Chapter 156: A Conversation with One Man
"Tell me, what's going on?" Haoran finished eating with Wanruo, Haoran packed up the dishes and chopsticks and took them out, called out the bean sprouts and went into the house again. Haoran entered the house, took off his shoes, and lay on the kang, Wanruo looked at him and asked.
This question is too sensitive, there is no room for maneuver at this point, Wanruo's question can't be avoided, this question that touched his nerves forced him to comfort himself again and again, to be calm, to be calm, to be calm! The child's question just now suddenly overturned the logic of life, and I am a piece of wood, and I can no longer ignore this issue!
My home is gone, my studies are gone, everything I have been ruined is a thing of the past. Life is realistic, I am a person in life, home is the only destination in my life, if even the children are not mine, is my wife still mine? Does this home still exist? What is the purpose of my existence?
I admit that my married life with Wanruo is quite happy, she has fulfilled the responsibility of a wife, the original contradictory environment, in this special environment has also become harmonious, everyone is living their own lives with peace of mind, no contradictions, no conflicts, my life has gradually stabilized. Not only that, but they all get along with each other like a family.
Today's child's words, like rows of building blocks, completely overthrew the only last line of defense I can rely on, and all I have is left with this harbor, which is the destination of my life!
"Do you have to say that?"
Haoran's words were on his lips at any time, he looked at Wanruo who was getting along with him day and night, the gentle wife, the warm greeting that would come from the house every day when he heard his footsteps coming home, and the greeting of the woman who would pick up vegetables for himself every day at the dinner table, so that his cold, desperate and painful heart, gradually like the earth revived in spring, gradually had vitality, and was full of confidence in life!
And at this time, a great deception is approaching itself, and if this fact is true, even a four-legged crawling animal will not forgive and be wild!
"Look at what you say, why do you have to say it? We are a family, whether it is at home or outside, it is a place to talk, if you don't talk about something at home, where do you go? From the moment you entered the house, you stopped talking and stopped, as if there was some unspeakable big problem, and the dog was like that, you said that you were both like that, I didn't ask? I said.
"Oh well. I won't lie, but it's hard to open your mouth on this question, and it's a very ridiculous and stupid question to say, but it's a very sensitive and big issue for family. ”
This question is angry and unforgivable for Haoran! Infidelity to love and contempt for family are something that no one will tolerate! On the way home outside the village, Haoran's impulse once made him want to go straight to Lao Yao's house, and he wanted to ask him what was going on in person!
But he held back! The whole process is clear to him, he faces his savior, his wife who breaks through the worldly concept, and puts all the rights and wrongs on the table, this is a game of chess, which chess piece am I?
Are they wrong? Who's wrong? Which is not a brave soldier? Which is not a fighter for the defense of the truth?
They are sacrificing everything they have all the time, they are sacrificing their own interests for others, they regard themselves as their all to those who are singable, and they are defending the dignity of others all the time!
When I returned to China, I got acquainted with such a group of people, Lao Yao, Heizi, Lao Secretary, Da Zhuang Dad, Wanruo, these people gave me endless strength, they proved to me the true meaning of life survival, I love them, just as they love me, I believe that there is no such thing as deception in each of them!
And Wanruo? I gradually got to know this person after marriage, and I was shocked by her story! She is a woman, and her cognitive abilities have reached a fairly high level, which is incomparable to ordinary people! Who can do that kind of courage and courage, not blindly, not blindly obedient, not conformist, and dare to challenge the world?
Wanruo once told me that people must have thinking, have fighting spirit, have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, highlight their own personality, and dare to break through and be bold at the same time, not detached from reality, and do your best, then you are good! Your life is worthy of your life!
I learned a lot from her, and we explore every day, complementing each other and promoting increased cognition! It's so warm, it's so warm! Wife, husband, the two of us are this world, and losing one means death!
"You're so long-winded! I confided a lot, but I didn't have a word of use, so I couldn't say it directly? How big of a deal? In fact, Wanruo had already sensed something from Haoran's words and demeanor, and the thought in her heart suddenly rushed to her heart, and the scene that made her unbearable to look back on suddenly made her can't help but jerk tightly!
