198, Iron Pillar?

"It means that after harvesting, time will return to the original point, and then start again, and at a certain time, harvest again?"

"yes, isn't that boring? And no one will remember what happened before. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”

"But you remember."

"Yes, a lot of people remember the previous thing now, and that's because you were harvested, and it's funny, isn't it?"

"So it's not Roze who brings time back, it's just ...... I? ”

"Who knows, maybe it's you, maybe it's Roze."

So what is the matter between Mengmeng and Situ Wugong? Sounds scary.

And I'm starting to worry a little bit about it now. After all, he was in school now, and the Adepts and Reapers remembered him.

Will they cut him down?

"Are you going to force me over?"

"No, it's up to you anyway, I'm just here to have a look, and it's good to stay here for a few days by the way, it's all so boring anyway. Oh, and by the way, if you get to the provincial capital, you'll be surprised. ”

"A big change?"

"It's not too big, it's just ...... Very dangerous now. I don't know what to do anymore, and now everyone is very careful. It seems that many people are still very afraid of death, of course, I am not afraid of death, I am only afraid of decay here. ”

"Decaying ......"

"Maybe some people think that this place is immortal, because there is no death, one reincarnation after another, but is it really as they imagined? Of course not. It's just a grave here. ”

Since I couldn't eat anymore, I had to pretend to clean it up.

He continued: "This tomb is still a little scary, but the buried things are a little different, not only are there so many people who accompany the burial, but also the fear buried by the owner, have you seen it?" ”

"Fear?"

"Maybe he wanted to do a big job, but he didn't have good luck. Yes, fear. Isn't the deepest fear of himself the fear of himself? Or rather, the other side of himself. He buried his greatest fears here. There's guilt or something else, in fact, I've always wondered why Xia Cheng was here. You tell me? ”

"Why?"

"I can't think of it. Is it the guilt of Xia Careful? Because Xia was careful to die in front of him; Or does he really think of that girl once in a while? Because she's really a beauty, a man, always cranky, always in the middle of nowhere. But in any case, the reason why Xia Chengxin appeared here shows that in fact, Xia Xianxin has always been a wound in his heart, so he buried his memories about Xia Xianxin here. ”

It seems that he has a point.

I couldn't help but ask, "But what else?" Why didn't he hide his memories of his wife here? ”

"Because it's his lover, he's going to keep it in mind, so he's dead, and his memories of his lover are gone, so there's no such part here, right?"

"So I'm not him, you're all looking for the wrong person."

A piece of stunned for a moment, then smiled self-deprecatingly.

Yes, I'm not him. I'm just a shadow, just like a piece of said, the most frustrating thing about him is how he became a piece of as a good person; And me? Not even as good as him. He at least once really lived, and I didn't. Even now, I'm just living in that person's setting, and I'm living in the scene in his memories.

Even if he is dead now, it will still affect all of this.

Now that I think about it, I guess he had a lot of shortcomings, as they say, maybe he was the one who caused the so-called "great plague", and maybe as a piece of said, after witnessing so many deaths, he finally made up his mind, settled those souls well, buried some fears or guilt and some related memories, and that made me.

If I were him, it would be time for a big fight. But he didn't do it. Because he died.

This is really a huge irony. When he has the ability but doesn't want to do anything, he lives well; When he made up his mind to make a big deal, he died immediately. And then threw down such a mess.

That's why they come to the so-called "save me"? That's why Zhao Banxian and they will spare no effort to guide me?

Do you want me to become him and go out and do a big job? Is this called resurrection? It's just that I'm really not him. I don't have his most crucial memory. So I can't be him either. What did he love the most? What did he hope for most? I do not know. What is his most important life experience? What's the happiest thing about him? What day was his saddest? I don't know anything either.

And the bigger problem is that if I do appear in the outside world, I really take his place, and then, all his faults will be attributed to me.

Of course, from a cloudy point of view, he is not wrong. Monmeng wanted to resurrect him because they were brothers. So Meng Meng really treats me like a brother, because in his eyes I am him.

I don't know if I'm crazy.

I remembered the female man's jumping off the building in the last round. What was she thinking when she jumped off in despair? What would happen if I jumped off now? From then on, I was no longer me again, but a different person, re-opening a reincarnation? Or, is it all over?

