me? ”

Lu Wanwan was taken aback by what he said, "Is it so obvious ......?" -No, I'm crying in the morning-"

Halfway through speaking, she realized that she had been deceived again, and angrily knocked off his hand, "You actually played tricks on me!" You're going to lose your little princess forever, you know! ”

Chu Songluo didn't care, and continued to tease her: "When I was a child, I had to make a private decision with me-"

Lu Wanwan's skills are first-class, and he knows that he wants to talk about black history after listening to it, "Stop, stop, stop, I'm wrong, okay?" ”

She pursed her lips, raised her head and frowned at Chu Songluo, but she was caught off guard by pinching her lips into the shape of a duck's beak, her eyes crashed into his sight, and for a moment she felt that the night was not as dark as his eyes - "I know it's wrong, remember to find me in time next time-let you cry alone, it will make me feel very frustrated." ”

"At least for me, don't learn to grow up yet." Chu Songluo let go of his hand in Lu Wanwan's struggle, although his tone was very flat, it made people feel that there was a delicately packaged sense of gentleness.

Although Lu Wanwan has always been very arrogant, the unaware and unwavering of her first love is still very frustrating - although she also feels so hypocritical, she always feels a little wronged, and she desperately persuades herself to be reasonable, and she has mixed feelings all day. But at this moment, the person equivalent to the "rival in love" stood in front of her, and she actually had an urge to cry.

Lu Wanwan suddenly understood Lu Yuancang's mood when he said that this person was a bastard.

So she had tears in her eyes, gritted her teeth, hated her weak resistance, and accused Chu Songluo: "You are simply despicable and shameless!" ”

- "Such an indiscriminate attack" was swallowed back into her stomach, and with a sweep of her eyes, she saw Lu Yuancang with a confused face, and felt the small light bulb above her head pingpong light up, and quickly pulled him to change the topic: "Lu Cuicui, when do you hook up with your male god, don't tell me!" ”

Lu Yuancang had been silent before, and from the side, he saw that the lines of Lu Wanwan's face were very soft, the eyelashes were both curved and long, the shoulders were small and round and cute, and the apricot eyes contained a little tears. and Chu Songluo pinched her mouth, and when she let go, she looked a little stunned.

That kind of mood is like a famous line from a classic shoujo manga.

"That's the first time I've seen someone fall in love."

It seems that they have known each other for many years, but they are just hiding it from themselves - is it more normal to like girls than to like a strange man?

――So why do you want to reset the initial sexual orientation of other people's systems when they are so popular with girls?

Lu Yuancang felt inexplicably bitter on the one hand, and on the other hand, he felt that he could still complain in his heart in this situation was quite problematic, and he didn't know what to do, but there was nothing abnormal on the surface, and he also echoed Lu Wanwan's joking tone: "The male god helped me open a small stove and assisted in this year's best newcomer award." ”

"Eh, is that so?" Lu Wanwan looked at Chu Songluo in surprise, "I finally feel that I have offended too many people in the circle, and I have started to support my little brother?" ”

Chu Song flicked her forehead, and Lu Wanwan hugged her head with a "whoosh" in pain, "You will also have the debut work of the main character in the coming year, if you compete with him next year, the jury will definitely be more inclined to men in the same class of newcomers." ”

In other words, Chu Songluo is for Lu Wanwan's newcomer award in the coming year, so Lu Yuancang needs to get the award this year.

Arrogant sight, arrogant plan, as if winning the award is just lining up to give a speech on stage.

Lu Yuancang smiled: "Oh, Lu Wanwan, I didn't expect me to be in your light, how can I thank you?" I'll take you on the bus for next week's performance? ”

Lu Wanwan suddenly realized that Lu Yuancang must also be very unhappy.

If the person you like doesn't care about you like this, who will be happy?

"Wait, what if they're together!?" The thought flashed, and Lu Wanwan trembled a little by this thought, but for the time being, she felt that Chu Songluo should be undecided, and she also had an advantage-what is this old-fashioned triangular relationship that was accidentally incorporated into the ** element, Lu Wanwan complained to herself, and she didn't know how to face Lu Yuancang.

But he didn't beat his face like this at the moment, Lu Wanwan showed an angry face cooperatively, and a flying kick went towards him: "You want to buy my great kindness for two yuan?" Do you see if you ever cared about my tears of sorrow? You know that you are a lonely child! ”

Lu Yuancang made a giant ugly grimace that had been practiced hard for a long time - out of the psychology of "if it becomes popular in the future, you can take this serious temperament and stalk the rice seriously", and quickly slipped away, and Lu Wanwan also shouted, "You wait for me!" "Follow behind. Chu Songluo slowly put his hand in his pocket and followed at the end, watching the two of them play around.

