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At the long desk, Cheng Qingrong and his grandmother sat opposite each other.

There was a solemn atmosphere in the air.

Cheng Qingrong was a little nervous, and he subconsciously wanted to drink some water to relieve his tension.

Looking around, there was only the hot tea that Lin Wenxiu had just drunk on the table, and Cheng Qingrong took it over and took a sip.

After Grandma sat down, she didn't try to make a detour, but said directly: "Is your mother okay lately?" ”

Cheng Qingrong secretly took a deep breath, straightened his back and looked directly into his grandmother's eyes calmly: "My mother has passed away. ”

Grandma was stunned for a moment, and her tone softened again: "When you left, I saw that your mother was in good health, but I didn't expect to be ...... young."

"She's actually not in good health all the time." Cheng Qingrong clenched the water glass in her hand and said calmly, "You also know what kind of hardship she endured back then, and it was already very reluctant to come back to pick me up." ”

"You must have suffered a lot over the years."

"It's fine." Cheng Qingrong said unhurriedly, "Thinking about Wen Xiu, I survived." ”

"I know that you have a good relationship with Wen Xiu, and you are also a good boy, although he didn't say it when you left, he was actually sad for a long time." Grandma said, "The iron box you gave him, he took it wherever he went, but before leaving, he specially instructed us not to touch it." ”

Cheng Qingrong's expression was a little moved, he remembered that when he was picked up by his mother, Lin Wenxiu didn't say a word to himself with a stinky face. At that time, he thought that Lin Wenxiu hated himself, and cried several times under the quilt.

It's just that he really didn't expect that Lin Wenxiu's brainless man was really so obedient, and after so many years, the iron box he gave him had never been opened.

And also forgot about himself.

This is what makes Cheng Qingrong feel the most depressed.

"I used to say when I left that I would come back to him." Cheng Qingrong curled the corners of his lips, "Now I have done it too." ”

Grandma was silent for a moment: "Actually, you yourself understand......"

"Understand what?"

"You're a heterosexual child."

"Oh?" Cheng Qingrong raised his eyebrows, "So what?" ”

"How many more years will you live?"

The air in the study instantly became extremely dull.

Cheng Qingrong said: "I can live to be a hundred years old, and I will die when Wen Xiu dies." ”

"You don't have to lie to me." This old man who looked old was extremely shrewd at this moment, and his eyes were even like a sharp blade, cutting straight through Cheng Qingrong's disguise, "Although I am old, I still read a lot. ”

Grandma was also a very good scholar when she was young, reading poetry and books, and besides, being able to cultivate such an excellent scientific researcher as Lin Siqi is enough to prove Grandma's ability.

"Heterosexual children like you have an average life expectancy of only 31 years, and you are 27 years old this year, how many years can you accompany Wen Xiu?"

Cheng Qingrong's hands holding the water cup slowly tightened.

The tea was already cold, and even the cup had a cold that had penetrated into the bone marrow, maybe it was too cold, and Cheng Qingrong's fingertips trembled a little.

He looked at his grandmother, squinted his eyes slightly to hide his affection, and affirmed: "I can accompany him for the rest of my life." ”

"For a lifetime? There are people who can live to be seventy or eighty years old, but do you want to lie on a hospital bed with Wen Xiu for the rest of your life? ”

Cheng Qingrong didn't speak.

"Genetic defects are still a hurdle that humans can't overcome, and so many scientists are studying this aspect, and although progress has been made, it is only for in vitro pregnancy." Grandma paused, then said, "You are a child born in natural childbirth, and the genetic defect cannot be repaired for a lifetime. ”

yes, genetic defects.

Gene.

It will always be the most mysterious and difficult field of study for mankind.

But he didn't have time to lament his ill-fated fate, and he had to convince his grandmother that he couldn't leave Lin Wenxiu.

Leaving here, he will probably die on an unknown street corner.

Anyway, without Lin Wenxiu, everywhere is wandering.

"Even though I don't want to say that." Grandma's voice was a little cruel, "But for the sake of Wen Xiu, you should divorce." ”

Cheng Qingrong pursed the corners of his lips.

He felt the rust in his mouth.

"I'm not going to divorce him."

"You don't have a few years left."

"I'm not going to divorce him."

"You're 27 years old."

"I said, I'm not going to divorce him."

"How can you be so selfish?"

"You're selfish!" Cheng Qingrong couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, he didn't even want the honorific title, he took a deep breath and said coldly, "You keep saying that you love him, but you don't even give him a chance to choose, so you make a decision for him without authorization." Matters between us, divorced or not, are not your turn to intervene. ”

"It's because I love him that I do this." Grandma's tone was very calm, "I know the child I have taken very well, with his sense of responsibility, if he knows about this matter, he will not choose to divorce, so this matter can only be mentioned by you." ”

"You're right." Cheng Qingrong suddenly smiled, "It stands to reason that I should leave silently at this time, and then die in a place where Lin Wenxiu can't see." Although Wen Xiu will be sad for a few years at first, but just like when he was a child, he will eventually forget me, anyway, I am also a person who is going to die, it doesn't matter if I am sad or not, do you think what I said is right? ”

Grandma frowned: "I know what I said was cruel, but Lin Wenxiu is my grandson, and I have to do this." If you die in front of him, he will definitely keep you in his heart for the rest of his life, and when he is old, he will be alone. ”

"I'm so embarrassed." Cheng Qingrong suddenly felt relaxed again, "What I said just now is only in the abusive novel, but this is a sweet text, and the development of things is not like this." ”

Grandma: "??? ”

"I'm just a very selfish person, so I have to hold on to Lin Wenxiu." Cheng Qingrong put down the cup he had been holding tightly in his hand, "After so many years, you may not know me very well, what I want, I want to get it by any means." ”

"You mean you won't divorce Wen Xiu?"

