Taking advantage of Han's mother taking a nap on the bed next to her, Han Haitao sent a few WeChat messages to Li Xiaoxue, but he didn't get any reply.

In this regard, Han Haitao seemed to have hollowed out his heart several times. In the end, he could only deceive himself and explain this to mean that Li Xiaoxue was not online at all.

Call Li Xiaoxue directly? Han Haitao really didn't dare. He wasn't afraid of anything else, but he was worried that if he couldn't say two words, he would ask Li Xiaoxue to give him a blow.

However, if he didn't say the words in his heart to Li Xiaoxue, he Han Haitao was really uneasy for a while.

At this time, Han Haitao knew that if he couldn't get Li Xiaoxue's understanding, he and Li Xiaoxue would really have no more drama.

dragged a point, and Li Xiaoxue's hope was one point less. So, after thinking about it, Han Haitao finally decided to send a text message to Li Xiaoxue again.

Once, he also sent dozens of text messages to Li Xiaoxue a day, and then he opened the information input page, and for a long time, he didn't know how to start.

Compared with WeChat, this text message has a bit more formality in the current Han Haitao's view.

And no matter how difficult it is, Han Haitao has to write out this text message and send it to Li Xiaoxue. When he knocked on the door of Li's mother's ward, he said a word, but in fact, he had too many things to say to Li Xiaoxue. Li Xiaoxue didn't give him a chance to say anything, and he had no choice but to use such a communication method. Although, this looks a bit imposing on the taste.

And because Han Haitao couldn't guarantee that Li Xiaoxue would reply to his text messages, he wanted to send Li Xiaoxue what he wanted to say in his heart as much as possible. This undoubtedly adds weight and difficulty to this text message.

"Xiaoxue," Han Haitao pondered for a long time, and finally wrote, "Perhaps, my text message this time will seem disorganized, but every sentence, every word, is my sincere expression." ”

"I know I've hurt you deeply. I've been deeply remorseful for my actions at that moment.

"I don't know what I was guilty of. My soul, at that moment, seemed to be occupied by the devil. I did the most unforgivable thing of my life.

"The night before the incident, Xiaoxue, I don't even know how much alcohol I drank.

"I tried to reconcile with you again and again, but you rejected me again and again, not only rejected me, but in the end, you also said that you wanted to be good with such a person. My heart, at that time, do you know how much it hurts? It's really like calling a knife and pulling it on the ground! Really, I've thought about dying.

"Xiaoxue, after all these years, you should also be able to see that every time I touch you, I have to be extra careful, for fear that it will hurt you. You think about it, how could I do such a thing intentionally.

"I don't really know what happened to me. I can't blame my fault on the wine. Even though a lot of people do, though, I do drink a lot of alcohol.

"I was acting at the time, I was aware, though, I really don't know why I was the way I was.

"He was there, and to be honest, I'm still a little grateful to him. Even though he snatched you away from me, even though I was beaten like this by him. But I am grateful to Him for stopping me and not making my sins at that time an unforgivable reality forever.

"Of course, Xiaoxue, I'm not saying that my sin hasn't become a reality, and the harm to you hasn't been done.

"Indeed, I hurt you. Not only did it hurt you, but it hurt our feelings for a few years.

"I was wrong. Xiaoxue, I was really wrong. Even though I know that no matter how much I say, I will not be able to erase the damage I have done to you, but I still want to tell you that I was wrong.

"The ancient adage says that one misstep will become hatred for eternity. I really don't want my devilish impulses at that moment to cause the regrets of my life.

"I don't know how to ask for your forgiveness, but I still hope that you will forgive me this time, seeing how good we have been.

"Xiaoxue, you have long been an indispensable part of my life, and I hope that we can do it all over again.

"I don't look at people from a worldly perspective, and if you are with him, you really won't be happy. Not only will he not give you material security, but he will also not give you emotional care.

"Xiaoxue, my mother's side, I'll do the work. You know, she has always liked you very much.

"My mother's temper is sometimes bigger, but she is also anxious about our marriage, so she made it like this.

"After all, we have to live the days ahead, and I will definitely take good care of you and not let you suffer any grievances.

"Xiaoxue, hurting you so much makes me want to be doubly good to you even more. Forgive me, let's have a fresh start.

"Give me another chance to love you, and I won't let you regret your choice."

Han Haitao didn't think that he couldn't write about himself at the beginning, but he really wrote it, and it was such a big article.

After reading it back and forth twice, making some modifications, Han Haitao still prayed in his heart: "Xiaoxue, I hope you can give me a reply as soon as possible after reading it." ”

And when Han Haitao finally sent the text message, his heart and the ball rising in the water suddenly rose to his throat.

The carefully written text message, suddenly, made Han Haitao feel full of loopholes, 100,000 points, and he was dissatisfied.

couldn't help it, Han Haitao looked at the text messages that had been sent to Li Xiaoxue's mobile phone again, and the more he looked at it, the more nervous he became, and beads of sweat the size of rice grains seeped out on his forehead.

If he could, Han Haitao really wished he could intercept this text message again. He was a little annoyed that he hadn't been able to put the words through again.

"Why should I judge him here? It's just a problem between me and Xiaoxue, I'm involved with another person, what will Xiaoxue think of me? Also, why do I say that Xiaoxue is a part of my life, clearly, she is all I have! Han Haitao said regretfully, scratching his head vigorously.

Han Haitao's "swish" scratching his head soon disturbed Han's mother, who didn't sleep much.

Han's mother got up and saw Han Haitao scratching his head, just thinking that the wound was itchy, she hurriedly got off the bed, and when she arrived at Han Haitao, she grabbed Han Haitao's hand scratching her head, and said nervously: "Is it itchy?" You can't scratch it, it's going to be infected! ”

Han Haitao said "hi" annoyedly and threw the phone aside.

Han's mother hurriedly picked up her mobile phone and was about to put it away for Han Haitao, when Han Haitao's text message to Li Xiaoxue came into view.

Han's mother saw the second half of the text message first, talking about her bad temper, knowing that it was written by her baby son to Li Xiaoxue, and her anger went straight to her head!

Han Haitao saw that Han's mother found the text message, and reached out to grab the phone, Han's mother raised her hand and turned around to dodge, and said hatefully: "Do you still think that the face of the old Han family didn't let you lose everything?" ”

"Mom!" Han Haitao said bitterly, "It's us who hurt Xiaoxue, it's us who are sorry for Xiaoxue!" ”

"Who hurt whom?" Han Mu shouted, turned around again, pointed at Han Haitao and said, "For such a little vixen, you can't tell the difference between right and wrong!" We hurt her? Are we sorry for her? How can you say it? ”

Han Haitao also said loudly: "That's it!" Xiaoxue and I could have been fine! If you don't get involved, you won't be what you are! ”

Mother Han trembled: "You, you, you wolf cub!" I worked so hard to raise you, and I threw all my heart on you, but you didn't send everything to me! I'm not going to let you guys get better? She was eating in the bowl and looking at the pot, stepping on two boats with one foot, and she didn't want to get along with us at all! ”

"Say no more! You don't know how many times you've said these words! Han Haitao's head was "buzzing", as if it was about to explode, "No!" No! Xiaoxue is not what you say it is! It was you who forced Xiaoxue to get married, forcing her to breathe, and she was going to break up with me! ”

"That's good! It's your business, and I won't care about it anymore! You'll go see her again! Take a look, I said that she was not wrong, she is a girl! Han Mu felt that she was about to suffocate, and after saying such words in a hurry, she threw the mobile phone in her hand into Han Haitao's arms angrily, and walked out of the ward in a few steps.

This article is from Reading Rim Novels