Chapter 494: Ridiculous
Zhong Youcheng put all the physical and psychological pain behind Li Xiaoxue's body, and he was also exhausted and soft, and fell between Li Xiaoxue's legs.
Li Xiaoxue was also tied to the chair, firmly, as if she was tied to the pillar of shame.
"The people on the pillar of shame are destined to endure this, right?" She washed her face with tears, so sad that she thought.
She didn't know how to define in her life,—— everything this man had just done to her, everything that was inhuman, seemed to have plunged her into a bottomless abyss.
- This man who keeps saying that she is his own woman, has he ever treated her as a human being?
When she first noticed the dross in this man's heart, she should have chosen to leave.
If she left at that time, she would not have fallen deeper and deeper until today's end.
She also heard Li's mother say that if you don't treat others as people, it is easy to lower your status. She endured and endured, and she made mistakes again and again, and what did she become today?
How could she give her first time to such a man? Why did she put her happiness on this man's body like a treasure?
Finding a man is really like many people think, it's a gamble, and it turns out that she has already lost.
As soon as she made a mistake, she lost an eternal hatred, and her loss was like losing her whole life.
Not all faults are allowed to be changed. Her fault began on that rainy night, unless time went back to before that, otherwise, it was really like what this man said, everything that was happening and what was going to happen was also continuing in the past.
Life is a thread that is constantly cut, and no one wants to make a trick in it, and everyone has to be responsible for their own past.
Zhong Youcheng's face was tightly pressed against her legs, cold and cold, and she didn't care.
Her body, or her soul,—— she suddenly seems to have no soul, she is just a shell, this shell, especially when this man is acting recklessly to her, it should really belong to others.
Zhong Youcheng snored twice in his nostrils, shivered again, and woke up nervously, as if he was about to disappear from his world with a slight slip.
When Li Xiaoxue was trembling, she instinctively moved her legs,—— but only moved her legs.
Zhong Youcheng hugged Li Xiaoxue's legs hard, and when he raised his head to Li Xiaoxue, his face was already full of tears.
The coldness that Li Xiaoxue felt just now turned out to be Zhong Youcheng's tears.
- Tears that can't be understood by Li Xiaoxue.
Li Xiaoxue didn't want to understand anymore, so she turned her face to the side.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry." Zhong Youcheng's voice was full of sincerity, so sincere that Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but tremble again.
- and only shivered a little.
"I, I'm so muddy, I'm damned. I really don't know how I can do it, just ......" Zhong Youcheng continued to say, painfully, pulled a hand from between Li Xiaoxue's legs and slapped him in the face.
A crisp slap in the face. Li Xiaoxue didn't seem to hear this sound.
"Uh-oh." Zhong Youcheng seemed to suddenly realize something again, shouted twice, stood up nervously, and lifted Li Xiaoxue's pants.
Li Xiaoxue didn't have any consciousness at all, and was only at the mercy of Zhong Youcheng.
She couldn't help but look at Zhong Youcheng, she was also tied to a chair and tied to a pillar of shame.
She didn't want to have any more arguments with the man in front of her, and any arguments would only add to her shame.
Zhong Youcheng put on Li Xiaoxue's pants, he was already out of breath again, and he was tortured both physically and mentally, and his physical strength was even more exhausted.
"Do you really hate me that much?" Zhong Youcheng asked, and little by little, he stood up.
Li Xiaoxue didn't hear it.
In this small space, at least with Zhong Youcheng's heart, Li Xiaoxue feels that it is no longer the same world.
"You look at me." Zhong Youcheng seemed to be ordering, pleading, and begging.
Such Zhong Youcheng, Li Xiaoxue has really never seen it.
And for such Zhong Youcheng, Li Xiaoxue still didn't have a little reaction.
"Look at me!" Zhong Youcheng shook his head painfully, and finally, he shouted to Li Xiaoxue again, and reached out to pull up Li Xiaoxue's face.
Li Xiaoxue mechanically pulled Zhong Youcheng's face back, but her eyes were glazed.
Such a Li Xiaoxue, in Zhong Youcheng's opinion, is like a dead person.
"Xiaoxue, you know how much I care about you." Zhong Youcheng's mouth made such a voice again, thinking that he wanted to wake up Li Xiaoxue something, "I have paid too much for you, everything I have done to you is just to keep you." I am the sun and you are the moon. I can't live without you. ”
Zhong Youcheng really thought so, and seemed to have forgotten that between the sun and the moon, there is still an earth.
"Now, I only have you in my life." Zhong Youcheng emphasized again.
Li Xiaoxue is still the same sluggish, it seems that only sluggishness is her most real expression at this time.
"What else do you want from me?" Zhong Youcheng's voice was hysterical again.