"Of course, I'm a businessman, and I've invested too many assets in Wen Xiu, I don't think I'll lose money for a lifetime."

Grandma's face was a little incredible: "Love is selfless and inclusive, if you actually do this, you must not really love Wenxiu." ”

"That's just love as you understand it." Cheng Qingrong retorted unceremoniously, "For me, love is selfish, possessive, and pathological, if Wen Xiu dies in front of me, I will immediately commit suicide with him, but if I want to die, I will also kill him." ”

Although I don't know if I was really willing to do this at that time, this sentence obviously scared my grandmother.

Grandma's face turned a little pale: "You...... You ......"

Her lips trembled, but she couldn't say a word.

Cheng Qingrong said: "You dissipate your anger, but don't be angry." ”

Grandma propped her forehead: "If you don't live to be 31 years old, you have to ...... Kill Wen Xiu? ”

"Yes."

"Ridiculous!" Grandma scolded, "You have to get a divorce." ”

Cheng Qingrong smiled: "Okay, you tell Wen Xiu, but it's useless to say it, if I don't sign, the marriage won't be divorced." ”

Grandma felt that facing Cheng Qingrong, she felt a little at a loss.

She originally thought that the other party would definitely leave Wen Xiu for the sake of Wen Xiu, but she never expected that things would be the current development.

"Actually, I know what you're worried about." Cheng Qingrong said, "I don't know how much you know what you are talking about, or if you just learned a little bit in a hurry for today's things." But there is not just one answer to the question of how long I will live. ”

Grandma is ugly, but Cheng Qingrong knows that the other party has nothing to do.

"You love Wen Xiu very much, I love him too, I will be with him for the rest of my life, we will live a hundred years, and we will not be old enough to die."

"Impossible!" Grandma retorted.

"Don't worry, listen to me." Cheng Qingrong said, "For the sake of this life, I have been preparing since ten years ago, otherwise, I would never dare to return to China." ”

――――

"What the hell are you going to say?" Lin Wenxiu sat on the sofa in the living room and looked at Yan Wen opposite.

Yan Wen looked at him and smiled: "What's the hurry." ”

"I'm going back to accompany Cheng Qingrong."

"You're in a good relationship."

Lin Wenxiu lowered his eyelashes, and his thick and curly eyelashes cast a small shadow on his eyelids, making his complexion even more bloodless: "Something has been wrong with him recently, and I'm worried about him." ”

Yan Wen paused: "Do you know why something is wrong with him?" ”

Lin Wenxiu was a little aggrieved: "He didn't tell me." ”

"There are some things that can be shared between husbands and husbands, but there are some things that can't."

"What's the matter?" Lin Wenxiu didn't understand.

"He won't live for a few years."

Lin Wen slowed down for a while before he reacted: "What do you mean?" ”

"He was born naturally to a heterosexual."

As smart as Lin Wenxiu, how could he not understand all the meanings contained in this simple sentence, and there was no need for Yan Wen to add at all, all the numbers he remembered about heterosexuality automatically came to mind.

"Now Grandma is talking to him about it?"

"That's right."

As soon as Lin Wenxiu touched the armrests of the sofa with both hands, he was about to stand up.

"It's only embarrassing for everyone to go in now."

"I'm going to be with him." Lin Wenxiu stood up.

A feeling of dizziness hit, and there was a burst of blackness in front of him, Lin Wenxiu's body shook a few times, and then fell back into the sofa.

"What's wrong with you?" Yan Wen hurriedly leaned over to support him.

"I'm a little dizzy, maybe I'm not in good shape." Lin Wenxiu brushed her hand away and held her forehead.

Yan Wen's expression was stern: "I'll take you to the hospital." ”

"No, you don't." Lin Wenxiu refused.

He was feeling very bad now, the dizziness made him very uncomfortable, and he even felt like he was going to vomit, and there were dark spots in front of his eyes, blocking his vision. There was cold sweat running down his pale face, and his body was weak.

He blinked vigorously and reluctantly sat up straight: "I'll go back to the room to rest for a while, Cheng Qingrong came out and asked him to come to me." ”

"Wenxiu ......" Yan Wen tried to help Lin Wenxiu, but was brushed away by Lin Wenxiu again.

Lin Wenxiu groped his way back to the room.

I don't know how long I slept before Lin Wenxiu woke up.

He felt his head less dizzy, and the feeling of nausea was gone, and he seemed to be better.

There was a slight voice in his ears, as if he was afraid to wake him up.

"Qingrong?" Lin Wenxiu tilted his head, "Why don't you turn on the lights?" ”

"Bang-"

The crisp sound of porcelain sounded, and the room was silent.