Chapter 168: It's hard to say about feelings

I took one look at this little room, there was only one bedroom in the room, and there was this small room with a living room and dining room where we were now. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

I knew what Ying'er meant, so I nodded, "I'll be here to practice tonight...... I'm also trying to cultivate the fourth layer of the Mind Method, but I haven't made any progress, so I hope there will be a breakthrough tonight. ”

Ying'er smiled slightly, and there was something else in her smile: "If you cultivate tonight, I will protect you." I don't dare to say anything else, I will help you in time when you go crazy. ”

I smiled wryly: "Actually, you don't have to say it so directly......"

Ying'er sighed slightly: "You and I are ...... It's an old acquaintance, so there's no need to be so angry. Kanecang, I know that the person you love is not me, and I also know that our marriage is just the most typical political marriage. Maybe tomorrow you will leave me after the war is won, and maybe tomorrow you will choose to marry someone else...... I know all of this and I can understand it. But you...... Can you please stop treating me like a stranger? At the very least, we are husband and wife in name! ”

I frowned, and I couldn't speak for a while.

When Ying'er saw that I didn't speak, she said to herself: "If my guess is right, I will marry you, and I will be your person in this life." Even if the war is won by then, you marry someone else...... I...... I can't marry anyone else......"

My heart shook, and suddenly I thought of a terrible truth. That is, even if Ying'er and I are separated in the future, no one will marry her. It's not that she's ever been married or anything, but because, with my current public identity, I'm afraid no one wants to marry my former wife.

You must know that I am now a celebrity in the world, and I have become a celebrity because of the war, and I don't think there are many people who have the courage to marry my woman as a wife. What's more, those who have the courage to marry my woman as a wife will probably not be unable to marry a wife, and will wait to marry my woman.

Ying'er's words make sense, I accepted Elder Chen's order this time and married Ying'er, which may really be inconsiderate and hurt Ying'er's life.

I couldn't speak, so I could only look at Ying'er with guilt.

Seeing my expression, Ying'er smiled bitterly and said, "It's not your fault, I know you are also acting on orders!" Jincang, we are husband and wife...... No matter what happens in the future, I will remember this experience. ”

I looked at Ying'er, and I wanted to hug her and comfort her, but reason told me that I can't do this now, otherwise, not only Chen Jing and they won't forgive me, but I can't pass this level myself.

So I looked at Ying'er silently, and I could only look at Ying'er.

Ying'er seemed to be a little angry, and suddenly stood up: "I may have drunk too much...... Good night! ”

She strode into her bedroom, leaving me alone in the living room with a large pile of unwashed dishes and rice bowls.

I don't know if I was right to accept Elder Chen's order this time, although my decision may save thousands of soldiers and civilians of Huaxia Kingdom.

I don't know where Ying'er and I will go? Do you want to be friends, or are you strangers? Or become an enemy!

I couldn't help but glance at Ying'er's bedroom, she didn't close the door, and I could see Ying'er lying on the bed in kimono at a glance.

Almost immediately, I saw that Ying'er was also looking at me, her eyes were so bright that I almost subconsciously turned my head. I didn't dare to look at her more, let alone make eye contact with her.

I closed my eyes and sat down in the chair where I had eaten, as if I was asleep.

For the next few hours, I was actually awake all the time, and I didn't fall asleep or enter the cultivation state. But I didn't open my eyes, and I didn't look at Ying'er again.

Gradually, the atmosphere in the room was very oppressive, and I felt as if I was trapped in an airless underground, and it was difficult to breathe.

I couldn't stay any longer, so I opened my eyes and prepared to get up and get out of here.

"If you go out now, someone will see you. Newlyweds don't live together, and you want the whole world to know that we're sham married? Ying'er's voice sounded in my ears, and she came to me like the wind, reaching out and holding me down.

I saw that there were some bloodshots in her eyes, and I knew that she hadn't been able to fall asleep either: "I...... I just wanted to walk around...... "I unconsciously started to lie, and I don't know what's going on, I don't dare to refute Ying'er."

Supposedly, Ying'er is younger than me, and there is no need for me to be so cautious in front of her...... But I don't know why, now that I'm in front of her, I just don't dare to tell the truth.

Maybe I feel ashamed of her, I said to myself in my heart.

