40. Chu Song Luofanwai (can not buy)
Everyone says that if the amorous prodigal son suddenly becomes polite, then he will most likely meet the true love of this life and will be enlightened.
Chu Songluo was indeed like this to Luffy for a while.
The unparalleled romantic person in the world suddenly had a sweetheart, and Yingying Yanyan stepped aside.
Everyone said that Chu Songluo had finally opened his mind, and he was going to turn back to the prodigal son. This is the only one that many girls have ever imagined, and his affection is really envious.
But now the hot girl in a black hip-hugging off-the-shoulder dress smiled and said to Luffy, "Don't be delusional." You miss the opportunity, and he is no longer yours. ”
Luffy's face was calm and silent. Chu Songluo ordered him a glass of wine, and then put him on the side of the bar and went into the venue to play. Tonight this girl was the third to demonstrate to him under the pretext of taking wine.
This girl is smarter than the others.
"Why are you sulking?" She said, "Can't you see, how can Chu Songluo be a qualified boyfriend and a perfect husband?" ”
She had two glasses of wine in her hand—one of which was clearly for Chu Songluo. She smiled and said, "He's so handsome, generous and rich, it's most appropriate to roll a sheet." Even if he could be a qualified lover, he would deliberately avoid that route. ”
Next to the fountain in Chu Songluo's hall, a girl who can't remember her name is around the waist and laughs with people.
For a bastard, his eyes are really excessive. Those eyes always looked bright, tame, and sincere. His tan eyes are like misty caramel coffee, and if he looks at you, whoever it is, he will forget for a moment about his bad deeds.
The girl with the wine came over, Chu Songluo and a hippie smile came over indifferently, took the wine glass but didn't drink, and waited for the girl to hide the shyness of being stared at by him and took a sip first, and then the time was good to come up and share the wine with her in a sweet kiss.
No one thought it was wrong for him to do so.
He is Chu Songluo.
He was born the son of a rich man with a golden spoon in his mouth, and he was the most worthy of the word "genius" throughout the ages. He was smart, naïve, and prone to burnout. Not to mention the unique charm of his personality, which women see as a heartbreaking child, and men, who should be the public enemy of men, is also a sincere and interesting friend to men. His melancholy, his wandering, his smile, his every move is the focus of public attention—and there is no one who does not want to spoil him.
The special person for him is probably Luffy.
Luffy is a man - it doesn't matter, deviant things, Chu Songluo is commonplace. Luffy is naturally good-looking, but he is like a moving document processor, with a mechanical coldness. This is not the kind of ascetic coldness that often occurs in film and television dramas, which makes little girls cry out sullenly and handsome, but pure, ruthless and desireless - and most importantly, extremely boring cold.
Chu Songluo likes Luffy Light, which is the best footnote to the word incredible.
But sure enough, the incredible is always a flash in the pan, and Chu Songluo soon became the familiar Chu Songluo, spending all day and night, and singing every night.
So when Luffy walked through the crowd with a cold face to find Chu Songluo, who was kissing the girl, everyone snickered and gave him a good-natured mockery: Look, the great Chu Songluo has captured another prey-
But when Chu Songluo saw Luffy Light coming, he was obviously a little flustered - only a little. He put down his glass, lazily hugged Luffy's waist, pressed his chin on his shoulder, and affectionately called him, "Flylight!" ”
Luffy Hikaru said, "I'm bored. Need to get out for a bit. ”
Chu Songluo agreed, "Yes, yes, I also need a little fresh air, and I also need you to be with me." ”
The tower's viewing balcony was deserted, and through a floor-to-ceiling glass door, the hall was filled with the lights and drunkenness. The night sky is silent, but just look downstairs to see the people reveling in the neon lights of the bustling city, and the people in the world of madness are all there.
This is natural and ordinary, but Chu Songluo always has a childlike curiosity, he is full of interest in every joy and parting, but he is always tired of it quickly. He is not a prodigal son who has not touched a leaf in a thousand flowers, he is just ordinary amorous. He loves everyone who wants him to fall in love with him, but he gets tired of it very quickly. But no one blames him - those who have loved him can get a glimpse of his harmless and clean heart, and subconsciously feel that it is their duty to protect him and forgive him. What's even more terrifying is that for the next person he loves, he is always as sincere and serious as his first love.
Yes, Chu Songluo fell in love with Luffy because Luffy wanted him to love him.
This lovable, intelligent man has the soul of a clean teenager.
Luffy said, "You said you liked me. ”
Based on his personality, it is not surprising to say such things. He originally thought that Chu Songluo was a scumbag, and he should inevitably fall into the cliché of his beloved person who was always pure and clean. Luffy set himself as the most unique purity - he was like an inorganic being, and he was incomprehensible to a qiē feeling, which was used to guide Chu Songluo to teach him this qiē.