The campus was already empty and no one was there, and in the moonlight and starry night, the two of them laughed at the door, Lu Wanwan asked Chu Songluo in a whisper, and naturally stood side by side with him, "Cuicui, I won't go home with you, bye~!" ”

Lu Yuancang pouted, "Who is rare!" And honestly, "Goodbye, teacher!" ”

Chu Songluo nodded, turned around and took Lu Wanwan away. Lu Yuancang watched them walk out silently, and then turned around and walked back to the apartment.

There is no snack street at the door, it is close to the residential area, and it is very quiet at the moment, except for one or two elderly people who take their dogs out for a walk, there are almost no pedestrians.

The distribution of street lamps is the most disturbing light, Lu Yuancang thought.

In his mind, the back of Lu Wanwan and Chu Songluo walking side by side appeared, the girl was small, and she was only up to each other's shoulders, looking up at him from time to time and laughing, although Chu Songluo didn't react and rarely spoke, there was a natural and familiar aura between the two.

It seems that the road over there is relatively normal.

Lu Yuancang turned into the greasy and black alley, and then into the narrow basement. The girl next door seems to be staying up late to watch dramas, no one has secrets in this unsoundproof rental housing cluster, and the voice is very clear. He took out the key to open the door, and the small room of three or four square meters looked even more cramped after lighting the lamp, and there was a strange smell because of the difficulty in ventilation.

He took off his clothes and changed into a set of sportswear that served as pajamas, washed his face and brushed his teeth, and then nestled in bed in a daze.

The pillow smells very uncomfortable because there is no place to dry it, and it has been humid recently.

He pulled his phone out from under his pillow and lit up the screen, flipping through a long-ago chat window on Chatchat.

Dad: "You missed the opportunity to go to a serious university, what if you can't find a job in this kind of school?" Can you take responsibility for your own life? ”

Dad: "Forget it, since you said you can support yourself with your dreams, we don't care about you." ”

Dad: "I don't have any great skills with your mother, I can't find you a good job, and if you want to leave home and be independent, don't come back." ”

He replied, "Okay." ”

This was two years ago.

For the first time, I seriously chose the direction to go only to realize that it was so disturbing to decide my life. In case of the fear of failure, I don't know if I have the talent, but I can't control the attraction of this path, and I hesitate countless times before I make up my mind to pursue the so-called "dream".

Isn't it, not a dream, and the road over there is more normal?

Lu Yuancang turned over, put down his phone, lay flat on the bed, and looked at the black hole ceiling.

The lines in the TV series next door kept coming, and he missed about four episodes of the love story of the hero and heroine, and he could make up the plot in his brain.

There was a lot of chaos in his head, but most of them were about Chu Songluo.

We always say that the feelings for idols are just longing and yearning, and they need their existence to gain strength.

But in fact, I just like it.

――Because I like it, after all, it's because I need the other person's save, right?

**

Chu Songluo seemed to be getting worse and worse, his complexion was gradually pale, and he had to take several kinds of medicines before each sound to finish recording an episode without coughing. The seven main characters, except for Lu Yuancang, are all first-class in strength, so he is extremely nervous every time, for fear that he will prolong the recording time by eating screws and jamming, so he forces himself all the way down, and he has grown up quite fast, and even the sound supervisor will praise him with a smile.

During the summer vacation, he found several more jobs, and continued to work as a dubbing while working, the change was that Chu Songluo no longer gave him any training, and he was accosted by a guest only once when he delivered tea in the café, "Are you a voice actor for MYOJA, that Lu Yuancang?" ”

In September, the last semester of the student career kicked off with this year's BSS Awards.

Half a month in advance, Chu Songluo took Lu Yuancang to order a suit, and the price was probably expensive enough for Lu Yuancang to sell his kidney. On the same day, he asked his teacher for leave for the performance of the opening ceremony, and walked on the red carpet nervously and calmly on the surface, and sat down in the prescribed position.

The best newcomer was awarded, Lu Yuancang originally thought that he would not cry, but when he stood on the stage with the trophy, there were so many seniors in the industry sitting in the audience, and Chu Songluo quietly watched him applaud in the corner, so the tears came out inexplicably, barely memorized the prepared script, and also accepted the host's kind ridicule, Lu Yuancang rolled off the stage with a smoke, shrank in his position, and couldn't stop trembling with excitement and nervousness.

Chu Songluo won the leading actor award last year and was nominated this year, but he still won the best assistant actor award for the role of "body industry", and the most votes won by his super popularity.

He stood on the stage and took the trophy and gave an acceptance speech.

"Thank you for your support over the years, and I am honored to receive this award...... Next, although it is some personal matter, I would like to take this stage to make an announcement - because of my personal physical condition, I, Chu Songluo, am about to quit the so-called entertainment industry, and I have always been very grateful for your support. Thank you. ”

When he left the theater, countless reporters had already flocked to him, and □□ short guns were scrambling: "What is your personal physical condition?" "Can you tell us the real reason for your retirement?" "He Yuyan hinted that the two of you are in love, are you here to get married?" "Will you inherit your family's business?"

And he just got into the car and left without saying a word, escorted by bodyguards.

- Since then, Lu Yuancang has not seen him again.