"Yes, on a deeper level, you may not really be him. But how are you so much like him? And you all have the same way of thinking. If you say you are not him, who will believe you? In fact, maybe you are the real him, and the person he hides you here is not himself. ”

I was stunned.

"Isn't it? He buried so much, and the most important thing was to make big decisions and make changes. Since it is a change, it is naturally completely different from the previous one. So, are you the original him, or is he the original him? Obviously, you are. ”

"But what if he had a fart?"

"yes, another fart? What are we fighting for? Forget it, I'd better sleep well. ”

The kid really closed his eyes on the couch and looked like he was really going to sleep.

I put away the dishes and chopsticks, took them and washed them. The sun was so strong outside, and a cow was taking a dip under a few trees, its tail flicking away flies.

In a small stream, a few children were playing in the water, and not far away a woman was shouting, "What water!" Come back quickly! But the child was laughing there.

The woman had a small stick in her hand and ran towards it step by step in a huff, her chest fluttering with a rapping rhythm.

This scene may just be a replay, just a record of a scene he once saw.

Perhaps the reason why he built this world was not only to give those dazed souls a home, but also to give himself a home. Or to hide his weakness here from others; And the real one puts on a mask and pretends to be a tough guy.

No matter how you look at it, it's just a tragedy.

I walked back to the side of the, and he looked like he was asleep. I patted him, "I've always wondered why you kept coming and going mysteriously during the last round of harvesting?" ”

"What's so strange?"

"Isn't it strange? The problem is that no one else is like that. That's it. ”

"What's so strange? Is that what I'm capable of? Anyway, I don't know how I provoked you, and I was arranged in this capacity, if it wasn't necessary, I wouldn't have ignored you. ”

"Oh? So you've known me for a long time? ”

"Of course, would you like to tell us our story?"

"It's not our story, it's your story with him."

"Okay, whatever you want, do you want to tell me the story of him and me?"

"Tell me, I'm bored anyway, I don't even know what to do. Oh, by the way, what's your name, exactly? ”

"Me? I really call Shi Yituo......" After saying this, his mouth moved, as if he was scolding in a whisper, and then said: "Okay, in fact, I really don't know him, I can't make it up anyway." ”

"Don't recognize?"

"Of course not. Big people can't be recognized by small people like me. If you don't know, you don't know, and I can't make it up. I should be a generation younger than him, and few people who are a generation younger than him know him. ”

"Well, then you still have to call him uncle?"

"Who knows? I only know Li Zi. ”

"She's dead?"

"I don't hear any. Who knows. I also know Roze. ”

"Oh? Tell me about them. ”

"What's the use of saying that? You won't go back. ”

"I don't know if I'll go back."

“…… Well, once again I have to admit that I don't actually know Roze either......"

"Who the do you know?"

"Luo Ze was a big man back then, how could a small person like me know him?"

“…… Then you don't know Li Zi anymore? ”

“…… Yes, she is also a big person, how can a small person like me know her? Anyway, I don't know how to make up stories, so I can't make them up. ”

"And who do you know? Why can you be such a special person here? You see, no one can control you right now, and it doesn't sound like a piece of, but you're too free for the other Reapers, and you're too free for the Guardians. Don't say you don't have relationships. ”

He lowered his head and thought for a while, and said, "I think, I know the current ontology......"

"Damn! Such a big backer. What kind of character is he? ”

"I guess, I don't know if it's him. But in my opinion, it should be eight or nine and ten. ”

"So he arranged such a beautiful deal for you?"

"Beauty? You try. He just wanted to disgust me. ”

"Who the hell is he?"

"What, are you motivated? Are you going to kill him? I absolutely support you. My biggest goal now is to kill him, that disgusting guy, you see, he took your place and turned me into a piece of, disgusting, right? There are also many people who will support you as well. ”

"Let's talk about him first."

"Here's the thing, I used to have a colleague who was a little nervous, and often did some insanity, what about him, surnamed Tie, called Tie Dasheng, a very strange name, although he was a little nervous, but he usually behaved relatively gentle, and he was relatively honest, I heard that the nickname was called Zhuzi......"

Iron pillars?!