But Chu Songluo was an accident. It's just that it can't be changed now, Luffy pursed his lips, as if reading an encyclopedia: "Love, especially refers to the psychological orientation of caring for others for the purpose of living together." Love is a strong liking, a liking to the point of wanting to possess it. In people's feelings, love is a sense of dependence and a sense of belonging and need. ”
Chu Songluo lay on the railing, looked at him with a sideways face, listened to him, and then sneered and laughed, asking and answering himself.
"Do I love you? I love you. Love is indeed exclusive. ”
Luffy said, "Then you shouldn't be in a relationship with those women. ”
"Is there anything wrong with them?"
"They're -- they're not honest enough." Luffy said, "Don't people take honesty very seriously? ”
Chu Songluo nodded, "It's true that there is a girl whose chest pads are not very honest, but she is really cute." Luffy didn't respond to him, and Chu Songluo sighed, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have asked that question - I know I know that if I love you, I shouldn't be so close to them." ”
He suddenly looked at the night scene, and suddenly stared at Luffy's eyes, called his name, and sighed: "Feiguang—"
He turned and broke into the pai duì venue, and the jazz band was frightened by the way he suddenly rushed over. Chu Songluo hurriedly gave the black female musician who was singing in a low voice a kiss on the cheek, took over her microphone power, and said loudly: "Feiguang Feiguang, persuade you to have a glass of wine!" ――”
Everyone was in an uproar, but they all strangely quieted down and listened to what he was going to do.
Luffy walked out of the balcony and looked at Chu Songluo on the stage. The bartender handed him a glass of wine and smiled slightly, "Persuade you to have a glass of wine." ”
Luffy Hikaru took the wine. Chu Songluo stood on the stage and was very happy to see him coming, but he was obviously a little drunk, and there was a bit of arrogance in his expression.
"-I don't know that the blue sky is high, the yellow ground is thick, but I only see the cold moon and the warm day, so I come to fry life. …… I will cut the dragon's feet and chew the dragon's flesh, so that it will not be able to return to the face and the night! ……”
He jumped down from the stage again, took Luffy into his arms, and said one after another, "Flying Light, Flying Light......
The bartender laughed at him playfully, "When did you start memorizing poems?" ”
Chu Songluo let out a breath from his nose, "Where do I understand, it's just that his name is in the poem." ”
Chu Songluo smiled and asked Luffy again, "Was I handsome just now?" ”
Luffy didn't seem to understand the meaning of this act and was silent.
The crowd didn't know when it would be noisy, and Chu Songluo took Luffy back to the balcony. Luffy didn't speak, and he was silent for the time being. In silence, Chu Songluo suddenly said: "Feiguang, you see that I do love you, but I don't want to love you." ”
He looked up, and the water in his eyes was like an illusion of light.
"I love you too hard, Feiguang. Once I love you seriously, I become clumsy, timid, and not interesting enough. Of course I love you, and I want to kiss your eyes, your nose, your lips, and the two pointed horns on the top of your head. But only Chu Songluo can have your love-"
Luffy interrupted him. "Where did the horns come from on my head?"
Chu Songluo smiled and continued: "Only Chu Songluo can have your love, if I love you, it will be Chu Songluo's death." ”
Luffy sighed.
He understood that at this point, he could no longer disguise himself as that Luffy Hikari.
- Chu Songluo is indeed smart, he understands that what he is in love with is not this disguised Luffy, but the real Luffy that includes disguise and disguise, and also understands that once he falls in love with Luffy, he will lose a qiē.
"You shouldn't have said it."
Luffy's face was calm, "I've never liked to take the rough way of killing people, but now the bad thing is that if I stay any longer, I'm afraid I'll be the one who will die." ”
The time in the world seemed to stand still for a moment, only Luffy Light and Chu Songluo were still looking at each other and breathing.
Chu Songluo felt that the air was getting thinner and thinner, and he was gradually robbed away by an inexplicable force, and his heartbeat was powerless to resist. He asked, "Where will you go when I die?" ”
Luffy Hikaru was now unusually gentle and patient in answering him.
"I still have a long way to go – even I don't know where it leads."
Chu Songluo was silent for a while and asked him, "Will you be tired?" …… It's going to be lonely. ”
Luffy Hikaru froze.
Luffy said in a dumb voice, "Don't talk anymore, I want to see you a little longer." ”
Obviously, he can be strong and invincible alone, but as soon as he is asked, he can't help but want to cry and want to talk.
Loneliness is the most powerful armor.
He had to hold on to enjoy this gentleness slowly, without breaking down and killing him and running away.
Chu Songluo raised his head and looked at him with difficulty.
"Let me do it for you, Flylight."
From now on you go to rest, and I will begin to suffer for you.
Carry your skin.
Carry the spell you gave me.
It's a long road, and as I walk, I may lose your name, pour out all my grievances on you, change your appearance in my memories at will, and make you a villain, so that I can barely keep my sanity and move on.
But you have to believe that I really am. 3
Love you.
Fly and fly, persuade you to have a glass of wine.