Chapter 191: Drinking and Dreaming Awake
Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm, went around the table, stretched out his hand from under Li Xiaoxue's armpit, and hugged Li Xiaoxue in his arms.
Although Li Xiaoxue was still dizzy, she was still a little lucid in her mind, pushed Zhong Youcheng out, and said with a smile: "Get up, you get up, don't touch me." ”
Zhong Youcheng also came up with some wine, hugged Li Xiaoxue's body, and said with a smile: "Are you willing to touch you?" It's you, you're going to sit on the ground, I, I'm here, I'm helping you. ”
"Who told you to help? I'm lying on the ground, and I'm glad to do it! Li Xiaoxue said, and really went down.
"Don't make a fuss! Lie down, go to bed and lie down! Zhong Youcheng said, and went to the bed to help Li Xiaoxue.
Li Xiaoxue was still trying her best to struggle: "Where I lie, it's my casualness!" I don't have to worry about you. I'm lying on the ground, I'm happy, it's cool on the ground! ”
"You're my woman, I'll have to take care of you!" Zhong Youcheng said, and had already helped Li Xiaoxue to the bedside.
Li Xiaoxue patted Zhong Youcheng on the shoulder and said, "Who is your woman?" I am my woman! What do I have to do with you? I have nothing to do with you! ”
"You talk nonsense!" Zhong Youcheng said while putting Li Xiaoxue on the bed, but his hand failed to pull out of Li Xiaoxue's armpit, and with Li Xiaoxue, they rolled onto the bed together.
Li Xiaoxue asked Zhong Youcheng to press it like this, a nerve in his brain suddenly tensed, and the wine woke up immediately, and asked Zhong Youcheng in surprise: "Zhong Youcheng!" What are you doing? ”
Zhong Youcheng didn't sober up, but on Li Xiaoxue's soft body, his blood stretched again, hugging Li Xiaoxue's body a little tighter!
Li Xiaoxue added a lot of fear and shouted, "Zhong Youcheng! You can't do this! You let go of me! ”
Zhong Youcheng still had a little self-control, and kept moaning Li Xiaoxue's name, and touched Li Xiaoxue's body.
Li Xiaoxue struggled as hard as she could, and shouted with Zhong Youcheng: "Zhong Youcheng! Zhong Youcheng! If you do this again, I'm going to call someone! ”
"You're ready! There is no one in the previous ones! Besides, you're my woman, so what? Zhong Youcheng said breathlessly, and began to pull Li Xiaoxue's clothes.
"Zhong Youcheng! If you do this again, I will hate you for the rest of my life! Not only do I hate you, but I also want to sue you and let you ......" Before Li Xiaoxue finished speaking, her lips were forcibly kissed by Zhong Youcheng.
An unbearable smell of alcohol made Li Xiaoxue care about anything anymore, and took a bite of it.
Zhong Youcheng seemed to bite Li Xiaoxue's tongue, let go of Li Xiaoxue's lips, and screamed miserably.
Li Xiaoxue took the opportunity to exert all her strength again, and pushed Zhong Youcheng off her body.
Zhong Youcheng was caught off guard, rolled his body, and rolled straight under the bed.
Li Xiaoxue hurriedly turned over, got out of bed, and couldn't bother tidying up her messy clothes, so she was about to run out.
Zhong Youcheng, who fell on the ground, finally came to his senses, only sat up, and hugged Li Xiaoxue's thigh.
"I was wrong! I was wrong! Xiaoxue, I'm not human, I'm an animal! I beg your forgiveness and don't leave me! Zhong Youcheng pleaded bitterly, lay on Li Xiaoxue's lap, and began to cry.
Li Xiaoxue was about to leave, and she pushed and shoved twice, but she didn't break away from Zhong Youcheng's arm.
"Don't leave me! Don't leave me! I can't live without you! No! Without you, Xiaoxue, I really don't know how to survive anymore! Forgive me! It's all that wine, I really don't want to hurt you! Xiaoxue, promise me, don't leave me! Forgive me this time, I won't do anything to hurt you again! Zhong Youcheng was remorseful, and the surging tears seeped into Li Xiaoxue's skin through Li Xiaoxue's pants.
"It's the wine again." Li Xiaoxue thought in her heart, and couldn't help but think of the injury that Han Haitao brought to herself, which might not be completely healed for the rest of her life, tears flowed out of her eye sockets again, and Zhong Youcheng said sadly, "I don't blame you." But, I'm really leaving. ”
"No!" Zhong Youcheng raised his face, looked at Li Xiaoxue, and still cried and said, "If you leave, I can't bear it even more than blaming me!" Xiaoxue, you blame me and blame me, I can do anything, I just beg you, don't leave me. Ever since I met you, I've felt like I'm not just having my own blood in my veins. You are already a part of my body, my life, and now that you have left me, how can I live? ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said, "No! That's not true! I'm not as good as you think, and I'm not as important as you say. Without me, you can sleep and tomorrow, or it will be fine. ”
"Nope! No! Zhong Youcheng denied, "How important you are in my heart, only I know." Xiaoxue, without you, all my possession is also exhausted. Xiaoxue, promise me, don't leave me! ”
How could Li Xiaoxue agree: "You have your art, you have your talent." Your life is destined to be extraordinary. It's me, on the other hand, who just wants to live an ordinary life. If we are together, not only will I not help you, but if I don't get it right, it will become a stumbling block for you. ”
Zhong Youcheng shook his head twice vigorously and said loudly, "What art?" And what talent? Compared with you Li Xiaoxue, it's all worthless! Xiaoxue, as long as you are with me, I am willing to live an ordinary life. ”
"No," Li Xiaoxue still couldn't agree, "In that case, one day, you will regret it." ”
Zhong Youcheng seemed to see some hope in Li Xiaoxue's words, and said more and more certainly: "No! No! What I Zhong Youcheng does, I will never regret! ”
"Even if you don't, I'll be guilty for the rest of my life. So, so it's still ......" Li Xiaoxue said this, and she couldn't go on anymore.
