It turned out that when He Naixuan came out of the KFC store, when he passed by the homeless man, he was attracted by his song "Outside the Window".

This homeless man is not like other homeless people, covered in dirt and full of beard. His clothes were shabby but clean, as was his face, and there was a broken skin next to his mouth, which seemed to have been accidentally torn when he shaved his face with a knife.

When He Naixuan stopped, he didn't see a trace of begging in the eyes of the homeless man.

He could clearly see from the homeless man's eyes that the homeless man put himself on an equal footing with him.

Do not feel inferior, do not feel inferior to anyone, and have sufficient self-confidence.

He Naixuan handed the hamburger in his hand to the homeless man at that time, and only said: "I want to listen to a song "Life with You"! ”

The homeless man smiled and nodded, and began to play and sing.

He Naixuan also put the homeless man in a position on the same level as himself, everyone is a human being, why should there be any three, six, nine, etc., the darkness of this society is dark here, no matter what it is, it must be divided into levels.

The homeless man told He Naixuan that it was not that he couldn't find a good job, but that he wanted to see the world, the world, and the world.

Playing the world, shuttling through the red dust, maybe such words are too exaggerated, but this is what the homeless thinks.

He Naixuan sat next to the homeless man and listened to the homeless man's account for two or three hours.

The homeless man was a middle-aged man of about thirty years old, his face was very pale, but his eyes were very bright, especially the kind that was very clever.

Traveling the world on a budget, this is what the homeless do.

In his opinion, what is life? There are many answers.

In life, is it just a matter of marrying a wife and having children?

Is life just about commuting to work and supporting your family?

In life, is it just to work hard for money, and you can't take a cent away when you leave.

Is life just looking at the noble eyes of others and living humbly?

In life, there are actually many ways to live.

Everyone will have their own way of living, life is like a test question, and everyone will hand in an answer.

Each answer represents an attitude to life, and each person has different living habits and characteristics.

God doesn't mark the test questions according to his ideas, the key is everyone's own opinion on their own life, happy or unhappy? Sad, or not sad.

Life is hard! How are you living?

Whether you are doing well or not, how you are living, the most important thing is to see if you are happy! It depends on whether you are satisfied.

Mindset is paramount!

……

He Naixuan got on the plane at nine o'clock in the evening and arrived in Jinyuan more than an hour later.

It rained when I got out of the airport, and it was very heavy, and it was not easy to take a taxi. He Naixuan waited for more than ten minutes to get a car, and it was already late when he returned to Yi Juyuan.

I don't know if it's destined to be very unlucky today, Li Min and Yan Yan went to Pingyao to play, He Naixuan actually forgot to bring the key.

He slammed the wall hard, there was a nail on the wall that accidentally scratched his hand and bled He Naixuan sat at the door with his head in his hand and touched his pocket, but there was nothing.

After sitting for a few minutes, He Naixuan walked downstairs, saw that the commissary downstairs was still open, bought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, and clumsily lit it for himself.

Standing at the entrance of the building, looking at the heavier and heavier rain, He Naixuan took out his mobile phone and suddenly pressed out a string of numbers, Mi Ke's mobile phone number.

He Naixuan remembered this string of numbers very clearly, but he never called. I talked a lot with the homeless man today, and he understood a lot, but he didn't know how much he missed Miko.

This thought came like a surging tide, drowning He Naixuan, and now he just wanted to hear Mi Ke's voice. Even if he is allowed to live ten years less, as long as Michael's voice is heard at this moment.

The phone went through, "Beep...... Toot ......"! But no one answered, and when he insisted on hitting it a second time, the end was hung up.

didn't wait for He Naixuan to call a third time, the phone lit up, he opened it, and Mi Ke sent a text message.

Michael: Who?

He Naixuan: I'm He Naixuan, can you talk to me?

Sending a text message, He Naixuan leaned against the wall and smoked a cigarette, waiting for Mi Ke to reply to the text message. After a minute, the phone lit up again.

Michael: You're sick, aren't you? I'm going to sleep, we don't have anything to talk about.

You're sick!

"Bang!"

He Naixuan directly slammed the mobile phone in his hand to the ground, and in an instant the mobile phone was shattered into several pieces in the rain in front of him, and he gasped and gasped frantically.

The bean-sized raindrops fell frantically on the broken phone, and also on his broken seemingly strong heart.

After a long time, He Naixuan squatted down and picked up the mobile phone card in the debris, and then walked out in the rain.

In the heavy rain, He Naixuan was wearing thin clothes, and his emaciated body looked so lonely and painful.

Almost instantly, He Naixuan's whole body, from his hair, clothes to shoes, was soaked, but he was still walking.

He Naixuan walked so blindly, there was no one on the road, only vehicles coming and going with flashing lights.

After walking for more than ten minutes, when passing by a phone booth, He Naixuan stopped, he invested two coins and wanted to call, but he didn't know who to call for a while.

The so-called loneliness may be like this, I feel uncomfortable, there are usually a bunch of people around me, but I don't know who to talk to, and no one seems to understand me.

The world is lonely, there is nothing outside of it, it relies only on itself as a whole and is still; It is everything in itself.

Balzac said that among all kinds of loneliness, man is most afraid of spiritual loneliness. He Naixuan is like this!

The lack of true friends is the purest and most pitiful loneliness; Without friendship, it's just a wasteland.

He Naixuan felt that he was a poor worm and had no real friends. In fact, he had thought about it too much, but he didn't realize that he had gone crazy just like martial arts novels.

In the end, he put down the phone, he really didn't know who to call, he silently walked out of the phone booth, walking aimlessly in the rain.

At this moment, He Naixuan's heart was full of desolation. If you are sick, you are sick! How could he work so hard for Mi Ke if he wasn't sick, and what did he do all this for? In order to be able to buy Michael her favorite villa in the future, in order to take her to her favorite place Prague, in order to take her to see the beautiful scenery of Iceland that she yearns for the most, in order to take her to eat her favorite European food......

If you are sick, only you are the medicine of He Naixuan, do you understand? You don't understand!

He Naixuan said self-deprecatingly.

When passing by an intersection, He Naixuan didn't pay attention to the traffic light, and was almost hit by a black Volkswagen, and the difference between the two sides was more than ten centimeters.

"Blind! I want to die! ”

The people in the car were startled, and they scolded, it didn't seem to be enjoyable, and the back door opened and a man who looked like a gangster came out, and the man scolded and pushed He Naixuan, and then gave him a punch, and then got in the car and drove away.

There was blood on the corner of He Naixuan's mouth, he was covered in rain, and the wound in his heart was even more painful, he spit out a mouthful of blood and saliva, and continued to walk blindly without land.

I don't know if I still have some sense, He Naixuan doesn't know how far he has gone, he just saw where he went, but he didn't come to the Internet café on North Street unintentionally.

He Naixuan felt in his pocket and found that there was a key, so he opened the roller shutter door and went inside.

The Internet café has left some final adjustments, the rest has been completed, the freezers in the lobby are electrified, and there are still cold beers in them.

The hall has been energized since yesterday, and many power switches have not been turned off, all to check whether they are qualified. The colorful light of the freezer is dazzling, especially in the unlit hall.

He Naixuan, who could leave a puddle of water with a single step, walked to the freezer, bit open the lid of the beer with his teeth, didn't turn on the light, and sat there paralyzed without saying a word, drinking hard.

Drinking and drinking, He Naixuan cried, he held his head and buried it in his knees, and cried like a child.

"Woo ......"

Love can't be deep, tears don't flow!

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