Chapter 104: Strange Dreams

My last memory is pushing away a person I hate, and I don't remember much about why I pushed this person.

But I remember that there was one person who cared a lot, but I can't remember her name very well.

Don't ask me where I am or what I'm doing, I don't even know what I'm doing or where I'm doing.

There are a lot of strange little fish around me, and they don't swim in the water, but swim freely in the air around me.

I tried to catch the fish several times, but I couldn't do it. So I gave up on this useless act and began to quietly watch the elf-like creatures swimming around me.

I don't know how long I've been looking at these fish, but I suddenly feel like I'm lonely, and I want to get out of here and go somewhere else.

So I started walking around in the endless sea of fish. I walked very slowly at first because I was afraid that I would lose my bearings. Gradually, I realized that there was no direction at all, and I didn't have to worry about losing my sense of direction. I started running here as hard as I could, regardless of direction or whether I would run into the fish here.

It's strange that no matter how much I run, I can't leave here, and I won't be loaded with the fish here. It's as if the fish here are just an illusion and it's impossible to bump into them. What's even stranger is that I didn't feel hungry or thirsty......

I don't know how big it is, or if there's an end here. I felt like I was in a very strange world, and I had no idea if I would stay here forever and never leave this place again.

Time slowly passed, and I began to feel impatient. I started to lose my temper, at the fish I had never touched before. Even though the fish didn't pay any attention to me, I yelled and barked at them as always. At this time, I discovered a very strange phenomenon: my voice was silent! No matter how much I screamed, I didn't make any sound.

No wonder the fish ignored me, I didn't make any noise at all, so how could they ignore me?

Then I started to check my own body, and I felt that something must be wrong with my body, otherwise, how could I not make a sound? Even if you are naturally mute, you can make some sounds, but these sounds do not form normal language.

I reached out and touched my own neck, and then I was stunned. I don't have a neck at all! What about my neck? Am I all there to do? It was also me who quickly lowered my head, wanting to see my body. I bowed my head again, and I couldn't bow my head at all. My head seemed to be immobilized, and I could only tilt my head back and not make any other movement at all.

What about my hands? I moved it just now, so I think it can be moved. So I tried to move my hand again, and it turned out that I could really move. Not only can I move, but I can also put my own hand in front of my eyes, so that I can see my shoulder joints and armpits, and even the hairs in my armpits, I can see clearly......

My eyes widened - how could I look up and see my own armpits? Don't...... Are my arms separated from my body?

Apart? I chuckled "in my heart" and couldn't help but exclaim, "My arm is broken?" Help......"

Of course, I still couldn't make any sound, and I couldn't make any sound in my mouth at all. Actually, I didn't feel my heart, and I don't know if my heart was separated from me......

Then I tried again to look at my other arm, as well as my legs and feet...... Then I passed out. I was scared and fainted, and I saw all the parts of my own body, and it was all over my head.

What does this mean? It means that my body has been disintegrated and dismantled.

What's going on? Am I already dead, and I've been used for experiments, sliced? Or have my enemies captured me and torn me apart?

Enemy? By the way, I remembered, it looks like I was killed by the enemy...... I'm really dead and killed......

So who am I now? Is it my soul?

Soul, is this the state I am in now? Or have I become a ghost?

I began to think cranky, one moment thinking that I was a living person, the next I thought I was a ghost, and the next I was ...... I felt like I had become a fish again, the same fish as the fish next to me.

No wonder I can't catch these fish, I'm a fish myself, how can I catch those fish with my hands?

But I still have hands, and feet, and ...... When a fish has hands, what will it look like? Wouldn't it be scary? It should be very valuable, more valuable than those cultural relics. Because it's a monster, a monster that has never been seen before.

What about me? The way I look now, am I also a monster?

I wanted to say out loud, "I'm not a monster," but a strange voice started to reach my ears: "You're a monster, you're a monster, you're a ......."

It's such a nasty sound, I don't want to block my ears and stop hearing the sound again, but I can't do it, because my arms are out of my body, and they don't listen to my command at all.

This voice followed me, haunted me, haunted me......

I was going crazy, scurrying around like crazy in the sea of fish, trying to get away from the sound and go to a quieter place.

But this nasty voice kept ringing in my ears all the time, and I couldn't rest, sleep, or think properly......

I finally went crazy and was driven crazy by the voice. So I no longer run away from it, and I no longer fear the voice. I silently said to the invisible voice, "I'm not afraid of you...... I'm not afraid of you......"

I said the same thing over and over again, and gradually, I felt something different in front of my eyes...... So what is it? It's blurry, I can't see clearly.

I slowly approached the sudden appearance, trying to see what it was...... I slowly approached, and the thing didn't run away. So, I finally saw it clearly - this is a person.

A stranger I know well!

