When Li Xiaoxue returned to the bedroom, she felt physically and mentally exhausted, and rushed to the bed, just wanting to go to the place of her dreams.

This day is really a long day for her. Zhong Youcheng, in particular, also made her worship in her heart, returning to the worry-free years a few years ago, and Grandma Han's narration of several generations made her unhappy and felt a small vicissitudes of life. Time flies, and before I know it, a lot has passed, and if I am not careful, I will become an old man like Grandma Han.

If life is nothing more than this, why bother with all the troubles that we are entangled in at the moment? And one thing after another, but she was overwhelmed, left and right, all the troubles at the moment, how can people not be entangled?

She originally thought that according to her plan, after a few days, she would be able to live her former life again after breaking off contact with Zhong Youcheng, but now it seems that what the next days will be like is fundamentally out of her control.

Just this day, no, one day, it's too much, full of calculations, twelve or thirteen hours, how much she has experienced.

"Why is there so much necessity?" Li Xiaoxue turned over on the bed, and suddenly thought, "It should be, it's all because I want to be myself in front of others too much." worked as a model for Zhong Youcheng regardless of return; didn't want Han Haitao to make trouble, so he reluctantly went to Han's house; was all happy for Grandma Han, stuffed her belly of meat, and so on, but as a result, she weighed the other party's temporary mind and wronged herself. From this point of view, some of Zhong Youcheng's practices are right, at least, he has lived his own life. Only by living for yourself can you live a wonderful life......"

The wonderfulness of life has also been a strong expectation in Li Xiaoxue's heart for more than ten years. Only after entering the society and entering the workplace, her expectations were worn out unconsciously. She began to live more and more in other people's worlds, and every move she made seemed to be more mindful of other people's feelings.

What is an ideal, and how can it be called reality, she used to be able to discuss with the people around her night after night, and she no longer has time to make any distinctions and definitions.

Life is life, where is there any ideal or reality? It's like, to live is to live, and where there will be anything noble or low.

As a result, there is no complete division between the good and the bad, and there is no clear definition of beauty and ugliness.

And this Zhong Youcheng, supposedly, entered the society much earlier than her Li Xiaoxue, although she did not have a stable job and life, but because of this, Li Xiaoxue had more experience. As a result, you can still keep your self and live your true life. Who's to say that this is not a quality of existence?

Li Xiaoxue, who hadn't thought like this for a long time, was in a trance, but was interrupted by the ringtone of her mobile phone.

"Hey—"

Li Xiaoxue let out a long sigh, and when she picked up her phone to look, it was Han Haitao calling again.

"Hey." Li Xiaoxue answered the phone, and greeted with obvious exhaustion.

"Didn't bother you, did you, did you sleep?" Han Haitao asked apologetically.

"Nope. Just lay down. Are you home? ”

"Just got home. Grandma complained about why I came back so early and didn't stay with you a little longer. ”

"What do you say?"

"Let's just say you're a little tired and want to rest."

"Hmm."

"By the way, Xiaoxue, what are you going to do these days? Oh sorry, I know I probably shouldn't have asked, just ......"

"Just what?"

"It's just that my mother just told me that grandma is interesting and wants to invite you to have a meal with your aunt."

"What for?"

"Maybe, that is, just sit together and have a good time, right?"

"Really?"

"Perhaps, we'll talk about the two of us."

Speaking of this, Li Xiaoxue's heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by a stone, and she stopped talking.

"Xiaoxue," Han Haitao knew that Li Xiaoxue was a little unhappy again, and his voice couldn't help but be a little heavy, "Maybe, you really don't want to think about these things now, but, we've been together for so long, and the matter of marriage will have to be discussed sooner or later." My grandmother is old and has a lot on her mind, and she just said to me very sadly, when will I look at my great-grandson, it's time to go over there to see my grandfather......"

"That's it!" Li Xiaoxue really couldn't listen to it anymore, "Where do you put me when you say this?" Could it be that I am the tool of your old Han family to inherit the lineage? ”

Han Haitao didn't think that Li Xiaoxue would have such a reaction, regretted that he didn't choose what to say, and hurriedly explained: "Xiaoxue, don't misunderstand. Grandma was only anxious about our marriage, so she would say these words. You also know that grandma is very fond of you. ”

"Do you know what you call it?" Li Xiaoxue still couldn't get rid of her anger.

"What?" Han Haitao just asked seriously.

"Forced marriage! You are forced to marry! Li Xiaoxue shouted, and hung up the phone.

shouted, and couldn't help but alarm Li Mu in the living room.

Li Mu only listened to the shouting, but she didn't hear what she was shouting, so she knocked on Li Xiaoxue's door and asked anxiously: "Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue, what's wrong?" ”

Li Xiaoxue saw Li's mother asking again and again, and her heart was even more annoyed, she just wanted to shout "It's okay" outside the door, and Han Haitao called again.