"Wanruo, you should know what I'm going to say, why are you so stubborn? I don't want to say it, it's not necessarily that I don't say it, I've been thinking about the relationship for so many years, when all this is in vain, what is left of the last sentence I told you? That's why I stopped talking! ”
What does it mean to say that it is an extremely absurd and absurd and ignorant question, but it is also a very sensitive issue for the family? Isn't it obvious that it's the shocking mystery that only she knows?
At the beginning, Wanruo was indeed in the dark, when she had a pregnancy reaction, he suddenly realized that something was wrong, at that moment, how he calculated this child was problematic, this child must not be Haoran's, it must be Lao Yao's!
When she learned the news, there was a thunderclap above her head, and Wanruo was suddenly stupid! She kept asking herself, is this true? Is this true? Is this possible? Why did God play such a big joke on me? After four years of perseverance and still no avail, I divorced my beloved without hesitation, and it was at this time that my illness was cured and I was pregnant with my beloved's child, but I didn't know it!
That's the truth! This is a true fact!
Wanruo found the answer to this point from Zhang Rongfeng's face full of questions the next day! This beast-faced guy, she had already seen the results from the test strip, she must have known that I was not sick, she must have known that I could get pregnant, but she didn't tell me anything at the time, and pretended to pretend to prescribe three pairs of drugs to me, and she was still claiming how miraculous her medicine was!
When I didn't know the result, I had been repenting of my infidelity to love, and I was silently repenting for my actions every day, repenting of my blasphemy against sacred feelings, in order to seek consolation in my conscience, in order to obtain Lao Yao's tolerance and understanding of me!
Lao Yao once asked me on the first night, do you regret it? I said, "What do you say?" You are such a smart person, ask me such a stupid question, I have exchanged such stupid behavior for the behavior of this life, don't you think you are more stupid than me? In the second half of my life, I have only one request, use your actions to win the happiness of two people's lives, no matter how difficult and bitter life is, it is worth it, I will use my actions to give you a lifetime of happiness, I will never regret it!
You are a person who likes to speak with actions, I am a person who loves to give with actions, we live in this way every day, and we are very happy!
Love is happy, life is indeed bitter, life is happy, and the process is tormented!
Remember, old Yao? Once Da Zhuang Dad came to visit the door, you pointed to the mountain of medicine residue under the west wall, and said to Da Zhuang Dad, brother, can these things go to the ground (the meaning of fertilizer)? Da Zhuang Dad said "hahaha", I said Lao Yao, do you know what I came here for today? Let me tell you, that's what I'm here for today!
I said Lao Yao, I won't tell you, you can make our family miserable! Our family's Cui'e said to me every day, Dad, go and talk to Uncle Yao, I really can't stand it, look at my big belly, I can't go out of the house, as soon as I come out, the little guy will make a fuss in my stomach, and as soon as I enter the house, he will be safe, do you know why?
I said why? She said that it was all a lot of medicine scum from Uncle Yao's house, which could smoke good people to death, not to mention the child in my belly! Go and tell Uncle Yao about it, let's get it away quickly, otherwise his child will be born, and our child will be finished, what do you call it?!
Hahahaha, I said brother, what Cui'e said is right, why didn't I think of where this came from? Okay, I'll get it tomorrow!
Da Zhuang said, where are you going? What do you get? Dung baskets? Basket by basket? Pull it down, don't worry about it, Da Zhuang is eating, and when he finishes eating, he pushes a car racket (wooden board car), and it will be finished for you in a while, and when we get out of the car at dawn, we will pull it away for you!
Lao Yao, do you remember? Do you remember how many carts of medicine scum Da Zhuang pulled for you? Lao Yao, do you remember? Do you remember the way you sighed after they pulled away the dregs? Lao Yao, do you still remember the scene when I silently wept every time I saw you sighing? Lao Yao, do you remember how you comforted me when I cried?
Lao Yao, we have children, we have our own children, he is your species, definitely your species! When I learned the news, I once covered myself in the quilt and shouted your name loudly - Lao Yao, we have a future, a big fat boy, I am a woman, not an iron girl, I can have children!
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