Ying'er said slowly: "You go to sleep for a while, I'...... I'm sitting here so that no one else will find out about our ...... Clandestine. ”

I smiled bitterly, suddenly turned my mind, and said, "I can't sleep anyway, why don't you tell me how you cultivated, how did you reach the realm of mental perfection so quickly?" ”

Ying'er sighed slightly, knowing that I was diverting my attention, so she said, "Actually, I don't know why I cultivated so fast. I just think I'm going to have to catch up with you as soon as possible, and if the gap between us is that big, you'll never pay attention to me anymore. That's why I kept cultivating, and then I unconsciously reached the current state......

I was slightly stunned: "You...... I still don't understand what you're saying. Your qualifications should not be very good, I found out when I treated you before, many of the tendons and veins in your body are blocked...... You said that you just cultivated like everyone else, and you reached the current state unconsciously? This...... It's incredible. ”

Ying'er nodded: "Actually, I don't think I'm so powerful, isn't it just cultivation, just concentrate on it." ”

I was slightly touched and couldn't help but say, "Maybe it's because you have no distractions and concentrate all your energy that you will make rapid progress......

Ying'er suddenly interrupted me: "But now you still don't want to pay attention to me, my previous efforts seem to be useless." ”

I smiled bitterly, I struggled for a long time to divert the topic, but Ying'er still said it back to the same place with a word.

I had to say, "How can you think that?" You are my friend and my nominal wife...... Anyway, you'...... In the future, your business will be my business, and I will never ignore you......"

I don't even know what I said, but Ying'er was very happy after listening to it, and suddenly forgot about the previous unpleasantness, and said happily: "You really think so? That's great, I'm worried that you will ignore me and let me live alone for the rest of my life! ”

My head seemed to go blank for a moment, but then I heard Ying'er say, "When we return to the Three Gorges Reservoir area tomorrow, you can take me to meet you...... Mom and Dad. Anyway, I'm your wife now, and I'll have to see the old man. You...... Do you think it's good? ”

I nodded slightly, suddenly remembered something, and quickly asked, "Can you leave here tomorrow?" You don't cultivate the fourth layer of the mind anymore? ”

Ying'er shook her head: "I can go to the Three Gorges Reservoir area and then cultivate, anyway, I can't succeed in cultivating in a while, and I'm not in a hurry." ”

I'm afraid that then I understood Ying'er's thoughts: "It's okay, we will go to the Three Gorges Reservoir area tomorrow, that place is not far from my hometown, and it is also my hometown." When the time comes, I'll show you around, and maybe you'll get something out of it. ”

Ying'er was overjoyed: "I like to walk around, don't lie to me, I'll pester your ...... when the time comes"

I smiled, and I was sincerely happy to see Ying'er. I don't know if I think that making Ying'er happy can alleviate the guilt in my heart, anyway, seeing her happy, I'm a little happy.

I chatted with Ying'er and it was dawn, I looked at Ying'er who was still very interested, and couldn't help but say, "You better rest for a while, if I leave now, no one will suspect anything." ”

Ying'er's face changed slightly: "Then you can go...... When are we going to leave here? ”

I saw that Na Ying'er didn't seem to have to cultivate here, so I said, "We'll leave at noon." ”

Ying'er nodded: "Then I won't rest, start preparing now." ”

I smiled: "There's nothing to prepare, it's better for you to rest, when you take the plane for a while, you'll be very tired." ”

Ying'er smiled: "I have to buy some gifts for my parents who have never met, right?" ”

I was slightly stunned, and then I was a little moved: "Thank you." Speaking of which, I should have gone buy some gifts, I haven't been back for a long time. ”

Ying'er immediately said, "Let's go together, and by the way, you can also tell me what they need." ”

I looked at Ying'er, and suddenly felt that it would be a very good thing if I really married her, but now I am also a famous grass, so I can't have such thoughts.

So Ying'er and I went to a nearby shopping mall, and I planned to buy some clothes to take back to my parents, and by the way, buy myself a one. My clothes are all army uniforms, and they don't fit back in.

Ying'er actually had the same idea as me, she pulled me everywhere to look for it, and after a while, she bought a lot of clothes and shoes. Even I have the clothes she bought.

I accepted her gift with a smile before returning to Wudang with her.

The air guard is very busy now, and when we left, he just called us and said that he couldn't send us off, and asked us to be careful on our own road.

I returned to my hometown with Ying'er, Qin Zhenzhen, and Liu Mei, and we were safe and sound along the way.

We didn't go to my house as soon as possible, after all, we had to report to the goddess first. I am now the person of the Goddess, under the jurisdiction of the Queen Mother, and I have to come to her first.