"I'm annoyed!" Li Xiaoxue opened her mouth and shouted, and threw her mobile phone to the ground casually.

The phone hit the ground, and the batteries flew out.

The bell was gone, but Li Mu's knock on the door was louder and louder.

"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue! What the hell is going on? You open the door and talk to Mom! ”

"Nothing! I'm going to sleep! Li Xiaoxue shouted, and then put her head into the pillow vigorously.

"Light snow! Light snow! Don't let Mom worry! Li's mother cried and begged outside the door again.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's all right! Just let me get a good night's sleep! Li Xiaoxue pounded the pillow and said.

"You can't tell your mom to save some heart!" Li Mu burst into tears.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but wet her eyes, but she just said, "It's really fine." Rest early, too! ”

"Rest, rest, I really closed my eyes, it's fine!" Li Mu said and seemed to walk away.

When Li Xiaoxue heard Li Mu say this, her tears fell down.

She didn't expect that she would be so angry.

It's really like what Han Haitao said, Grandma Han is also an old generation after all, and it makes sense to say something like that.

And the relationship between the two of them, according to common sense, is really time to talk about marriage. Regardless of her own conditions or family conditions, Han Haitao has nothing to make her picky. It's just that she can't say what the reason is, until now, she doesn't have such an urge to sleep with Han Haitao right away. Sometimes, Han Haitao is like a relative of hers, a relative who is very, very good to her. She wanted to be with him, but, as if, it just didn't feel like they had to be together. She sometimes wonders if her emotions are a little dull, but there is always a little bit of fire, in her opinion, is missing.

Of course, she never thought about not marrying Han Haitao. If a woman is going to get married and find a man she can rely on, she never doubts that Han Haitao is the most suitable person.

But, just now, when she was talking to Han Haitao, she became angry, and she couldn't help it. After growing so big, she never seemed to be so uncontrollably angry with anyone. Whether it could be called a nameless fire, she didn't know, but she knew that it was a fire she shouldn't have started.

Just when Li Xiaoxue was in tears and thinking about it, she heard Li's mother's question outside the bedroom: "Haitao, you just called Xiaoxue and told your aunt, what's going on with you?" ”

Li Xiaoxue saw that Li's mother actually called Han Haitao, vacated the ground, got up and went to the ground, didn't bother to put on her shoes, rushed out of the bedroom, went to Li's mother, grabbed Li's mother's mobile phone, and turned it off with one click.

"You, what do you say?" Mother Li was so angry that she trembled all over, and pointed at Li Xiaoxue and asked.

Li Xiaoxue snorted angrily, sat on the sofa, but didn't speak.

Seeing Li Xiaoxue like this, Li's mother turned to Li Xiaoxue again, patted the back of her palm on her hand, and said, "You are also a big boss, if there is something, can't you say it well?" ”

Li Xiaoxue twisted her head to the side, and still said angrily: "Since you also said that my boss is not small, you don't care about my business." ”

"Don't let me care? I have worked hard to pull you up, but I have done sin. I really regret why I didn't strangle you at that time, so that you don't have to be angry with me now! Li Mu said, already in tears.

Li Xiaoxue also felt uncomfortable for Li's mother in her heart, but she couldn't get angry: "It's better to strangle me, and have less trouble!" ”

"You, you!" Li Mu said, her heart was cramping, her body was weak, and she softened down.

"Mom!" When Li Xiaoxue saw it, she hurriedly got up and used enough strength to support Li's mother.

Li Mu wanted to push Li Xiaoxue away, where did she have such strength, but she just said, "You don't have to care about me anymore." ”

Li Xiaoxue knew that Li's mother's old heart problem had been committed again, so she hurriedly helped Li's mother to sit on the sofa, took it quickly, and gave it to Li's mother.

Li Mu lay on the sofa for a while, and then slowly eased up, and said sadly: "When, this heart really won't jump, it's fine." ”

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue still dared to be sexual, squatting beside Li's mother, and just said, "It's Xiaoxue who is ignorant, Xiaoxue is wrong, don't be angry with Xiaoxue." ”

"Hey-" Li Mu leaned back and sighed again, "What can you do with your mother if you have a little temper?" I'm afraid, I'm afraid, you're really confused for a while, something went wrong. ”

"Mom, don't worry, your daughter won't let you down." Li Xiaoxue cried and said.

"Xiaoxue," Li Mu slowly sat up straight, shook her head at Li Xiaoxue, and said, "Most of my mother's life has passed, and if you are not disappointed, what does it matter, as long as you live a good life, it is true." You fought hard as a child, studied well, and now you have a satisfactory job, but the only thing my mother hopes for is that you can find a good family. As the saying goes, men are afraid of choosing the wrong line, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong person. A woman's happiness, more, is still in a man's body. Haitao is a good child, the conditions are good in all aspects, the key is that he can let you everywhere. Xiaoxue, listen to your mother's words again, thousands of things, you have to grasp the wow......"

This novel is from Reading Books