Li Xiaoxue's eyelashes moved under the vibration of Zhong Youcheng's voice, and that's it.
"Why? Why is this the case? How did it get to this point? In Li Xiaoxue's indifference, Zhong Youcheng became manic again, "We don't have to be like this at all, why, it's just like this!" The words we have said, the future we have been looking forward to, are still clearly ringing in my ears, as if we have just said and dreamed of it, have you forgotten it? Xiaoxue, you can't be so forgetful, right? ”
Of course, Li Xiaoxue will not forget, everything she experienced with Zhong Youcheng is deeply imprinted in her mind. Unless she has complete amnesia and even forgets who it is, otherwise, she wants to cut out the content about Zhong Youcheng in her memory alone, which is simply equivalent to a fool's dream.
"We said," Zhong Youcheng still reminded Li Xiaoxue, "You are my model, and I will keep your beauty forever in the world." We have also said that with the wealth we create, we also need to support those who need our support. I'm also going to start my school and teach my skills. If we do not work hard to achieve such lofty goals and glorious missions, but only have such a long relationship with our children, we are first of all ashamed of the talent and high hopes given to me by God. Xiaoxue, we really can't go on like this. From now on, we should regroup, we should work hard, we should take back our wasted time, and we should do our business. Our cause, can be said to be unprecedented, unprecedented, we are a combination of causes, we not only want your image of beauty, but also to our soul of the beauty of the world. We are the glory of humanity! ”
Li Xiaoxue let out a soft wry smile for Zhong Youcheng's excited voice and excited emotions.
This wry smile, although it looks like it's only a slight, is actually thorough. is bitter, except for Zhong Youcheng, there is also her Li Xiaoxue herself.
Such a man, no matter what the original situation was, in the end, it was also her Li Xiaoxue's choice.
Can she blame anyone else besides herself? What if you have to complain about others? Who can bear half of her suffering for her?
She was like a person who had fallen into a quagmire, and the more she struggled, the deeper she sank.
She couldn't help herself.
She seems to have tried all her efforts, trying to change Zhong Youcheng's success, trying hard to change herself, working hard, trying to achieve her love failure, trying hard, and trying to get out of this messy life. However, just like the Monkey King in the palm of the Buddha's hand, tossing and turning, he is trapped in it in the end.
"Let's start all over again." Zhong Youcheng said again, "Go to his bullshit art exhibition!" I said it, that is to sell fame and reputation, that is not what I Zhong Youcheng wants at all. You don't have to worry about the money you owe, I will definitely pay it back for you. ”
Hearing Zhong Youcheng mention the section on money again, Li Xiaoxue suddenly felt that something big was coming, and she couldn't help it, so she still asked: "Honestly, where did you get all that money?" ”
"You don't care where I got this money, I just tell you, I didn't steal this money, I didn't rob it, I deserved it. I ......" Zhong Youcheng said this, and suddenly slapped his head with his hand again, and screamed "oops", stunned.
Looking at Zhong Youcheng's stunned appearance, Li Xiaoxue became much more nervous: "What's wrong?" ”
- Li Xiaoxue doesn't seem to know that the blow she received before was given by the document bag full of hundred-yuan bills. And Zhong Youcheng, who was bent on bringing Li Xiaoxue back to the rental house, threw the document bag on the ground in order to carry her unconscious.
Zhong Youcheng took two steps back, stomped his foot in remorse, sighed "hi", and promised Li Xiaoxue: "Don't worry, money, I will get it for you again." ”
Li Xiaoxue was still not at ease: "Zhong Youcheng! I don't need you to pay me back, no matter where it was spent. I just want you to tell me the truth, where does your money come from? ”
Zhong Youcheng turned around: "Do you remember when I once painted a portrait of a boss?" ”
Li Xiaoxue was incredulous: "Portrait? Will there be so much money? ”
"I can't explain this to you. In short, I'll pay back the money you owe for you, and forget about the exhibition! Zhong Youcheng said resolutely.
Li Xiaoxue was also stubborn: "I also made it very clear, I won't use a penny from you!" ”
"You listen to me! You are my woman! Zhong Youcheng shouted again, "At this time, you have such an attitude, and let me make things clear again." If you had told me that you were going to use so much money, how could I have agreed to you doing such a ridiculous thing! ”
"Ridiculous?" In Zhong Youcheng's words, Li Xiaoxue seems to have found the best commentary on herself all along, "Ridiculous, ridiculous." The absurdity plays the great wilderness. ”
Zhong Youcheng didn't understand very well, turned his head a little more, and asked inexplicably: "What, what do you mean?" ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't want to explain anything to Zhong Youcheng, so she sighed softly, and heard a rush of footsteps. The footsteps stopped outside the door, and then the knocking on the door was like a beating war drum, which made the air in the rental room tense up suddenly.