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"Organs?" This word made Dou Shuya feel a little ...... Uncanny.

"Well, like eyes. Cornea. Cheng Qingrong smiled, the smile was a little cold, "Or kidneys, liver, bones. Marrow, by the way, and a super large blood bank. ”

Dou Shuya: "......"

"Don't worry, I'm not an underground organization." Cheng Qingrong put away the smile on his face, his tone was light, and he looked a little like Lin Wenxiu, "I signed a contract with them in a serious way. By the way, I promise they're all voluntary. ”

Dou Shuya: "......"

Cheng Qingrong glanced at her: "I'm so rich, why should I sacrifice myself?" I have to be by Wen Xiu's side for the rest of my life, how can I hurt my body. ”

Dou Shuya: "......"

Cheng Qingrong: "...... What kind of eyes do you have? ”

Dou Shuya: ......

Cheng Qingrong: ......

"Get out." Cheng Qingrong kicked her angrily, "I'll be angry when I see you." ”

Dou Shuya said: "It's good to be rich. ”

"Of course, it's good to be rich, it's happy, it's happy." Cheng Qingrong smiled, "You can buy anything." ”

Dou Shuya: "...... I don't want to talk to you, a capitalist, so I'll go in and see Professor Lin. ”

Cheng Qingrong waved his hand: "Go ahead." ”

After Dou Shuya entered the room, Cheng Qingrong's straight back bent down, and he leaned back on the chair tiredly.

He was far less breezy than he seemed.

It's just that he doesn't want to show his cowardice in front of Dou Shuya, even if the other party is Lin Wenxiu's friend.

When she entered the room, Lin Wenxiu's parents were there, and Dou Shuya obediently called her aunt and came to the hospital bed.

"Wen Xiu, how is he?" Seeing Lin Wenxiu's eyes closed, Dou Shuya lowered her voice.

"It's fine." Lin Wenxiu spoke lightly.

"Holy!" Dou Shuya was taken aback by him, "You didn't fall asleep." ”

Although she knew that Lin Wenxiu was no different from a blind person now, and there was no difference between opening and closing her eyes, but seeing Lin Wenxiu with her eyes closed, Dou Shuya still subconsciously thought that the other party was asleep.

Lin Wenxiu opened his eyes, his cold eyes lost their previous brilliance, they looked dim, his vision was no focus, and he could only look at Dou Shuya with the source of the voice: "When did you come?" ”

"Not long after I arrived, I stayed outside for a while." Dou Shuya looked at Lin Wenxiu as she spoke, "I see that you are in good shape." ”

Lin Wenxiu groped and sat up: "Blindness has become a fact, and the pain is useless. ”

Dou Shuya smiled bitterly: "If only I could catch up with half of your mentality." Halfway through her speech, she changed the subject, "You have something wrong with your eyes, didn't you notice it before?" ”

Lin Wenxiu said: "I was a little uncomfortable, and I didn't have time to come over for a checkup. ”

"When did it start?" Dou Shuya asked.

"It's been a while." Lin Wenxiu lowered his eyelashes, "There are too many things during this time, and I don't care about it." ”

In fact, at the beginning, Lin Wenxiu didn't pay attention to it at all, he just thought that he had been too tired recently, but he didn't expect that it would become stricter and stricter later, and by the time he began to pay attention, it was too late.

What Yan Wen told him was so shocking that he couldn't control his feelings, and he was very unwell under the excitement.

I originally planned to rest and rest, and after telling Cheng Qingrong about the matter, I came to the hospital for an examination, but I didn't expect to wake up and see nothing.

It's okay, but Cheng Qingrong is so scared that he can't do it, even if Lin Wenxiu can't see it, just by listening to the voice, he can know how collapsed Cheng Qingrong was at that time.

Dou Shuya opened her mouth, reached out and patted Lin Wenxiu's shoulder: "It's okay, the doctor has already arranged the operation, and after tomorrow the operation will be restored, you can see again after a period of time." ”

Lin Wenxiu asked, "What about him?" ”

Dou Shuya didn't react for a while: "Who?" ”

"Cheng Qingrong."

"He's been out there all the time." After Dou Shuya finished speaking, she understood, "He hasn't come in?" ”

Lin Wenxiu didn't speak.

Dou Shuya asked, "You guys quarreled again?" ”

Lin Wenxiu shook his head.

Dou Shuya said, "I'll go and call him in." ”

The door of the ward was gently closed, and Dou Shuya leaned against the door frame and looked at Cheng Qingrong, who was not sitting on the bench.

The other party rarely did not maintain his usual etiquette, I don't know if he was immersed in his own thoughts and didn't find himself, or he was too lazy to cover it up in front of himself.

"You guys quarreled?"

Cheng Qingrong subconsciously sat up straight, turned his head and saw that it was Dou Shuya, so he whispered, "No." ”

"Then why don't you go in."

Cheng Qingrong tugged at his tie irritably, feeling that the air in this hospital was so fucking thin that it made it difficult for him to breathe.

"How is he?"

"It's good." Dou Shuya shrugged, "It doesn't seem to be deeply hit, and I asked why you didn't go in." ”

Cheng Qingrong hesitated: "Does he seem to have ......?"

"Huh?"

"Are you angry, or angry, or ......disgusted?"

"He's calm." Dou Shuya didn't know why, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Nope." Cheng Qingrong shook his head, "I'll go in and take a look." ”

Cheng Qingrong took a deep breath, and then slowly spit it out, and then pushed the door in.

Lin Wenxiu waited quietly for him on the hospital bed.