I've definitely seen this person, and I'm familiar with it. But I don't know his name, and I don't know who he really is.

Is it my enemy? Possibly, the enemy, is my enemy. But how did he look at me with a smile on his face? And there is something in this smile that I am very familiar with. So what is it?

By the way, I remember, that's love. It's a deep love for me!

What kind of love is this? Let me think again, think again......

I suddenly cried out, "I know, it's fatherly love...... You're my father, my dad ......"

My voice still didn't come out, but I felt the feeling in my own heart, the feeling of being loved by my father.

It felt good, so good that I forgot everything for a while......

The man looked at me silently, smiling at me, as if I was just a baby, and he was just silently looking at his own young and ignorant child.

I suddenly wanted to laugh and want my father to know that I knew that he was looking at me and that he loved me.

I don't know if I'm laughing or not, after all, I can't see the smile on my own face. So I changed the method, I quietly pushed the detached arm from my body towards my father, I wanted to touch my father's face and let him feel the feelings and thoughts in my heart.

Unfortunately, as soon as my arm appeared on top of my head, the father, who loved me dearly, suddenly changed his face and was terrified. Then he disappeared, without a trace.

I screamed "Daddy, don't go" as hard as I could, but I still couldn't make any sound. I began to look for my father in the sea of fish, and I ran around, sometimes even hitting other fish in the sea of fish......

Wait, I stopped suddenly...... Did I just bump into one of the other fish? When did this happen?

Just now? Yes, just now! Can I catch other fish? I was so happy that I forgot about looking for my father for a while, and I started trying to touch other fish.

I could actually touch other fish, although I didn't touch them with my arms, but my head, which was my head, and I could clearly feel that some other fish were touching my head a few times.

The touch is light and gentle, like a ...... Like what? Why can't I remember it again?

Wait, let me think about it, have I ever had this experience before?

When was that? When I wasn't dead? It must have been when I wasn't dead.

So who am I bumping into? Is it the man's head? Or is it the man's hand? Or is it......

I was thinking about it, and all of a sudden, my brain moved, and I remembered......

That person's name is Chen Jing, yes, it's called Chen Jing.

I suddenly burst out laughing, and when I thought of this person named Chen Jing, I wanted to laugh, laugh happily.

So I laughed for a while, and then I said to myself, "At that time I touched your hand, you were very gentle...... I felt amazing, like ...... "Like what?" I can't tell. I can't say anything anyway, and what I want to say is just thinking about it in my heart.

Let's not talk about it, let's take a break first......

I slowly closed my eyes, no longer looking at the fish, not wanting to look at anything else.

When I closed my eyes, I was in the dark. Whoever closes their eyes will go into darkness.

My heart, maybe just my brain, was slowly quieting down. There was silence all around, almost dead silence!

But at this moment, I seemed to hear a very anxious voice in my ears. This anxious voice is shouting something, is it my name? It's a lot like.

So I listened carefully, trying to hear it clearly.

But the sound seemed to be vague, and it was hard for me to really hear it......

I tried my best to calm myself down completely, and even my thoughts slowly stopped. Everything in this world, along with my thoughts, slowly stopped.

And then I really heard the voice clearly, and it was really calling my name -- and I suddenly realized that I remembered my own name.

It was an important discovery because remembering my name made me think about a lot more.

I remembered that I was fighting, fighting the enemy. Who is the enemy? By the way, is it a Japanese or a ninja......

I remembered that I was killed by a Japanese ninja......

I remembered that I was killed by the ninjas of the Wako to save Chen Jing......

I remembered......

Many, many ......

I'm dead, how can I still remember this? This is another important finding! And my head still hurts, what the hell is going on? It's impossible for a dead person to feel pain, right?

I was startled by the pain I felt, and then I stood up to see what was going on!

But I don't have a body, and it's impossible to stand up. My actions only lifted my head slightly, and then it returned to its original state again.

I was disappointed, staring at everything in front of me with wide eyes, a feeling of disappointment.

I was still the same as before, I couldn't really act, I couldn't really speak, I couldn't really feel anything......

Wait, how do I seem to see something different from before, what is it? Fluttering, flickering...... Is it a person? Or a ghost?

I stared at this sudden person, or ghost, and couldn't help but shout, "Who are you?" Are you a human or a ghost? ”

My voice didn't come out, but the ghostly man laughed and said, "I'm your master......"

An old man immediately appeared in my mind, and it was my master, Kushou. When I looked at this ghost-like person again, I realized that he was really my master.

"But how did you end up like this?" I couldn't help but ask silently, "Are you also like me, already dead?" ”

Soramoru's mouth opened, but no sound reached my ears. He's not going to be like me, and he can't make a sound, right?

So I screamed loudly, not caring if my "voice" could be heard by the empty guard.