Zhong Youcheng lost no time and said: "Xiaoxue, I know, I know that you have me in your heart!" I know you don't want to be separated from me! Otherwise, you wouldn't have said these things to me! Otherwise, you wouldn't have thought so much about me! Xiaoxue, that heavy rain, it was definitely God for you and me. It was that heavy rain that made us know each other, love and cherish each other, and it was that heavy rain that gave us today. Xiaoxue, don't leave me, don't leave me for the rest of your life. ”
Li Xiaoxue's heart involuntarily rippled with Zhong Youcheng's words, and when Zhong Youcheng stopped and waited for her reply expectantly, her heart was still hesitating: "Zhong Youcheng, I'm really, really worried that I can't do it." ”
"What? Worried about what can't be done? Zhong Youcheng asked.
"I, I may, I maybe, may ......" Li Xiaoxue pondered for a long time and said, "I may not have such courage." ”
Zhong Youcheng still doesn't understand: "Courage? ”
"I mean," Li Xiaoxue's mind was naturally full of Li Mu at this time, "I'm sorry, still, don't do this." ”
"Xiaoxue, do you mean that you don't love me anymore?" Zhong Youcheng asked dryly.
"No!" Li Xiaoxue's heart jumped faster than Xiaolu, "I think, we don't have it at all, we haven't had a ......, so we also ......, Zhong Youcheng, I think, I think you will understand what I mean." ”
"I don't understand." Zhong Youcheng shook his head and said, "I only know that some people don't want us to be together, but after all, this is a matter for the two of us, as long as the two of us love each other, why should we look at other people's faces?" Life is one's own, and everything about life is one's own. No one has the power to choose our own path for us. ”
"Actually, in fact, I also ...... you" Li Xiaoxue also wanted to say that she and Zhong Youcheng were just ordinary friends, but she only said half of this, and the next thing was not even very clear about herself.
Zhong Youcheng waited for half a minute, and when he didn't see Li Xiaoxue's next words, he said again: "Xiaoxue, I don't care what happens to you, all the first things that happened to me on the opposite sex happened to you." ”
Li Xiaoxue still shook her head, but her body couldn't help but soften, little by little.
"Xiaoxue, don't leave me." Zhong Youcheng repeated these words again, every word, all of them were infinitely sincere.
"Are you really, really going to be nice to me for the rest of your life?" Li Xiaoxue finally said this, the change in attitude, even if she heard it, was not lacking in shock.
"I will, I will." Zhong Youcheng agreed repeatedly, and the tears that flowed out again were both grateful and happy.
Li Xiaoxue nodded slightly: "But I don't want you to make any changes and sacrifices for me, especially, I don't want you to give up your pursuit for me." ”
Zhong Youcheng let out an "um" and said firmly: "I listen to you." ”
"No!" Li Xiaoxue said, "We are all just ourselves. Only when we do our best are we responsible for each other. ”
"Yes!" Zhong Youcheng nodded solemnly and said, "Be ourselves and be responsible for each other." ”
Li Xiaoxue nodded again, but said to Li's mother in her heart: "Mom, this is the first choice my daughter has made for herself in her life. If I really let you down, please forgive me. He is indeed not as good as you want, but every time his daughter is in danger, he is the one who frees his daughter. My daughter didn't believe in God's arrangement, but every time it really seemed like God had arranged it. Mom, forgive your daughter. My daughter also knows what she will pay for such a choice, but what choice is there without a price? You are thinking that your daughter will have no disasters and no difficulties, and spend this life smoothly, you are all for your daughter's good, how can your daughter not understand, it's just that there is really a lot of things missing in that kind of life. Mom, what your daughter wants, it's really not what you want. I'm sorry, Mom, no matter how angry you are with your daughter, your daughter will always honor you. ”
At the same time that Li Xiaoxue was silent on the surface, Zhong Youcheng had already slowly stood up from the curves of Li Xiaoxue's soft body, and used his skinny hands to caress Li Xiaoxue's skin.
Li Xiaoxue didn't push back anymore, and let Zhong Youcheng's caressing, and her body gradually changed.
"Are you sober?" When Li Xiaoxue suddenly felt that her body was full of swelling, she gasped and asked Zhong Youcheng again.
"Awake, all awake." Zhong Youcheng replied anxiously, but he was more impulsive than when he rolled on the bed.
"Aren't you just trying to do this?" Li Xiaoxue asked Zhong Youcheng again, and her body was already trembling in Zhong Youcheng's continuous stroke.
"For a lifetime! Life! Zhong Youcheng shouted, and with a "whoop", he ripped off Li Xiaoxue's shirt.
Li Xiaoxue hugged Zhong Youcheng's neck tightly and buried Zhong Youcheng's cheeks in her chest, as if only in this way could she cover her shyness as a girl.
Zhong Youcheng couldn't hold it anymore, and in a frenzy, he tore Li Xiaoxue naked!
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