The heating in the ward was turned on sufficiently, and Lin Wenxiu only had a single coat under his hospital gown, but he felt that the temperature was just right.

"Qingrong?" Lin Wenxiu tilted his head and heard the movement of the door opening.

"Well, it's me." Cheng Qingrong hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Lin Wenxiu's hands.

"You say first, Wenwen and I will go home to see your grandmother." Lin Siqi said in a low voice, "She is very worried at home. ”

Lin Wenxiu nodded his chin lightly, indicating that he knew.

The ward was calm, Lin Wenxiu's eyes couldn't see, but he felt that his hearing was sensitive, and he could hear Cheng Qingrong's suppressed breathing clearly.

Pulling out the hand held by Cheng Qingrong, Lin Wenxiu adjusted his sitting posture.

Although it was pitch black in front of him, it didn't affect his thoughts, on the contrary, he couldn't see the disturbances outside, and Lin Wenxiu felt that his thoughts were smoother and clearer.

"What did Grandma tell you?"

Cheng Qingrong pursed the corners of his lips and remained silent.

Lin Wenxiu's expression was a little cold: "What did grandma tell you?" ”

"Nothing." Cheng Qingrong snorted, losing his calmness just now.

Lin Wenxiu should have been stimulated when he heard about him before, and Cheng Qingrong didn't want to continue to stimulate him with this matter now.

"Cheng Qingrong." Lin Wenxiu's voice became more and more cold, obviously angry.

He put his hand on his forehead, feeling a little dizzy.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I say." Cheng Qingrong was at a loss, and hurriedly and carefully held Lin Wenxiu's shoulders and asked him to lie down on the bed, "Don't be excited, as long as you don't get excited, I'll say anything." ”

Covering the quilt for Lin Wenxiu, Cheng Qingrong touched his cheek.

There was a sickly flush on his pale face, which made Cheng Qingrong feel even more distressed. The chagrin in his heart almost overwhelmed him, why didn't he find Lin Wenxiu's abnormality during this time, if he had found out earlier, Wenxiu wouldn't have to suffer at all.

What a terrible thing it is to be out of sight.

"It's fine." Lin Wenxiu's tone was indifferent, and Cheng Qingrong realized that he had just accidentally said it, "It's not that scary, it's just a pity that I can't see your face recently." ”

Cheng Qingrong threw himself into Lin Wenxiu's arms and choked up: "It's all my fault." ”

"There's nothing wrong with you." Lin Wenxiu groped Cheng Qingrong's cheek and wiped the tears from his face.

Cheng Qingrong said: "No...... I'm cowardly, I ......" he couldn't help wiping his tears again, "I don't think I'm worthy of you." ”

"Don't be presumptuous." Lin Wenxiu said calmly, "You fit me very well, you fit anywhere, I think the size is just right, not loose or tight." ”

Cheng Qingrong: ......

You return my tears.

"Actually, I'm a heterosexual child." Under the persuasion of Lin Wenxiu, Cheng Qingrong was finally ready to say this qiē thing, "When I was a child, I lived in my grandmother's house for a while, and I gave you that iron box. ”

"It turned out to be you." Lin Wenxiu suddenly realized, "So after you knew that you were going to your grandmother's house, you resisted a lot." ”

"Hmm."

Lin Wenxiu said: "Grandma also recognizes you." ”

"Grandma said to me, let me leave you."

"How did you answer?"

Cheng Qingrong said firmly: "I won't leave, never." ”

"That's good." Lin Wenxiu was happy again, "Come here, I want to kiss you." ”

Cheng Qingrong leaned over and was delirious when Lin Wenxiu groped and pressed the back of his head and kissed him.

Lin Wenxiu let Cheng Qingrong squeeze up and lay on him: "You will die in a few years, what are you going to do?" ”

"I'm not going to die." Cheng Qingrong said, "I will accompany you for the rest of my life." ”

"Are you sure?"

"Well, I'm absolutely sure."

If he wasn't sure, he wouldn't have come to Lin Wenxiu.

"Okay." Lin Wenxiu said, "Then why were you so wrong before?" Why don't you tell me. ”

Cheng Qingrong moved his lips: "I...... I'm scared, scared to death......"

No matter how perfectly prepared he was, no matter how many people he convived, there was always only one person who mattered.

Lin Wenxiu.

His words, one action, even just a trivial look, were enough to make Cheng Qingrong fall into hell.

During that time, he lived in this imagination almost every day, Lin Wenxiu's disgusted eyes, disgusted actions, indifferent attitude, and even ......

A divorce paper.

Lin Wenxiu asked, "What are you afraid of?" ”

"I ...... I'm scared ......."

"You're afraid that I won't be able to accept you because you don't think I love you, so divorce is also the best option." Lin Wenxiu calmly pointed out what Cheng Qingrong was thinking, "You can't trust me. ”

Cheng Qingrong said in a panic: "No, I believe in you, I'm just ......"

I just don't believe in myself.

"Get down." Lin Wenxiu said coldly.

Cheng Qingrong hurriedly rolled off the bed.

"Stand in the corner."

“…… Yes? ”

"I've been thinking about it for half an hour, and I'll submit a thousand-word review after the operation tomorrow, I want to read it."

Cheng Qingrong: "...... Aren't you invisible? ”

Lin Wenxiu's face was expressionless: "Read it to me." ”

Cheng Qingrong: "Oh. ”

"Hurry up."

Cheng Qingrong obediently stood in the corner.

"I'm standing."

Lin Wenxiu was very stern: "Don't talk when you reflect. ”

Cheng Qingrong: "Woo woo......"