The maru looked at me, surprised at first, but slowly returned to normal and smiled at me. I read his smile, and he seemed to be telling me: you'll be fine soon, talk, and do whatever you want.

I was happy, and with a smile and a smile, I realized that my master was gone. In the blink of an eye, he was gone.

I'm not surprised anymore, I've experienced it before, people here always appear and disappear suddenly, nothing strange or surprising.

I continued to stay in this sea of fish, expecting the next person to appear, or something, as long as it wasn't a fish. There are so many fish here that I get tired of watching them and don't want to look at them anymore......

Who will emerge this time? Is it Chen Jing? I always think of this person named Chen Jing, what's going on? Is there so much that binds us together?

She won't be my friend, or even my girlfriend, right? Or is it my wife at all?

What is a wife? How could I think that? I frowned, thinking about it slowly......

After a long time, I figured out that a wife is a man's woman. It is also the mother of a boy's child and is ...... It's a great kind of ...... Person.

I thought about this seemingly complicated question, and then I really saw Chen Jing that I had been thinking about. There seemed to be something on Chen Jing's face, flashing and flashing, what is this?

Water? It doesn't seem like so, there is no water here, even the fish swim in the air.

So what could it be?

I thought hard about this question, and then I heard Chen Jing talking: "Why haven't you woken up yet?" Don't you know that I've been waiting for you so hard? Are you going to wait until I'm old before you wake up, and then marry an old woman as a wife? You...... Wake up......"

I opened my mouth, looked at Chen Jing, who was so pretty, and then shouted desperately: "I'm awake, I'm awake......"

It's a pity that my "voice" Chen Jing can't hear it at all, who can hear the silent voice?

Chen Jing was still talking to me, she was looking at me very quietly, really quietly, and then she was also talking. Isn't it hard to understand that he speaks quietly? But it's all true, quietly talking, that's it.

I stopped yelling, and she couldn't hear me anyway. So I also looked at Chen Jing quietly and listened to Chen Jing's words.

You're beautiful, really beautiful...... I said this over and over again in my mind, whether she knew my thoughts or not, I kept repeating it.

Chen Jing couldn't hear me, but I could hear what she said, she said, "If you don't wake up again, I'll marry someone else, so that you wake up with nothing...... It's not just me who will marry someone else, but even your fiancée, your friends, will marry someone else......"

I suddenly became a little anxious, how could such a beautiful Chen Jing marry someone else? Either she doesn't marry or she should marry me.

I don't allow you to marry someone else, I shouted silently in my heart, and then tried to open my mouth wide, wanting Chen Jing to see my mouth moving, so as to know what I meant.

It's a pity that this is just my own thoughts, and this is my expectation. Chen Jing didn't react at all, she just kept talking to me, and then stretched out her hand and touched my head.

It was a very comfortable feeling, the moment she touched it. I closed my eyes and wanted to feel the rare comfort.

This feeling of comfort quickly disappeared, and when I hurriedly opened my eyes, I found that Chen Jing, who had just appeared, had also disappeared.

I really want to shout out loud and ask Chen Jing to come back and accompany me again. Unfortunately, I still can't make any sound, and all my thoughts can only stay in my head. I was disappointed, looking at the arm floating beside me, and I wanted to take a bite of it and let it out.

Of course, I can't even vent this little request. I was like a vegetative person, and I didn't feel like a vegetative person. I can't move or speak like a vegetative person, but I can think, I can think about many things......

Am I in a dream? Are all dreamers like I am now, thinking a lot and not doing it?

It dawned on me that I was really in a dream.

So I gritted my teeth and tried to wake up from my dream.

The first time I didn't succeed, I gritted my teeth and couldn't get out of this dream - if I was really dreaming, everything here would be a dream.

The second time I switched my approach, I bit my own lip.

My lips are easy to bite, and after the bite, I should wake up.

That's what I thought, so I got into action. I can't talk or move, but I can open my mouth wide so I can bite my lip.

With a lot of strength, I bit down hatefully.

Then my head shook violently and I almost fell out of mid-air.

It hurts! It hurts my heart.

I don't have a heart, so it hurts my brain. My brain was foggy for a while, and then I quickly came to my senses.

I didn't have time to see anything clearly, and my mouth was already shouting, "I ...... hurt me."

Then I stopped because I heard my own voice.

Can I speak? Or is it just an illusion?

I started to turn my head, slowly......

I can actually turn my head and see ...... What is it?

It's not fish.

It's really not a fish!

What is it? It's a familiar look.

By the way, I remembered, this is a lamp, a very bright light.

I woke up, I finally left the dream and woke up!

I want to shout, I want to see everything here first, I want to see my father, I want to see my master, I want to see Chen Jing, I want to see ...... Many, many ......