When the Queen Mother saw us, she was very polite and asked us to stay for the next day, and then we were given a place the next day. Let me serve as the operational staff officer of the Goddess Legion, temporarily.

After the Goddess Organization joined the government army, it accepted the military's proposal and officially changed its name to the Goddess Legion. It's another legion I've had in China. The Queen Mother is also the supreme commander of the legion, known to the outside world as the commander.

She was the first female commander of our Huaxia Kingdom, with more than 200,000 troops under her command. Of these more than 200,000 people, about 140,000 can go to war, which is a very powerful force.

The Legion of the Goddess receives supplies from the government, and is now no different from the regular army. As long as they receive three months of regular military training, they truly become soldiers.

In order to reassure the military, the Queen Mother took the initiative to divide her troops into three corps, two of which had the highest commanders of the military. This fully showed the sincerity of the Queen Mother, and the military was also very satisfied with the Queen Mother's performance, and almost spared no effort to help the Goddess Legion. The professionals sent by the military trained the Goddess Legion, and they gave as much as they wanted, without the slightest hesitation or delay.

Even my position as an operational staff officer at the headquarters of the Legion of the Goddess is also the meaning of the military.

To say that the development of the Goddess Organization over the years has indeed been very fast, it not only has an army of 200,000, of which 140,000 troops can go directly to the battlefield. And there are more than 100,000 family members and other people, which can add up to form a small city.

At first, I didn't expect that the goddess organization I came forward to reach an agreement with would have such power, and I thought it was just an organization like an underworld organization. It's also a shame that there was a conflict within them at that time, so I picked up a bargain. Otherwise, during their He Ping's period, if I wanted to let them join the government army, I am afraid it would be ten thousand times more difficult.

Everything went well, and the Queen Mother was very happy, and did not rush to ask me to help her find out what was going on in them, but let me rest for two days.

Ying'er knew that I had a break for the past two days, so she came to me and said that she was going to visit my parents at my house, and said that she wanted to surprise my parents and asked me not to comrade my parents first.

The queen mother also agreed with Ying'er's request, and said that if you have time, you can go with us to see my parents, which can be regarded as getting to know my in-laws!

I didn't really want my parents to meet the Queen Mother, so I took advantage of the Queen Mother's busy handling the affairs of the Goddess Legion, and hurriedly set off with Ying'er.

The house has been rebuilt and is very spacious. The environment in the countryside is very good, and when we go home, my parents happen to be at home, and when she sees us, my mother can't help but cry. They were really pleasantly surprised, especially when I came back with three other girls.

It was a tear of joy, and it was also the best greeting when we were reunited after a long absence. I couldn't hold back my tears, but I secretly said to myself: "No matter how busy I am in the future, I must call my parents every week." ”

In the past, I rarely called my parents.

My father is still the same, but he feels a lot older. He laughed and led us into the house, and said to me as he went, "You kid still know how to come back?" I thought you kid was going to disappear for three or four years like last time before coming back. ”

I smiled and said, "Aren't I a little busy?" Don't worry, I'll be back often in the future. I have now been transferred back to the Three Gorges Reservoir area, which is very close to my home, and I can come back if I want to. If you and your mother miss me, you can always go to me. ”

My father was a little surprised: "Are you back to work?" That's great, I'm talking to your mom about staying where you work for a few days. Well, this time, we can see you whenever we want, and we won't have to think about you anymore. ”

I heard my father's blame: "Dad, I used to be too busy, and I was worried that it would affect the family...... It won't be like that anymore, when you miss me, go find me, or I'll come home and see you. ”

My father nodded, as if he had suddenly found Ying'er, Qin Zhenzhen and Liu Mei who came back with me, and said loudly, "Are you bringing your friends back?" Are they all your kid's girlfriends? Why don't you introduce me? ”

I glanced at Ying'er, who was flushed, and said with a smile: "Dad, don't talk nonsense, this is Ying'er, she is ......"

Ying'er suddenly stepped forward and said loudly: "Dad, my name is Wang Ying, and I and Jincang just got married in the capital......

Father was originally joking, but when he heard Ying'er say that she was my wife, he was immediately blindsided, and said incoherently: "You...... Are you married? You...... You say you'...... What is it called? ”

When he said this, he suddenly turned around and left, calling his mother as he went: "Come here, Jincang has brought his wife back, it is his wife...... We have to prepare some greeting gifts, you see, what we bought before, what can be given to our daughter-in-law, go and take them out......"